Sunday, April 12, 2015

Sunday [4-12]

When i woke up this morning I had a brief conversation with someone who said they were another member of the same monad the dragoness is a member of.  i'll try to re-create the conversation as best as I can. The voice sounded very faint.

<I just wanted to say you are doing very well.  keep up the good/excellent work and before you know it you'll be fully among us here.>

you're not her (meaning the dragoness)  <I'm another member of the same monad.  I just lowered part of my vibration you could say, temporarily I wanted to But for you you should focus on channeling your guide and soul.  later on you'll be able to channel a member of this monad and later on you'll be able to channel the collective Monad.  sometime after that, and sooner then you suspect, you'll be a full member of us here.  believe me, you'll really enjoy it here among us.  As you know now we are all individuals, but also one, at the same time.>

This seems to fast.  and if i become a member, you mean soul and twin flame also.  <Indeed.  you are already a member, just not aware consciously that you are.  the path you're on is awakening to first your true self as a soul, part of the soul you're part of and also an individual and full soul yourself at the same time.  then the same regarding the monad here.  Just keep up the excellent progress so far as you have so far.  You'll be surprised how fast you are here among us, and that'll shine greater light to those on the earth there helping them as well, in a manner as you heard.  Ripples will radiate outward that will help others, and they will help others themselves.  a wonderful thing to see and participate in.> 

Not something I was expecting.  Unlike soul or guide it did feel like this being was very far away and the voice was faint.  it felt like it was difficult for him to reach this far down, this far removed or whatever the term is. Still seems to good to be true that I'll become a member of a monad soon or that I'm that far along to attract the attention of the monad higher up, so to speak, since soul, me and twin are getting close.  but I don't know, maybe.

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not sure if this was before I went to sleep or after, maybe after since the us postal had a delivery. 

Regardless of how it started I did feel mental contact and somehow instinctively knew it was a member of monad, think I sorta understand what one is.  The explanation was very basic, but that is a good start. 

Anyway I felt the mental contact, not how I instinctively knew what it was that made contact, one of those soul things I guess. I did ask, "you're not him are you?" meaning the other one apparently from monad who had made contact yesterday.  To which it answered, <no, I'm another one.  when an individual starts getting close to us it starts to attract our attention, first one then when you get closer the attention of some others.  You'll one day very soon realize not that you have to join us, but a part of you is already here, just that you have not yet awoken to that level of realization.  keep at your good work and what you are doing and you will very soon. 

Soon you'll start channeling one of us.  This will help you since it'll also start introducing some of our energy into your energy systems, along with the guidance you'll receive if you wish to receive it. A little later you'll then be channeling the collective whole monad together.  We'll introduce more of our energy into your various energy systems.  This will help you in the obvious way by flowing you closer to us, as well as some flowing into the earth grid, at first a little, then more as you channel us all.  This will help and affect the others who live on earth by introducing a higher energy to the grid so will help them to more easily raise higher and awaken to more of their true natures, those who wish to that is.> 

Then after that I noticed it felt like my kundalini was flowing faster or with more force maybe more of it, but also I felt like more energy was coming from somewhere above the top of my head into that area.  Then also after this it felt like my entire abdominal area started to resonate.  at first it had like a beat.  resonate for a half second, pause a half second, resonate a half second, and so on.  Then after a while it started to resonate continuously. 

Not sure what to make of all this.  I'm not anyone special to attract all this attention.  Though today, in the back of my mind, or was it last night, I started to get the feel that the arcturian was maybe a temporary guide.  Though I'd still be able to reach him after something happened, he'd not be my guide, but he was a interim for something.  Though soul would always be there.  Though if I do continue to awaken it may eventually feel like talking to another me.  Which it kinda feels like that now, just a me with more energy, more aware, more me then i am, more open ect.  Also I got the feeling, in the back of my mind, that soul was very happy at this contact I got or was very happy about something.

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I did the the 7th mediation of the 3rd course of awaken the light body. Just keep saying that so if I decide to read this in the future I can easily identify which posts to read.

Running the energy went mostly ok.  but that seems a common pattern that the first time goes ok and the rest go very well. 

This was changing thoughts to more positive thoughts, giving them a higher frequency or into different thoughts that are of a higher nature.  I could feel the tangles untangling and the mental and emotional bodies smoothing out.  I do seem to feel lighter, maybe some areas smoother.  This seems a pretty easy mediation to do and I think I may do it often, for short periods of time.  Time will tell how well it works. 

