ME: I liked that bit of light fun we had earlier.
Fred: I did also, glad you liked it. Just a slight taste of what we can do together once you're here, after this incarnation ends. We'll have eternity to experience and explore the fun we can do together, all the different types, and get to know each other.
Me: I look forward to that. Though we can talk some now if you don't mind.
Fred: I would like that. I like the idea of you doing it off and on for part of an evening rather then all at once. Many benefits to that, including you can rest your forearms from all the typing.
Me: Anything you want to say?
Fred: well I do like you, rather a lot in fact. I think we'll be very good friends or lovers, from the feel of the resonance and such between us, but the future will reveal that and it'll unfold naturally over time. So let's let that unfold normally shall we?
Me: I agree. I do feel we'll be friends at the very least. Lovers I feel. still getting use to all this, but I think I am. pretty wild.
Fred: yes I can imagine it is pretty wild to find out this whole new level of being that you never knew existed does. it is real though. Better believe it. You'll soon be here among us fully and forever. Even though you may visit other places. You'll always be able to visit there and return home anytime you want and home will be here among all of us. your family and the collective.
Me: That feels right, and great. to have home there, with my true family & collective.
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Fred: You have grown a lot in the past few months, in the past year a lot indeed. Most of your growth has been since you started the awaken the light body. I'm sure you'll grow more. I'm curious how much you'll continue to grow, expand, and evolve doing more light body courses. A few books you read have helped too.
We are all so happy and glad you have at least reached our level. It matters not that you reached the lowest levels. What matter is you have reached us, your true family and collective. That is the important thing. and now when this present incarnation ends, you'll be able to join us here, as one of your homes, since we're sure you'll be visiting other places, lower levels, as you say to be with your mates, lovers, & friends who live in lower levels, but you'll be living among us too.
Me: Indeed. I can see myself as having maybe 2 or 3 homes. 1 would diffidently be among you folks, my true family and collective. As for my mates, lovers, who live in lower levels, I'm sure I'll either have a home among them or maybe a room in their home that is mine, or a floor or hallway and rooms, suite, that I use in their home, or a small home connected to theirs that is a room or a few rooms. One of my true homes will be among you, my true family and collective.
Fred: I can understand that, or 1 home that is connected to those various other ones. That is a possibility also. 1 hallway for each lover or mate, the end doorway connects to theirs. Since we are very flexible in space and time here. Which I feel you understand.
you have entered a whole new level of being, relax. This'll be natural for you. You have reached your true family, us, and your collective. It'll be great, believe me.
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Me: So, what sorts of species do we have in our collective, family thing? And is it a small or a large one?
Fred: It is a large collective/family, a very large family. We are also a collective. As for species, there are many. Some like unicorns and my type of species are very rare. there are others, dinosaurs, reptilians, various cetaceans, aquatic types, avians, some mammalians and humanoid types. Many are shape shifters so change based on their mood. many species and a very large collective. We like family instead of collective, but strictly speaking we are a collective. Personalities, all multi dimensional beings. Though some indulge in that more then others. Once you are here you'll have an eternity to get to know us. You'll find there's some you resonate more then others. Some will become lovers, very close lovers. others, lovers, occasional lovers, or friends. so quite a variety indeed.
As you've been told, once some get here, what Lugia calls the upper reaches, or upper levels of section 3, they never leave, spending the rest of eternity here and loving it. Others live here, but visit other collectives and or lower levels, below the collective level.
Me: I'm sure we'll get to know each other well. I feel we'll be at least good friends or lovers even.
Fred: I feel the same. Feathers likes you a lot, loves you even. Karinus too. others do as well, but you've not met them yet. We though it best to keep the ones you meet to a low number, though 2 o your brothers Sean and John, wanted to introduce themselves.
Me: That makes sense. I guess some folks can have offspring if they decide to create a new being?
Fred: indeed, and it's up to them if they decided to remain here, or leave and experience, or do some of both. The same with any members here. We can stay here forever, or live here and visit other places, even lower down non collective places. Even have like 2 homes. You, I feel, will be one of those who lives here, and spends some time in other places, another collective, and lower down non collective places. Many options. and lots of fun to be had here. Lots indeed.
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Me: So, what's it like being a member of the collective?
Fred: it's very wonderful. You are a part of a very large or huge family of beings, let's say personalities like Thaniel called it. You are part of us, the large collective. You can feel the love, that is always there, but you are also an individual too. at least in this collective and some others I've visited. it's wonderful, i'd never want to live anywhere else. Though visiting may be ok. and You are already a member. Once you reached the correct leave to return to us, you were a member. You may feel some of it. I've, let's say turned things up slightly so it's easier for to feel for a bit.
Me: yes I did for a bit. it did feel wonderful, feeling the love there. and something else I can't describe, a bit faint but I could feel it, also had a pleasure feel to it.
Fred: try mediating, closing your eyes, doing relaxed thinking. the echo or whisper, so to speak, of being a member will come to you. The love is always present here, all the time. It's wonderful. you'll love being here. You are already a full member, just maybe not aware or not fully aware of it. part of why channeling one of us is so easy. We are all members of the same family & collective. Though you've reached a new level so channeling your mates and others may be easier too. and believe me you have reached a whole new level of being, congratulations again. and you can be with us once the incarnation ends, and you are a full member, though you'll be living at the lowest levels. Though again that doesn't mean you are less of a member, you are still a full member. We are all so happy to have you here, a full member, and able to live with us once your incarnation ends. Believe me, we are all so happy here, all of us. a member has returned, why would we not all be happy and excited. you have hit/reached a level where you have returned to us as a member.
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me: So, what sorts of stuff do they do there, including for fun?
Fred: there are many options, all within your imagination and outside it. music playing, singing, you can think music and produce it that way, playing in rpg's, creating things, healing and helping others, talking, sharing various types of pleasures, including what some may refer to a sex, but sex is but a small part of the real experience, sharing energy, pleasure. You've experienced it, or as much as you can where you are incarnated. many options for fun and things to do here, unlimited really. all sorts.
Monday, August 31, 2015
76 Belle, Darius, & Maribelle [8-31]
Me: So how are the 2 of you doing?
Belle: Doing well marvelous. <Said I feel with her calling me marvelous and smiling.>
Belle: Well marvelous, or should I call you scales, you can keep everything I say and post it. In light of our new relationship and the changes that have happened, dear, why not start calling me Moondancer or Moondust. Not sure which I like better.
Me: I like both. I'll have to think about which I like more. But Scales is my family and the Misfit's nickname for me, use it if you want. That is me, the personality, my current soul choose the name of Darius for himself, hirsel, never asked the gender, feels mostly male with some female.
Darius: better believe it, all male, with some additional female, parts shall we say, since you are not just male.
Maribelle: I'm still confused by all this. You are not Kulstor. Kulstor is the soul who has a new personality. He feels the same but not the same, and you feel the same and not the same. I'm confused. and if I love both of you equally, less, if I don't love one or both of you anymore. I'm not sure what to think or feel.
Darius: Let me explain. I'm a soul, basically let's say I'm like a suit of armor. In some places scales here needs to, wear me, shall we say. You all have souls. You are living in places well you an be incarnated or can be ensouled beings. There are also places where I'm not needed. Where once you ascended or grow you don't need a soul. I'll leave the description at that. we souls are sentient. Often we, mesh with the being in us, let's call it personality. We souls are sentient, not like personalities are. we have our own personalities, let's all it likes, dislikes, preferences. Scales here is a personality being he has his own, well he is awareness, personality. I have my own likes, dislikes, preferences, when we are together like this they intermesh so to speak. Kulstor wanted to leave scales so he could explore the new dimensions scales here has reached and went past, instead of keeping going upwards. Nothing wrong with that. I was custom made for scales here. SO we may part like he and Kulstor did, but that is very unlikely since the 2 of us resonate so much and we do love each other deeply. and I'm in no hurry, after all he and I have an eternity to experience, learn and grow. if I need to go to sleep while he spends time in places where I'm not needed, I don't mind. Not like I have a ticking clock that says, time'll be up in 57 or 1,000 years. and I have to experience everything. My advice, do as, I keep slipping and wanting to call Scales Kulstor since he could claim the name too since it came from a past past life. But back to what I was going to say. My Advice, do like Scales here suggested before. Take it 1 day at a time. Maybe you'll still be mates, maybe not, maybe lovers, friends, acquaintances, or maybe you'll need to move on since you don't resonate.
Maribelle: I guess, that does make sense. We can spend a few days not talking then say Wedensday talk, pretend we're meeting, well since mother likes you so much we can talk and see if there is anything between us. Scales is it?
Me: Yes, That name fits. It's a nickname. I feel we don't really use names, but nicknames. if you can think of a nickname you prefer for me or a name, feel free to suggest it.
Maribelle: ok, I agree and ok, Scales it'll be, till I can think of something I like better.
Belle: for the blog call me Belle, till you pick if you like Moondust or Moondancer. I like both equally, so you pick. As for you. I like Scales, and I like this new model more then the old or original model. Yes, I do like this model then the previous one, diffidently. < I feel her doing the equivalent of looking me up and down.
As for the others, some of them are still not sure, some like Shalamane have moved on since it's simply to much for them, or they loved, had resonance with, Kulsor and not the personality. But frankly it is new to me, but I suspected something like this, since I had noted that sometimes some beings I knew, seemed to change personality some, or their energy felt the same but different, at the same time. This explains it.
me: yes, I'm still learning about all this.
Darious: I'm glad this was worked out for the best.
Me: How about Kerria?
Belle: She's not sure, but my gut instinct is she'll figure out she loves you and perhaps Kulstor both. We'll have to wait and see. Best you not talk to her or the others yet. I'll talk to them, work on them so they are past their confusion. if there's any love or they want to continue they'll contact you like the 2 of us have done.
Me: I agree, I guess this is a learning experience for us all.
