I think the light body is above the mental, so to speak. Since with the 7th center if your mental and emotional bodies are in balance, even partially in balance then it starts to form like a cocoon around you of a foot or several feet. They way they describe it in the courses I've taken so far, and I'm not done with 3 yet, is there are 4 bodies so far they've talked about in the audio and manual, Physical, emotional, mental and light body.
I think they don't want folks to astral project since what they want is you to be aware of being I think more multidimensional, though they don't use that term. Like with the guided meditation where you go to a dimension where there are gas beings. I finally was sorta able to go there the 3rd time. I could be there but here in the physical body at the same time. also the guided meditations where you go to the temple of the masters at the end of parts 1 and 2. I think they are introducing the concept of being muli dimensional maybe, instead of projecting which I guess is safer and being at that level you can't encounter any negative or lower beings since they don't exist at those levels.
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Had a few interesting experiences this morning. Think I understand soul and my relationship better. In the first one I felt love inside me and soul had me expand that till it was all around me, filling what the awakening the light body course called the Renare cocoon, sorta like an aura that goes form the center at the top of the head, goes up a foot or a few feet, all around the body to the feet and back up to the first center. If fully formed, they do say if it does not go all the way down that is fine, it means it is partially formed for now. it then said for me to imagine myself dissolving or merging with this love, which I did and it felt like the love increased and I was still me, but with greater love as a part of my being.
then soul had me imagine the 3 of us, soul, me, and twin flame inside this area. the feeling of the love felt subtly different, like it had shifted slightly, then as soul said I imagined us merging and it felt like it shifted again and maybe increased, not sure on the last part.
Then a short time after this I felt it hugging, and kissing me, in a close embrace. I got an idea and felt it subtly encouraging me. I did a sorta mental shift where I was the soul and it was the one incarnated in a human body. I felt like I needed to help him awaken to his being aware of his full soul self and though of the same soul we are both different consciousnesses of the same soul, with twin flame being a 3rd, though she was experiencing being separate, though she really wasn't (kinda hard to explain in English, some concepts I understand but they don't make full sense if I try to explain them).
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For got to mention that when we were hugging and kissing I did feel the love we share and have as part of our nature, but also I diffidently felt sexual feelings as well. Not surprised since I know soul does enjoy sex, at the soul level, It, and me as well, are at the soul or spiritual level (if that term is right) are very sexual beings. Though I feel other souls maybe are less so. As they have their preferences we have ours. We are very sexual beings as they are not. And that is all fine, with diversity and everyone being an individual, even as souls, and those beings higher then souls. I can bet the monad or whatever that I'm part of is very sexual as well. Still don't know monad and such to well. A part of me is, of course, very curious and wants to know a lot, the other part of me is content that I'll pick things up over time and trying to read and find out a lot of information is fine, it can be lots of fun, but at the core of it it is not really needed. And better to make up my own terms for things, or better yet don't use terms or labels, just concepts. Which one can do at when thinking to oneself.
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I had some interesting experiences as I lay down to take a nap. After a bit I felt my soul hugging me again. I could feel it's love and mixed in with that sexual feelings as well. <the fact you are not scared of frighted of the immensity is a good sign.> I said, yes, in fact I'm enjoying it, meaning the immensity of what we are, as well as the sexual feelings, love and such. I then felt it like rubbing my behind as it kissed me and said, <that is a very good sign, indeed.> it said continuing what we were doing. I then felt like we were melting into each other or merging, hard to describe till we were one or as one as we can get. I stayed in this experience for a time, I'd guess maybe a minute at most, likely less.
That was great, we can't merge though, not while I'm still here. <we can soul blend. blending souls so i'm more like you.> it said, though I felt it perilously said the last bit in that way for a purpose. "you mean doing this I'll be more like you, you may take on some of my characteristics?" <Yes, it brings us more like each other. It's not really a merging, but it does give us the taste of what merging will be like, should we choose to temporarily merge.> Then I got the hint that there are courses or something on orin and daben on that. I think i"ll look that up.
Later I sent a mental message off to the dragoness and arcturian, I got what I think are replies. i asked if they are sexual beings since i seem to be one. I think the arcturian said something like to an extent but it doesn't interest him as much or as greatly as some like me, with me it is very natural, very normal for me. Just not really or exactly his thing, though he does enjoy it from time to time. the dragoness felt like she said certainly, you don't know the half of it. I asked them out of curiosity, but since I was curious, not that I wanted to have sex with them now, but curious on their take on it. I then asked the dragoness if she'd be interested in us some day having some sex, soul type. she said certainly, once I'm closer to her level. I bet after that I said to her, feel free to ask once I'm close enough to your level, to which she said, <I certainly will.>
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I did the 5th meditation of part 3, traveling on the grid-work, and running the energies to the 7 light body energy centers went very well.
