Me: So how are the 2 of you doing?
Belle: Doing well marvelous. <Said I feel with her calling me marvelous and smiling.>
Belle: Well marvelous, or should I call you scales, you can keep everything I say and post it. In light of our new relationship and the changes that have happened, dear, why not start calling me Moondancer or Moondust. Not sure which I like better.
Me: I like both. I'll have to think about which I like more. But Scales is my family and the Misfit's nickname for me, use it if you want. That is me, the personality, my current soul choose the name of Darius for himself, hirsel, never asked the gender, feels mostly male with some female.
Darius: better believe it, all male, with some additional female, parts shall we say, since you are not just male.
Maribelle: I'm still confused by all this. You are not Kulstor. Kulstor is the soul who has a new personality. He feels the same but not the same, and you feel the same and not the same. I'm confused. and if I love both of you equally, less, if I don't love one or both of you anymore. I'm not sure what to think or feel.
Darius: Let me explain. I'm a soul, basically let's say I'm like a suit of armor. In some places scales here needs to, wear me, shall we say. You all have souls. You are living in places well you an be incarnated or can be ensouled beings. There are also places where I'm not needed. Where once you ascended or grow you don't need a soul. I'll leave the description at that. we souls are sentient. Often we, mesh with the being in us, let's call it personality. We souls are sentient, not like personalities are. we have our own personalities, let's all it likes, dislikes, preferences. Scales here is a personality being he has his own, well he is awareness, personality. I have my own likes, dislikes, preferences, when we are together like this they intermesh so to speak. Kulstor wanted to leave scales so he could explore the new dimensions scales here has reached and went past, instead of keeping going upwards. Nothing wrong with that. I was custom made for scales here. SO we may part like he and Kulstor did, but that is very unlikely since the 2 of us resonate so much and we do love each other deeply. and I'm in no hurry, after all he and I have an eternity to experience, learn and grow. if I need to go to sleep while he spends time in places where I'm not needed, I don't mind. Not like I have a ticking clock that says, time'll be up in 57 or 1,000 years. and I have to experience everything. My advice, do as, I keep slipping and wanting to call Scales Kulstor since he could claim the name too since it came from a past past life. But back to what I was going to say. My Advice, do like Scales here suggested before. Take it 1 day at a time. Maybe you'll still be mates, maybe not, maybe lovers, friends, acquaintances, or maybe you'll need to move on since you don't resonate.
Maribelle: I guess, that does make sense. We can spend a few days not talking then say Wedensday talk, pretend we're meeting, well since mother likes you so much we can talk and see if there is anything between us. Scales is it?
Me: Yes, That name fits. It's a nickname. I feel we don't really use names, but nicknames. if you can think of a nickname you prefer for me or a name, feel free to suggest it.
Maribelle: ok, I agree and ok, Scales it'll be, till I can think of something I like better.
Belle: for the blog call me Belle, till you pick if you like Moondust or Moondancer. I like both equally, so you pick. As for you. I like Scales, and I like this new model more then the old or original model. Yes, I do like this model then the previous one, diffidently. < I feel her doing the equivalent of looking me up and down.
As for the others, some of them are still not sure, some like Shalamane have moved on since it's simply to much for them, or they loved, had resonance with, Kulsor and not the personality. But frankly it is new to me, but I suspected something like this, since I had noted that sometimes some beings I knew, seemed to change personality some, or their energy felt the same but different, at the same time. This explains it.
me: yes, I'm still learning about all this.
Darious: I'm glad this was worked out for the best.
Me: How about Kerria?
Belle: She's not sure, but my gut instinct is she'll figure out she loves you and perhaps Kulstor both. We'll have to wait and see. Best you not talk to her or the others yet. I'll talk to them, work on them so they are past their confusion. if there's any love or they want to continue they'll contact you like the 2 of us have done.
Me: I agree, I guess this is a learning experience for us all.
Belle: Indeed. Remember Moon Dancer or Moon Dust, you get to pick dearie. and yes I do like this new model better. mmhmm
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