I was getting erotic and sexual energies. my urge skyrocketed. I was getting the feeling of what it may feel like to mount her, her warm scales pressed against me.
I figured I'd have to masturbate a bit to get relief. I started then it felt like maybe she got in my lap, nt sure if she can change to a biped or anthro form. I didn't go all the way to a physical ejaculation, but an energy one. Scarlett calls it an etheric ejaculation. Not a physical ejaculation, but it does feel like energy or something through my penis. Anyway after I did that I felt her kiss me and the kiss lasted a more then a few seconds I think. Not sure if she put an inch of her tongue into my mouth or not. then i got the word "hot" then she got up and not sure what happened. Sorry again for the erotic content, not sure what this means. I felt like maybe Maribelle was standing close by watching maybe smiling.
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So it seems an online friend introducing me to one of their online friends through having Maribelle meeting with her worked out well. So it seems I may have a new mate, a Kirin.
Seems like a lot of mates and I may get at least 1 more, a star being as I mentioned before, Gaia seems to want to hook me up with 1. She says the perfect time for me to meet her/him will be at the party thing my mates are planning. All I know of that is after the celebration thing that I guess my friends, co-workers and such will have, and I do feel that everyone here on missions will get some sort of a celebration homecoming party thing when they return home.
Anyway after that my mates have a special celebration of their own planned. All I know is I'll spend 1 day with each of them, not sure if friends and lovers will be included or not, I'd not mind if they are, I'll leave that up to my mates, & a surprise for me. But after I've spent a day with each of them, I'll have a day to rest, then the day after, and I've been told that day may last 40-60 hours or longer. I'll be with all of them together in some sort of party, orgy or something, They were extremely vague on the details of the last day. Though I have diffidently been told it'll be all of them together and the day may last 40-60 hours, or longer if need be.
I guess being multi dimensional I can be doing my various hobbies and be with my mates, friends and lovers, and not slight any of them, as well a spending time alone when I need or want to. Adding in non linear it may be no real problem. Though with multi dimensional I'm not sure if I'll be fully aware of what each me is doing, or only of the primary me, till the other me's re merge with the main me. Multi dimensionality I'm not exactly clear how that works. Though part of it is being in this 3d body, that is very dense and I've been told very fragile, may add to the complication. So for example I may be doing something, say some royal duties, and say I need to take a bit of a break. The person or people in the room just see me vanish for a second before I reappear saying that as a great break, and I get back to doing whatever I was doing. At my point of view I may have been gone a month or 3, spending time alone, with my mates, friends, lovers. Spending maybe a week with a mate, then popping back a week and spending a week with another mate. Maybe dividing myself up multi dimensionally, and so on.
Seems Maribelle has met this being that's incarnated as a star and all she said as "you'll just love her." when I asked about her Maribelle wouldn't give any details. When I said that you mentioned she's a female, that is something she said that the being is sometimes male, sometimes female, based on her mood. She's not a herm, but is fully male or female based on her mood and Maribelle said she was using the female pronoun since she's a female at the moment. So that just gives me 1 bit of info. This being changes gender based on her mood. I'm sure it'll work out. And is an extra surprise for me.
Maribelle also said my mates do get along and they do spend some time together at times, and sometimes have some fun together. She said they know I'd not mind, which I really don't. If they have fun together, wither that involves sharing, as the pod calls it, or not, is up to them.
I am fairly sure I don't' use labels much when I'm back home. So I do wonder if I do have lovers or just mates & friends, some friends I share with and I'd assume some I don't. The divide between mates, lovers, an friends is a blurred area. I'd guess mates one has deep feelings for and when you spend time together you may spend days together, or a week or more. Lovers may be a good part of a day at most, a large block of hours maybe. And friends you spend hours together. So the divine between mate and lover may be a bit more blurred, but you don't' spend days or a week or 2 with a lover, but a mate you do. and between lover and friend you share with may be blurred a bit too, but a lover you may spend either more time with, but not as much as a mate, or one may have deeper feelings then for a friend one shares with, or one has more in common with to do things with. Just some thoughts on this. Labels are handy thing at times, but I think when I'm not here I may not really use labels any.
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As I was laying down Kerria popped up. It was totally non sexual. The first bit I could feel her warm scales on my chest and belly as if I were laying on her back in unicorn form. She then said if I shifted my front hooves into hands I could feel her better since I could pull myself closer to her and hold us together, which I did, since, why not.
