I do wonder if this lucid dreaming guided meditation is working or not. It seems to either not work or it keeps me up. The week is not over yet, but it's more then half over and I've not had a single lucid dream at all. Maybe like i said before I may not have the makeup or whatever elements is needed to do lucid dreaming. That's ok, not everyone can do everything.
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I think once I finish this part 3 of the awakening of the light body for the 2nd time I'll count the number of days till around May 5, divide by 3 and I'll do that many meditations from the first 3 courses instead of doing all of them. Though I think I may want to get more from 3. The healing the inner child and sub personality ones I may keep out and do those without the audio simplified as I work on changing my thinking patterns. Or I may do the audio for the mental and emotional, part, daily as a separate thing. I'll see how that works, maybe listening to the audio for both as a separate thing.
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[note
from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going
through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.
This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of
the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts
in.
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9:27 PM
Decided since the next audio is just talking that I would try to channel
today using one of the short audios I've used before to try to channel a
bit. But with the fact I often get headaches on Thursdays, maybe since I
don't drink water once I leave home till I get home, I'll try my soul
instead of my arcturian guide.
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I do hope my arcturian guide, levensure or whatever his name is
understands the reason for this <yes quite so and agrees with the
reason. Regularly though you do want to channel him, everyday is not
needed. partially a message from him and me. I'm sure you felt the
energy shift a bit since we did that. and good to learn to channel me as
well instead of just him. But a good idea you are to pick 1 of us
first to focus mainly on, and the other when you co some of the audios a
2nd time once you finish. Though be sure to try to channel him daily,
say 4-5 times a week for even just 5-10 minutes. Not to long since his
energy is fairly ???? hard to translate it into English. Not same
problem with my energy since we are 1 already, though 3 separate beings,
or 3 separate identities. it gets pretty complicated to explain in
English. Easier to understand it by experiencing it, with the human
layers not in the way.>
So what is the experiences we've been doing the few times where I did
seem to loose if i was the part of the being who was incarnated or not?
<basically as you asked, helping you to realize that you are a soul,
your soul awareness. You did feel that, experience that, even though it
was for only short period of time, a instant at first and a second or
so the last few times. We are 3 beings with 1 souls, you me and twin
flame. Though you are, at present, less aware of this, and you did ask
my help.>
So will I be fully consciously aware of being the soul in a human body,
as aware as say you are? <That may indeed occur, keep on the route
you are on and you will indeed. The chances are high that you'll fully
awaken to the soul within yourself. You are learning, through that
experience and the audio courses you are taking, and some of your inner
knowing. >
So what exactly is our relationship? <Soul and incarnate, with the
twin flame a part of us also but separate at present. Though the 3 of
us won't be forever separate. We'll go between being 2 or 1 being,
being at times 3 also. Though you like being yourself, and will love
being yourself as a soul, the desire to merge will awaken from time to
time, though also after being merged we will start to mess experiencing
the other as an external being. That is normal for some beings you call
souls. Others prefer to merge permanently, others prefer to go
separate. Those are all ok.>
So I"ll be a full soul already, a part of you but also a full soul at
the same time? <more like we are a part of each other and twin flame
is a part of both of us.>
So what are the soul planes, or realms or whatever they are called like?
<you'll enjoy them once you come to live here and it'll be sooner
then you may suspect. No waiting for 20 incarnations for you, but that
is a pleasant future you'll see if you keep on the track you are on at
present. No need to eat, though many do choose to eat to ingest or
bring light into themselves. There are many avenues and methods to
bring light into yourself, many you can imagine and some are beyond
human imagination. You'll quickly grow use to things here, with an
adjustment period needed, some adjust faster then others. Also many
souls here do travel to and from here to other places. Some may call
these lower densitites then then what some call the soul plane. More
accurately to call them a change of focus. say from channel 47 to
channel 23. Though channel 23 may have certain characteristics. and
you can just make a body that fits in with channel 23. Things are
different on earth due to certain rules and such set up way in the
distant past, from earth's perspective. To set up certain unique
circumstances. That things are beginning to change there and will be
continuing to change. earth is not fully a normal experience for a
soul. But that will and is changing. Once it has fully changed on the
earth, there will likely be others who will want to set up a similar
type of thing elsewhere for some to experience and learn in the unique
earth type experience. using the earth experience to ensure the next
location of a similar situation is perhaps better or , as some humans
may say, with some of the kinks worked out. As glorious as what you
call the soul plane is none here know everything perfectly, though it
may seem that way to some where you are at present.>
So I didn't come here to learn and incarnate a lot but for a specific
mission? <a few specific missions yes. You know them in general.
The main earth mission, and also to learn more of yourself, experience
yourself and become fully awakened or as much as you can, to your true
soul self. Once done you'll return here. The learning on earth you've
already done elsewhere, or more accurately the energy that is you has
while it was part of another. Though you still learned from those since
you did choose to remember the experiences wisdom and so on. Though
that may be pretty complicated territory.>
Felt soul wanted a ps: <just don't try channeling me for long periods
of time. Problems are less likely but can still happen, while our
energy is perfectly compatible, the human body and systems, and your
systems, are not to use to holding or channeling the larger amounts of
energy needed so even in my case go for short periods of time channeling
and build up, and channel the 2 of us regularly. Daily is not needed as
I mentioned before.
You are doing fantastically in all areas, keep it up.>
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