Tuesday [4-7]

I do wonder about the dream.  I did seem to be telling the story and in it also with someone else telling it.  As I said in my dream thread.  I wonder if the other was my soul perhaps or soul/higher self.  I also wonder if it was of an insectoid race and the subconscious interpreted it as a xenomorph, or if that is symbolic of something. 


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I did the 3rd meditation of part 3.  This is of the Renawre, the 7th light body energy center.  Running the energy of the others went pretty good I'd say.  While he was talking at the beginning I did a bit of the first 2.  The 2nd and 3rd were not to strong but I did feel something.  The rest went about the same.  For some reason of the pieah he only did the sound once very quickly then went straight to the Renawre. 

it felt like the disc covered the top of my head the first time he did that.  Then with the other times he did the word it felt like the area was not just a disc with a hole in the center it felt like it covered the whole of my head, except for the very center, and the are also covered the top inch or so of the sides of my head.  It felt like some sort of pressure, but unlike with the pieah the pressure went away pretty quick. 

Seems like I'll have to maybe try out the 6th and 7th energy centers myself at some point and see which one responds best to me doing it by myself without using the audio then pick if I want to do 2 or 3.  If both respond about the same then I'd alternate between using 2 or 3, as the regular one.  Though later meditations in this and future parts may change that. 

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I did the 3rd meditation for the 2nd time today.  Running he energies went very well.  When he got to the 7th energy center it went much like before, but there was less pressure this time and it went away much faster. 

Then with Daben's continuing to do the sound I was outside my body.  At least most of me was, a part of me seemed to be here in the body, but a small part.  The human part wasn't there, or at least the human part stopped thinking or something, hard to describe.  I don't recall the experience to well.  I was elsewhere, or was it the layers were all removed and i was able to perceive the full multi dimensions.  hard to say. I don't recall much of the experience.  I did feel larger then myself. Towards the end of the experienced I was fully back in the body, but I did feel larger then the physical body, like some part of me, most of me, was outside this physical body and part of me was in the body.  hard to describe.

The bit i don't recall it was like I was some multi dimensional being or something.  maybe I can't remember it much except for impressions since the human mind can't comprehend it.  Though while i was there it felt totally normal.  Wish  could remember it.  Maybe i will later or gradually.  or maybe as I get farther into the course I'll recall and retain more.

I did the 19th opening to channel course, deepening your connection to your guide.  I mentally included the intention that I also wanted to deepen my connection to my soul.  It seemed to go pretty well.  I felt a lot of energy, mostly in my head, but also some sort of resonating throughout my entire body.

At the spot where he was supposed to be opening my 3rd eye, Orin was saying the spot was between my eyes.  I felt something there, but also I felt the energy going down my horn and did my intent to channel some of it to the 6th light body center at the center of my head too and for my soul to do the same.  It felt like my soul's deepening the energy was going down a shaft to my crown.  Lots of energy going around in my head. 

Think I may do this meditation on a regular bases or at least a few more times. 

I feel some slight aftereffects, extra energy and pressure on and in the top half of my head.  

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Soul said it is very happy with the progress I've made. it also that the council would notice and would be pleased as well.  I guess talking to one's soul consciously is a big something.  I'd have thought it would be no big deal really.  It's very easy. 

I did ask if the guide I'm learning to channel and I would still be friends once this incarnation is over and soul said of course.

I asked, being half serious half not if I'd have to channel the guide and soul laughed a bit saying no, you can just talk to him directly.

Soul also said he was very proud of my achievements.  I mentioned I'm just at most half awake half aware and it acted like that is a big deal.  I can see if I was fully awake, as aware as it is with access to some of my abilities that I should have, being an extension of my soul. 

Soul also said once I'm over there I'd be staying with it and those I'm closest to.  I could feel some of it's energy flow into my chest as it said, who else to rest with and recuperate then those you are closest to.  it then said i would be surprised how fast I adapt to being back home.  I'll pick up everything quickly and we all will help. It also said with a happy attitude to the feel of it that once I'm over there I'll be with them forever.