The next bit was feeling us hugging, Chest and belly pressed against each others, the mental image I got was her head was the same as her quadruped form. We kissed and she put her tongue in my mouth. Again there was a total non sexual feel to it. I guess just us sharing some together time, being affectionate or something.
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Then a bit after I awoke, but was laying there resting I was on the ship or something, The blue Sirius woman said it was time for the usual procedures, some clearing and other procedures including filling the device with light, whatever that thing is that is in me that releases light on a timed release thing that effects both me and I'd guess those around me.
I talked to her a bit and got some stuff that I knew or suspected. yes she is from Sirius, the pod does indeed live in Sirius, as does Maribelle's glory. It's true the pod itself is not a member of the Galactic federation of light, allied yes, but not members, same as Maribelle's blessing. She said with a smile on her lips, "since you lot are to independent minded to follow set rules and regulations, it's part of why you get along so well." she said with some humor to her voice and meaning that's why the pod and unicorns got along so well.
The species that make up my soul heritage are not members of the galactic federation since they are either to independent minded or would rather rule themselves. Though most are either allied or partially allied with the galactic federation. The ship had moved to 5d since they wanted to test to see if I could be aware at that level and I could. (though I could barely feel stuff, see her, hear her.) but not far from the upper edges of my current level to perceive. She did confirm personally I am currently at 5d and I'm native to 6-8d . She can't pin it down any more firmly since I'm in transition. I'd guess maybe from either the awaken the light body courses, or maybe stuff the other parts of me are doing, or a combination.
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I did the 5th guided meditation for part 6 of awaken the light body. Almost half way through this course & the first pass. I ran the energies and it went well. Not as well as sometimes, but that is ok. I did get better results for the 6th LB energy center when I focus on my unicorn horn instead of the pieah center itself. Though for a second or a few it does give my horn a slight dull ache, very slight, but after a second or 2 it vanishes. And it does indeed feel like there is a connection with the pieah.
Th fullonia, and Vee went well. The SaHa went meh like usual. feels like to me Daben doesn't give enough time for the Saha to properly respond.
For part of this I had Kerria kiss me again. it felt fainter then before like she either wasn't physical present and or wanted to do it and have it not be distracting. Though it felt like she did use her tongue again. I did get a mental image of a very hot sexy anthro kirin image. Also heard her tell Maribelle that I was hot and she certainly was going to have kids with me. Maribelle agreed saying no hurry, to which Kerria agreed, 'we have the rest of eternity" she said. Then Maribelle said, "we'll have plenty of fun together." and with this I feel she meant not just the 2 of them but me and all my mates together.
Also during the vee part I could feel the light and the rose color of the open flower that gave the light a love feel to it so after that it felt like a mix of love and light.
I could feel the guardian nagas get very close to me, so close I could feel them touching me. As an experiment to see what would happen I increased the vee column to be as wide as my apartment and I felt them get farther apart, going back to their usual positions. Not that I mind them being close enough to be touching me, but still an interesting result.
During one of the times Kerria was in my lap and kissing me I felt a burst of light and love from myself and for the 2 of them, Kerria and Maribelle, then for all my mates. To which Kerria said as I had a mental image of her and Maribelle standing side by side. To which Kerria said, "almost as good as sex, almost." to which Maribelle agreed.
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I did the 5th guided meditation for the 2nd time and almost half way done. Tomorrow I'll be half way done with part 6.
Running the energies went well, as before. The fullonia went well. Though I did have, during the time while Daben was talking I had Kerria sit in my lap and kiss me, a short quick kiss. I did feel some sexual desire and some energy in her groin that was the focus on the desire, but she said, she'd get her other mate to satisfy her.
The vee part went well. With Kerria using the time Daben was talking to caress my chest and belly with one of her hands. Then she stepped back and switched to her quadraped form. I felt, partially saw in my mind an image of her and Maribelle standing side by side watching.
During part of it the 2 of them talked, more fun teasing, and Shalamane joined in on it. I don't recall the conversation but it was a fun teasing of me, that is fine. I knew they were doing a fun sort of teasing.
Towards the end Kerria invited Maribelle back so she could introduce her to her other mate. Maribelle looked over at me and I felt her wondering if I minded I mentally said for them to go and have fun. My only slight regret is I coudn't go and have to stay here.
Not sure if they'll just talk to Kerria's other mate, or do more, but I don't mind in any case.
Overall an ok meditation.
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