Wedensday [8-19]

I did the 11th meditation of part 4 today and running the energies was both meh for the first few, and a sensual pleasure for the higher ones.

The main meditation was on opening to channel and this was my oversoul self.  We flowed into each other, me into him and him into me, at the same time, since we are one.  I could feel he was outside time & space, outside physicality.  Felt like a peaceful loving, wonderful place.

He (just saying he out of habit.  His energy feels like both male and female mixed into one) said the only thing left really for me to work on was my doubt that I would be coming home soon.  he said if I dealt with this doubt my transition home would be sooner and smoother, easier, more pleasant. 

he said to look at the doubt as it came up, talk to it, embrace it, find out why it feels this way.  this would clear it up over time and it may take more then 1 time of looking, talking, accepting and embracing it.  Be grateful since it is bringing this to my attention.  Keep doing this in short sessions through the day.  it is better to do this numerous times then for one 20 or 30 minute period.

After this is cleared up he said I'll be totally clear. Neat. I could feel I'll not be merging with him since we are already one, the same being, just I'm the segment in this physical body.

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Been thinking about a few things.  I think I do understand the larger picture and dimensional thing.  It's like I posted before.  Some work with individuals, some with groups, whole planets, solar systems, galaxies, the whole universe, or I guess inter universal where you work with multiple universes.

There are numerous ways to do this.  You can just work with the top part, so to speak.  So say with a planet or solar system, help with making sure the solar energy and sun is stable, ease the planet's earthquakes, volcanoes, so they are not as traumatic as they could be.  Not stop that, just alleviate the worst.  And not paying any attention to the individual humans, or nations.  Some may work a bit with the ones influencing the earth, world leaders, but not with individuals.

others may work on just the solar system level, with the energy flowing through or to it.  Then there is the galaxy level that doesn't work much below the whole galaxy, and sections of that galaxy.  Though some at this level may be active on say a solar system or planetary level, or maybe even down to individual level. 

Then there is between universes and working and active between and with multiple universes.  again some may be just at this level, and others, like me I think, will be active across a wide array of levels. 

I also feel part, or most, of me is outside time/space.  I can feel that part of me pulling on the rest of me, hard to describe.  I do want to be there with the rest of me, since the rest of me is already there.  this part of me is there too, but also focused and intermeshed with this body.  hard to describe. 

The part of me there exists both because I reached that level and reaching that level the rest of me exists there.  Hard to put my knowledge into English that I've typed up here.  This is the best that I can. 

Not sure if this means that I'm fully 9d, or past 9d, but that doesn't really matter.

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I did some meditating, relaxed type, not guided.  Was focusing on talking to 1 of my doubts.  Got hit with severe vertigo.  I feel different, can't explain in what way.  i wonder what it means.  hard to explain how I feel different.  I feel different. more of my energy here maybe, more clear, the doubt reduced in size or maybe more accurate to say, its mostly resolved, not fully maybe, but mostly. 

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I did the 12th meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body, the last.  I had to run the energies myself since Daben didn't do it, it was all Orin. Orin left a very short time, but I did manage to run the energies, basically nearly all at once.  I added in the light body centers too.

the meditation was about going to the temple of the masters.  One of the 3 masters who were around me was my oversoul, who also joined me, instead of my soul since I am the soul to my oversoul.  It merged with me, the oversoul me who wasn't one of the 3 masters maintaining the triangle.  First it worked on my DNA, then my cells, then my physical body. I could feel the energy it was doing, also the energy of our merging.  Then it worked on my emotional body, for this I ended up going very deep, though I was fully aware.  It increased the resonance of my emotional body and the energy of others I had picked up it removed, replacing it with a very high light energy.  then it worked on my mental body and did a lot of stuff there, but I wasn't as deep.  it added layers and made the gridwork finer still. 

Then came the higher mind as Orin called it, part of source.  It did likewise that my oversoul did.  I could feel it's energy as it's energy flowed into my energy.  It too worked on my mental and emotional bodies, and I merged with it at an energy level. 

So overall a great, and profound, experience.  Not sure what else I can say.  Also during it my oversoul was a sphere of light a very dark color, maybe ultra violet or past that.  I was in the form of some sort of dolphin type being, not of earth origin since I did have forward facing eyes for one.

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