Belle: Indeed. Remember Moon Dancer or Moon Dust, you get to pick dearie. and yes I do like this new model better. mmhmm
Belle: Doing well marvelous. <Said I feel with her calling me marvelous and smiling.>
Belle: Well marvelous, or should I call you scales, you can keep everything I say and post it. In light of our new relationship and the changes that have happened, dear, why not start calling me Moondancer or Moondust. Not sure which I like better.
Me: I like both. I'll have to think about which I like more. But Scales is my family and the Misfit's nickname for me, use it if you want. That is me, the personality, my current soul choose the name of Darius for himself, hirsel, never asked the gender, feels mostly male with some female.
Darius: better believe it, all male, with some additional female, parts shall we say, since you are not just male.
Maribelle: I'm still confused by all this. You are not Kulstor. Kulstor is the soul who has a new personality. He feels the same but not the same, and you feel the same and not the same. I'm confused. and if I love both of you equally, less, if I don't love one or both of you anymore. I'm not sure what to think or feel.
Darius: Let me explain. I'm a soul, basically let's say I'm like a suit of armor. In some places scales here needs to, wear me, shall we say. You all have souls. You are living in places well you an be incarnated or can be ensouled beings. There are also places where I'm not needed. Where once you ascended or grow you don't need a soul. I'll leave the description at that. we souls are sentient. Often we, mesh with the being in us, let's call it personality. We souls are sentient, not like personalities are. we have our own personalities, let's all it likes, dislikes, preferences. Scales here is a personality being he has his own, well he is awareness, personality. I have my own likes, dislikes, preferences, when we are together like this they intermesh so to speak. Kulstor wanted to leave scales so he could explore the new dimensions scales here has reached and went past, instead of keeping going upwards. Nothing wrong with that. I was custom made for scales here. SO we may part like he and Kulstor did, but that is very unlikely since the 2 of us resonate so much and we do love each other deeply. and I'm in no hurry, after all he and I have an eternity to experience, learn and grow. if I need to go to sleep while he spends time in places where I'm not needed, I don't mind. Not like I have a ticking clock that says, time'll be up in 57 or 1,000 years. and I have to experience everything. My advice, do as, I keep slipping and wanting to call Scales Kulstor since he could claim the name too since it came from a past past life. But back to what I was going to say. My Advice, do like Scales here suggested before. Take it 1 day at a time. Maybe you'll still be mates, maybe not, maybe lovers, friends, acquaintances, or maybe you'll need to move on since you don't resonate.
Maribelle: I guess, that does make sense. We can spend a few days not talking then say Wedensday talk, pretend we're meeting, well since mother likes you so much we can talk and see if there is anything between us. Scales is it?
Me: Yes, That name fits. It's a nickname. I feel we don't really use names, but nicknames. if you can think of a nickname you prefer for me or a name, feel free to suggest it.
Maribelle: ok, I agree and ok, Scales it'll be, till I can think of something I like better.
Belle: for the blog call me Belle, till you pick if you like Moondust or Moondancer. I like both equally, so you pick. As for you. I like Scales, and I like this new model more then the old or original model. Yes, I do like this model then the previous one, diffidently. < I feel her doing the equivalent of looking me up and down.
As for the others, some of them are still not sure, some like Shalamane have moved on since it's simply to much for them, or they loved, had resonance with, Kulsor and not the personality. But frankly it is new to me, but I suspected something like this, since I had noted that sometimes some beings I knew, seemed to change personality some, or their energy felt the same but different, at the same time. This explains it.
me: yes, I'm still learning about all this.
Darious: I'm glad this was worked out for the best.
Me: How about Kerria?
Belle: She's not sure, but my gut instinct is she'll figure out she loves you and perhaps Kulstor both. We'll have to wait and see. Best you not talk to her or the others yet. I'll talk to them, work on them so they are past their confusion. if there's any love or they want to continue they'll contact you like the 2 of us have done.
Me: I agree, I guess this is a learning experience for us all.
Belle: Indeed. Remember Moon Dancer or Moon Dust, you get to pick dearie. and yes I do like this new model better. mmhmm
75 DARIUS [monday 8-31]
Thought I'd try to see if I could channel Darius, my soul, and it seems I can.
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Me: Hello, Did you name yourself. Also anything you wish to say? I do feel a deep love between us that does include sexual feelings or energy.
Darius: Hello, and yes we do share a very deep love, it'll grow over time. We are aware of only the surface here on the earth. it goes deeper then either of us can feel here. I did name myself. I looked over the earth culture names and liked Darius, it is an ancient name. As for the sexual energy, yes, there is that too. And no reason we can't share some shared pleasure, sex. Even back home, there is the area in section 3 where we can do that, and some of your other family members also. And in the future some of your mates and lovers too, but that is the far off future.
I can understand some souls wanting to move on once you get up or go past a certain level, or join the folks living in sections 4 or 5. I can understand a soul wanting to move on under those situations, or if other reasons come up. However I do feel that I'm one of those souls that will stay with the personality, likely for good since even if you get to be native to section 4 and later 5, you would not live there forever, but you would live or visit in other lower sections. having several homes likely. I don't mind say sleeping or going into stasis for even a thousand years or 2 since, well, we do literally have an eternity together to explore, have new experiences, and there are ways, like a type of bond we can forge, where if you are visiting or living in section 4 or 5, where you could rouse me up a bit and we can talk, I can see what you are seeing, hearing what you are hearing. While I'd not want to be sort of awake in days at a time, we can visit, talk, you may want to do this if , for example, you are listening to a great song, watching a great movie or tv show, a very comedic one, stuff like that. The way it works is like the body sleeps but the mind can be roused up.
Think of me like say sentient iron man armor. in normal cases you would be inside me, but you can exit it and go places I'm not needed, I am still sentient and instead of going to sleep, be in stasis, I do have a mind, not the way you do or the level you do, like sentient iron armor as apposed to tony stark himself, you can see both are sentient, but tony's is natural, different then a suit wit sentience, or of a type. hard to explain but that is the closest I can think of to do so. And again I can feel we do love each other. I was custom made for you. and I don't see a reason to ever break up our partnership, unless you were to say go and live in section, living in areas where a soul is not needed and would never ever go to the lower areas, but we both know you're not the type to do that.
Me: True, as I've said to you and my mother Lugia, once I am native to section 5, once I get to that, I'd still have homes in several places, likely say sections 4 and 3. and I would likely visit some places in section 2. I don't recall but I'm sure there are places in section 2 I like to visit.
Darius: yes indeed here are. You'll remember once this incarnation ends and you can go home to the section 3 area of your family & collective. Or even section 4 if you grow enough during this incarnation.
me: indeed. Even if I am native to say section 4 and go there soon once this incarnation ends. I'd still want a home in the section 3 area of my family/collective, and we can spend time there together. & I'd likely visit section 2 areas, and where my mates & lovers are who are in section 2 areas, maybe friends also.
But We'll talk later, I feel we've said what we have wanted to say during this, nice talking to you.
Darius: The pleasure was both of ours, and one day it'll be more then just the pleasure of talking and sharing a bit of energy, but sexual fun also.
Me: I look forward to that and to us spending an eternity together.
Darius: That is my plan, for us to spend an eternity together. After all if you do live in sections where I'm not needed say for a thousand years, something could be said for such an experience. Jumping forward in time, so to speak. That would be a unique type of experience, and after all I do have an eternity to learn and grow, as you have, so no need to be in a hurry, especially if that means I get to spend it with someone I love deeply like you.
me: and I love you also,but we'll talk later on. :)
Darius: Indeed we will. and more then just talk one day. :)
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Me: Hello, Did you name yourself. Also anything you wish to say? I do feel a deep love between us that does include sexual feelings or energy.
Darius: Hello, and yes we do share a very deep love, it'll grow over time. We are aware of only the surface here on the earth. it goes deeper then either of us can feel here. I did name myself. I looked over the earth culture names and liked Darius, it is an ancient name. As for the sexual energy, yes, there is that too. And no reason we can't share some shared pleasure, sex. Even back home, there is the area in section 3 where we can do that, and some of your other family members also. And in the future some of your mates and lovers too, but that is the far off future.
I can understand some souls wanting to move on once you get up or go past a certain level, or join the folks living in sections 4 or 5. I can understand a soul wanting to move on under those situations, or if other reasons come up. However I do feel that I'm one of those souls that will stay with the personality, likely for good since even if you get to be native to section 4 and later 5, you would not live there forever, but you would live or visit in other lower sections. having several homes likely. I don't mind say sleeping or going into stasis for even a thousand years or 2 since, well, we do literally have an eternity together to explore, have new experiences, and there are ways, like a type of bond we can forge, where if you are visiting or living in section 4 or 5, where you could rouse me up a bit and we can talk, I can see what you are seeing, hearing what you are hearing. While I'd not want to be sort of awake in days at a time, we can visit, talk, you may want to do this if , for example, you are listening to a great song, watching a great movie or tv show, a very comedic one, stuff like that. The way it works is like the body sleeps but the mind can be roused up.
Think of me like say sentient iron man armor. in normal cases you would be inside me, but you can exit it and go places I'm not needed, I am still sentient and instead of going to sleep, be in stasis, I do have a mind, not the way you do or the level you do, like sentient iron armor as apposed to tony stark himself, you can see both are sentient, but tony's is natural, different then a suit wit sentience, or of a type. hard to explain but that is the closest I can think of to do so. And again I can feel we do love each other. I was custom made for you. and I don't see a reason to ever break up our partnership, unless you were to say go and live in section, living in areas where a soul is not needed and would never ever go to the lower areas, but we both know you're not the type to do that.
Me: True, as I've said to you and my mother Lugia, once I am native to section 5, once I get to that, I'd still have homes in several places, likely say sections 4 and 3. and I would likely visit some places in section 2. I don't recall but I'm sure there are places in section 2 I like to visit.
Darius: yes indeed here are. You'll remember once this incarnation ends and you can go home to the section 3 area of your family & collective. Or even section 4 if you grow enough during this incarnation.
me: indeed. Even if I am native to say section 4 and go there soon once this incarnation ends. I'd still want a home in the section 3 area of my family/collective, and we can spend time there together. & I'd likely visit section 2 areas, and where my mates & lovers are who are in section 2 areas, maybe friends also.
