Not sure what happened but it feels great. I was, doing a bit of masturbation and thinking & talking with Shalamane, and felt like we were sharing pleasure and our love for each other. I felt my unicorn mother send a quick message of <you know she really does love you.> after a while it felt like, when I had a sort of energy type ejaculation, but not a physical one, it felt like our heart energy centers touched, overlapped, fused, or something. I'm not sure what happened but we're both very happy it happened. I can feel her energy there, obviously a positive female reptilian energy. Not sure what happened but we are both pleased it happened. I'll just go with the flow and not question or seek to understand. Odd perhaps but it may help my progress & growth, just going with the flow and trusting it. I can also feel the love we have for each other. A great thing.
Feels like I did the same with Belle and Kerria. I did want to try with Kerria (a kirin mare), but she said I had known Belle longer then her, though I was mates with Kerria before and it felt like it did indeed whatever it is with Belle then Kerria. Not sure what happened. I could feel their separate energies in my light body heart energy center. Though now later it feels more like their energies in my LB heart energy center has flowed together and perhaps being incorporated into my regular LB heart energy center energy, which feels normal and natural. Feels like perhaps my heart center has increased also. Not sure what happens but it feels great and the 3 of them are very happy that it's happened. I feel very happy it's happened also. The happiness coming from my heart energy center perhaps.
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I did the 5th meditation for part 6 for the 1st time of the 2nd pass and running the energies went great. It was a sensual pleasure with each LB energy center and LB center. The Fullonia being an intense sensual pleasure. The Vee a sensual pleasure too.
Shalamane was present, in my mind at least. And Gar came for part of it. During the latter part it felt like, my vagina, wanted Gar's penis inside it. And I did know Gar and I had feelings for each other. Though we have not known each other to well. I didn't know they had gotten as deep as they were, or at least they were deep enough that when he put his malenes into my slit it felt great, though I also could feel I wasn't feeling all of the sensations I should, since I'm in this human body, and perhaps also due to I was doing a guided meditation also. I could feel Gar and my love for reach other flow together and the same thing happened that happened between me and Shalamane and me and Kerria and Belle too. Shalamane said it was a beautiful thing to have seen happen. And she said that indeed Gar and I were mates. Though she said unlike unicorns like Kerria and Belle, who she thinks went off to share with their family & friend what had happened. Their (meaning her and Gar) are different. The 3 of us know we are mates, she said something about heart center mates or something like that, but anyway she said the 3 of us know we are mates and we (meaning her race) and we don''t care who knows and who doesn't. It's plane for any who can perceive who are near us or able to perceive such things.
Gar then, his energy and the feelings from him got more fierce and he said something like no one had better dare to try to harm me. I could feel that Shalamane had a similar fierceness but it was more like it was to one side, like folded up and in a pocket so to speak, instead of on the surface like it was with Gar.
Shalamane said to my comment on that, that we are positive, so of course we (the 3 of us) are not fierce to each other. And we (her and Gar) may be a bit more fierce then some other races, but we are positive and of the light so that tempers it. males being more readily fierce, but we are nothing like 'them' she said, meaning the negatives. We are of a reptilian nature so some of use are more easily can flow into fierceness, but there are those of us, she said meaning me, that have... not easy to translate a term that has no English equivalent. the easiest way to translate is I have to much light, I'm to developed, native to a high enough density, dimension, so i am beyond such things. She and Gar are loving, positive of the light so not fierce and such as some may thing, but the potential is still there, as it is in many beings of light, positive nature.
Then I felt like my unicorn mother wanted to talk, she said a bit but said she'd repeat what she had said to me briefly after I ate so i could type that and the rest of what she wanted to say here.
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I talked to Bruce briefly, he was sweet as usual. Seems he was resting a bit before some duties or something he was doing. after our brief conversation he sent me a message, something like, <Though a rose, I would stand out in a field of roses.> a beautiful thing and sounds rather romantic. Indeed he did say this is but a prelude to the true courtship which won't start till I'm fully home.
I wonder if he has lovers among my mates or perspective mates. if so I'll not ask that since that is between him and them an none of my business. He does seem a very sweet and gentleman though.
