I did the 7th mediation that is part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure, as was the main part of the meditation.
The main part of the meditation was building a new personality. reach upward and be your soul. The number I felt at this point as as my 12th dimensional soul self. Then reach a cord downward into your body. I could see my present at the time (past now) personality as a series of mirrors which I dissolved and that which wasn't dissolved into nothingness I pulled to the ground, then manifested an elephant to stomp the mirrors into a very find sand like constancy. (this was added stuff to what Orin was saying.
Then bringing in new energy to build myself a new personality through my 1st light body energy center. At first as I did this the energy felt like 12th dimensional energy, but as I continued to do this, and build my new personality then the energy and mental bodies, during this whole process I felt the numbers go up, 12th dimensional, 13, 14, 15, then stopping at 16th dimensional energy. the master working with me, my intuition/inner feeling said was 30th dimension. Then I had it go into my DNA, then my physical body.
Then I shined the energy, still felt 16th dimensional energy to my entire apartment an outside it slightly, my credit union account, all my online accounts on the various places I visit. Added from what Orin was saying, and instead of shining this light on certain individuals that I have a relationship went I instead shined the light on the entire world, adding in everyone on the earth and also then everyone everywhere else in the universe, and the universe itself. I could feel the 16th dimensional energy in my body pulsing like.
At times I felt my energy starting to get low I would rest a short bit and let it build up again.
All in all a very sensual experience, the part with building a new personality, emotional and mental bodies, shining the light into my dna and physical body, the world, ect, all was a sensual pleasure as well.
Towards the very end I felt the master sending some energy to me that I consciously incorporated into my energy being and my intuition said that this was 30th dimensional energy. It felt great and had also somewhat of a sexual feel to it, but more then that. hard to describe what the 16th dimensional energy felt like, let alone the short time I felt 30th flowing into me, and it as a small amount.
Forgot when but i had the impression, at one point of crystalline & diamond energy i was emitting, I think early on in pre building a new personality, or building it. At some point I had the intuition that it became pure diamond, incorporating some star, only star, going stellar, then past that into the levels with no labels or names. Again just a brief impression.
All in all a great experience. Think I may do this one meditation from time to time. I also had the impression in there somewhere, not sure where, of The Misfits, but no real information, again, as happened once before, it was like I could almost remember some concrete information, but it wasn't quite there. and the impression I do have a relationship with them. Since I am the newest member I do indeed. but maybe a friend of theirs or a friend of a member as I was with Karinus, before, closer then just friends now, best buds maybe before, more now perhaps? I'll let time reveal all this.
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I did the 8th mediation that is part 6 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation as building a cord down from my soul as my soul into my personality and the energy of my soul going into my emotional, mental body, I added in DNA, and physical body. Then it as do the same but from the point of view of my monad. It was a sensual pleasure feeling the energy, hard to describe the energy. My monad was able to time the flow so by the time the mediation was about to end it felt like my physical body had reached the maximum amount it could hold. While Orin then Daben were talking and before Daben started guiding me back as for a word of advice or something, forgot what Orin called it, my monad said to Join The Misfits, I already had and quickly asked Karninus who did acknowledge yes I was already a member. I then decided to include, whoever all the members were, in sharing my monad's energy with all the members who would accept it, whoever they were and however many there are. Then the last 10 or so seconds I included all the guards here and then the earth for the last 5 or so seconds. I did get a mental message from one of the guards saying it's not needed but appreciated, not sure what he meant by that.
overall a great meditation, I'll put it in the group of ones I plan on doing again over the next month or 2, or maybe on a regular basis. I'll narrow down some later, so I may pick to do of these say once or twice a week.
I also went pretty deep during this meditation. Forgot to mention that before.
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I am sure in the future I'll have some folks come and try to entice me to incarnate, but I feel if I weigh the pluses and minuses, advantages and disadvantages, that I'll really have no real interest at all in incarnating, especially not on the earth. Since on the other side you can manifest and poof spend some time doing whatever and not be stuck in 1 time, on 1 world in a linear existence and stick in that existence till a committee approved exit point is reached, no thanks, not for me. Many beings/souls like that, but this new me has no interest whatsoever. none. Not that I hate being here, I just have no interest whatsoever in being here really, and none in incarnating. i do have a mission to do here and I'll do it, though I don't like being stuck on this 1 world, in this 1 time, stuck here till an exit point is reached that is approved by some committee that will only let me out if everything is green lit and ready to go, otherwise I have to stay.
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I did the 9th meditation of part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies were was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was suposed to be about experiencing nodes, but I didn't journey to any nodes nor did I feel any notes. Though the main part of the meditation was on the Vee all it was to me was just running the energies extended through the entire meditation, with most of it just focused on the Vee. I wonder what the point was. it's all gibberish to me. I even read the manual several times over the 4 times I did it previously. Some things just never click for me. this for one, nodes, there are no nodes as far as I've experienced nor felt. I'd think that maybe I was doing something wrong but since Daben & Orin say there is no wrong experience I have only 2 conclusions. Either Daben is doing something wrong, or this audio guided meditation course is meant for native human earth souls, so since i am not one, I may either work different and my Pieah can't be used as a doorway to other dimensions, there are no nodes in my vee anywhere, and other stuff, or Daben with Orin has tailor made this for native earth human souls and I'd have to somehow get one custom made for me. either way a disappointing meditation. Though running the energies was a sensual pleasure, still overall a disappointment.
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