I did the 11th meditation for part 3 for the 2nd pass. It went overall pretty well. My twin flame popped up during the early part of my running the energy saying it was a further lesson on how to focus while we're together. She mainly just stayed close to me, laying on top a bit since I recline my chair to do the guided meditations. I did find her presence distracting, but not as much as before, being able to focus very well I thought. She did put her hand on my chest during the ranthia part of running the energies, increasing the love I could feel. She did comment she knew I'd do well and I was ahead of their schedule, though she further commented they set their schedules over conservative so if you do get ahead of it, and most do, then that is a good thing. I think meaning you feel better about yourself. Thought there really should not be any real schedule, just go at your own pace. Though on earth I can see some making a schedule since many things on earth are based around a schedule of some sort. She further commented she was doing this for a future thing. I guess some training of me for some stuff she and I will be doing together. I wonder if it'll be during this incarnation, after it's over. Hopefully not all while I'm asleep since I very seldom remember any dreams. She left before the main part of the guided meditation started.
The main part of the guided meditation was relaxing and peaceful, being in the quiet place of the pieah. Thoughts came slower and less so. I should try to mediate there, say for short meditations, maybe daily. perhaps a few minutes here or there through the day.
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I did the 11th meditation for part 3, for the 2nd pass. running the energies went mostly ok. Then the main meditation for it was going into past lives to get a certain skill that you had developed and transfer that skill into this life and transfer some of your skills back into that past life.
My twin flame popped up for part of this. and What I wanted was a past life where I became a master channeler and become one with my soul and had full awareness and access to all of my soul's memories. what I was was in a past life where I seemed to be an anthro orca. Twin flame said it was the lifetime before this one. And oddly that me and this me talked a bit. It seems he knew of earth but didn't know all of the conditions of incarnating here, and I told him of that. We transferred some skills back and forth.
Then for the 2nd one I got a future me. not soul but a future version of this me here. The skill I wanted was if I became 1 with the monad, collective or whatever the term is, and become fully aware, and such of being a member of the collective, and so forth. This future me did look like from the chest up an anthro orca and a non anthro one from the belly down and I was in the same form. he did say after this incarnation he has not yet incarnated. He doubted he would in the future. though there was a chance he may someday, he highly doubted it. Then to transfer the skills he had me relax and he put me into some sort of trance type state and transferred some emergy or did energy work on me mentally, or something. He did diffidently did some energy work on me. Not sure if I feel different. He did say I may notice the changes later or gradually over time. I did ask if we'd meet again and he said at least once more, maybe more then that. he then did some sort of deep telepathic thing where he said <remember!> to me a few times before leaving.
Overall an interesting experience both times. I was not expecting a future me to pop up like that. I do wonder what the energy work he did on me was for.
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I did the 7th guided meditation of receiving clear guidance. it was about reeving clear guidance general process and 1 specific issue. As well as having blockages, doubts and such removed. For the specific issue I wanted guidance on I just asked if they could do something so I, soul, and twin flame, could get as close to being 1 with all of them as well as being a crystal clear channel. One of them said ok. The session felt like they were doing mostly energy work. I could feel the energy work they, or someone, was doing. Though it did feel like they, would pause at times. It did feel like my soul, like usual, was involved. and I did feel small bolts of pleasure at times. One of them said it was due to more of my true nature being uncovered, that was why it felt like pleasure. Over all I think it went very well. I do feel changed a bit, lighter, fresher, more clear? hard to describe.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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11:46 AM
Thought I'd ask what soul meant by I am one with soul. I'll try asking both soul, twin and the collective.
So what did soul mean by that? <]What
soul meant by referring to this and saying you are one with your soul
is that you are not just intellectually aware the you are soul and soul
is you but by surrendering to soul you have uncovered your true being
and are true, in a sense, more you. You are your soul self in a human
body, so in a sense a new you. That is why you felt different upon
awakening yesterday. Explore what this means, and go at it at an even
pace, no need for speed. Just as you can only do certain things at a
certain pace in the human body soul matters have a certain pace that is
comfortable for you. Go at this pace and don't seek to go faster since
that may bring discomfort, and other problems, some minor and some not.
Also one can work on oneself forever, spending an eternity doing fine
adjustments. You have reached a point where only very minor fine
adjustments may be needed now and then as you notice thoughts, feelings
or other such that may annoy you or you want a higher vibration
reflection of that thought or feeling instead of it in it's current
form. Do so at these times or if you know of them beforehand or do not
experience them at the moment. Some may be of a habit that one has long
had of thinking in a certain way or feeling in a certain way, accept and
love this but act and purposely think in the new way you want to. This
will accomplish much as well as gently very fine tuning if you feel the
need while also taking into account one does not need to be doing this
forever, and some of the work will be done, behind the scenes, so to
speak as you continue to channel and explore yourself, learn, and take
more audio courses and as time passes.
you have really accomplished a lot, more then some may suspect, you
being one of them. There is still far you can go since one can grow and
learn forever. >
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