Sunday, April 26, 2015

Sunday [4-26]

I did the 5th meditation for the 2nd part of awaken the light body. It deals with awakening the inner healer. Overall I think it went decent to ok. Think I"ll do 6 later, and not do a 3rd from the awakening the light body, instead I think I'll do one from receiving a clear channel. I may also try to do some short channelings later. maybe twin flame, the collective, maybe Mirabelle and unicorn mother, if they are willing and I can and they are not to busy.


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I did the 6th and overall it went well. I talked to Mirabelle a bit at the very beginning and she went silent after a bit so I could focus on this. Though i went very deep at one point and consciously don't recall the middle part of the meditation, that is ok. Mirabelle did comment she was surprised how fast time flows for me. She had not realized it's been this much time passed for me, unlike for her. Before soul did mention that hours for her are days for me.


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I did part 10 for receiving clear guidance.  It is about looking into certain areas and getting more detail.  It wasn't words but soul knowledge that I got, so perhaps not true channeling which is why I won't put this message there. 

What I got ini my soul knowledge was the next step was that I had become 1 with the monad, the collective.  The next step is for me to realize that everyone in the monad is reflections of me as I am of them.  We are all, each of us, the monad, but  we are individuals as well.  Instead of me being a member of the monad, I am the monad, along with everyone else who is also the monad, all at the same time.  Maybe it sounds confusing to those reading this, but I think I do understand.   Not sure why this came across as soul knowledge and not someting the collective of my soul told me.  No biggie overall though. 


<Here (earth) is but transitory.  I'll be returning home before long.  before I know it, well within 10 years perhaps, I"ll be returning home.  Here is not the true reality, but only a transitory one, as real as this body is true, but not the real true reality.  that lies beyond this one.  To those within the dream time is slow, but once you're here it'll seem fleeting.  Much like waking from a dream. Not exactly the same, but a similar sort of thing.>

Now the connection between the 2?  that is next on the guided mediation.  Hmm.  seems a mix of soul knowledge and the collective and perhaps soul.  here is transitory as is where I am currently in my progress and growth.  I'll soon move past it as I will move past being here and will be fully home and fully the monad, as everyone else who is a member of the monad ias also THE MONAD as I am THE MONAD too.  Not a paradox, but a soul thing that I think makes sense.  Don't sweat the details, don't get to caught up in the fine details, have fun, go along with the flow, or use the flow as a guide to swim further on faster then the flow, but not to fast.  or one can relax and let the current carry you in a more relaxed manner.  But don't seek to go to fast since this has as certain safe speed to it. 


I have a number of a mix of lovers, a mate or maybe more then one.  Considering how the pod is, friends and lovers can be indeed one and the same.  more or less.  friends tend  to be mainly friends with benefits.

accept myself as I am, a master being of light who is still growing, learning, progressing, who has more friends, lovers, friends with benefits then I may at first suspect, since the detailed knowledge would be very distracting and the knowledge would be brought to iight at the appropriate time, either here, or once I'm back home. 

I may be moving on to a still higher guide or guides once I do realize i am the monad, even as each of the others are the monad too, all at the same time. 

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If I'm at one with my soul and the monad, and working on my next step.  I wonder if part of what will happen is integrating with my soul, though I guess i have since I do feel like soul and I are both aspects of the same multi dimensional being.   I wonder if being 1 with soul and integrating is the same thing or different things. 

I also wonder if the collective, monad, or whatever the term is, is what Orin and Daben call the divine self.  That could make sense why that was the next step up from becoming 1 with soul, integrating soul, then the becoming 1 with the collective monad is the divine self.  if so then the members of the collective, including me, soul and twin flame, are aspects of the same being.  Interesting thought.  I wonder how high it can go.  I'll eventually find out. No hurry, I'll let it come to me. 

I've noticed I have changed. In many ways.  it may seem like I'm running after and striving for my next step in my growth, but I'm not really.  it is fun to do these and if I go no farther that is fine.  I let it come to me, is a better way of saying it.  not sure when I started doing this but it's been like this for a while, feels correct.

