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I awoke and asked soul what our relationship was. Soul said to imagine a dumbbell with one side larger then the other and when I merge with him the handle and other weight merge together and becomes larger and more complete. he said this wasn't exactly correct. Partially since we are multi dimensional and are 1 being experiencing itself as 2 beings. Though there is little separation since I am aware of him and we do talk.
We are the same being, multi-dimensional beings? <1 multi-dimensional being to be exact.>
So why the excitement that we'll merge? <we'll be fully 1 being, all our energy in 1 being. It is easier to make transitions like that, but not necessary and many do that once the incarnation is over. Though not everyone. It's hard to explain exactly why it is great and special. >
I ask humorously. So if we , you know, have fun or share, would that count as masturbation? <not technically. Though I've not considered it before. Though 1 soul we are 2 identities, personalities.>
But we are 1 being, a multidimensional being, so technically it could mean that it is. <it could. But I'd prefer to think of it as sharing when we do share.>
So you admit we will in the future, <sure, just not immediately since you're a bit busy at the moment.>
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Thinking instead of just 2 I may do part 3 2n pass 3 meditations a day for some days. Using the extra days to do some more channeling guided meditations or other guided meditations from part 2 or 3 for a 4th time. I'll decide later.
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any last minute tips before I do the 1st mediation of 3 again. <Don't be in such a hurry to do as much as you can in one day. You are we are more advanced then you know or suspect and you don't need to work a lot every day to get a lot of progress . try to relax, have more fun an do less of any 1 thing in one day. We'll do just fine if you stick to doing this twice a day and some channeling guided medition most days when you have time.>
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I did the 1st meditation of part 3 again. This will mark the beginning of the 2nd pass.
Running the energies went average. So decent overall. This one was about the 5th light body energy center. It went pretty well. During part of it I saw what looked like a stone temple or some other stone structure and the opening, in the usual non color color. It seemed something wanted me to enter. I said mentally "I am not entering since I don't see the point in entering." this was going on while daben was doing the Traeo verbalization. Some force then pushed or pulled me, not sure with, or maybe it was both, into the entrance. I saw a square tunnel that was properly shored up, or were structural supports to support the weights, but they were rectangular shape and not arches. I could see the tunnel went on, going slightly down, and there was a side tunnel I could see. It did feel like I was heading pretty far underground, being pushed or pulled. I was unemotional, just like I said, earlier, I didn't see the point in this so didn't cooperate, nor did i fight it. it ended as the environment seemed to fade out and i was fully back in my body instead of being in 2 places at once, both in my body and whatever that place was. No idea why that happened.
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he blog thing is way to confusing, so for now I won't post there, only here. Like I've not been posting there at all since last night.
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I did the 2nd meditation of part 3 as part of the 2nd pass and running the energies went well overall. The pieah I still didn't experience as a void. I was very relaxed in mind and body and the thoughts that did come where slower forming and mainly visual in nature. Don't recall the visual images I got. but I do recall I was very very relaxed mentally and in body also.
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I did the 3rd mediation of part 3 for the 2nd pass. This puts me slightly ahead of schedule.
Running the energies went overall ok. I did feel the renawre cocoon during this. Like it is fully formed. I also got some other images. No idea why. a female anthro dolphin type being sad about something also doing the light body center vocalizations. then vehicles with lots of large windows but no drivers. vaguely similar to some earth vehicles, but different.
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I did the 4th meditation for part 3.
This puts me a full day ahead of schedule for doing the 2nd pass. Not
much to say. Running the energies went ok. I could feel the renawre
cocoon the entire time Daben was doing the renawre vocalizations. No
real images this time. Was relaxing and peaceful.
Think I'll take a short break & do the receiving clear guidance audio next.
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I did the Receiving Clear Guidance 3rd audio. it was about strengthening my ability to receive guidance. I felt very relaxed, but didn't really feel much, if any energy work, unless it was being done very subtly below my level of sensitivity to feel it, maybe fully subconscious work or something. I can see that being to subtle for me to feel.
