Interesting how things are all, on the other side, outside of here, what excites you the most, what is the most fun. I think part of the real reason for this is we're all source, parts of source and aspects of source. So that could well explain why it is like this. Though we are all source, aspects, parts of, we are also individuals too.
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I think part of the goals is indeed for me to get to being where I'm conscious of being my monad but also an individual. No idea how many souls compromise my monad, and the details don't really matter. but the goal is for each of us to grow to where we are all conscious we are the monad, but also individuals.
Though that likely means there are levels above monad as well, a monad over a monad, ect. Not sure if a soul could be the product of 2 or more monads. I think why not. I may be of a mammal & reptilian overmonad so to speak. Or maybe more then 2 monads. I've no idea. I assume I'll find out eventually, but till then, it's fun to speculate a bit. But the exact detals are not really important.
Some may be that unicorns are magical beings and as such are their own monad. They may be, or it may be that loong ago unicorns, when maybe there were a few, at whatever point, choose to not develop technology, but instead develop their soul abilities. Since I do feel there are 2 main lines, tech based, though with soul abilities, the line down which humans are going, and the non tech line. Though some of the non tech line may have some tech, maybe stone knives. They may also have none, and just rely on soul abilities only.
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Just a brief though I inserted. If the internet is like this here. I wonder what it's like on the other side and if one can access the websites here over there.
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I did the 10th guided meditation of part 6 of awaken the light body. Not long till I start the 2nd pass. Wednesday in fact I think. I wonder what it'll be like once I've finished this and have started the 2nd pass. and once I've finished the 2nd pass, and start redoing all of the awaken the light body guided meditations for 35 days.
Running the energies went very well. As for the main meditation that went very well too. The focus seemed to be on the SaHa and the Vee. The last 2 light body centers. This went very well. I could feel both of them well, including the SaHa responding very well. I even felt a warmth at one time. I look forward to how well it'll be next time I do this.
As I was returning, when Daben was guiding me back through the 1st light body center, and the 7th and heart energy centers, I had a mental image that popped into my mind of a person wearing shades and a black outfit just looking at me, no malicious intent. And the impression he was just watching me, and not close to me. Maybe my guardians keep him away or from getting to close, or maybe not. or maybe it was my imagination, any way it doesn't really matter. No danger to me at all.
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I do think once away from here and back home, indulging the feminine side would be a healthy and fun thing. Including as a girls day out, night out, get together, or hanging out. as just 'one of the girls' I guess I'd be in maybe an anthro orca or anthro dragon form (eastern or western) maybe. I'd decide then. Maybe shifting to a full female form. Though I do think usually I'll be a more male leaning herm in most cases. That is ok, and it'll likely shift and change based on my moods, where at times I may feel say 80% male, another time 55 or 60% male, maybe at times 50/50, or even predominately female at times, though I don't think those would last to long.
Though that may change over time. I'll not ponder that and let the future reveal that.
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I did the running the energies in the 10th meditation for the 2nd time today and it went fantastic. Even better then the 1st time. This time I tried visualizing and imaging each of the light body energy centers was as large as my Renawre cocoon, which is a bit larger then my body. That extends from the 7the LB energy center, down around the body, then up between the legs to the 1st LB energy center. Doing this each of the LB energy centers felt fantastic. The feel of each of the LBEC's energy was a different sort of pleasureful feeling, hard to describe, but it all went fantastic.
The meditation itself went very well. Felt like each of the LB centers went very well. I could feel and experience all of them, even the Saha responded well. and for doing the Vee and Saha, with some Fullonia, it all went fantastic. I reached some sort of stage of consciousness like yesterday. I reached pretty high. This time I didn't experience the monad, but I did experience the being again, still positive. My monad I felt was around, and aware, but didn't want to distract from my experience, so didn't contact or talk to me. The being only briefly did, so I'd be able to continue focusing on the vocalization Daben was doing.
All in all it went fantastic. This was some high level of being that didn't feel strange of foreign, but felt like I was indeed native or belonged there. Very fantastic and hard to describe.
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