Thursday [7-30]

I did the 5th meditation of part 1.  This one is about healing the inner child.  I choose doubt, since that is the main thing left of what I need to deal with and I did it yesterday with the sub-personalities course.  Now with the inner child healed I could feel more energy as well, more of my true self unfolded and present and fully here.  No more blocks at all.    When it comes up I'll do the same for the changing your beliefs, though I think I may do that as an extra meditation later today, though I do remember it so I'll do the basics of it this morning.  No more hesitating due to being unsure or doubt.  and I'll talk smoothly and normally also. 

I do feel I am even more of my true self, no more blocks.  That is a great feeling being my true self.  As well as having a great day, and as before I feel only positivity ini my life and around me and the areas I routinely travel.

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The souls of 2 folks who were on the bus and sitting behind me talked to me as I talked to them a bit.  The 2 people were arguing, not loudly, but quietly and were in a very non harmonious marriage.  I could feel their negativity, though I was practicing the eufeeling thing I read about in the book. I had been doing a part of this without knowing the rest of it or what you could do. 

Anyway as they were getting off the bus and before the bus left their souls and I talked a bit.  I mainly thanked them for helping me experience that negative emotions others are experiencing and that are around then need not effect me, I can have it not effect me and just wash around me.  One of them said that from what they could see they saw that I would not incarnate on the earth again, and the likelihood of my incarnating was so low that I'd not believe it.  They also sighed a few times, at what their incarnated personalities were doing.  Though we did agree, they would learn, eventually.

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I had a poof moment.  Source sent out sparks to experience .  there is no need to return.  we each have individual personalities through developing them with experiences and are also from creation.  We have individual personalities too.  Shaped somewhat by experiences. 

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I did 6th mediation for part 1 of awaken the light body.  Running the energies went very well and that was the main meditation also, running the energies for the first 2 light body energy centers.  It went very well.  

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