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Oddly had Soul ask me if I love myself. Seems we were both in anthro dolphin forms again. I said, "yes."
<are you sure?>
I kissed him as passionately as I could as i said to him, "you tell me." he said. <not this me, I mean you you> I gain said, "you tell me." as I continued kissing him.
He continued the kiss, after a pause he said, <I see you have accepted and do love yourself, that is very good.> he said breaking the kiss and s
"Why is that?" <Few people do that, accept themselves, let alone love themselves.>
"nah, everyone accepts themselves. even fewer love themselves. I mean themselves, not their soul selves. Fewer still can talk to their souls.>
<Nah, everyone accepts and loves themselves and talks to their souls like we do>
<no, really they don't. I'm not kidding, really they don't. Especially not as easily as we can.>
We then kissed for a bit.
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after a bit I was leaning back in my chair relaxing with my eyes closed while listening to a song playing on a artstream and for a few seconds I had the image of the 2 of us, me and soul, as anthro dolphins, one behind the other with the one in back had their arms around the one in front and the one in front resting their hands on top of the one on back's hands and we were swaying slowly side to side. For the few seconds that it lasted I could not tell if I was the one in back or front, or if we were merged and had 2 bodies we were using. the experience was broken when someone in the chat of the live art stream started talking. No idea what to make of it.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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Think I'll take a short break & do the receiving clear guidance audio next.
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I did the Receiving Clear Guidance 3rd audio. it was about strengthening my ability to receive guidance. I felt very relaxed, but didn't really feel much, if any energy work, unless it was being done very subtly below my level of sensitivity to feel it, maybe fully subconscious work or something. I can see that being to subtle for me to feel.
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Oddly had Soul ask me if I love myself. Seems we were both in anthro dolphin forms again. I said, "yes."
<are you sure?>
I kissed him as passionately as I could as i said to him, "you tell me." he said. <not this me, I mean you you> I gain said, "you tell me." as I continued kissing him.
He continued the kiss, after a pause he said, <I see you have accepted and do love yourself, that is very good.> he said breaking the kiss and s
"Why is that?" <Few people do that, accept themselves, let alone love themselves.>
"nah, everyone accepts themselves. even fewer love themselves. I mean themselves, not their soul selves. Fewer still can talk to their souls.>
<Nah, everyone accepts and loves themselves and talks to their souls like we do>
<no, really they don't. I'm not kidding, really they don't. Especially not as easily as we can.>
We then kissed for a bit.
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after a bit I was leaning back in my chair relaxing with my eyes closed while listening to a song playing on a artstream and for a few seconds I had the image of the 2 of us, me and soul, as anthro dolphins, one behind the other with the one in back had their arms around the one in front and the one in front resting their hands on top of the one on back's hands and we were swaying slowly side to side. For the few seconds that it lasted I could not tell if I was the one in back or front, or if we were merged and had 2 bodies we were using. the experience was broken when someone in the chat of the live art stream started talking. No idea what to make of it.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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Are you sure we'll be able to join the
monad collective before this incarnation ends? <indeed, very likely
if you stick to the plan and your interests. We are higher and more
developed then you think or suspect>
really, are we really all that high or developed at the soul level? I don't feel to developed or high. <that is since you have only us to compare to and some other non incarnates you've talked to. Not a good guide overall. compared to most on earth we are fairly high indeed. not far from being able t fully join the monad as they call themselves and some others do>
could they be classified as a monad, whatever that is?? <as with many things on earth there are no exact labels for what certain things are. Especially non things science has accepted. in this case their label is accurate. it somewhat of a big deal among some souls to join them. it's like you've gone up a large step in your goal to ascend upwards as you learn and grow. That is why I'm so excited about being so close. We are very close. That is part of why they first contacted you since we are so close. they want to help us to the rest of the way, some subtle help, but we'll need to do most of the work still. not hard. it can be fun. and large amounts of it, all perhaps that you need to do, are in certain light body courses. use your inner guidance intuition interest guide you to which ones to take, which i think you've pretty settled on. Some good choices you've made.>