But We'll talk later, I feel we've said what we have wanted to say during this, nice talking to you.
Darius: The pleasure was both of ours, and one day it'll be more then just the pleasure of talking and sharing a bit of energy, but sexual fun also.
Me: I look forward to that and to us spending an eternity together.
Darius: That is my plan, for us to spend an eternity together. After all if you do live in sections where I'm not needed say for a thousand years, something could be said for such an experience. Jumping forward in time, so to speak. That would be a unique type of experience, and after all I do have an eternity to learn and grow, as you have, so no need to be in a hurry, especially if that means I get to spend it with someone I love deeply like you.
me: and I love you also,but we'll talk later on. :)
Darius: Indeed we will. and more then just talk one day. :)
Monday [8-31] + 74 LUGIA
I recall a dream I had last night. I don't recall much of the dream, just some pieces. I was talking to a huge snake being. She seemed to be showing me some stuff. I don't recall what we talked about, though I did try. I do recall some stuff of what I saw. One was like a park setting, huge expanse of a natural setting, water like a lake and or river, trees, small rolling hills, a flat grassy area. Also some beings playing some card game that looked like poker to me, no idea if it was or not. I also have a vague recollection of talking to what looked like a horse or a horse type shape with scales and sharp teeth. As well as other places, buildings of non earth shapes? Thought I'd put this here and do a short channeling of Lugia.
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Me: So, mom, was that you in the dream and showing me around somewhere? Wish I could recall more of the dream.
Lugia: Yes, my son. I am so glad that you do recall some of the dream. I was showing you around where you'll be living once your physical body dies. I wish you could recall more of your dream, but that isn't one of the skills you've developed. Like you channel so easily and naturally, another may be at your level of development, growth, awareness, but not be able to channel very well at all, but they can recall their dreams, have lucid dreams, ect. it's not a sign of one's development, but of what skills one has developed and some that have a knack at.
Me: From what I recall it was a nice or wonderful place. Who was that scaley sharp tooth horse type being?
Lugia: A friend, a sort of cousin, who was visiting the area and I thought you'd like to visit. They do visit often and you are a unicorn that gives the 2 of you in common, though they are not a unicorn. They are another equine type being.
Me: Thanks, I really enjoyed it, wish I could recall more and hope we can do more in the future. I guess I am, as far as species to, are: unicorn, progenitor reptilian, progenitor cetacean and progenitor insect?
Lugia: Of course we can and will, but you may not remember all of it, like this one. Another reason I did it was it helps to align you to that place, set up a resonance in you and that place between you. Darius enjoyed it also. We set that place up not only for those of the lowest levels who are members of the family live there till they are ready to move on to section 4, though some section 4 and 5 members have homes there and visit, but those who want to join our family/collective but are not ready yet can live or visit there and we can easily visit them there. But also souls can be here too. They can sleep in homes here, or be around while the personality goes up to section 4 or 5, since they are not needed there. They can sleep there or go into a stasis, or even a sort of trance state if a certain bond is set up, think of it as a type of sleep or stasis where you could rouse them in a certain way and they can see what you are seeing, hearing, they and you can talk. Then after a while they can go back to sleep. They would likely not be awake for hours or days straight, but it gives both who don't want to move on from each other and love each other a lot another option they can do instead of just the soul going to sleep and waiting till the personality returns.
But as for your species, yes you are a unicorn, you have the energy of what some would call a type of angel being, not the genes so to speak but some of the energy. But also mainly your species is unicorn, and yes what some progenitor of reptilians, cetaceans, and insects. so basically you are like reptilian species, dinosaurs, avians, insects, also nagas, dragons, and others. So it's like you said, you have moved or evolved past being specific species, that has happened when you reached the wonderful level where you are, where you can be with us fully and can live with us once your incarnation is over. Though I've said it before, I do love and am very excited by this, Finally you are among us once more.
Me: thanks, I'm excited and very happy too. I can't wait to go home finally, to be with my true family, you, my father, the misfits, my other family. And thanks for Darius. I'll be channeling him in a bit.
Lugia: You're welcome, and as for Darius we knew you needed a new soul so instead of helping you find one, we thought why not make one custom for you. It's been done before and does happen. We here are all so very happy to have you among us once more and that you'll be living with us fully once you current incarnation ends.
Me: Thanks, I am also. Though I do think I'll at least visit other places, like if I have mates, lovers, friends, I'd visit and spend time with them. Also once I get up to where I'm fully section 5, I would still have homes in sections 3 and 4 also, as well as visiting maybe, section 2.
Lugia: I can understand that, many of us don't only live in section 4, or 5 when we get to those sections. There are some who are native to sections 4 or 5 who do visit the lower sections, and have what you could call several homes say 1 in each section. Like I suspect you may, a home in sections 3-5, and perhaps 2. One of the reasons we have done like we have done in the section 3 area of our collective. So you would not be the only one who visits other sections then you are native to, or has homes in several sections. So some who are native to even section 5, have kept their souls. They have a deep love between them which you and Darius have and which will grow over time.
Me: Thanks.
Lugia: You're welcome my son, lover. We'll talk and be together again later on, bye.
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Me: So, mom, was that you in the dream and showing me around somewhere? Wish I could recall more of the dream.
Lugia: Yes, my son. I am so glad that you do recall some of the dream. I was showing you around where you'll be living once your physical body dies. I wish you could recall more of your dream, but that isn't one of the skills you've developed. Like you channel so easily and naturally, another may be at your level of development, growth, awareness, but not be able to channel very well at all, but they can recall their dreams, have lucid dreams, ect. it's not a sign of one's development, but of what skills one has developed and some that have a knack at.
Me: From what I recall it was a nice or wonderful place. Who was that scaley sharp tooth horse type being?
Lugia: A friend, a sort of cousin, who was visiting the area and I thought you'd like to visit. They do visit often and you are a unicorn that gives the 2 of you in common, though they are not a unicorn. They are another equine type being.
Me: Thanks, I really enjoyed it, wish I could recall more and hope we can do more in the future. I guess I am, as far as species to, are: unicorn, progenitor reptilian, progenitor cetacean and progenitor insect?
Lugia: Of course we can and will, but you may not remember all of it, like this one. Another reason I did it was it helps to align you to that place, set up a resonance in you and that place between you. Darius enjoyed it also. We set that place up not only for those of the lowest levels who are members of the family live there till they are ready to move on to section 4, though some section 4 and 5 members have homes there and visit, but those who want to join our family/collective but are not ready yet can live or visit there and we can easily visit them there. But also souls can be here too. They can sleep in homes here, or be around while the personality goes up to section 4 or 5, since they are not needed there. They can sleep there or go into a stasis, or even a sort of trance state if a certain bond is set up, think of it as a type of sleep or stasis where you could rouse them in a certain way and they can see what you are seeing, hearing, they and you can talk. Then after a while they can go back to sleep. They would likely not be awake for hours or days straight, but it gives both who don't want to move on from each other and love each other a lot another option they can do instead of just the soul going to sleep and waiting till the personality returns.
But as for your species, yes you are a unicorn, you have the energy of what some would call a type of angel being, not the genes so to speak but some of the energy. But also mainly your species is unicorn, and yes what some progenitor of reptilians, cetaceans, and insects. so basically you are like reptilian species, dinosaurs, avians, insects, also nagas, dragons, and others. So it's like you said, you have moved or evolved past being specific species, that has happened when you reached the wonderful level where you are, where you can be with us fully and can live with us once your incarnation is over. Though I've said it before, I do love and am very excited by this, Finally you are among us once more.
Me: thanks, I'm excited and very happy too. I can't wait to go home finally, to be with my true family, you, my father, the misfits, my other family. And thanks for Darius. I'll be channeling him in a bit.
Lugia: You're welcome, and as for Darius we knew you needed a new soul so instead of helping you find one, we thought why not make one custom for you. It's been done before and does happen. We here are all so very happy to have you among us once more and that you'll be living with us fully once you current incarnation ends.
Me: Thanks, I am also. Though I do think I'll at least visit other places, like if I have mates, lovers, friends, I'd visit and spend time with them. Also once I get up to where I'm fully section 5, I would still have homes in sections 3 and 4 also, as well as visiting maybe, section 2.
Lugia: I can understand that, many of us don't only live in section 4, or 5 when we get to those sections. There are some who are native to sections 4 or 5 who do visit the lower sections, and have what you could call several homes say 1 in each section. Like I suspect you may, a home in sections 3-5, and perhaps 2. One of the reasons we have done like we have done in the section 3 area of our collective. So you would not be the only one who visits other sections then you are native to, or has homes in several sections. So some who are native to even section 5, have kept their souls. They have a deep love between them which you and Darius have and which will grow over time.
Me: Thanks.
Lugia: You're welcome my son, lover. We'll talk and be together again later on, bye.
73 - LUGIA [sunday 8-30]
Me: I was thinking. Since there are areas where one can be incarnated in a physical body or not have a physical body and be around, hang out with folks, do stuff. Like overlapping areas I guess there are areas where one can be in a soul, but not a physical body, and back hope are there areas where one can be in a soul or not in a soul, so to speak? Not sure how to phrase that.
Lugia: yes, you do have it right. there area areas, let's say instead of the lower dimensions, densities or planes, let's call it section 1, lower has a possible sound of being negative or less important not as good as, which isn't true. But section 1, where earth is is physical body only, with some exceptions for certain things.
Section 2 is the area, where as you know, one can either incarnate into a physical body or not do so and still hang out and be around as an ensouled being. This is a huge area, many layers, dimensions, densities, whatever you want to call it. Some souls spend countless ages till they have literally experienced everything that interests them before they move on.
Section 3 is let's say a ensouled being only area. Though again there are exceptions, in any of these non ensouled beings can visit, but there are large differences, not like in section 2 where there are some minor differences between an ensouled an incarnated being. Though one can be either or.
