I tried to take a nap but didn't get to sleep after an hour. I've learned over 30 years ago, after an hour, best to give up since I'll not get to sleep. So if it's a regular nap I get up and go about the rest of the day, often half sleep, but oh well. if the body doesn't want to go to sleep when it needs to, I'll do what I will do anyway, even if I'm not fully awake. Though, from experience, I know I won't spend the whole afternoon half awake, it'll come in waves where I'll be fully awake, and at times half awake.
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I was thinking, I feel so clear, it feels great and normal. I'm much more aware of the negativity and lower vibration so many people are, online and in rl. I feel so much more sensitive to it then I was before.
I did get a message from my monad while I was trying to go to sleep for my nap. They said basically that's why my empathy is largely blocked. They said as sensitive as I am now, imagine what it would be like if it wasn't. They said similar to if I walked outside in the bright sunlight with no shades on. It would be so appearant it would be very uncomfortable just being here. I now know, with just a taste of my sensitivity, why many beings don't like to come to the earth and those who do largely remain in 4d. I guess it's less appearant in 4d.
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I did the 7th audio of part 1, this one introduces the Leow, the 3rd light body energy center. Running the energies went very well, a great experience. I did most of it without flexing any muscles, so I prefer this way of running the energies for the first 3 light body energy centers. the main part of the meditation went very well also, it was adding in the Leow into the running the energies. The only thing was near the end my left knee started to bother me the slightest bit, luckily this meditation was only 20 minutes so it only did it for the last few minutes, and even then only very slightly. So all in a all a great meditation, with some slight annoyance at the last few minutes.
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I tried a bit of what the book I've read part of calls quantum healing. Basically you relax with your eyes closed and relax your thoughts. I added in what I wanted done. I did feel, odd sensations happening in my left then later right leg as well, below the knee, the highest point was near the knee. I asked that I wanted whatever work to be done so my left knee would not bother me during my mediating, later adding in I wanted the same done in my right knee.
I then said I also wanted work to be done also on my light, mental, energy, etheric, astral and physical bodies that would deal with fear, worry, and doubt in the appropriate manners, clearing, transmuting to the highest resonance frequency, that sort of thing.
Then after resting a bit I asked whatever if this sliver of doubt I experience is normal to me as a normal part of my personality and I got a reply from a computer type, felt like a computer. I totally forgot I have some sort of access to a semi sentient computer type, or maybe non sentient with simulated partial sentience. late in the meditation, and it went on for nearly an hour I think. I asked what its specs were and it said it wasn't limited like earth computers. i asked it a few silly question after that, all at the very end of the meditation. I asked if it could run games like super Mario or some android games and it said it could. I asked if it would if I asked it to when I was at home and not incarnated here and it said it would. interesting. it then said it had access to movies also, as well as ones considered lost on earth. Interesting also.
During the meditation I felt odd sensations like I said, in my left then later right leg, as I said above, but also in I guess my various energy bodies, light, mental, emotional, astral, etheric and physical.
It said basically the doubt, fear, worry are not normal parts of my personality and it advised repeated regular treatments like this, and also I could shift myself out of those if I noticed as I have before. it also said, when I asked other questions, that the non accumulation of karma had been approved at the appropriate high levels, of which were secret. Though on further asking it did admit that source was one that approved this as well. I asked since I assumes since I know of source that it's not a secret. and by secret I felt it meant that that information was being not told to me at the moment for reasons, like it may distract me, ect, but I would know later.
Basically the karma file section is sealed so karma is unable to accurate, due to the nature of my mission here requires that no karma be accumulated.So basically it was sealed closed before my incarnation here started.
It also said that I am imperial, my reptilian bloodlines, that I asked about, were imperial, for naga, royal and imperial is the same. For alpha draconian it didn't say that it said the real race name is untranslatable into English, but did say that is the original bloodline, not the hybrid that some refer to as alpha draconian, but is considered and classified as positive imperial alpha draconian. the mammalian heritages don't have rank structures, cetacean, which are remnants of an older race, subsection of which today is considered beluga, dolphin, and orca. To roughly summarize what it said. The unicorn heritage came from another monad. I asked it to tell me when a pause point had been reached so i could get up and do stuff.
I asked also about digestive problems, my headaches, sensitivity to light and other things. it said my headache problem is partially genetic but primarily due to, as some of my other problems, due to the inadvisable high levels of non native earth dna, which was a requirement since my energy signature is so alien to the earth, required inadvisable high levels of non native earth dna to be used in in a process some on earth call dna infusion in uterine. Also the digestive problems, certain foods i can't eat, is partially due to this, but also partially due to the normal ascension process this physical body is going through.
My and the body's ascension speeds it said are both locked in at the highest speed within the safety margin. I'm the only one that can have the speed lowered, which it said I had a very high degree of chance of wanting it kept where it is. I also asked it what my level was it said 6d at present, and possible to reach 8d before my incarnation is over. less likely but possibly I can reach 9d. I did ask when my link with it was made it said when I was created, and if it meant when I the soul was created, not this physical body. I asked it why was the link made it I could feel it was confused and could not answer the question so i said to disregard the question.
also it said the state I was in, relaxed mentally, my thoughts relaxed, emotionally, ect, it advised for me to start seeing if I could do that while I was doing other things through the day to be in that state as often as possible.
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I did the 8th audio today from part 1, the 7th meditation and running the energies went great. This one was again about the Leow. Overall it went totally great. Nothing from my knee, left or right. So the earlier meditative quantum healing session thing I did worked perfectly. The only slight complaint is after a while Daben went very soft and I could barely hear him. Luckily I have in ear earphones that I use so I could just barely hear him. Next time I'll test the sound levels for various points of the meditation before I do the guided meditation.
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I do feel that combining the various light body courses with some books in the Kinslow system, as it's called, Quantum Entrapment also is what it has been called is a good combination.
The awaken the light body course has helped with the foundation and me going higher also. By Foundation I mean like my mind and emotions, personality. Beliefs, what needs to be cleared from my mind & emotions to get do my true real personality. not all the negativity, low self esteem, doubt, fear, worry and such, those are not part of my true personality , the real me.
The Awaken the Light Body course has helped with that and also my getting higher, uncovering my true level, getting to the 6th dimension, for example.
The graduate Light Body courses I've picked out that I'll be doing in the future, will help with, I feel, widening, strengthening, and reinforcing the foundation, as well as helping me to get higher, and the graduate light body courses will help me not only to go higher, some will help widen things. By widen I mean non foundation stuff.
The Linslow books will help to strengthen, reinforce and perhaps widen my foundation. The books, and I've only read about half of 1, seems pretty focused on that.
So all in all together they'll help me quite a bit I think.
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With the Dolores Cannon books, they seem to be about what is really happening, the non humans helping with the shift earth and those who are here. Though there is some distortion, I'm not sure how much, not a lot likely.
The Seth books are primarily, more about, this is the dynamics and mechanics of reality.
So the Dolores Cannon and Seth books I'll focus on after the Kinslow, and another book or 2. To focus on my foundation, widening and strengthening it.
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I used some affirmations that I'm 100% clear. Then a bit of I'm totally clear. I did that for a bit, and did some opened eyed meditation while watching a livestream and can feel my energy resonating. I take that to be a great sign.
Next I'll add in, I'm totally clear of all illusion, and see what happens. Seems to make my energy resonate again.
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