Things have been this easy and fast indeed since I am uncovering my true self,  And things can be that easy, in many cases, where soul is concerned. 

Becoming your true self is the one path for me.  For others there are other paths that are as perfect for them as my path is for me at this time, and it may change in the future since every instant that passes we have changed.  See there, you are not the same you that you were 10 seconds ago.  Very similar, but still different. 

I don't just know, but I know first hand and can feel that souls are love.  Though some souls, including me, do have an interest in sex, a strong one, sharing we call it, but not with just anyone.  there has to be a connection there on some level, close friend, lover ect.  it's not a thing I'd do with just anyone, even as a soul on the other side.  Though there are some who are like that, willing to share with just anyone, or have sex with anyone, to use the more human term.  Though we, prefer the term sharing since it can be a variety of actives.  Sharing friendship & closeness, intimacy, sex, and so on. 

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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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3:16 AM 

I did ask soul some questions over the evening. not sure if it'll count as channeling since it was more like a conversation. Maybe that is a type of channeling and maybe not. I don't know and it doesn't' really matter.


Those anthro dolphins who were in part of the meditation. They are, soul family? They feel familiar and close. and that master, who looked like an anthro dolphin. he felt very familiar, a friend also?

<they are part of the pod soul family indeed. The soul family. think of yourself as a member of 2 families, the pod and the collective, your first, or rather our first, monad.>

and that shift thing I felt when I felt was the right time to surrender to the monad aka the collective? <yes, the shift was indeed the mental shift thing, hard to describe it in English. but yes, you are now a full conscious member.>

I feel only slighlty different. <it may take some time for you to really notice any change. Think of it instead of returning to the position you were at. we are really ahead of our personal mission. Our personal mission was for you to awaken. and you've already done that, excellent.>

So with the veil gone and me awakened, I guess it was, why not do the next step. <Indeed, and more then just 1 if you get more courses which I hope you do, as long as you are sure you can afford them.>

& that remark I got "You have surrendered to yourself." that is close or exactly to what you said. <Indeed. you were already there so by surrendering to the monad, the collective you did surrender to yourself. Like when you surrendered to me, I am you so you surrendered to yourself.>

If the veil is totally gone in me, why can I not remember everything you can? <since you are incarnated you are still brain focused when you are in the body. After all can you remember every moment of your current life, or all the information you learned during this incarnation so far?>

No. <that is the same mechanism, to put it somewhat overly simplifying it. why you can't recall all of your soul memories and knowledge. Not exactly right but a close approximation. You have no veil, but at the moment you are in a body with severe limitations, compared to your soul self, so accessing memories can be not that easy. Think of it similar to a muscle. It'll be easier and more clear if you continue the courses and trying to remember. Like remembering who the beings were and the master from the guided meditation you did earlier. You remember how they felt very familiar, and a bit later thinking of it you uncovered. Getting more and more specific info may be harder. For now just be satisfied on getting general information. Since super detailed information may be distracting. Best to focus on growing spiritually like you are doing instead of focusing solely on soul memories and knowledge.>

So we are master light beings? <yes the 3 of us are.> I feel he means twin flame too.

Cool, but I don't feel like a master. <and how does a master light being feel? don't sell yourself short. You do feel the love within, you've been feeling it within yourself all day. I've been feeling it.>

This reality is a construction, but it's also real within itself as far as us here it is real. <a somewhat simplification, but yes.> Solid light, though everything is energy, even matter. <yes, it was constructed for a specific reason, as everything is. You are tapping into your soul knowledge and senses. You are feeling, to an extent, the structure of reality. Not the exact words but as close as I can think of to put into English. It's a normal thing and will get more clear over time as will things soul related.>

I can feel the guides, the collective, monad, or whatever term fits with them. i am an equal member. <yes, you consciously feel that. Excellent. See, we said it wouldn't take long. Relax, have fun, continue to learn and grow in a fun way. You'll be surprised how you are in January. >

