I do find I do really dislike being here
on earth. it goes from a dislike to a very strong dislike. I've no
idea why anyone would willingly come here. I certainly wouldn't.
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I do wonder if current soul was the previous one or if it is the one that was re-created. I am fairly sure it was re-created and we were re-created as one being with me being the part that is in this physical body (unfortunately) and it is the rest of the same being.
Just gets me to feeling how I dislike being here. why would anyone come here willingly? I would not.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 2. the 1st energy center went ok. the 2nd and 3rd didn't go very well, but that does seem to be common. I did feel more from the 4th center. I don't think I got much out of the meditation. But that happens.
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I do hope the mess of the amerigroup works out.
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I do wonder if current soul was the previous one or if it is the one that was re-created. I am fairly sure it was re-created and we were re-created as one being with me being the part that is in this physical body (unfortunately) and it is the rest of the same being.
Just gets me to feeling how I dislike being here. why would anyone come here willingly? I would not.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 2. the 1st energy center went ok. the 2nd and 3rd didn't go very well, but that does seem to be common. I did feel more from the 4th center. I don't think I got much out of the meditation. But that happens.
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I do hope the mess of the amerigroup works out.
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Had a few short experiences where soul first sent me some energy, it was very pleasurable. Then a short bit later it felt like it stepped into where I was and that was extremely pleasurable, bliss sorta feeling, brief.
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I've been getting hungry this afternoon. I don't mind eating a snack here and there. I figure if this body gets hungry there must be a reason.
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I did the 8th mediation. The running the energy went ok at best. I didnt feel the 2nd or 3rd. the 4th I felt some of it. I went very deep, lost the experience a few times, but as able to get it back. I decided to focus on me for this one. Not sure if that is why i went deep or not, or if it were other reasons. I did feel like soul or higher self was, at least, partially where I was, so maybe it was doing something and that is why I slipped pretty deep for a while there.
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I think the next time I try to channel, verbally channeling your guide, or in my case guides maybe. I'll try to verbally do that, but I do hope, since I have no way to record my voice, I can type the experience also. I don't want to just type, but I want to type at the same time. Since I think my speaking may help with if I need help speaking or with throat center issues.
I think what I'll do is I'll do post it in yourspace, but if it goes really well the next time I'll summarize the first time, put a link to the specific post and I may try to put it in the channeled messages, since if I do start posting a lot that would make my yourspace to big, or I may leave it in yourspace. if I did that the yourspace would be very long and finding the channeled messages would be hard to find those unless I bookmark the specific posts. starting a thread in the channeled messages section may get folks asking questions, which I may not mind after a while, but I'd be very early in the learning to channel, though that may help in certain ways. I'll think it over and decide, though may may give some suggestions too.
I think on my blog I'd mark those specifically something like Channeled 01 [date] and such like that. Unless I can do a sub section. but that is the future.
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I decided to go ahead and do the 9th meditation, though I wasn't going to do it till tomorrow. I think I'll try to do 10-12 tomorrow. The idea is I can be at least a day ahead of schedule. 10 Is the inter-dimensional travel to the universe of the gas beings, and if I get nothing, early on, like I didn't the first 2 times I did it, I'll just end it early and go right into 11. As i recall I ended it early the 2nd time I tried it. The first I toughed it out I got absolutely nothing, except for the master gas being I could mentally hear him humming as he blended his energy with mine, but I got nothing else whatsoever. I think it may be cause either I'm not sensitive enough or something. I'm not sure. I'll retry it after tomorrow when it comes up next when I redo all the meditations of the first 3 parts of awakening the light body when I redo them all after I finish part 3 for the second time, then again when I redo all the meditations for the entire 6 part awakening the light body.
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Seems there won't be the Friday livestream show i usually watch. that means I'll go ahead and try to do meditation 10, the gas beings one. as I said before if I feel or get nothing early on I'll just quit it early. I would do the next one also but that one, 11, is a bit over 30 minutes, so I'll do that one tomorrow with 12, putting me a day ahead of schedule.
I just have to decide if I want to try to do several channeling audios Sunday, take a day off from the awakening the light body, or buy the 3rd part and start it a day early. I'll decide that tomorrow.
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I did the 10th meditation, the inter-dimensional journey - gas beings one. It went very well overall. This puts me a whole day ahead of schedule. I felt the first 3 lb energy centers, though the 2nd and 3rd I only faintly felt. Not sure why, maybe they are to faint for me to feel at this time? No idea. The mumin and Ranthia went like usual. i didn't feel any energy flowing into them but I felt
something as Daben sent me the energy. also a times a bit of love.
The journey to the gas beings went far better then before, a success overall. I got a few mental images. Sort of like their realm, or I got a non color type of colors, if that makes any sense. it does to me since if i get mental images that is how I usually get them. For me to get colors is very rare. Other then maybe white.
