34 SHALAMANE (briefly bruce) [7-17]

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Felt like Shalamane wanted to talk to me.

Me: You want to talk to me unless I am mistaken in how it feels.

Shalamane: Indeed dear.  Let's have a girl to girl talk.

me: Sure, I've not done this sort of thing before.  Though part of me does like it. 

Shalamane: Indeed.  The feel of your energy lately has changed. That is why Bruce reacted to you like he has.  Before, to be frank, you were a male with a vagina, now you feel like both male and female.  Which opens up some terrific possibilities for you.  As well as some unique pleasures.  you've not been with another girl have you and I do know you were bi before, and I bet you are now.  Well we can save that bit of pleasure till you are here, or project and can visit here.

Me: Interesting, ok.  That is interesting to me.  So that is why I feel like a male and female inside, essence, or whatever the term is?

Shalamane: Indeed.  Your natural state as a being dear is not only as a sensual pleasure, sharing sexual being.  Some of that comes form your dolphin, and orca natures, not sure if Belugas are like that too or not. I've not looked into that.  But it spills over into your other natures, soul heritages, and unicorns are supposed to be about love, including sharing love, so those can include sharing love, affection, pleasure, sensuousness.

And be frank, you do feel a new sort of thrill, sexual type thrill at the thought of Bruce, Gar, Ted? 

Me: Yes, I do.  I guess that is an attraction I feel for them?  A female type feeling, hard to describe.  I feel a mixed type thing for you, both male & female, and for some of my other mates too, Kerria it's much more male type.

Shalamane: it's like I said last night. You do have a strong intuition dear and you are feeling how compatible our energy is and we'd be good perspective mates.  and I'd love to help you explore that side of yourself once you're here.  Though I do like your male side more.  Yes diffidently, and can't wait to get my claws on you.  I'll show you pleasures you have not dreamed of.  As well the rest of us, Kerria, Gaia, and others.  Some others are maybe not so focused on sex and sharing pleasures, but either just want to spend time with you, like Maribelle, but sex will be involved.  We do need to get her to calm down.   the poor girl is a bit of a workaholic, she loves to , the humans have a term, gallivant around to new places, re visit some old places.  I think she just needs to relax at home sometimes.  But we can see about that later.  Her family and soem of use are trying to get her to spend more time at home and some more relaxing.  But enough about them. 

Now about your looks.  You are attractive dear, both handsome and beautiful. That inner higher light you have does enhance all that, as well as your sexiness.  And to be frank, I do feel the same sexual type thrill towards you.  if you were here & I could get my claws on you, we'd do more then really do the mating dance.  I can promise you that.  I'd explore that female nature of yours and show you female pleasures that only we can share female to female, in addition to the pleasures that a male and female can share.  And I do promise you that I'm not alone in this.  Some others like my brother Gar, Ted, the one you refer to as your soul, the part of you not incarnated that is, your former twin flame, Though your soul and monad to prefer a more herm type like you do.  You don't' know the sorts of pleasures we all have planned for you once you're here. 

and the variety of races you'll encounter among your perspective mates and I do belive you both will accept each other as mates, but plenty of time for that later and for you to get to know them.  Some of us you'll remember either over time during the incarnation, or especially once you're here, some of us you'll not remember since you've not met us yet.  And the sexual type thrill you feel, the sexual attraction, will, or may be increased, but you'll be use to that level of feeling.

and be frank, you really do like my brother Gar don't you?  he likes you.  And that Bruce, he's such a sweetie.  Very formal and he is totally smitten with you girl.  My, what a handsome male.  Think I may take him up on his offer and take him for a spin, so to speak. Though he is totally committed to courting you, in his traditional fashion.  So be ready for that to hit full blast, so to speak once you're here.  We've explained things to him, as has your dragoness mother so he understands your situation, better then you do really.  Ted is interested in you, though you're a twin or whatever the term is of his twin flame.  The details don't really manner.  And we have found well picked out some perspective male mates as well as more female and some herm mates.  Many of them are choosing to wait till you are fully back to meet you.  and to spend tiem with you.  Though they do know you better then you do them.  They can look at your file, get the feel of your energy and watch you a bit, if they wish.  And we're pretty sure we have the ones that you'd really get along with as a mate since part of the screening is there has to be the , there is no English term, but the likelihood there'll be a connection, a love connection, bond.  Hard to put the concept into English, but I think you do understand what I'm trying to say. Such unique pleasures await you girl, and as a dude too, as Karinus would say. 

Though Bruce will still court you, more likely, let's say as a sort of prelude to the real courting that he'll start doing once you're fully back here.  And some of your perspective mates may choose to meet you during your incarnation later on at some point in your future instead of waiting till you are fully here.  That option is up to them.  But don't want you to meet all your perspective mates to fast.  and some we are working on still.  No hurry, not like we have a week to find all your perspective mates after all. 

I, well we really, have found some, what you'd call, unique species, and not just that living fully en-souled starship type being either. & yes part of the screening process as you know is you have to be capable of having sex with them, sharing pleasure, sensuousness, ect.  You'll learn and grow from this, in ways more then just sharing pleasure, sensual, and sex, and new ways to do that.  But in other ways, but enough about that.  No hurry for that either. 

you are really doing great. Unfolding your true nature and all that and so fast too.  And I do see in your possible futures that you'll continue to do that, and there are some great and fun surprises ahead for you, but I'll not say anything, don't want to spoil the fun after all.

Though Ted is a bit reserved.  Think we may look for a male or herm naga lover or mate for you, but that'll be a surprise.  We do have a snake type of perspective mate also.  Actually a male and female who are already a couple but have expressed interest in you.  a 3 some.  a mating coil they called it.  he'll have sex with you as a female and you'll have sex with her.  He has expressed some curiosity what being with a male is like but has not been welling to peruse that.  I think since he's both a bit shy about it and what if he didn't like it.  But similar to Bruce, you he can try to see if he'd maybe like that or maybe occasionally.   If not then you'd not be hurt since you're still a female too.  Though Bruce sees you as a dragoness first and the male part of you is extra, is how the dear sees it.  He is most charming and totally smitten with you.  He was very shy about approaching your dragoness mother though since his traditional approach said he had to get the ok from either your parents or from a more senior member of your family and your dragoness mother covers both of those.  can't say why he was very shy about approaching your dragoness mother since that would be to give information she may not want you to know quite yet.  But as she told you she does find him, more then acceptable as a possible male mate of yours.  he really is an can be quite romantic and charming.  He is a great catch.  Says he never quite found the right dragoness.  Some came close, but were not quite it.  And who knew, when he went out for that leasurly flight on one of his visits to earth he'd come across you.  I've visited his place, quite a wonderful place, but I'll not say anymore since I want all that to be a surprise.

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Had another charming message from Bruce.  he said: you inspire me.  I said he was quite the charmer.  he said I bring out the best in him.  i wasn't sure how to respond to that and said wow, since I was feeling that.  I do understand what she means by he can be romantic and quite the charmer.  my my.  if this is the prelude, I wonder what the full on courtship will be like, Once I'm home. 

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Me to Shalamanne: I guess with the snake couple, that's not the only way they'd want to have sex with me?

Shalamane: No dear, just the first time and when you do 3somes with them.  Sometimes it'll be just you and her, you and him.  He would like to try you receiving as a male, to see if he'd like that.  him receiving as a male he's very not sure about.  He may be willing to try later on maybe.  But diffidently no hurry for that.

and as I said before we do have quite a large variety of prospective mates for you planned out that we are sure will be very compatible, some of them will be quite surprising.  But you do need to rest.