Had an odd experience. When I was in the process of awakening it was like a woman's voice was talking to me, or maybe it was a sorta dream just before I awoke. I'm putting it here since I'm not sure that it's a dream or not. I'll put it down as best as I can.
<there is a sort of time war. Think of it like, originally there are 2 trees of the same age, that sing together and help to spread much positive feelings and energy. Though time can be manipulated so that 1 of the acorns doesn't drop so the tree that does is lonely and ends up dieing from loneliness centuries before he should have. Or it could be one of the acorns is delayed for a decade or 2. The 2 trees do sing and such like before but 1 of them is delayed so the positive effects are delayed.
though when we created a super hybrid such as yourself we reached back through time during the time we created you. This had an effect of stabilizing multiple time lines.>
Not sure about that, it may be symbolic. A bit later Shalamane was talking to me and said, to put it as g rated as I can, that I'd really enjoy having fun and sex with reptilians, and insectoids too. I'll really enjoy reptilian females. I asked Shalamane if she is playing favorites and she said it would have a beneficial affect on many reptilian races, and benefit the time war. then she smiled and continued saying frankly she has more contacts with the reptilian races, and to a lesser extent some insectoid races then with the mammalian races. I asked her if another maybe like Maribelle, spitfire, or my unicorn mother is handling the mammalian races and she said maybe, with a mischievous smile.
I went to ask my unicorn and dragoness mothers. I talk to them but I'll channel now and reask and maybe add on some more.
So what is this about a time war? <Now was a good time for you to be introduced to the idea. it's really a minor thing over the long run. The more negative beings spend, unknowing to them, a great deal of their energy doing their feeling like they are separated from source and what some may call the light, and some of them deal in what they call and imagine is a time war. what we do, who are with source and work with source... think of it, on our side as some of us are sitting around or lounging and casually putting a left hand out to fix or undo what they are doing. On our side it is much more leisurely and just a side thing that we do, not really that important, not how the more negative ones see things. Though by many of their actions they server the greater good, though they do not know this. Just do what you enjoy doing, lover yourself and others, and do what you were going to do anyway and we promise you'll never even be aware there is such a thing as a time war. >
Is part of this is I let my importance in however I am, go to my head, it would mess things up? <yes, but just be true to yourself and things will go great, and you'll not even be aware of any so called time war, which is really just a perception of the more negative ones. Like their delaying the earth shift as much as they can, is helping the greater good since it is giving more time to be ready for when the shift does happen. They tend to look at the short solution instead of the long one. It would actually serve them better if they tried to speed up the shift and force it to happen at maximum speed since then only a tiny percent would be ready. >
Somewhat bizarre, but I'll just mentally shrug and go about things as I was going to anyway. Though I'm not surprised at Shalamane teasing me in a fun way about how much I'll like reptilian and insectoid females, sounds like a fun sorta tease like she does at times. I enjoy it and if I didn't I know she'd stop doing it.
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Maribelle:
I decided to ask Maribelle if her sex drive is not as high as some others, not that I mind, I was curious and it was a slight fun teasing. <Think of it more like it is compartmentalized so if me or say Spitifre are focused on something, doing something, it's not really there. If we're with you, or in my case with one of my lovers, it would be there. If we were doing something together, it may be in the back of my mind or the shadow of it, Only popping up full strength if say we are resting somewhere private, like in a room, on a private beach, an underground lake, or the like,> Then the smiled in a fun teasing manner, <not to worry, certain of us, like Kerria, Shalamane, Gaia, for example have constant high sex drives, like yours, so they can more then help to keep yours tamed. and you'll all have immense fun, and deepen your love, as we will when we share and spend time, private time, together.... or maybe not so private if more of your mates & lovers are invited in, maybe 1 or 2 of mine and or some of my family too.>
So does your mother still want to have kids with me and sex and such? <Indeed, think of it, to put it in human terms, she has the hots for you and wants you as a lover, or even a possible mate of hers, another possible mate, think on that.> she says with a feel she sends me that is hard to put into words, "so that strong is it?" <certainly, let's just say hers can be as high as Kerria, Shalamane, and Gaia, and certain current and possible future mates. and she does consider you a possible mate, certainly a possible lover. and she is not white like I am.> From what I've seen her mother is, hard to describe it, a dark blue color, like blueberries, but maybe not a uniform color <and my father has promised that children you have with her he'll help raise, love and care for as if he were the sire, though the kids will be told the truth. So what do you say? It's no extra burden?> "Let's see where her and my relationship goes. If it is to friends with benefits fine, if it is to lovers or mates, that will be fine to. Let's go with the flow and see where it goes." <excellent and I do suspect that if the 2 of you do that that you'll both become mates. > "you playing match maker?" I ask in a teasing fun manner and Maribelle responds in a like manner. <she is attracted to you and I feel you are open to it, so I'm doing a potential hook up that may have happened in time anyway. and it is not unusual for this sort of thing. A unicorn mother may find a certain lover or mate of her daughter hot so would like him for a lover or possible mate also, or a father may find a lover of mate of one or more of his sons hot so maybe they'll become lovers. Some unicorns like us are more open to that. It's not like in human customs. We are true to ourselves. Love is love.> "Hope you don't try to hook me up with more. I already have quite a few mates and I suspect some I'll meet during that special private celebration thing you, my mates, have planned. <yes, and not just us but both your soul mothers are involved in that too. mother says she diffidently wants in on one of those days so that is set. and who knows, you may have your own little glory.> she says to me in a humorous fashion.