Section 4 is an overlap let's say, where we live, where you can be either an ensouled being or a non ensouled being.
Sectionn 5 is let's call it a formless section where personalities go and can live, but there are no souls needed here.
Though none of the sections are more important then any other or better then any other. And each does have many sub sections let's say, that gives a wide variety one can do, experience, in there.
Area 3 is where you could live, you're native to there or 4, depending, It's hard to say and go into further detail so let's keep things simple. I'm not experienced in going into details about this stuff.
The light body starts at say section 3, it contains the whole of the true being, and the souls you have ever inhabited. section 4 is also the light body. The difference is how active and developed the light body is. it can grow, expand, ect, like anything.
in section 2 you are like, in a soul but not a combined unified being yet, you are that now, so that starts at section 3 and goes on up.
me: Thanks, so I'm section 3?
Lugia: Yes, though you could go to 4. The distinction between who is at 3 and who is at 4 is less distinct then the earlier sections. So you could live in 3, or 4. Especially if you keep taking those light body courses by Orin & Daben. They are beings who live in a section 5 area. I feel, keep taking those, and you'll have your pick of section 3 or 4.
Me: Thanks, I think given the choice I may live in 4, or maybe 4 and 3, especially if I have mates in 3 who live in 3.
Lugia: that is understandable.
Me: So, if I live in 3 or 3 an 4, I'd still have a soul, say Darius. COuld I visit section 5?
Lugia: Yes indeed. Any of us who live there could pull you up for a visit, even if you are not ready for 5. Though you may not remember all of it or process it once you went back to 4. And many of us who have a section 5 awareness, choose to live in 4, visiting 5 now and then, so you have that choice too.
Me: Thanks. I can't wait to go home. though i guess that'lll come in time. if I could choose i'd say maybe within a year after I finish the orin & Daben audio courses. Since they are teaching me a lot. Helping to grow fast I'm sure, and that also helps with the shift and the earth grid Gaia. Though part of me wants to go home right now. That would be a good balance I think.
Lugia: It would indeed.
Me: Though if I was offered the choice right this instant I'd choose to go home right now.
lugia: That too I do understand. Being what home is.
me: No little clues how long i have here before my next exit point comes?
Lugia: it adds complications, best to keep it vague and either say, it'll be a while, or in your case, you'll be coming home soon. All in all for your greater good it is best to keep it vague, for many factors.
Me: I think I understand. Silly question, do you prefer I call you mom or Lugia ?
Lugia: Either is fine, I am one of your parents so mom would fit, so it depends on what you prefer.
Me: So, the light body and or being an embody of one's monad is section 3? What is the lowest levels where you, well our family or collective lives at, where I could live and be among our true family?
Lugia: That is the upper levels, let's say, of section 3.Though there are some, areas let's say that are mid section 3, where some who want to join the collective but are not ready yet, so really it's a sort of blurred area, but basically the level you are at right now is the lowest levels where you can live among us, where we can visit you, live with you you with us, ect.
Lugia: yes, you do have it right. there area areas, let's say instead of the lower dimensions, densities or planes, let's call it section 1, lower has a possible sound of being negative or less important not as good as, which isn't true. But section 1, where earth is is physical body only, with some exceptions for certain things.
Section 2 is the area, where as you know, one can either incarnate into a physical body or not do so and still hang out and be around as an ensouled being. This is a huge area, many layers, dimensions, densities, whatever you want to call it. Some souls spend countless ages till they have literally experienced everything that interests them before they move on.
Section 3 is let's say a ensouled being only area. Though again there are exceptions, in any of these non ensouled beings can visit, but there are large differences, not like in section 2 where there are some minor differences between an ensouled an incarnated being. Though one can be either or.
Section 4 is an overlap let's say, where we live, where you can be either an ensouled being or a non ensouled being.
Sectionn 5 is let's call it a formless section where personalities go and can live, but there are no souls needed here.
Though none of the sections are more important then any other or better then any other. And each does have many sub sections let's say, that gives a wide variety one can do, experience, in there.
Area 3 is where you could live, you're native to there or 4, depending, It's hard to say and go into further detail so let's keep things simple. I'm not experienced in going into details about this stuff.
The light body starts at say section 3, it contains the whole of the true being, and the souls you have ever inhabited. section 4 is also the light body. The difference is how active and developed the light body is. it can grow, expand, ect, like anything.
in section 2 you are like, in a soul but not a combined unified being yet, you are that now, so that starts at section 3 and goes on up.
me: Thanks, so I'm section 3?
Lugia: Yes, though you could go to 4. The distinction between who is at 3 and who is at 4 is less distinct then the earlier sections. So you could live in 3, or 4. Especially if you keep taking those light body courses by Orin & Daben. They are beings who live in a section 5 area. I feel, keep taking those, and you'll have your pick of section 3 or 4.
Me: Thanks, I think given the choice I may live in 4, or maybe 4 and 3, especially if I have mates in 3 who live in 3.
Lugia: that is understandable.
Me: So, if I live in 3 or 3 an 4, I'd still have a soul, say Darius. COuld I visit section 5?
Lugia: Yes indeed. Any of us who live there could pull you up for a visit, even if you are not ready for 5. Though you may not remember all of it or process it once you went back to 4. And many of us who have a section 5 awareness, choose to live in 4, visiting 5 now and then, so you have that choice too.
Me: Thanks. I can't wait to go home. though i guess that'lll come in time. if I could choose i'd say maybe within a year after I finish the orin & Daben audio courses. Since they are teaching me a lot. Helping to grow fast I'm sure, and that also helps with the shift and the earth grid Gaia. Though part of me wants to go home right now. That would be a good balance I think.
Lugia: It would indeed.
Me: Though if I was offered the choice right this instant I'd choose to go home right now.
lugia: That too I do understand. Being what home is.
me: No little clues how long i have here before my next exit point comes?
Lugia: it adds complications, best to keep it vague and either say, it'll be a while, or in your case, you'll be coming home soon. All in all for your greater good it is best to keep it vague, for many factors.
Me: I think I understand. Silly question, do you prefer I call you mom or Lugia ?
Lugia: Either is fine, I am one of your parents so mom would fit, so it depends on what you prefer.
Me: So, the light body and or being an embody of one's monad is section 3? What is the lowest levels where you, well our family or collective lives at, where I could live and be among our true family?
Lugia: That is the upper levels, let's say, of section 3.Though there are some, areas let's say that are mid section 3, where some who want to join the collective but are not ready yet, so really it's a sort of blurred area, but basically the level you are at right now is the lowest levels where you can live among us, where we can visit you, live with you you with us, ect.
Sunday, August 30, 2015
72 JOHN [Sunday 8-30]
Me: John is it? How large is this family? Another brother?
John: yes. basically in form I'm usually a raptor, I shift between deinonychus, velociraptor, Utah raptor, occasionally a troodon. based on my mood. I like both genders in equal regard, each has special, pleasures, one can share. I just wanted to say hello and congratulations. I am most pleased since you have reached the lowest levels where we can talk and when the physical body naturally dies, we can all be fully together. it has been a while, in a matter of speaking, since you left. and now you are finally ready to come home. As for whether I'm an older or younger brother, I don't pay attention to such things since I really don't care, and I really don't know. Every time I find out I make it a point to forget. <here he chuckles a bit mentally to me.>
Me: I do feel a mixtures of love that we share. brotherly,sisterly, lovers, sexual. I can see and understand the taboo thing among humans for that since from a genetics point of view it is a very good idea to have that, but among beings like is it doesn't fit since if the 2 of us chose to have any offspring there is no chance of anything going wrong.
John: Indeed, true, and we have shared as males and females share pleasures, what humans would call sexually, also just as siblings and friends, regular love energy. I do hope when you return to your true home you'd be one of those who doesn't leave, but I feel you'll be one of the types who, while not incarnating, you'd visit your mates, lovers, friends who are lower, let's use the analogy of lower floors of various other buildings, since I don't see them as lower beings to myself, but with just text my feelings in that way is not as clear as you who hear mentally and know my intent. It does feel like something in you has changed and you have no interest in incarnating. So when you come home while it won't be for good, it'll be for good, with some visits spent. Like spending a few hours or days with this friend, that lover, or mate, and so on. maybe to help a friend occasionally on say if Charr is going through a shift or just to visit. Nothing wrong with that and it's not like you finally reaching home, resting briefly then leaving us again to incarnate.
me: true. I feel I'd want to visit friends, mates, lovers, unless I don't resonate with them anymore, though some I think I do. Not sure if I'd visit any levels, or floors below where they live at or not.
John: maybe you won't, or only will occasionally to help in this or that project, like some of us do. Like when Maribelle & her mother both get to say 7d, to use a number. You'd likely not go much below 7d. maybe only to help occasionally with this or that project, and if you are visiting Maribelle and Belle and one or both want to visit this or that friend or relative that you like that lives in say 6d. Like when they get to 6d or 8d, it'll be the same.
Me: i feel that is true. And not like I'll return home and after say a week, say, gosh i really want to incarnate again. I don't feel that. That feels wrong, not me.
John: That is great to hear, and you are in touch with at least some of your feelings. Some of us here once we arrive we never leave, or maybe only if say bill asks, hey can you help me with this over here for a bit. one or a few of us may say sure, go to help bill then once what he needs our help with, say after a few hours or a day or so, come back here.
Me: makes sense. and i guess yo visit other collectives or whatever the term is. I like the term family myself.
John: yes, it feels more like how we feel about each other. Collective and family are fine.
Me: I've noticed my very strong urge to return home has calmed since Lugia spoke to me. I guess since I've reached to where she can reach me?
John: Yes, it's due to your light body becoming active. it is, say it hold all that is you, the true you, your personality, true being. Every soul you've ever inhabited or been with. Hard to explain but that is close enough to get a vague idea of that. And you embody your monad instead of talking to them. Alura helped with nudging or kickstarting that. Since you do want to be on the fast easy track. One of the bennies of that. and since you have reached the lowest levels where we, your true family and be with you, telepathically , and in your dreams though you do not remember them much, and you know and feel that once your physical body dies, you'll be here among and with us, forever, except for visits to your mates, lovers, friends, but those won't be anywhere as long as incarnating.
