Not sure how to describe it. it was a pleasurable sensation and experience. It seemed to be taking place mostly on my back. Not sure if it was soul or someone raising my vibration, introducing more of soul's or a monad's energy into my energy system? Maybe something along that, maybe guide was doing that to get me closer to being ready to try channeling one of the monad members, a mix of all that. hard to say. maybe just soul introducing more if its energy into my energy system since maybe I can either hold more of it's energy here or to raise my vibration or something closer to it.
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I did the 9th meditation of part 3 of awakening the light body. This Friday I'll be done with the first past and Saturday I'll start the 2nd pass.
The meditations went Mostly very well. Not sure what I was supposed to look for when he mentioned experiencing the energies. The energy centers of the light body parts went well and I could feel what Daben calls the Renawre cocoon, or aura or whatever it is. feels like it's fully formed. So that went well too.
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The dragons may be linked somehow, maybe cousins, friends, from the same
place, or something from the past, or present, or something.
I do agree, that with at least some, the spiritual journey is
remembering and catching up to where we were. Fast forward, I like that
term. :)
I agree about the spiritual hierarchy, that there really isn't one. It's
a human construction projected onto the spiritual world, like I think
that the end goul is returning to source/god,all that is. Some do that
yes, but there is an infinity of things to do, experience and grow into.
if one wants to explore those.
I can see how redoing the initiations one may learn a new thing one
missed or didn't notice the first time through. or maybe even the 2nd.
it could be like ebbs and flows or like the tide that comes and goes.
or maybe one can choose how one experiences things. calmer, more peace,
relaxed, so one can focus more on here, doing certain things here, ect.
I guess monad love is different, but similar to soul love.
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I did the 9th meditation and it went very well from running all the
energies and so on. I'll use this idea in the future when I do run the
energies again. I'll do it forwards at times, backwards and spend time
with the various centers for varying lengths of time.
At the early part of this it felt like soul was doing the energy equivalents of kissing, instead of using the higherself vehicle that
looks like an anthro beluga whale, but dolphin sized instead of regular
adult. Also I felt like some more of the energy from wherever, maybe
monad or guide to prepare me for channeling, was streaming in, or
whatever the term was. Both were pleasurable, but kept low, I felt so I
would feel them but the would not be distracting from the guided
meditation I was going through.
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I did some meditating today as i moved my arms slowly in Qi Gong movements.
I got the feeling that some souls in the monad I'm descended from have noticed me (or was I a member before) and this is their way to invite me into becoming a full monad member, gradually introducing some of 1 member's energy into my energy to get me closer to them, then some others, while channeling. This will get me closer to the monad and that along with if I do more light body courses will together gradually get me to becoming a full monad member. Not that I have to, but this is like an invitation and they would like me to become a full conscious member.
I must admit I would like to be a full conscious member of a monad. It sounds like an interesting experience I'd like. Maybe with more fun, love, wisdom, intimacy, sharing (soul type sex too), learning, maybe other things I don't know of yet. I hope it happens soon, say within a few years.
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More contemplation. I've attracted the attention of some monad members, 1 of them, at least one of them my soul parents, took an interest since she perhaps saw i had the potential to join them as a full conscious member within this incarnation. With the progress I've made it's attracted the attention of a few more.
As I said they do want me to join them as a full conscious member. it is one of the next steps in the progress I'm making and the path I'm on. Though it's my choice. It is the best, but not the only choice.
As I said before I do feel I do want to join this monad as a full conscious member. It feels like it would be an interesting experience, as well as other benefits, love, maybe a different or more pure love, intimacy (sexual and non sexual), growing in an interesting way. I guess to realize I am the monad, and not just a member of one. As the various members also realize they are the monad too and not just a member.
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I tried to channel the dragoness briefly, though I suspected the answers I figured at worst it'll be good channeling practice. and 1 minute has left me with a very mild pressure headache, but it'll pass very soon.
I asked her, if I want to become a full monad member what should I do? <Continue doing just as you are doing. And continue to get and do what you are thinking and planning to do in the future.>
<I've been keeping an eye on you and you are doing very well. You've attracted the attention of some other members. We'll help you to gradually become a member.>
Will I enjoy being a full monad member? <yes you will. Lots of fun, options. You'll love it.>
an hour or so later:
I thought to myself, so the monad are sexual beings, I wasn't directing it at her but i did get, <you don't know the half of it.>
<and you should start saying we monad members since soon enough you'll be a full member.>
So the others won't mind that? <not the ones keeping an eye on you and helping. > and the others, <they wouldn't care either. Their attitude, would be you're a member, but one who's not consciously aware of being a full member yet.. > So they are aware of me then? <Yes, just not paying much attention to you since you're being helped by me, and soon a few others. think the human expression to many cooks....>
Makes sense. can't have 40 all trying to help me like you are. <very true, that would be counter productive.>
<continue as you are doing, and stick to or close to your plan, and i guarantee before the incarnation ends you'll be a full member.>
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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This is an interim connection between the guide you first connected with
and the one you later will connect with, the monad member. This
connection will be a short one since you body can only hold this energy
for short periods of time.
abundance? look for opportunities as they arise and take them.
This connection will get better with time. As your body and energy
systems adapt to this higher level, grade of energy, more potent, or
whatever term you prefer to use. relax and let the energy flow and the
connection strengthen with repeated attempts as well as repeated short
attempts instead of a few long ones.
you are doing well and have made much progress more then you are aware of
at present perhaps. Your soul's excitement is normal and
understandable. perhaps ignore typos for now and go back and look to
correct them later, that will let things flow much easier then
correcting as you go. also it'll help the connection as well. also
pausing to let the connection restrengthen.
this should be all for now, any more and you'll get a headache at this time.
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I could feel the energy in the top half of my head, very concentrated
and potent, and to a lesser degree all throughout my body and energy
bodies as an unusual sensation. hard to describe.
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