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Dragoness & unicorn mothers
I then decided to ask my unicorn and mother something. "Those books I picked out, kindle versions, of what may help to reinforce me being myself and such like that." <those are great choices, they and the light body courses will help to reinforce each other, in the area of you being true ot yourself, and your power and being awake, though the the books won't take you as high as the light body courses, doing those kindle books you picked out will give you an even more reinforced foundation then you would otherwise have had and the order you picked is excellent, though you may not need to get all of the Kineslow books, the first 2 or even 3 may be enough, with the other 3 short ones you picked out.
and a 2nd possible unicorn mate, and a kirin and unicorn mate, your blessing is coming along quite nicely. I think I may take more of a hand in this, perhaps like an aquatic equine species to add a mate to your blessing, or even a fire horse type. I'll look into it and surprise you later. <Excellent idea dear., I can bet he'll have quite a surprise.>> I feel the excellent dear part was one of them talking to another. "So there are such beings? <indeed, things are more varied then you may imagine. Though don't believe some myths. Some, or man of them are distorted retelling and some who are not really aware or what was really going on. besides it's silly to say all of a species is evil, because of a few, besides the not being really aware or the retelling may distort things. Look at King Arthur, nothing like the original man I can tell you. Though in that case the distortions do make great stories and fiction, some of them anyway.>
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Think I'll put channelings of a personal nature in here and those of a more general nature in my channeling thread.
After a bit Maribelle popped up with another message a fun teasing type one. <Mother has quite a high sex drive, so the 2 of you'll have much more fun. Father still is interested in you also I'll add him to the celebration so you can get to know him even better. The 2 of you may become lovers even. maybe one of my brothers also.> "Sure, I'm open minded. I just want, if there is true love to develop, not just doing it to make offspring or just as a fun sex fling thing. <I understand and agree. The one you call TF mentioned a possible orca female mate and male lover of the same species. I'll look into that later. > " ok, I'll leave the details you you folks" TF is the name I give to my original twin flame. She prefers to be in a dolphin body, sometimes an anthro one. Though she does occasionally switch to an orca one it is pretty rare, and she's not our relationship is changed to be more like soul mates, if that makes any sense.
<and I think Shalamane shared with you that she's looking into some reptilian and insectoid species. We'll handle the details and these things to take time to be sure all the factors are taken into account>
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Soon I'll be starting redong the whole awaken the light body course over 35 days. I'm excited to see what the experiences will be. The first one is just an intro so I won't count that as one of the audios I'll be doing since depending on the day I'll either listen to that when I finish the 2nd pass, or when I start it the next day. either day I'll listen to 3 audios.
Once this 35 day is over I'll be doing the next thing, which is intuition. It's part of an unofficial course. that one and the higher mind one, seem to have bits about bulding a bridge to the divine self. The 3rd one is about blending with one's divine self. The production numbers seem to indicate that the order is the intuition, higher mind, & blending with your divine self. Also each of the courses talk about the other 2.
I think I"ll do the awaken the light body expanded course after that. Then I'll redo all 4 courses. This will likely take around 6 months or a bit longer. I'll use that time to purchase other courses, and maybe some stuff that I want to get also.
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I did the 13th part 6 of awaken the light body course. Almost finished with part 6. Running the energies was the usual sensual pleasure, each LB energy center feeling different. The main meditation was well also. I could feel the sphere that was around 30 or so feet from me that the fullonia's light created or something. I also seemed to be out of body briefly during part of this, but couldn't see to well. Think I could see the 4 guardian nagas around me, who got very close when I started doing part of the main meditation. one of them humorously used a tip part of is tail that he brushed it on the top of one of my feet as I thought I could sorta dimly see them.
Almost forgot, somewhere a bit after the main part of the meditation started, but before the sphere of light thing was gotten to I got what I could see in my mind I guess it was since my eyes were closed and I had a cover over my eyes to keep my vision in total darkness so I have less distractions. Anyway I could see very clearly a, what looked like a large snake head. I'd say roughly human sized, with a neckhood, so a cobra type. I didn't feel any fear, instead I felt and thought, cool, is that what nagas look like. Pretty cool looking. The same one opened his mouth, saying most individuals of earth find they scary or fierce looking. I mentioned I find him cool looking. Then I asked if my dragoness mother asked him to put his head that close to me and do what he did. he said yes, and she ordered him to do that to see if I'd react like she thought I would, which I did.
I also caught glimpse of a naga to my left, a hugely muscled one. I caught a glimpse of him before. Overall this meditation turned out very well.
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I did the 13th meditation for part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. They were like the sensual pleasure I felt before. This seems to be a new thing, & I like it.
The main mediation went well like before. Again I could feel the 4 guardian nagas around me, but didn't really see them since I remained in my body this time. I went very very deep. I could feel the sphere, or whatever it was, that is made of some sort of light, that is roughly 30 feet around me. It does have at least several layers, not sure if the exact number of layers. All in all it went very well. And felt very pleasurable too during the whole time.
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Think maybe due to the meditation I did today, not sure why it would do this, or maybe it happened on it's own, but I may be more balanced in my male/female selves, or whatever you call it. I take this to be normal and a sign of more unfolding of my true self since my spirit body, light body, or whatever it is called, is a herm from my experience.
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