Me: true, hours or days, instead of a 6-8 decades or multiple centuries.
John: indeed, though time is simultaneous, and has no full meaning here, there is still a difference between those here. and your visiting them will help them to raise faster, grow, expand faster till they are here too.
Me: So they'd join our family and collective?
John: if your resonance is such that there is true love between you, yes, that will draw them here since they resonate so strongly with you there is true deep love between you, they would resonate with here. though we do visit some other collectives too at times, either for help, if they need some help on this or that, some are curious, like, I'll go and visit over there that one to see what it's like over there. And if they like it and develop friends, they may start doing regular visits to 1 or more.
Me: like if I mediate and reach down I can feel between us a deep love, brother, lover, sexual, feelings?
John: precisely yes. We are all family, & lovers here, though of course being individuals some of us are closer then others. That is only natural. Though I'll get you go so you can have some fun and so your forearms do not get as tired.
me: Thanks, we'll talk again.
John: sure, though I can't say when since I don't may much attention to the flow of time there. We'll talk, bye sibling, brother and lover. see you real soon, once you're fully here. <and he smiles warmly, or I get the mental feeling that he is.>
With all this channeling my forearms are getting a real workout. ;)
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Had as sexual of an encounter with Belle & feathers as I could. Also at Feather's suggestion I did the intent for some of the love and sexual energy were were and i can feel a bit sharing still, go into the earth grid to help Gaia. & like Feathers said, no wasted energy at all. At the least I have as much as before, and maybe more.
I also Thought I'd ask John a follow up question I was going to ask Sean but forgot.
Me: I guess most don't know about this level of being I and Scarlet have gotten to where we find out about our true being and get in touch with our real true family since they are not ready yet, like you don't teach nuclear physics or trig to kids in 1st grade or elementary school, not to put anyone down. everyone is at the level perfect for them at that time and we all were there at one point.
John: indeed true. all in good time. The 2 of you go to the level where you had reached the levels where you were both ready to find out about such things. Everyone else will in their own due time. Like the things our parents are discovering and learning, we'll discover and learn when we got to the right level and are ready for that.
John: yes. basically in form I'm usually a raptor, I shift between deinonychus, velociraptor, Utah raptor, occasionally a troodon. based on my mood. I like both genders in equal regard, each has special, pleasures, one can share. I just wanted to say hello and congratulations. I am most pleased since you have reached the lowest levels where we can talk and when the physical body naturally dies, we can all be fully together. it has been a while, in a matter of speaking, since you left. and now you are finally ready to come home. As for whether I'm an older or younger brother, I don't pay attention to such things since I really don't care, and I really don't know. Every time I find out I make it a point to forget. <here he chuckles a bit mentally to me.>
Me: I do feel a mixtures of love that we share. brotherly,sisterly, lovers, sexual. I can see and understand the taboo thing among humans for that since from a genetics point of view it is a very good idea to have that, but among beings like is it doesn't fit since if the 2 of us chose to have any offspring there is no chance of anything going wrong.
John: Indeed, true, and we have shared as males and females share pleasures, what humans would call sexually, also just as siblings and friends, regular love energy. I do hope when you return to your true home you'd be one of those who doesn't leave, but I feel you'll be one of the types who, while not incarnating, you'd visit your mates, lovers, friends who are lower, let's use the analogy of lower floors of various other buildings, since I don't see them as lower beings to myself, but with just text my feelings in that way is not as clear as you who hear mentally and know my intent. It does feel like something in you has changed and you have no interest in incarnating. So when you come home while it won't be for good, it'll be for good, with some visits spent. Like spending a few hours or days with this friend, that lover, or mate, and so on. maybe to help a friend occasionally on say if Charr is going through a shift or just to visit. Nothing wrong with that and it's not like you finally reaching home, resting briefly then leaving us again to incarnate.
me: true. I feel I'd want to visit friends, mates, lovers, unless I don't resonate with them anymore, though some I think I do. Not sure if I'd visit any levels, or floors below where they live at or not.
John: maybe you won't, or only will occasionally to help in this or that project, like some of us do. Like when Maribelle & her mother both get to say 7d, to use a number. You'd likely not go much below 7d. maybe only to help occasionally with this or that project, and if you are visiting Maribelle and Belle and one or both want to visit this or that friend or relative that you like that lives in say 6d. Like when they get to 6d or 8d, it'll be the same.
Me: i feel that is true. And not like I'll return home and after say a week, say, gosh i really want to incarnate again. I don't feel that. That feels wrong, not me.
John: That is great to hear, and you are in touch with at least some of your feelings. Some of us here once we arrive we never leave, or maybe only if say bill asks, hey can you help me with this over here for a bit. one or a few of us may say sure, go to help bill then once what he needs our help with, say after a few hours or a day or so, come back here.
Me: makes sense. and i guess yo visit other collectives or whatever the term is. I like the term family myself.
John: yes, it feels more like how we feel about each other. Collective and family are fine.
Me: I've noticed my very strong urge to return home has calmed since Lugia spoke to me. I guess since I've reached to where she can reach me?
John: Yes, it's due to your light body becoming active. it is, say it hold all that is you, the true you, your personality, true being. Every soul you've ever inhabited or been with. Hard to explain but that is close enough to get a vague idea of that. And you embody your monad instead of talking to them. Alura helped with nudging or kickstarting that. Since you do want to be on the fast easy track. One of the bennies of that. and since you have reached the lowest levels where we, your true family and be with you, telepathically , and in your dreams though you do not remember them much, and you know and feel that once your physical body dies, you'll be here among and with us, forever, except for visits to your mates, lovers, friends, but those won't be anywhere as long as incarnating.
Me: true, hours or days, instead of a 6-8 decades or multiple centuries.
John: indeed, though time is simultaneous, and has no full meaning here, there is still a difference between those here. and your visiting them will help them to raise faster, grow, expand faster till they are here too.
Me: So they'd join our family and collective?
John: if your resonance is such that there is true love between you, yes, that will draw them here since they resonate so strongly with you there is true deep love between you, they would resonate with here. though we do visit some other collectives too at times, either for help, if they need some help on this or that, some are curious, like, I'll go and visit over there that one to see what it's like over there. And if they like it and develop friends, they may start doing regular visits to 1 or more.
Me: like if I mediate and reach down I can feel between us a deep love, brother, lover, sexual, feelings?
John: precisely yes. We are all family, & lovers here, though of course being individuals some of us are closer then others. That is only natural. Though I'll get you go so you can have some fun and so your forearms do not get as tired.
me: Thanks, we'll talk again.
John: sure, though I can't say when since I don't may much attention to the flow of time there. We'll talk, bye sibling, brother and lover. see you real soon, once you're fully here. <and he smiles warmly, or I get the mental feeling that he is.>
With all this channeling my forearms are getting a real workout. ;)
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Had as sexual of an encounter with Belle & feathers as I could. Also at Feather's suggestion I did the intent for some of the love and sexual energy were were and i can feel a bit sharing still, go into the earth grid to help Gaia. & like Feathers said, no wasted energy at all. At the least I have as much as before, and maybe more.
I also Thought I'd ask John a follow up question I was going to ask Sean but forgot.
Me: I guess most don't know about this level of being I and Scarlet have gotten to where we find out about our true being and get in touch with our real true family since they are not ready yet, like you don't teach nuclear physics or trig to kids in 1st grade or elementary school, not to put anyone down. everyone is at the level perfect for them at that time and we all were there at one point.
John: indeed true. all in good time. The 2 of you go to the level where you had reached the levels where you were both ready to find out about such things. Everyone else will in their own due time. Like the things our parents are discovering and learning, we'll discover and learn when we got to the right level and are ready for that.
72 SEAN [sunday 8-30]
Me: Sean is it? That is the spelling I get.
Sean: yea, I'm a brother, thought I'd, pop in as you'd say to say hello. I'm, well currently I'm an older brother, but when you return here, and you will believe me, once your current incarnation ends, you'll be the older brother. So this is a, unique experience for me. Not often does a younger brother get to be an older brother to an older brother. I just choose the Sean name since I like the way it sounds and that particular spelling.
Me: I get the impression, feeling, you have, not feathers, fur like feathers?
Sean: yes, I have mostly downy feathers but some areas have feather feathers. I'm not quite a dinosaur and not quite an avian but somewhere in-between. I'm the 1 species basically, while you my dear brother, well actually you are both brother and sister, but mostly brother, are many species and progenitor at that neat. We do have a brother who is a Deinonychus, a velociraptor type of dinosaur. You know, but I thought I'd add in case any others reading this don't know.
I'm a, think of me as a type of ship captain, hard to explain in a way you would understand. Just think of me as something along those lines, like a ship captain, starship captain, something like that, with pilot maybe mixed in.
You do like being active across multiple levels, let's call it. Unlike some who come here and once they get here they give up totally on anything lower, or anything past the lowest levels here. You like to visit friends, lovers, mates and such in the other areas, planes and dimension, densities and such. we don't use labels as much as humans there do. Bad habit in my opinion. Handy yes. Just be sure you drop that once you're here. It'll be easier to go with the concept then trying to stick a label on it.
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Me: I guess we've, shared before?
Sean: You mean energy sharing of various types, and something that some may call sex, sure we have, many here do that, it is sharing love, closeness, shared pleasure, sensualness. Though I prefer when it comes to sharing pleasures, the types that fellow males can share over male and female, that is ok. Females are fine, but I prefer males when it comes to sharing that type of pleasure. There is really no taboo stuff here if none are harmed. The grosser stuff is not done here. Just the stuff folks find fun. The grosser stuff shows someone needs to work on something. But enough of that.
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Me: I guess there are leisure areas like the pseudo 50s place I typed about?