Their dimension has no gravity. It feels like they have no planets and can go wherever they want. An immense place. Earth measurements have no meaning there, it felt like. I went through several blending. Felt like my energy changed each time. They use blending to share each others experiences, and I guess retain some energy from each other. it was a pleasant experience. The master I blended with felt like an immense being, very large
i guess since my energy felt different with each of the blending we shared experiences, though i don't recall any of theirs. It has left me with a very slight pressure headache. I'll try using the inner healer thing I learned in this part to see if it can help long term with it since it is a very mild headache, no idea why I got it. Guess I'll get use to the way my energy feels a bit different.
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Had a few short experiences where soul first sent me some energy, it was very pleasurable. Then a short bit later it felt like it stepped into where I was and that was extremely pleasurable, bliss sorta feeling, brief.
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I've been getting hungry this afternoon. I don't mind eating a snack here and there. I figure if this body gets hungry there must be a reason.
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I did the 8th mediation. The running the energy went ok at best. I didnt feel the 2nd or 3rd. the 4th I felt some of it. I went very deep, lost the experience a few times, but as able to get it back. I decided to focus on me for this one. Not sure if that is why i went deep or not, or if it were other reasons. I did feel like soul or higher self was, at least, partially where I was, so maybe it was doing something and that is why I slipped pretty deep for a while there.
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I think the next time I try to channel, verbally channeling your guide, or in my case guides maybe. I'll try to verbally do that, but I do hope, since I have no way to record my voice, I can type the experience also. I don't want to just type, but I want to type at the same time. Since I think my speaking may help with if I need help speaking or with throat center issues.
I think what I'll do is I'll do post it in yourspace, but if it goes really well the next time I'll summarize the first time, put a link to the specific post and I may try to put it in the channeled messages, since if I do start posting a lot that would make my yourspace to big, or I may leave it in yourspace. if I did that the yourspace would be very long and finding the channeled messages would be hard to find those unless I bookmark the specific posts. starting a thread in the channeled messages section may get folks asking questions, which I may not mind after a while, but I'd be very early in the learning to channel, though that may help in certain ways. I'll think it over and decide, though may may give some suggestions too.
I think on my blog I'd mark those specifically something like Channeled 01 [date] and such like that. Unless I can do a sub section. but that is the future.
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I decided to go ahead and do the 9th meditation, though I wasn't going to do it till tomorrow. I think I'll try to do 10-12 tomorrow. The idea is I can be at least a day ahead of schedule. 10 Is the inter-dimensional travel to the universe of the gas beings, and if I get nothing, early on, like I didn't the first 2 times I did it, I'll just end it early and go right into 11. As i recall I ended it early the 2nd time I tried it. The first I toughed it out I got absolutely nothing, except for the master gas being I could mentally hear him humming as he blended his energy with mine, but I got nothing else whatsoever. I think it may be cause either I'm not sensitive enough or something. I'm not sure. I'll retry it after tomorrow when it comes up next when I redo all the meditations of the first 3 parts of awakening the light body when I redo them all after I finish part 3 for the second time, then again when I redo all the meditations for the entire 6 part awakening the light body.
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Seems there won't be the Friday livestream show i usually watch. that means I'll go ahead and try to do meditation 10, the gas beings one. as I said before if I feel or get nothing early on I'll just quit it early. I would do the next one also but that one, 11, is a bit over 30 minutes, so I'll do that one tomorrow with 12, putting me a day ahead of schedule.
I just have to decide if I want to try to do several channeling audios Sunday, take a day off from the awakening the light body, or buy the 3rd part and start it a day early. I'll decide that tomorrow.
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I did the 10th meditation, the inter-dimensional journey - gas beings one. It went very well overall. This puts me a whole day ahead of schedule. I felt the first 3 lb energy centers, though the 2nd and 3rd I only faintly felt. Not sure why, maybe they are to faint for me to feel at this time? No idea. The mumin and Ranthia went like usual. i didn't feel any energy flowing into them but I felt
something as Daben sent me the energy. also a times a bit of love.
The journey to the gas beings went far better then before, a success overall. I got a few mental images. Sort of like their realm, or I got a non color type of colors, if that makes any sense. it does to me since if i get mental images that is how I usually get them. For me to get colors is very rare. Other then maybe white.
Their dimension has no gravity. It feels like they have no planets and can go wherever they want. An immense place. Earth measurements have no meaning there, it felt like. I went through several blending. Felt like my energy changed each time. They use blending to share each others experiences, and I guess retain some energy from each other. it was a pleasant experience. The master I blended with felt like an immense being, very large
i guess since my energy felt different with each of the blending we shared experiences, though i don't recall any of theirs. It has left me with a very slight pressure headache. I'll try using the inner healer thing I learned in this part to see if it can help long term with it since it is a very mild headache, no idea why I got it. Guess I'll get use to the way my energy feels a bit different.
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