any tips? <Continue as you are doing, with the courses and working on yourself, but less emphases on working on yourself since you can work on yourself forever, literally. no need for that. The occasional fine tuning now and then is fine. No need for that to be the main focus or a big thing. The courses can teach you a lot and let you discover a lot about us. >
So are we really masters like orin and daben keep saying in their courses? here I felt a bit of a reluctance to fully answer, <well technically after a fashion yes, we could be labeled like that. Some indeed would consider us that. I don't like the term or label myself since there are far more here and many things indeed for us to learn. We'll spend an eternity learning, growing, having fun of various ways and methods. You'll grow and learn a lot over the next year. You'll be surprised at how much you've changed on your birthday, then on January 1st of next year. Surprised indeed.>
Why are you always, when you do look like you have a body or feel like you do, look like an anthro cetacean, often a dolphin or young beluga whale? <one of many forms forms many of the pod has and often adopt. it is a comfortable form and one we've had in many, or some, incarnations of the past. >
talk to you next time. channeling seems far to easy. <it is for you since we've developed the skill across more then one lifetime, as some of them you've glimpses. Even worked with orin once, though he used a different name then. But this is indeed enough for now. I look forward to our next talk, channel. let's let it be more like a conversation then a channel.
why the excitement when i said ok to us merging? <we're already 1 experiencing ourselves as 2. our twin soul being a special case. we'll grow even more once we merge. You'll thoroughly enjoy it, and from your point of view you'll become more of yourself. from my point of view I'll be becoming complete, fully whole. even if you are fully awake and as aware as I am, it is still a great experience and one learns a lot. though as i mentioned we don't need to be merge forever. I like the idea of a we, at times instead of just me. many souls feel the same.> thanks bye for now, <till next we talk, whether you post it or not.>
really, are we really all that high or developed at the soul level? I don't feel to developed or high. <that is since you have only us to compare to and some other non incarnates you've talked to. Not a good guide overall. compared to most on earth we are fairly high indeed. not far from being able t fully join the monad as they call themselves and some others do>
could they be classified as a monad, whatever that is?? <as with many things on earth there are no exact labels for what certain things are. Especially non things science has accepted. in this case their label is accurate. it somewhat of a big deal among some souls to join them. it's like you've gone up a large step in your goal to ascend upwards as you learn and grow. That is why I'm so excited about being so close. We are very close. That is part of why they first contacted you since we are so close. they want to help us to the rest of the way, some subtle help, but we'll need to do most of the work still. not hard. it can be fun. and large amounts of it, all perhaps that you need to do, are in certain light body courses. use your inner guidance intuition interest guide you to which ones to take, which i think you've pretty settled on. Some good choices you've made.>
any tips? <Continue as you are doing, with the courses and working on yourself, but less emphases on working on yourself since you can work on yourself forever, literally. no need for that. The occasional fine tuning now and then is fine. No need for that to be the main focus or a big thing. The courses can teach you a lot and let you discover a lot about us. >
So are we really masters like orin and daben keep saying in their courses? here I felt a bit of a reluctance to fully answer, <well technically after a fashion yes, we could be labeled like that. Some indeed would consider us that. I don't like the term or label myself since there are far more here and many things indeed for us to learn. We'll spend an eternity learning, growing, having fun of various ways and methods. You'll grow and learn a lot over the next year. You'll be surprised at how much you've changed on your birthday, then on January 1st of next year. Surprised indeed.>
Why are you always, when you do look like you have a body or feel like you do, look like an anthro cetacean, often a dolphin or young beluga whale? <one of many forms forms many of the pod has and often adopt. it is a comfortable form and one we've had in many, or some, incarnations of the past. >
talk to you next time. channeling seems far to easy. <it is for you since we've developed the skill across more then one lifetime, as some of them you've glimpses. Even worked with orin once, though he used a different name then. But this is indeed enough for now. I look forward to our next talk, channel. let's let it be more like a conversation then a channel.