Sean: Sure, and that place exists. Think of it as a plane, not a world. one can drive, fly, ect in 1 direction and it would not end. Just various others adding to it. Different areas. The areas you typed up, where you can play at the 50's atomic horror, but no one gets hurt. You can go to a more casual area where it's either Friday or Saturday. the area where some play at being super heroes or super villians. There are a bit more serious areas, but the more popular areas, and due to demand there are more then a few, think in terms of the Adam West Batman series, where it's goofy. Fun to go there. Fun to be one of those types. The fun bit with being a supervillian is you get to plan your escape, and be way out totally goofy. most heroes are usually not that off the wall. Though there are exceptions. Or there are other places of other ideas. You could be Link going through solving the puzzles, you could be a Kaiju hanging out with some other Kaiju, many fun hang out areas.
me: Though the batman series was in the 60'. I guess they are not strict about that psudo 50's theme?
Sean: Not really, they take elements, depending on what area you are in, from the 40's into the 60's. and some 50's, and ideas form pre 50's sci-fi, like ray guns, rocket ships, flying cars.
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ME: i guess souls are a vehicle, like a suit you have to put on to go certain places, and the physical body, like I'm in at the moment, is like a suit you put on top of that. Like say wearing an iron man power suit?
Sean: Something like that yes. Though the more casual suit is sentient and it's own desires, goals, history, ect. and in some places you can be in either or both. Like you could be say wearing a soul, but also in a power suit, say if you are incarnated as a lyran or a positive alpha draconian. Or you could be just in the soul suit and it can change to look and basically be like a lyran or alpha draconian body, as if you are incarnated. Few differences, one is that if you have what earth humans would call sex, you'd experience the energy sharing, merging thing of love, energy, sexual energies, and say the one you are with in incarnated, they would feel that, but the physical sensations of sex. Not a lot of differences but that is one of them.
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Me: So, I've been told when this incarnation is over I'll be going home, where my true real family is, and the misfits.
Sean: True, we'll all be together again, great it'll be. I await that day. It'll be a great home coming. It'll be great to have us all together again, you, among us, great. I can't wait till that day happens.
Me: I look forward to it. Hope I can be there soon.
Sean: Sooner then you think or believe maybe, but then again maybe not as soon as you'd like. But i think that's enough for now, we'll talk again later. plenty of time and once you're here, you have forever for us to be together, all of eternity.
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Me I thought I would ask Sean a follow up question. Though I think I understand the concept of the Light Body & Monad I thought I'd ask him to answer that to be sure I do.
Sean: Basically think of it like this. Your light body holds all the various you's and basically it is all that you have ever been and currently are. your monad is, think of it as a collection of souls you, the various you's, currently inhabit.
Basically what Alura was and did was, our mother Lugia sent her out to wait, talk to the various you's if she wanted, and at the proper time merge with the various you's. So what she did was spark or nudge so you embodied your monad and activated your light body. You had an awakened light body, but not fully active yet, and were at the cusp of embodying your monad. So it was just a spark or a nudge, to save you a bit of time. It would have soon happened eventually. That is why you experienced the various you's merging is your light body was active then so you experienced that. You had been in contact with your monad before so were embodying that, and Alura helped to reinforced that, nudge it along a bit so instead of talking to your monad, you embodied it and are it, or at least as much as you can be on the density and limited plane of the earth. you can have an awakened but not fully active light body. It doesn't mean there is anything wrong. often this happens, as a sort of rest till it starts getting ready to be active, which takes a bit more time and or awareness, development. Though Alura gave that a nudge towards that. To help speed along your light body activation and embodying your monad. Since you do want to be an the fast track, fast and fun, normal tract, instead of the slow or plodding one. Nothing wrong with that. Some prefer to be slow or plodding so they can explore or experience absolutely everything 3d has to offer. That is fine as long as that is their real preference, 7& not caused by fear, accepting others opinions of yourself, ect.
ME: Thanks, and I do prefer being on the fast, easy fun track. feels more me and feels smoother, more correct then a slow one.
Sean: yea, I'm a brother, thought I'd, pop in as you'd say to say hello. I'm, well currently I'm an older brother, but when you return here, and you will believe me, once your current incarnation ends, you'll be the older brother. So this is a, unique experience for me. Not often does a younger brother get to be an older brother to an older brother. I just choose the Sean name since I like the way it sounds and that particular spelling.
Me: I get the impression, feeling, you have, not feathers, fur like feathers?
Sean: yes, I have mostly downy feathers but some areas have feather feathers. I'm not quite a dinosaur and not quite an avian but somewhere in-between. I'm the 1 species basically, while you my dear brother, well actually you are both brother and sister, but mostly brother, are many species and progenitor at that neat. We do have a brother who is a Deinonychus, a velociraptor type of dinosaur. You know, but I thought I'd add in case any others reading this don't know.
I'm a, think of me as a type of ship captain, hard to explain in a way you would understand. Just think of me as something along those lines, like a ship captain, starship captain, something like that, with pilot maybe mixed in.
You do like being active across multiple levels, let's call it. Unlike some who come here and once they get here they give up totally on anything lower, or anything past the lowest levels here. You like to visit friends, lovers, mates and such in the other areas, planes and dimension, densities and such. we don't use labels as much as humans there do. Bad habit in my opinion. Handy yes. Just be sure you drop that once you're here. It'll be easier to go with the concept then trying to stick a label on it.
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Me: I guess we've, shared before?
Sean: You mean energy sharing of various types, and something that some may call sex, sure we have, many here do that, it is sharing love, closeness, shared pleasure, sensualness. Though I prefer when it comes to sharing pleasures, the types that fellow males can share over male and female, that is ok. Females are fine, but I prefer males when it comes to sharing that type of pleasure. There is really no taboo stuff here if none are harmed. The grosser stuff is not done here. Just the stuff folks find fun. The grosser stuff shows someone needs to work on something. But enough of that.
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Me: I guess there are leisure areas like the pseudo 50s place I typed about?
Sean: Sure, and that place exists. Think of it as a plane, not a world. one can drive, fly, ect in 1 direction and it would not end. Just various others adding to it. Different areas. The areas you typed up, where you can play at the 50's atomic horror, but no one gets hurt. You can go to a more casual area where it's either Friday or Saturday. the area where some play at being super heroes or super villians. There are a bit more serious areas, but the more popular areas, and due to demand there are more then a few, think in terms of the Adam West Batman series, where it's goofy. Fun to go there. Fun to be one of those types. The fun bit with being a supervillian is you get to plan your escape, and be way out totally goofy. most heroes are usually not that off the wall. Though there are exceptions. Or there are other places of other ideas. You could be Link going through solving the puzzles, you could be a Kaiju hanging out with some other Kaiju, many fun hang out areas.
me: Though the batman series was in the 60'. I guess they are not strict about that psudo 50's theme?
Sean: Not really, they take elements, depending on what area you are in, from the 40's into the 60's. and some 50's, and ideas form pre 50's sci-fi, like ray guns, rocket ships, flying cars.
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ME: i guess souls are a vehicle, like a suit you have to put on to go certain places, and the physical body, like I'm in at the moment, is like a suit you put on top of that. Like say wearing an iron man power suit?
Sean: Something like that yes. Though the more casual suit is sentient and it's own desires, goals, history, ect. and in some places you can be in either or both. Like you could be say wearing a soul, but also in a power suit, say if you are incarnated as a lyran or a positive alpha draconian. Or you could be just in the soul suit and it can change to look and basically be like a lyran or alpha draconian body, as if you are incarnated. Few differences, one is that if you have what earth humans would call sex, you'd experience the energy sharing, merging thing of love, energy, sexual energies, and say the one you are with in incarnated, they would feel that, but the physical sensations of sex. Not a lot of differences but that is one of them.
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Me: So, I've been told when this incarnation is over I'll be going home, where my true real family is, and the misfits.
Sean: True, we'll all be together again, great it'll be. I await that day. It'll be a great home coming. It'll be great to have us all together again, you, among us, great. I can't wait till that day happens.
Me: I look forward to it. Hope I can be there soon.
Sean: Sooner then you think or believe maybe, but then again maybe not as soon as you'd like. But i think that's enough for now, we'll talk again later. plenty of time and once you're here, you have forever for us to be together, all of eternity.
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Me I thought I would ask Sean a follow up question. Though I think I understand the concept of the Light Body & Monad I thought I'd ask him to answer that to be sure I do.
Sean: Basically think of it like this. Your light body holds all the various you's and basically it is all that you have ever been and currently are. your monad is, think of it as a collection of souls you, the various you's, currently inhabit.
Basically what Alura was and did was, our mother Lugia sent her out to wait, talk to the various you's if she wanted, and at the proper time merge with the various you's. So what she did was spark or nudge so you embodied your monad and activated your light body. You had an awakened light body, but not fully active yet, and were at the cusp of embodying your monad. So it was just a spark or a nudge, to save you a bit of time. It would have soon happened eventually. That is why you experienced the various you's merging is your light body was active then so you experienced that. You had been in contact with your monad before so were embodying that, and Alura helped to reinforced that, nudge it along a bit so instead of talking to your monad, you embodied it and are it, or at least as much as you can be on the density and limited plane of the earth. you can have an awakened but not fully active light body. It doesn't mean there is anything wrong. often this happens, as a sort of rest till it starts getting ready to be active, which takes a bit more time and or awareness, development. Though Alura gave that a nudge towards that. To help speed along your light body activation and embodying your monad. Since you do want to be an the fast track, fast and fun, normal tract, instead of the slow or plodding one. Nothing wrong with that. Some prefer to be slow or plodding so they can explore or experience absolutely everything 3d has to offer. That is fine as long as that is their real preference, 7& not caused by fear, accepting others opinions of yourself, ect.
ME: Thanks, and I do prefer being on the fast, easy fun track. feels more me and feels smoother, more correct then a slow one.