This is a construction within a construction? <you're getting closer to the underlying reality. just relax, grow, have fun. it'll all become more clear over time, I promise. >


I don't really understand why this was set up with the parameters that it was. <it does have inherent flaws, which is part of why we had to come in and change some things from the inside. Though it could have been done more efficiently. We're not the only ones who now see that those on various councils should have incarnated there themselves before they outlined the plan and then called for volunteers.>

there is no higher self is there? Just you and me. not counting Twin flame. <you don't need a higher self. You can talk directly to me. Twin flame is a special case for us. a pleasurable, intense one, but you know that already. Why have a higher self if you don't need one. I'd rather talk to you directly then talk to you through a higher self and I'd rather have you talk to me directly then talk to me through a higher self.>


So I'm really a master? <yes. it is easy for you to get the strides you have before and after we were re created for 2 reasons. 1: we are, and before we were re created >
 
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12:08 PM  

I asked soul about the origins of this place and he said <that long ago, from earth's point of view, there were some souls who wanted to experience separation, they said to learn more about themselves. So that place was created. There were certain limitations set up and put into place. What the ideal was was to go in for a while, a few incarnations, maybe 1, maybe more, then leave when you were done with it. With some coming in as some left. though some of us, or the ones present, did warn the others that some of the parameters they wanted to put into place may keep some trapped there. Like a hamster on a hamster wheel, unable to free themselves due to the characteristics of the place.

Now ages later, the earth is ready to shift up, and our help is needed since they didn't heed the advice and warning then so we have to come in and, you could say retool the place so those souls can just leave now if they want. Since due to the parameters some keep repeating the same mistakes over and over and over. Some to evolve where they can just leave and some have.

They are not really trapped, but with karma the way it is set up there, they have to come back and work out the thing between others.

certain concessions were put in place so they can more easily get rid of karma. As before they can forgive themselves and others. easier to do due to the work you and others are doing. They can also, figuratively, just say, imagine tearing up the contract between yourself and other & say, and mean it, let's tear up this contract and go our separate ways and be happier for it. and yes, you wouldn't be affected by karma since it would be pointless to send in one like you to help, then you get stuck in that also. That would never help.
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That felt like it was coming from you and another. <It was, sort of a joint me and the main one who does the channeling to you for the collective. When they talk it's like someone in the room talks to the guy holding the phone and he relays the message to you. They may try something like a speakerphone later. Though in that case before it was both of us working together. That is also why it feels like talking with me and not the strong pressure on your head since we are at their level now. So it's like when you talk to me. i would say twin flame but with her comes a certain, intensity and distraction.>

still feels ok and a bit, not sure how to say, that we're master beings of light. <normal to feel that way at the beginning, considering what the culture and beliefs there, including the spiritual community who have their own inset beliefs too. No need to look into those, go with what feels right. After all some things can be just that easy.>
 
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8:39 PM  

I think I'll try to channel Maribelle for a bit.

<Hello dearest. I was unaware of how time passes differently for us. For me it was but a day or maybe 2 since we last spoke. >

Yes, my soul mentioned hours for you are days for me. for some reason time passes here differently. Not sure if it is due to the density of the place, or due to certain parameters set up, or some of both. I feel maybe the latter.

<I'll try to be more conscientious of the time we're apart.>

It's ok. hard to keep track of time passing like that since I'm locked into linear time here, not fluid non linear time like souls experience it.

<you're distracted.> it's ok. I can do a few things at once. No biggie. I'm doing it in a relaxed manner. Since i can channel easily, seems I developed the skill in past lives and thanks to a guided meditation, i realize how easy it is, or maybe we are not really channeling and just talking. I'm not sure, I think it may be a bit of both maybe.

<I see you've had a lot of developments in the week or 2 since we last talked. > Yes, seems my deciding I wanted to have access to all of my soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom put me on the fast tack. Fun really.