why the excitement when i said ok to us merging? <we're already 1 experiencing ourselves as 2. our twin soul being a special case. we'll grow even more once we merge. You'll thoroughly enjoy it, and from your point of view you'll become more of yourself. from my point of view I'll be becoming complete, fully whole. even if you are fully awake and as aware as I am, it is still a great experience and one learns a lot. though as i mentioned we don't need to be merge forever. I like the idea of a we, at times instead of just me. many souls feel the same.> thanks bye for now, <till next we talk, whether you post it or not.>
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anything you wish to tell me? This may be a short one. I'll
experiment in leaving my text black and change theirs to a dark blue.
them being my soul or the collective monad group.
<That is fine, short is ok. when you're less distracted and can fully focus on this we are thinking we may try lifting a part of you up to where we are. perhaps not all the way at first, somewhere in-between to start with and a part of you, so to speak since you are a multi dimensional being. you've experienced a taste of that, and the fact you and your soul are 1, but experiencing themselves as 2. Which can lead to some rather pleasureful fun, which we guarantee you'll experience. Also it could be said to be the ultimate multi tasking.
You'll be dong the typing since you know ho to type, though it is a kinetic memory, you being a touch typist. you do no need as much work on yourself as you think. at this present stage it's really just fine tuning so focus on what fine tuning you feel you need to do or wish to do. Though one can be fine tuning forever, so no need to focus on the fine tuning only. >
any particular side effects or sensations I may feel form this channeling technique you may try? <you may feel some energy, light, like your body is very heavy, pleasure (from the energy flowing into you from a higher state then you are normally use to. the longer term effect may be more subtle. your lower vibration energy emotions less low.>
can you help in transmuting them to higher reflections of themselves? <indeed, if you do some work in this area. both of us, you and us(the collective and your soul) together can do this, any 1 of us can't get much benefit alone. Be careful what you decide to work on since some of the emotions and thoughts you have may be either past habits of thinking patterns that need light fine tuning, or it may be normal personality for you. Since even if we were to say super evolve you, not possible really, where you are your systems are to delicate for that, you'd still find you have pretty much the same personality once you are fully here among us. So use discretion when you do that. No harm done if you try to work with and transmute a thought to a higher vibration reflection if it's not needed, and it may have some side benefits. >
<That is fine, short is ok. when you're less distracted and can fully focus on this we are thinking we may try lifting a part of you up to where we are. perhaps not all the way at first, somewhere in-between to start with and a part of you, so to speak since you are a multi dimensional being. you've experienced a taste of that, and the fact you and your soul are 1, but experiencing themselves as 2. Which can lead to some rather pleasureful fun, which we guarantee you'll experience. Also it could be said to be the ultimate multi tasking.
You'll be dong the typing since you know ho to type, though it is a kinetic memory, you being a touch typist. you do no need as much work on yourself as you think. at this present stage it's really just fine tuning so focus on what fine tuning you feel you need to do or wish to do. Though one can be fine tuning forever, so no need to focus on the fine tuning only. >
any particular side effects or sensations I may feel form this channeling technique you may try? <you may feel some energy, light, like your body is very heavy, pleasure (from the energy flowing into you from a higher state then you are normally use to. the longer term effect may be more subtle. your lower vibration energy emotions less low.>
can you help in transmuting them to higher reflections of themselves? <indeed, if you do some work in this area. both of us, you and us(the collective and your soul) together can do this, any 1 of us can't get much benefit alone. Be careful what you decide to work on since some of the emotions and thoughts you have may be either past habits of thinking patterns that need light fine tuning, or it may be normal personality for you. Since even if we were to say super evolve you, not possible really, where you are your systems are to delicate for that, you'd still find you have pretty much the same personality once you are fully here among us. So use discretion when you do that. No harm done if you try to work with and transmute a thought to a higher vibration reflection if it's not needed, and it may have some side benefits. >
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