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I also talked to Gar during a bit of fun, well as much as we can have while I'm incarnated in a human body and he's where ever he is. Every erotic. and fun. Same as being with Shalamane, Kerria, or Belle. If I recall correctly Gar referred to me as my beauty. I like that. It's not meant in a possessive way.
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I did the 4th meditation for the 2nd time as part of part 6 of awaken the light body. I wonder what it'll be like when I go back and redo all the awaken the light body meditations.
I ran the energies and it went fantastic, the usual sensual pleasure as usual.
The main part of the mediation went very well. During most of the primary part of the mediation I was medium, maybe a bit deeper then medium, meditative trance state. Very sensual pleasure for this also. I could feel each of the energies very well. Like before, so it all went fantastic.
Think I may try channeling my 4 mates, or main mates, or whatever they are, to see their thoughts and such on recent events, and their thoughts overall.
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I was doing a very slight bit of exercising when one of the guards mentioned to me that Gar is really a great catch, as is Shalamane is also.
He went on to say, even if Gar got other mates, if he chose to , I'd always be his first mate. other females were trying to and I swept in and caught him.
I did ask about Shalamane and the guard said she has no other mates.
Plus the guard seemed unsure to address me a sir or mam. I said he could either go with whichever he is most comfortable with, or if we're talking about Gar maybe use Mame, & Shalamane use Sir. Though I'd rather whichever they are comfortable with being used.
It must be something special since usually the guard types I have around usually don't speak up unless I ask one of them something. I did thank him for being so bold as to talk to me.
Almost forgot. I think Gar must be the older sibling since Shalamane did refer to him as her older brother when she refereed to that he finally has a mate. & he then refereed to, his younger sister does as well and they are sharing the same mate. Meaning me.
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Gar and I talked a bit as I lay down to take my nap. He said stuff like I was the most beautiful draconian he had ever seen. He also promised things like once I'm home and we can be together he would learn ever centimeter of my body and once he did he promised to make me sing in experiencing as much pleasure as I could take. He mentioned that was his duty since we're mates. I promised to try to do the same with him. He then said that though he was bi before, he always had a stronger preference for females then males, but for some reason even my male bits really turned him on. Perhaps since they are me, he said. he said he'd not neglect my male side either, though he may still have a preference for my female side.
Then he applied the mating bite on me. Like when Shalamane does it to me it first sent a jolt through my body, a pleasurable one, as much as I can feel though he and I are not really together. Then I still continued to feel the pleasure as he continued the bite. Every muscle in my body was totally relaxed and my eyes were really rolled up in the back of my head and I could feel the love we share for each other. As he continued the mating bite he did a bit of growling and said something like "let those present bear witness that we are true mates." or something like that, no idea why he said it. he then released the mating bite with a humorous, "don't want to apply that for to long now do we?" During the mating bite I did manage to move my arms a bit to sort of put on the sides of his back. We held each other for a short bit after the mating bite then some inner sense or instinct told me that if I wanted to apply a mating bite on him this was the perfect time to do it and I did. I felt him do a sort of jolt and his muscles all relax and it did feel like his eyes were rolled in the back of his head and I think I heard him make some sounds like he was experiencing pleasure. During it I heard, mentally, him exclaim, "by the source." and it felt like it was due to the pleasure he was feeling. I released him after a short bit, saying the same sort of line he did, "don't' want to apply that for to long." after I released him he said to me he had never experienced anything even close to that and he didn't expect it to be like that, that much pleasure.
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I had a great conversation with each of my 4 mates. I enjoyed it and I think they did as well. I've heard from an online friend that said I'm almost up to Gaia's level as a being. I've asked about that before, yesterday I think, and did get that I indeed am, interesting. Didn't think I was that high as a being. Exciting news.
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Shalamane is hot. She gave me a slight taste of some of the pleasures I'll experience when I am back home. It as pretty hot.
Karinus came by for a short visit. Nice. Shi talked about how we use to have a lot of fun before. Shi's mentioned shi understands why I don't remember any of this. My unicorn mother said she was very proud of all the growth I've had. Great news.
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