The grid-work is a bit hard to explain as I saw it mentally and experienced it as Daben did continued with the guided meditation. I was slightly distracted now and then since the physical body is slightly hungry.
the grid-work, for me, at first was 2d, like a sheet of graph paper. But quickly it became 3d, with each bit of it I could feel was a sort, or some form of energy. eventually I could see scenes on some of the panels and could view at least 2 such panels at the same time, so to speak, but it was easier to focus on 1 at a time to more accurately see what was going on. I drifted along, able to travel the grid, outside yet inside it, hard to explain. Finally I allowed myself to drift into one of the grid panels and was in some place with lots of crystals and some people were running somewhere. I don't remember exactly what was going on. They didn't perceive me since their attention was elsewhere. it wasn't earth, that much I knew. Not sure if it was another dimension or planet. I then left that place as easily as I had entered it and was back in the grid, full 3d grid like before. I'll read the manual that came with the course, a pdf to see what else it says. Sorta wanted to get my first impressions down before i had read much.
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I lay down to rest and had another encounter with soul. We had a conversation. Basically we talked about merging. I'll try to remember the basics and majority.
I think i mentioned I looked forward to us being partially merged. I could feel our energies starting to merge. Soul paused the process asking if I was sure. I said I have experienced being a separate human with no idea of spiritual stuff, now being partially awake aware. Now I want to experience being soul. It said ok. and it started the process of our energy merging, Then I said, except and he paused it and I said once this incarnation is over I don't want to fully merge with you since i would like to experience being me, as aware as you are, but me, experience the soul plane or wherever I'll be, hang out with you and twin flame for a bit, soul family. For a few hours, days or a week for example, before I merge with you fully.
Soul said while I had the impression of him smiling <ok, I can arrange that. you'll have a lot of fun here.> i felt the our energy merging till we were one, or overlapping. Soul then said <now it is inevitable.>
I said I did look forward to use being 3, 2 and 1. Soul said we would merge and unmerge over eternity. Plenty of time.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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I was going to do the next opening to
channel, but it is about 23 minutes and I felt some slight reluctance,
not sure if is me from that length of the time or not so decided I'll do
it Saturday or Sunday. Instead I decided to try a short one, just so I
an channeling my guide almost daily.
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The partial merging with your soul, overlapping is indeed possible and many do find they enjoy this and can spend considerable part of their lives to reach this state or to live in it once they do. Such a thing can be a goal in itself.
Soul and you are indeed described as 2 who are one. 3 if one adds in what you call twin flame but the term is not fully accurate but we can use it for now. The expression of 2 or 3 who are one is more correct then you know. You are experiencing learning about this as it occurs. Allow it to happen since as you have experienced, the first step of the process is enjoyable indeed, the rest will be as much if not more.
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it is not so much becoming your soul but more accurately to say you are awakened to being a soul, being your soul and yet yourself too. Since soul can experience itself as more then just 1 identity, person, consciousness. It can be more then one. Explore and experience this, you will learn much. There are many methods and ways. Pick one that feels correct and is more fun for you, and most pleasurable as well. The path is easy. There is no rule that is has to be hard unless one decides it most be from what their culture or society says. Why not choose the fun path over the hard one. one can learn just as much from either.
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things will indeed gradually improve over time, faster perhaps they you suspect. Leave yourself open to change and growth. Change can be a thing one feels unsure about. Think over, feel within, then make the decision, taking into account how you feel about it within, how your body may feel, and what you think about it. Weigh these together, putting aside cultural or society pressures and beliefs to be your true self when you make decisions.
This will carry you far indeed. farther and faster then you may suspect. Though patience is a good thing to have as well. Especially in a place where one can't whip up a chocolate Sunday instantly. ;)
felt a ps from guide: you would be surprised at how many love you and are sending you their love, many indeed. One day you'll know and meet them.
I personally look forward to that.
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The partial merging with your soul, overlapping is indeed possible and many do find they enjoy this and can spend considerable part of their lives to reach this state or to live in it once they do. Such a thing can be a goal in itself.
Soul and you are indeed described as 2 who are one. 3 if one adds in what you call twin flame but the term is not fully accurate but we can use it for now. The expression of 2 or 3 who are one is more correct then you know. You are experiencing learning about this as it occurs. Allow it to happen since as you have experienced, the first step of the process is enjoyable indeed, the rest will be as much if not more.
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it is not so much becoming your soul but more accurately to say you are awakened to being a soul, being your soul and yet yourself too. Since soul can experience itself as more then just 1 identity, person, consciousness. It can be more then one. Explore and experience this, you will learn much. There are many methods and ways. Pick one that feels correct and is more fun for you, and most pleasurable as well. The path is easy. There is no rule that is has to be hard unless one decides it most be from what their culture or society says. Why not choose the fun path over the hard one. one can learn just as much from either.
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things will indeed gradually improve over time, faster perhaps they you suspect. Leave yourself open to change and growth. Change can be a thing one feels unsure about. Think over, feel within, then make the decision, taking into account how you feel about it within, how your body may feel, and what you think about it. Weigh these together, putting aside cultural or society pressures and beliefs to be your true self when you make decisions.
This will carry you far indeed. farther and faster then you may suspect. Though patience is a good thing to have as well. Especially in a place where one can't whip up a chocolate Sunday instantly. ;)
felt a ps from guide: you would be surprised at how many love you and are sending you their love, many indeed. One day you'll know and meet them.
I personally look forward to that.
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