I did the 10th meditation of the 3rd course. Running the energies went pretty well overall. The experience of the guided meditation itself was totally meh. There is no void I can tell in the center of my pieah that the manual talks about. The most I felt there was a shadow of the state or whatever it is I get into whenever I do Qi Gong where everything is relaxed, mind, body, emotional, bodies, energy stuff. This was at most a shadow of that. So overall totally meh, and my pieah has no void at all, as I mentioned before.
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I lay down to take a nap and the dragoness showed up. She sent me a pretty intense amount of love and a pleasurable other bit that she said was light. She said for me to take her love and light she was sending to me and use it to transform some of the personality traits I wanted to work on to more positive reflections. I did that, adding in to send it to my emotional, mind, physical and whatever else bodies to smooth them out, get out any kinks or other things I wanted or needed to and some other stuff to I may not remember.
An interesting experience. I do hope it happens more in the future. Feels like I did get some benefits from this experience.
Felt like I went very deep in the trance or whatever I was in. Though I was conscious the whole time. The 20 or so minutes it lasted felt like only a minute or 2.
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I did the 10th meditation for part 3 for the 2nd time and running the energies went well. The rest of the guided meditation went better. I experienced a relaxing peace and type of relaxation similar to what I get when do Qi Gong. I did experience a sort or type of void. My thoughts were much slower, similar to when I do Qi Gong.
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I've been thinking. If I do a light body course twice, it'll take 18 days. Which is less then a month. I can't afford to go faster then 1 course a month, not for now anyway, in the future maybe. So I think I"ll take an idea from what I'll do when I get done with doing part 3 of awakening the light body for the 2nd time. I'll count the number of days till say the 3rd or 5th of next month then divide those number of days left by the number of light body courses. in this case 3. next month by 4. Think I may pick some from opening to channel and or receiving a clear channel.
I think 24 meditations. I can pick out my favorites from the first 3. maybe adding some from opening to channel. Then as I get more courses I'll swap some with my 24 favorites. So that way, I shouldn't get to bored with swapping some with others as I get more courses.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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2:58 AM
I tried to channel the dragoness briefly,
though I suspected the answers I figured at worst it'll be good
channeling practice. and 1 minute has left me with a very mild pressure
headache, but it'll pass very soon.
I asked her, if I want to become a full monad member what should I do?
<Continue doing just as you are doing. And continue to get and do
what you are thinking and planning to do in the future.>
<I've been keeping an eye on you and you are doing very well. You've
attracted the attention of some other members. We'll help you to
gradually become a member.>
Will I enjoy being a full monad member? <yes you will. Lots of fun, options. You'll love it.>
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later:
I thought to myself, so the monad are sexual beings, I wasn't directing
it at her but i did get, <you don't know the half of it.>
<and you should start saying we monad members since soon enough you'll be a full member.>
So the others won't mind that? <not the ones keeping an eye on you
and helping. > and the others, <they wouldn't care either. Their
attitude, would be you're a member, but one who's not consciously aware
of being a full member yet.. > So they are aware of me then? <Yes,
just not paying much attention to you since you're being helped by me,
and soon a few others. think the human expression to many cooks....>
Makes sense. can't have 40 all trying to help me like you are. <very true, that would be counter productive.>
<continue as you are doing, and stick to or close to your plan, and i
guarantee before the incarnation ends you'll be a full member.>
Though I call her the dragoness, that is just a term I use since when
she first contacted me months ago she sent me a mental image of a
dragon's head and wings behind the head.
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8:17 PM
Thought I'd try to channel the dragoness for a short time today instead
of any inter mum or intermediaries. Lets see how it goes.
So, anything to say? <This first session should be a short one.
pausing often is a good idea as well. doing this with continued regular
practice and non practice is key. Also not to long>
Thanks for what you did a short time ago with the energy and love light.
<no thanks needed, it was to help you to smooth out more of
yourself, transmute more of the traits you wish to to more positive
reflections, the human traits you've picked up, to help you become more
and closer to your true self. Also you'll become clearer as a channel
as a side effect as well. >
Will you do that again, I hope so. <certainly we can in the future,
when you lay down to rest/nap/meditate, also if you are doing any guided
meditation along the same lines to work on yourself soul, I, and or
some others will come to help as well if you wish.>
Yes, I would like that, thanks. <we're glad to help. help you and
also through you the others who live on the earth. And the changes in
you will be permanent, not temporary.>
<No talking needed, just focus on being a clear channel, typing and
receiving. As well as faith in yourself and what the courses will help
you with and the separate meditations as well.>
Anything else to say? <You're doing well. Continue the good work
you are doing. You're well on your way to becoming a full member of
this monad, the one I'm already a member of. This is enough for now.
if you don't' mind resting a bit I'll interface, overlap some of my
energy with yours to help in various ways, so we can interact, channel
better, your energy and mine will be more compatible so you can more
easily and better channel me, it'll help bring you closer to being a
full monad member. >
So this will help? <yes, over the short, medium and long term.>
Maybe we should do this a bit here and there. <Sure.>
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It feels like it went ok overall. Not as potent or intense as I
thought. Though perhaps she was holding back, the connection may not
have been fully clear, or maybe it was an ok or good connection since
earlier she had me use some of the love and light she was sending me to,
as she mentions above. Maybe that had a 2ndary effect in helping our
connection so I can both channel her better and be closer to true self.
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