Last night I was masturbating while focusing on Alura, but instead of the usual sensation of us having soul type sex, or as much as I can while I'm incarnated in this body, I also felt more then that. I could sorta feel a presence around me, my energy (which it would be if it were my monad or a higher reflection of my monad then what I was able to reach before. Felt like, hard to describe, like I was with myself, getting more of myself. Alura was saying something about me embracing more of myself, something like that, Don't remember the exact words Alura said. But that was the general thing.
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Today while waiting for the bus that would take me home I was thinking had had a sort of unfolding, instead of the poof stuff I've had before. This one was on several things. Like Nagas, eastern & western dragons, were sort of all the same origin. Nagas were like dragon and serpent, combined. Hard to put into English, but this is the easiest way I can explain and it feels like I'm just getting the simple condensed version. nagas were intended to be like dragon and serpent. Western dragons were maybe element and classic dragon, the eastern was slight serpent in overall body form, but not much serpent, dragon, in a different body shape.
Also what some call alpha draconians today are a hybrid race, not what some may call a pure race. They are a hybrid of some avian race and the original bloodline. The original bloodline, hard to describe since I feel like I'm not getting the fullness, but it was like some western dragon, eastern, and naga. The avian race took that and made their own hybrid, to be more like, not quite servants, but something to further their universal view.
But also it included alpha draconians, this may be the original bloodline, I'm not sure, didn't know their origins since this universe, from the planning stages, were planned to have polarity, light/dark, positive/negative. And the alpha draconians, or maybe it was the original bloodline, not sure since there seems to be some conflict, but they didn't know their origins since if they did they would not stay in negativity or darkness, but would remain in the light.
Also the original bloodline maybe came from a universe that predated this, as part of a plan, for there to be a few, the avian race would see this race, would envy it and want to create some of their, servant or hybrid race to further their universal view.
The original bloodline race, not sure if they were light, negative, or equal aspects of both, maybe both at the same time. then left. They didn't' die out, but were meant to be here only a short time. For now, but maybe return later? Not sure.
I'm of the original bloodline, so hence the royal or imperial ? titles or category ? since my energy ultimately comes form the original first ones, I guess Alura maybe. Not sure about this, this area is less clear, some areas are not clear at this point.
my dragoness mother was one of the ones, as I've typed before, that I do recall was one of the ones that before they incarnated, her and some others, like one of her siblings in the soul group, had a plan to incarnate as alpha draconians, get 'captured' and converted or brought into the light since their plan was to then found a colony world of positive alpha draconians and in later years & ages their descendants would be positive, and any negatives converted to light would have somewhere to live, a world where some positive members of their species live so some could be more easily converted since they would have a place to live among others of their species.
Less clear about this, I came along, and she, or ? others too? decided instead of just giving me royal alpha draconian soul heritage, actually give me the original bloodline that would be uncovered by me later. perfectly compatible since I'd have eastern & western dragon, and royal naga, so it would be perfectly compatible.
The beluga, dolphin, orca, was some of that, but really an older more ancient bloodline that cetaceans came from ? not sure of this? ? unicorn heritage was added for a specific reason.
Kirin wasn't intentional, but from what my dragoness mother told me that I could, I took my unicorn and dragon heritages and combined those to give myself a kirin heritage. ok since my dragoness soul mother told me I could, so that is why it worked out ok and was safe for me to do, but it's very unsafe if I go about combining stuff myself, which I don't intend to do.
Have noticed my positive royal alpha draconian form does have western dragon style wings, and once I noticed it had whisker type things like eastern dragons have. I did have a tail but didn't think to look to see if it was a long tail or not. I do recall it did reach the ground. So maybe the reason is it's being a royal bloodline or of the original bloodline, or perhaps both. I'm not clear or sure about that. Some stuff, as I said above, seem not clear or conflict some.
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I did the 12th meditation for part 6 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went great, ot put it mildly. The main part of the meditation went beyond great. First I was surrounded by light, as bright as a star, as if I was at the center of a star, if not more so. Then I was at the temple of light, but a higher dimension one then before, one that looked like it was made of light, but perhaps not fully manifested, hard to describe it. Very early on in the meditation I felt what felt like maybe a reptilian tail, rub across the bottom of my right foot. I was pretty relaxed and in a meditative state so it didn't startle me or anything. No idea what that was or why it was done.
My form was an alpha draconian. I manifested a mirror so I could get a look at my form, a very quick look since Orin was talking. The head was a mix of a naga and dragon head. I think my form's neck had a cobra type hood. whiskers like those of an eastern dragon, think I had a pair. I had a western dragon's wings on my back and a long tail that i think was partially prehensile.