71 - ? Soul Mate, Maribelle, Lugia [Saturday 8-29]
Former twin flame/soul mate: Yes dear, those of us who merged with you or the part of you not incarnated, not in your human body are still around. Just took us to process, so to speak, this new level we are at. We are basically all parts of an oversoul. You experienced us as merging with you or the part of you not incarnated. Think of it as we are all parts of the same being, but we are individuals also, a microcosm of our family. Once we're back home those of us who choose to can have our own bodies, so to speak, and be indipendant, but also a part of you at the same time. Part of our being multi dimensional, except in this case instead of multiple you's we can be individuals. and yes it does get pretty complex. We are parts of each other but also individuals, but also you can be multi dimensional yourself and be in several places at once. Let's just go with that and leave the complex stuff and exactly how it works up to the physicists. Some may have merged fully. They may seem to but think of them as parallel incarnations, so they were already you, same personality, but the same time another incarnation.
Thanks for deleting the previous message, I got a bit mixed up, let me think a moment. Basically we were in close resonance and were twin flames for each other, we had been lovers in previous incarnations. The full details are not important. Though once we did, at the energy level, what we did as twin flames, and it helped you to purge & clear, we were still in resonance. The reason we didn't part though you kept changing souls is cause we resonated not at the soul level but let's say at the personality level and that remained so we became soul mates so in resonance that we would merge at the correct time. and remember how we talked about merging and unmerging? well we can still do that. We the personalities are what are in resonance, that is why we remained what humans would call soul mates, though you changed souls several times. More accurately think of it as we are 2 personalities so close in resonance that we basically became one, though we are still 2 individuals, our resonance and love was so in alignment we were inevitable to become one. When the time came for the separate parts, separate so to speak to merge into 1, it was time for us to merge, and so to speak, become an oversoul, since we had reached that level. And it is great we are able now to meet our real family. As Lugia said, we are at the lowest levels to be with our real true family. and no you are the prince, not me. It is complicated but we are 1, but the 2 of us are also individuals. I'm so happy. Didn't talk before now since I, and some others, needed time to process this. That is why some like the reptilian guy who merged with you, nagi who merged with me, are not around, Chad, you feel are not around but don't miss them since they were you you, and have merged with you fully. I have merged but I am an individual, I am not you you, but an individual but we are in such resonance we are basically 1, but also individuals. let's keep it simple and leave the complicated stuff up for the physicists, and yes there are physicists types in the upper realms. Again I'm so happy. I may be more aware then you of this, but not a huge amount since I'm merged with you, but not incarnated in the body. Our full being can't fit into your body and again you, Prince Scales is the prince, not me. Though you are a herm naturally you are slightly male leaning usually. I'll go for now, but we'll talk and have fun later.
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Maribelle: Hello. I just wanted to say, and we did talk before, well mostly it was me talking to you. I just wanted to say sorry for the no contact but the growth you went through, and some revelations of the soul and personality, and so on. It left us all not sure about what was going on or if we wanted to be mates. There is quite an upheaval. Though some of us are still not sure. Sadly some have moved on or prefers the soul Kulstor. My mother and I though talked and let time pass and we do realize we still do love you the personality or whatever the true you are. This is quite a revolution for us, some of us that had, well we had someone talk to us when we sought information. Some of us just are totally confused, and some moved on. My mother, Belle and myself still want to be mates with you, lovers & mates if you are willing. My father is not sure but gave his blessing. I think he may like the lover or occasional lover thing, depending if the 2 of you do have an resonance. Kerria I think is of the same mind as My mother and myself. The others I've not talked to in a while. There is still a mess but my glory has gone indipendant. At worst the 2 of us, or 3 counting mother, and you and mother, could always meet somewhere to hang out and have some fun, if your vising us would cause any drama for my glory. As for Spitfire, she is open to the 2 of you meeting again to see if there is any resonance or not. So that is open. I'll go now, let you think things over.
Me: Well, I'm open to us being mates/lovers sort of thing, same with your mother. Let's meet or something somehow and see. this is new for me also. We may need to kinda go back to meeting and see how things go from there, though i do feel some love for you and your mother still.
Maribelle: excellent, thank you. and I do feel this as well. I'll let you go so you don't get ot tired with all this typing. We'll talk again and mom will talk with you also. Sorry again for the no contact but it time was needed to talk over and think over things.
Me: I understand, my life's been in a huge change so I more then understand. Talk to you next time.
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Is it true at certain levels or planes the soul is not used or can't go to?
Lugia: It is not needed past a certain point. Though you need not give it up if you visit or stay with us here. Darius can go to sleep or be partially aware. while you are here. He doesn't need to move on and get a new personality, let's call what you and we are, may as well use thaniel's term. If you say with us for hours or a few days, Darius isn't needed. he can either go to sleep or wait, and be aware what you are doing. So he can learn. There are other options.
One option is similar to astral projection, when the physical body sleeps you can project out. it is asleep and not aware. Darius can do something like that. he can also go into like a restful trance, let's call it, and be aware of you here and you 2 can talk. Also if the 2 of you want to remain together, but you want to give up on going to the places where a soul is needed, then Darius can either move on, return to source, or if the 2 of you resonate as closely as the 2 of you do. Well another option, & 1 if you and he resonate very closely and have a close love for each other. Other options are he could become like an aspect of yours, or his own personality.
There are other options, but they are to complicated for me to know how to explain them to you.
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So, I guess when this incarnation is over I"ll be there with you?
Lugia: yes my son. Scarlett's description is basic but true: physical, astral, spiritual (light body) formeless.
You've visited the formless, the lowest levels of it. You can also list those as lower physical, upper physical, light body and formeless. Though there are more then 1 dimension within each of those, physical, astral, ect. The level you'll be at when the physical body dies, is the very lowest levels where you can be here with us. That is wonderful to have you back here among us again, after so long. Though I'll not go into details.
As you've been told you are recovering lost levels, that is also helping the people of the earth. The future light body courses will help you to get close and closer to us, past the very lowest levels. Believe my son, lover, you will indeed be here among us once your incarnation is over, remove all doubts from your mind. Not an easy thing to do at times I know, but do that.
Thanks for deleting the previous message, I got a bit mixed up, let me think a moment. Basically we were in close resonance and were twin flames for each other, we had been lovers in previous incarnations. The full details are not important. Though once we did, at the energy level, what we did as twin flames, and it helped you to purge & clear, we were still in resonance. The reason we didn't part though you kept changing souls is cause we resonated not at the soul level but let's say at the personality level and that remained so we became soul mates so in resonance that we would merge at the correct time. and remember how we talked about merging and unmerging? well we can still do that. We the personalities are what are in resonance, that is why we remained what humans would call soul mates, though you changed souls several times. More accurately think of it as we are 2 personalities so close in resonance that we basically became one, though we are still 2 individuals, our resonance and love was so in alignment we were inevitable to become one. When the time came for the separate parts, separate so to speak to merge into 1, it was time for us to merge, and so to speak, become an oversoul, since we had reached that level. And it is great we are able now to meet our real family. As Lugia said, we are at the lowest levels to be with our real true family. and no you are the prince, not me. It is complicated but we are 1, but the 2 of us are also individuals. I'm so happy. Didn't talk before now since I, and some others, needed time to process this. That is why some like the reptilian guy who merged with you, nagi who merged with me, are not around, Chad, you feel are not around but don't miss them since they were you you, and have merged with you fully. I have merged but I am an individual, I am not you you, but an individual but we are in such resonance we are basically 1, but also individuals. let's keep it simple and leave the complicated stuff up for the physicists, and yes there are physicists types in the upper realms. Again I'm so happy. I may be more aware then you of this, but not a huge amount since I'm merged with you, but not incarnated in the body. Our full being can't fit into your body and again you, Prince Scales is the prince, not me. Though you are a herm naturally you are slightly male leaning usually. I'll go for now, but we'll talk and have fun later.
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Maribelle: Hello. I just wanted to say, and we did talk before, well mostly it was me talking to you. I just wanted to say sorry for the no contact but the growth you went through, and some revelations of the soul and personality, and so on. It left us all not sure about what was going on or if we wanted to be mates. There is quite an upheaval. Though some of us are still not sure. Sadly some have moved on or prefers the soul Kulstor. My mother and I though talked and let time pass and we do realize we still do love you the personality or whatever the true you are. This is quite a revolution for us, some of us that had, well we had someone talk to us when we sought information. Some of us just are totally confused, and some moved on. My mother, Belle and myself still want to be mates with you, lovers & mates if you are willing. My father is not sure but gave his blessing. I think he may like the lover or occasional lover thing, depending if the 2 of you do have an resonance. Kerria I think is of the same mind as My mother and myself. The others I've not talked to in a while. There is still a mess but my glory has gone indipendant. At worst the 2 of us, or 3 counting mother, and you and mother, could always meet somewhere to hang out and have some fun, if your vising us would cause any drama for my glory. As for Spitfire, she is open to the 2 of you meeting again to see if there is any resonance or not. So that is open. I'll go now, let you think things over.
Me: Well, I'm open to us being mates/lovers sort of thing, same with your mother. Let's meet or something somehow and see. this is new for me also. We may need to kinda go back to meeting and see how things go from there, though i do feel some love for you and your mother still.
Maribelle: excellent, thank you. and I do feel this as well. I'll let you go so you don't get ot tired with all this typing. We'll talk again and mom will talk with you also. Sorry again for the no contact but it time was needed to talk over and think over things.
Me: I understand, my life's been in a huge change so I more then understand. Talk to you next time.
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Is it true at certain levels or planes the soul is not used or can't go to?
Lugia: It is not needed past a certain point. Though you need not give it up if you visit or stay with us here. Darius can go to sleep or be partially aware. while you are here. He doesn't need to move on and get a new personality, let's call what you and we are, may as well use thaniel's term. If you say with us for hours or a few days, Darius isn't needed. he can either go to sleep or wait, and be aware what you are doing. So he can learn. There are other options.