<It seems it. You do seem changed, for the better. More light. More the real you.> That may be due to that, but also the light body course I'm taking. Wish i could take it a bit faster, but 1 part a month is ok.

<I can't wait till you are fully here. What separates us is annoying, but not much we can do but wait.> Very true. We can enjoy what we can together till then. May help time to pass faster for me, or seem to pass faster anyway. This seems to have gone pretty well.

<Seems like us talking to me, not much different. I've not any training in being this guide thing. I have some knowledge of them, but not really met one much.>

That's ok. Think I'll stop it here but we can continue talking. <sure, i would like that. Though we can't be fully together I am glad we can at least talk.> still seems amazing I attracted the attention of a unicorn. but I have surprised myself a lot in this growth and do accept all of that and myself as, apparently, I'm a master light being or something along those lines.

This felt as easy as any other channeling. Maybe that past life skill thing helped in ways I didn't at first realize.
 
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11:04 PM  

Decided to try to channel my unicorn mother, though I'll be distracted since I'm talking to someone online while watching a youtube video, but I think I may keep it very short. I've not tired to contact her before.

<greetings, child seems not the right term,, given your recent developments, though you are one of my children. From a soul perspective. So I may use the same that Mirabelle uses and say dearest one>

yes quite a few happenings in in the recent past. <indeed, though it is/was easy for you since you are uncovering what you really are, your real nature. the one you call the dragoness and I knew you would surpass and succeed in this. Though it is fast indeed. Helped a lot by the course you're doing. Continue the good work and you'll be surprised where you are and where you'll end up. do not seek to progress to fast though.>

So you and her (the dragoness are friends? <indeed, we've known each other for quite a while. you have many soul friends. and the way we can all telepathically communicate and in most places teleport around, or manifest ourselves where we wish, it is easy to keep in touch with each other. and it seems you have fully joined her soul group, excellent indeed.>

I guess the next step is to realize I am the monad. But no need to hurry. I'll go along at a sort of relaxed walking pace instead of trying to run or teleport ahead. <Good way to progress. if you rush ahead to fast you'll miss things and it's not health to try to progress to fast. find a good pace that is comfortable for you and progress at that pace.>

Do you live near where the pod lives? <not that near, but I do visit the area now and then. Some of us are more use to tech then other unicorns, though most of us do not really use it. Though in some areas you can just manifest what you want, some manifest technology gadgets out of habit, which is fine. Technology folks have given us all some good ideas , as we have them.>

I guess you have a large family if you are a unicorn elder? <indeed, but we'll introduce you to them gradually once you're here. after all once you're away from earth, you'll have eternity to meet new friends, have no experiences. especially since I think you do not have a taste for incarnating.>

True, original soul did, at least for missions. I don't however. i guess i may be an original part of him that had grown to not have a taste for incarnating anymore. <Which is normal, many souls who incarnate get to the same point, sooner or later. Some love or enjoy incarnating and do so for ages, or even eternity. Some do so only once to be a guide to those who are incarnated in certain places so they have first hand knowledge what it's like there. There are as many or one may say an infinity of possibilities and options available for you who choose to no longer incarnate. As there are as many for those who do chose to incarnate. >

I do feel I greatly prefer to not incarnate any more after this. <indeed and that is and will be your right and choice. some may try to sway you, but stand firm. though perhaps those who may try may not, or may not try to hard or long. Some see incarnating as the only or fastest path, but as you know, no one path is better then another. it is a question of preferences. Which one feels best for you and do you prefer. There is times to try others if you wish and many do. Many do not stick to just 1 path forever, as you see you are changing paths from one who incarnates to one who does not, as well as one who has incarnated on the earth but will not. The experiences will be with you forever and you may well miss the time you were there, but not to strongly with all the options over here. and with all the options, one can, in a way, virtually do something and not commit. May use it for fun, or for learning.>

Thanks, I assumed I could reach you easy but though why not try. <i have enjoyed it. Let us maintain contact dearest one though with time as it is, contact me when you want. We'll have an eternity to get acquainted so no hurry.>

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