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I did the 7th meditation and running the energy went better I thought.  Changing the negative thoughts to positive went well. I mainly picked 3 of the largest and since I had time I did some of the first 2 on the list I had.   I think in the future I'll do some daily short meditations of working to change my thoughts. I'll do a short one based on the sub personality to work with any emotional part, then do the mental part right afterwards.  These can likely be done as short meditations that may take a few minutes at most.  

Doing the meditation did leave me I think lighter, better.  But for a few seconds slightly disoriented.

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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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9:14 PM  

 Since the audio today was just orin and sanaya talking thought i'd try another short session. Not many questions for me today.

So is the temporary guide thing true? <yes, I'm what you may call an aspect or a part of a monad member you'll be channeling soon. easier to reach me then them and you reach each other. Not to worry, I'll be around, just not channeling much since they will be higher. as the one said you'll channel one then the entirety. No need to hurry though. there is a question of energy, compatibility, how much you can handle, how high you can reacn and them reach down as well as your overall vibration level. many considerations that you don't need to consider yourself about. I just mention them since you would just ask what considerations, so this saves time. > the end part done with the feel of a humorous smile, or the equivalent of that.

the guy who contacted me briefly, he said we are or may be more related then I know or suspect. i forgot his exact words but why did he say that? (I'm refraining from saying who since....for personal reasons, it's no one who was ever on this forum. <he and you are in the same soul group, more or less. but something like soul group. Labels can be hard to stick to things but that is the overall thing.>

So what is your opinion of my getting the authentic self audio before the ceremonies of initiation? <that first one is a good idea if you feel you can afford it. the 2nd one, the universal mind one would perhaps be done better as a side course, get it when you can and do it once a day like you are doing the channeling course and you may do the receiving clear guidance.>

So what is your opinion of receiving clear guidance? <at the heart you don't really need the course, but if you did get it it would speed up the connection between you and your guide and perhaps speed up when you'd connect to the first monad member as well as having other benefits. >

<Do be sure to get the heart one before the throat course since that one will benefit you better in that order then in the suggested order. though you should get the throat one before the crown one. In my opinion. >

So what stuff will I be doing after all this? <what you want and enjoy doing. Think of it as play and work/play, not work like, oh I better roll up my sleeves and go to work. that is more like what you are doing on earth, though that is not really what you are doing on earth, what you are doing is non the less very important, but not the drudge work some may be doing since they want to do it. What you may find as drudge work they enjoy immensely. and the vice versa also fits. here you do what you want. and being non linear you can do something , get bored and zip off for a few hours, even a few years, come back an instant after you left and pick up from there. Though there are some who do prefer things more linear. Most to grow to see the huge fun and advantages of being non linear, though it does take some time to get use to it. >

< yes, monads are the many who are one. everyone in the group is of the same soul, but each is also their own soul. and some members may be extensions, aspects, or other things of other members. Some do feel fear they will loose their individualist. But the opposite is true. you see you have more options that you can now see. You understand more and know and feel you are more yourself then you ever were before when you first join your monad, or more accurately, you become conscious that you have always have been a member but were not consciously aware of being a member til now. It may sound complicated or confusing but once you experience it it all makes perfect sense and feels so right.>

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9:22 PM

 Now I'll try a very short session with soul.

You were happy when the 3rd monad person contacted me briefly this morning, why is that? <With the work we are doing, the 3 of us, we have attracted more of their attention which means we are getting close. it is a great time. a time to be very happy about and proud about. Nothing wrong with being proud, as long as one doesn't take it to far, or get to silly with it. >

so the 3 of us can be members at the same time? <indeed, we would not be the first to do such a thing. and as for twin she is busy doing other things, her own things, to help in her own way, as you are also. >

So I'll see the 3 of us together eventually? <indeed, we'll all be together finally at your celebration of coming home. I'll be great. no more details since i want the rest to be a surprise.>

So you want to join the monad, not that i don't , just of your feelings. <yes, it'll be a great thing. we've grown a lot, more then we suspected we could have. It is all a part of growing, learning and experiencing. Though it should all be fun. even some work can be fun. here you do what you want to do as much or as little as you want to, and you can learn and grow even from hanging out with others. your energy can effect theirs and vice versa. Especially if the level of understanding is somewhat different. Though a gathering of friends can lead to growth also since just hanging out and talking can lead to new experiences and learning, even if none are aware of it happening.>

Anything I should work on at the moment? <the course you are doing and will do. keeping your thoughts and feelings more positive. You've done excellent in that area, but keep it up. You'll be surprised at how you are in January. Though learning and growing never stops, it can still be fun.>

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