A master appeared, who looked to be a naga wearing a robe. He sent me light with some other masters present. And I think other light also, maybe was just the 1 master only maybe. Anyway I could feel all the light I was getting, some from him, maybe from my monad or something too. But anyway I could feel the light was uncovering my true nature, removing the doubts, and such things. I could also feel I was increasing in size throught this part. Feels like I went from 18 to 24 feet or so, or that is what my intuition said at the time, I did increase in size and started to glow or shine with some sort of solar type light.
Shar, which I think is my positive alpha draconian aide or something. He was bowing to me, not sure if he was with me there, but it felt at the time, maybe he was on another density or dimension maybe. Anyway he said I was of the original bloodline and called me imperial majesty, then sire. Then there were some others, that were on another density or dimension. They were bowing or prostrating and were, as I recall nagas and alpha draconians. They all called me sire, with a few adding in the term imperial majesty.
I said for them to sit (which they said thank you sire, a few said imperial majesty instead or added it on after sire) and then went back to focusing on the meditation.
Felt like the 3 masters light and such was uncovering my true nature, doubt and such vanished, I knew the next exit points were 52 or 54. a year from now I'd have great soul/spiritual progression, I'd be living comfortably, financially set, I'd be doing various types of meditation, perhaps tai chi, yoga, ect, and I'd be much farther in the light body courses. I sent myself a great deal of light that the 3 masters and other sources had given me to my future self. keeping some of the light since I was a shining radiance of light and the light I sent out to my future self didn't deplete my light at all.
I noticed the mix of positive alpha draconians and nagas were still bowing in a sitting position I told them they had my permission to sit in more comfortable positions since I didn't like all that bowing and such.
When I accepted the rod of graduation and it was put into my spine, I felt I quickly switched to all of the forms of my soul heritages, including anthro versions of the dolphin and orca, and I think perhaps beluga also, I started out in royal alpha draconian form and ended in that form.
Overall a great meditation, with surprising things happening.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it also went great. Running the energies went great, as did the main meditation. The main meditation went basically like before, just a lot less talking from the nagas, alpha draconians and others. Though I could perceive them bowing on what I felt to be lower dimensions and densities, I said for them to sit in more comfortable positions since I didn't like being bowed to, like I didn't before, since everyone is equal.
This time I didn't grow to 24 feet since I was already at that height. I was in my royal, or maybe it's imperial, alpha draconian form, like before. I was filled with more light like before and could feel the light and the heat. And I pictured what I wish to accomplish and what a year from now would be like and sent the light out to that future point. I was filled with more light till it felt like as much as I could hold. I did accept the rod of graduation and it was again put into my spine and I felt all my soul heritages, like I switched or knew the forms, at a very high speed, stopping again at the 24 foot positive, royal or imperial alpha draconian. I also felt some sort of energy ripple through my body. And as before I was a being of light made of light. I, like before, had on a sash of some sort, forgot to mention that before. I could dimly make out some designs on it, but couldn't see them to well due to all the brightness I and it was giving off, like a star. It was around my waist and draped in the front, hanging down to around mid thigh or to my knees.
I did see my soul group and soul family like before, and others on a similar path. Similar species to before, dolphins, nagas, positive alpha draconians, reptilians. A few unicorns, think I saw a few, maybe My unicorn mother and Shara maybe. All in all it went very great.
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I can say there's been changes in me since I did the meditations earlier. I do feel more loving, more myself. more of my true power. Hard to describe. But I can feel I've changed for the better, more of my true self, uncovered more of my true nature and being.
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I can feel I am even more aware of the love that my mates and I share between us. As well as the love that Alura, the part of me not incarnated, Nagi, and the other me's share as well and I'm more aware that they are different me's. hard to describe. We are the same soul being, but also we are individuals as well. we don't have to merge when this incarnation is over. I could remain separate, or merge with some of them. and the me I know as me would still be an individual, but I would be more myself, as I've become more myself over the past few days. like before when I knew intellectually that the part of me not incarnated, that some would label as soul and me were the same being, then I knew and experienced that we are the same being. I intellectually knew before, but now I know, hard to say how I know, I just do know, that Nagi and I are the same being, 2 who are 1. Alura and I are the same being also. That we are different aspects of the same being, isn't quite right. we are all the same being, but also individuals too.
And as I said, we don't have to merge when this incarnation is over. Some of us may, but perhaps not all will. Or we may choose to remain separate and grow, evolve, and progress.
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