Friday [7-24] & MARIBELLE at the end

I got my new internet bill and it was less then I thought it would be for the first bill, great.  It also gave me an idea of how I can how myself i do trust myself and that I, my monad, or whatever, will care for me and that I do have good luck and good fortune.

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I also thought about what my monad said yesterday, it does feel right that while I may be native to say 8, 9, or 10d, I'd be active say 4-?d since I'd be hanging out with my mates, friends, lovers, and perhaps others across a pretty wide field of dimensions and or densities.  Though, of course, I'd take a break at times and hang out for a bit at my native dimension/density, and also go to non physicality as well to hang out there. 

I do feel that being multi dimensional and non linear will help with all of this.  feels like it'll give me an infinite amount of fun, enjoyable, exciting possibilities and experiences, as well as an infinite amount of time to experience it.

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I did the 10h meditation today. Running the energies went well as did the meditation.  I could feel the various energies and he gave extra attention to the Saha, unlike usual.  It didn't go as great, perhaps do to my having been walking around earlier maybe tired things out more then I thought, but that is ok.  Plus like with my taking a nap Allura has been talking to me a bit.  I'll channel Allura in a bit to get everything, though I suspect I know.  I did feel the spiral of energy in my torso that Daben talked about, I also felt a great deal of heat type energy also, like some sort of internal nuclear furnace thing or something.

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Things have been going great today so far.  I either didn't have to wait, on my trip out to do a few things.  Or if i did have to wait the wait was short.  Plus if I had to wait outside, there was shade nearby.  Though I did feel very tired, it wasn't the unusual total wiped out that i usually feel when I go walking outside to do a few things.

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I did the 10h meditation today. Running the energies went well. Running the energies went ok to well. It went ok with the lower centers. good to fantastic for the upper centers.  The man part of the meditation went very well. I could feel the spiral, or the beginnings of what may be a spiral in my torso area, but also my nuclear furnace heat thing in my torso too.  Not sure if they are connected or not.  All in all I think it went fantastic.

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I could tell Alura wanted to talk to me some more. 

<continue on the path you are on please.  It'll bring you wonderful growth.  Let your intuition and inner feelings be your guide. 

Also we have a proposition for you. If you want we can add some, insectoid energy if you wish, to add that to your soul heritages.  you would still be stable, and being a higher reflection of your monad we do know what will work and what we are doing since you are a part of us. It'll be another part of you really, if you look at yourself as us.  Perhaps an insectoid and delfinic mate as well. 

Our nature s a being is love, light, sharing sensual pleasures with what you may call mates and lovers, but also, of course, loving oneself, sharing sensual pleasures with one's self as well.  This not only brings much pleasure, including sex, which is just a small part of this, but also sharing love with oneself, or other parts of oneself.  This is quite normal and natural for one's self, for our type of being.  Do what feels righ to your inner self, your inner nature, your inner senses.  >

That seems interesting.  and you can do that?

<indeed, think of it as opening yourself up to more of your true nature.  continue on the path/road, you are on and you'll discover many wonderful secrets about yourself, discover more and grow immensely.  Things are going great for you and they will grow greater. Be true to yourself, your true nature, and continue on the path you are on and you'll grow in ways you may find surprising.  Since you are far more then  you know of as you, or suspect, though you are uncovering more and more of the truth everyday and all the time.>

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Why does walking around wipe me out for the day?

Maribelle: Well dear there are a number of factors, the temperature, distance walked, the force of your will can keep your body going, which is why you don't feel the full effects till you have gotten home and rested.  Also to be frank your energy of your being is barely compatible with the body, and that is due to certain steps that were taken.  Its a wonder it's not worst off then it is.  There may be other factors I'm not aware of, I've not really looked fully into it before.

thanks, was always curious but never got around to asking or trying to find out why.