Monday [7-27]

I did the 13th mediation for the first time today as part of the 2nd pass.  Soon I'll be done with the 2nd pass and I'll  be starting to do the entire 6 part awaken the light body course all over again, wonder what that'll be like.

Running the energies went very well.  the main part of the meditation went very well as well.  I could still feel the Fullonia cocoon that is around 20 or 30 feet away from the physical body, more or less, and feels like it's shaped like a sphere. 

I also found I have some doubts still. I shifted out of the doubts, though they may still remain.  I'll work on that during the 1st part healing the inner child and sub-personalities guided meditations.  Though I'll do some quick sub-personality stuff before then, did a bit during the meditation, very quick and some changing your thoughts, forgot which part that is in, 3 or 4 maybe.  maybe 5.  Anyway I'll do that and shift out of my doubts.  Not bad if that is all that is left, some doubt fragments.  They seem to be what if all this isn't real, that I've been knowing and channeling, Though I've had enough proof to prove it to myself so there should be no doubts. Not that I feel bad that I came across some doubts.  in fact I'm Appreciative that some inner part of me brought this to my attention so I can transmute or permanently shift out of it, or whatever the proper term is.    So all in all a great meditation.

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I did the 13th meditation again for the 2nd pass for part 6 of awaken the light body.  So Wednesday I'll be starting the do the whole 72 meditations again, all over 35, or a bit less, days, I'm curious what sort of experiences I'll have. 

Not much to type about here.  Running the energies went well, some of it was even a sensual pleasure.  The main meditation was going great, but again my left knee was bothering me and I would have to move it at times, but nothing like before when it happened Saturday I think it was.  Wish I knew how to deal with it but nothing works except moving it. 

I can say I still feel more integrated, more my true self from yesterday, hard to describe. I can feel I have changed a lot from my meditations yesterday.

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