One option is similar to astral projection, when the physical body sleeps you can project out. it is asleep and not aware. Darius can do something like that. he can also go into like a restful trance, let's call it, and be aware of you here and you 2 can talk. Also if the 2 of you want to remain together, but you want to give up on going to the places where a soul is needed, then Darius can either move on, return to source, or if the 2 of you resonate as closely as the 2 of you do. Well another option, & 1 if you and he resonate very closely and have a close love for each other. Other options are he could become like an aspect of yours, or his own personality.
There are other options, but they are to complicated for me to know how to explain them to you.
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So, I guess when this incarnation is over I"ll be there with you?
Lugia: yes my son. Scarlett's description is basic but true: physical, astral, spiritual (light body) formeless.
You've visited the formless, the lowest levels of it. You can also list those as lower physical, upper physical, light body and formeless. Though there are more then 1 dimension within each of those, physical, astral, ect. The level you'll be at when the physical body dies, is the very lowest levels where you can be here with us. That is wonderful to have you back here among us again, after so long. Though I'll not go into details.
As you've been told you are recovering lost levels, that is also helping the people of the earth. The future light body courses will help you to get close and closer to us, past the very lowest levels. Believe my son, lover, you will indeed be here among us once your incarnation is over, remove all doubts from your mind. Not an easy thing to do at times I know, but do that.
Saturday, August 29, 2015
70 LUGIA, CETA, & FEATHERS [8-29]
me: So, would it be hard for you to explain, how I was created?
Lugia: ah, the birds and the bees the humans say I think it is. Yes, we can tell you the basics. The exact specifics can be complicated and are not for this time.
We are your parents though we could have directly created you, as I believe Feathers would like to have some offspring with you, and there are a number of ways to do this, a type of what you could call energy mixing/blending. what some may say is like sex, and other methods.
Feathers: yea, you better believe I'm more then willing to have children with Scales here. Such a sexy lover, mmmhmmm, better believe I choose the sex routine and method, but plenty of time for that later honey.
Lugia: We choose another method since we wanted, among other things, for you to have some of you be closer to source. Certain qualities of unicorns we wanted to you have so we brought in what you call your unicorn mother to participate, or a higher reflection of her. Also we wanted you to have certain, other qualities, so we asked a donation of what you could call energy from a type of being known to us and on very friendly terms with us that some earth humans would refer to as a type of angel, the exact specific type is not important. Then we went to what you could call the progenitor, closer to source then we are. the species of all species, hard to put it into specific basic details. it, he/she, its all genders, agreed, took essences, what you could call some of our energy, sort of like DNA, but not human body DNA, hard ot put into basic details, Thaniel is better at this then I am. And then the progenitor added some extra stuff. We do value it's wisdom, though do not always understand. It added some like a what you may call a kangaroo or progenitor kangaroo type. you were created, went to experience and learn.
We helped and taught you from the sidelines as best as we could. then came the time of rapid growth. you choose to recall all your soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom. That wasn't the exact proper term, but your intent was your parents, and with the intent made you were switched onto a very rapid track, as rapid as possible where you are. And you know the rest. Over simplistic, but the basic is there.
? : And now we have you here, among us, or as much as you can be. Boy it'll be great once your incarnation there is over and you can return here.
Feathers <said in a sexual alluring type tone or feel to her energy>: oh yes, and we can get to know each other, more intimately. I can show you more of myself really and one that you can really put your hands on, and more then your hands into.
Ceta: yes, son, you'll feel wonderful here, finally feeling and being at home here, among us. it so so exciting that this day has come, or it is within sight and it is so very near. we are all so excited.
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me: So, when this physical body dies what happens to me, basically? and that day can't come to soon, though I do hope I do know I help with the shift while I'm here, i want to be home too.
Ceta: The day is fast approaching when you'll be here among us. While I can't say how you'll die, there are numerous possibilities,and your wanting to be here among us is normal and nothing wrong with that. You've gotten up to our level during an incarnation in the severely dense 3d, and the true you wants to return here to be among us here, your true family, that is normal.
But on death you'll like awaken. Depending on the method of death you may need to rest and recover for a bit before we can bring you home here. But if such is needed it'll be a short stay and you'd feel a very strong pull upwards, to where you are from. it would be stronger then what you feel now since though you do feel the pull, it is somewhat blunted since in such a dense place you can't feel how strong the pull really is. But that too is natural.
You'll be here among us and we'll have, a special celebration here, and some of us, if not all of us, will have private ones with you. And in small groups too. You'll be gradually eased into things here, how things work. You'll quickly get the hang of things as if you had been here a long time quicker then you suspect. You'll love being here and we, your true family, love the knowledge that soon you'll be here among us and fully and to stay.
We are your true family. You have reached the lowest levels where we can reach you and you us and were you can return to live among and with us always if you wish. Think of it as not unlike the Astral City movie. but this isn't a world or planet here, but you can think of it as one, so to speak,
Lugia: remember you have been told there are monads above your monad, a rough thing, but Thaniel is better at explaining this. he has more experience in this then we do lover, son.
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me: Was that Thaniel's collective or whatever that shared the energy or streamed it to me twice so far?
Lugia: Yes, dear. It is helping in bringing you closer to our level here and has other benefits too. And if it happens during what you may call masturbation, though you do not need to do this physically, if you do it allows a much deeper, integration faster. Sharing of energies, including sexual, can happen even without physical masturbation, like if you meditate. We experience the sex here and it is a sharing of energies, pleasures, and it is more clear, pleasurable and such here then it is there. But yes they were helping us in certain regards to this as we help them in certain ways in certain things.
Feathers: yea, just wait till you're here, then we'll show you what real sex can be like. Just wait till i get my hands on you sexy. I'll show you real sex.
Lugia: we all will dear, among the other things we'll show you and need to show you. it really is eternity. we'll have an eternity to spend together, all of us, I'm so happy. It'll not be static either, believe me.
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Me: are the 2 of you and the misfits family, a collective and is it of my soul, personality, what?
Lugia: Well dear, we are your family, your true self, the personality if you will, your true essence, or whatever you prefer to call it. the true you, not the body you inhabit nor your soul Darius, though we did create Darius custom for you, you can say. if we did it in the future, yesterday, or back in the depths and mists of the past matter not, were we, and you will be living when your incarnation happens, time as no real meaning. But yes we are your true parents and family, the true you prince, imperial prince, son, lover. and here we may use the term mate so you understand it better but we don't really form hard and fast mateships, it's more like family & lover. Some are family an friends with benefits, others are family and close lover, or so close you may as well be called mates. But no marriage here as you feel or know there isn't. Some races do that like earth humans, but many do not, many cultures I should say. You'll love everything about being here, once you get here, there is so much to show you and teach you,
FEATHERS: not to mention all the fun, pastimes, the sex.
Lugia: yes dear, those things to, but once your incarnation ends soon, then we'll have an eternity to spend together here, all of us. the learning never stops dear. The movement upwards goes on forever. We are just so excited and happy. it is always great when a family member returns to us here, awakens to their true selves and can live here among usu forever. That is why we keep mentioning it, we are just so happy. and yes, Thaniel's group is helping is in certain things in regards to you. we have asked and they have volunteered, the exact specifics are not important. We all find pleasure and fun in helping each other, but the specifics of that can wait till you are here, & that won't be to long. just have fun where you are, do as you are doing, and time will pass faster, and yes you are helping in the shift and the folks there immensely just by being there and allowing yourself to experience what you are experiencing. The basic mechanics are what you experience and do, like incorporating your shadow aspect, clear yourself, purge, ect, helps others too. and your energy can help others as well and you leave some of your energy where you go that can help others also. and you do help the earth grid. That is the extreme basics of it, but true.
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Me: Will I only be active with the misfits once I'm there, will I be multi obsessionally active?
Lugia: you are already multi dimensional dear. You'll be here with us, your real true family doing various things here that you enjoy. music may be one of them, maybe drawing, meditating, learning and growing upwards, and other fun still. As you've come across and have been told it's about what do you find fun.
Feathers: like sharing, sex some call it dearie, spending time together. Sitting together at a park or a lake or beach side and talking. did I mention the sex? <I feel her smiling> just joshing you, but you'll have fun here, the love, compared to here, wonderful. You can feel it in the air. Karinus and some of the other are busy elsewhere, that's why they are here and it's better not to have you talking to 10 or more of us. Imagine trying to talk to 5 or more on 1 phone, not so easy.
me: yes, I can imagine.
Lugia: the humans do have some wonderful ideas, and yes we do have access to the human internet. Though we are supposed to read only, adding to it is a no no at present. <here I feel her smiling in a non serious manner>, but nudging it a bit so some are subtly pointed to certain web sites or have certain things cup on on a search engine or youtube, that is permitted. It's about level of awareness, free will, how things are done there, and so on.
Feathers: yea,and the human internet has some funny stuff at times, some very funny things.
Lugia: But we should stop here, before you post gets to long dear. Don't want to post a book every time you channel and post a channeling, have fun, rest, we'll talk again soon.
Lugia: ah, the birds and the bees the humans say I think it is. Yes, we can tell you the basics. The exact specifics can be complicated and are not for this time.
We are your parents though we could have directly created you, as I believe Feathers would like to have some offspring with you, and there are a number of ways to do this, a type of what you could call energy mixing/blending. what some may say is like sex, and other methods.
Feathers: yea, you better believe I'm more then willing to have children with Scales here. Such a sexy lover, mmmhmmm, better believe I choose the sex routine and method, but plenty of time for that later honey.
Lugia: We choose another method since we wanted, among other things, for you to have some of you be closer to source. Certain qualities of unicorns we wanted to you have so we brought in what you call your unicorn mother to participate, or a higher reflection of her. Also we wanted you to have certain, other qualities, so we asked a donation of what you could call energy from a type of being known to us and on very friendly terms with us that some earth humans would refer to as a type of angel, the exact specific type is not important. Then we went to what you could call the progenitor, closer to source then we are. the species of all species, hard to put it into specific basic details. it, he/she, its all genders, agreed, took essences, what you could call some of our energy, sort of like DNA, but not human body DNA, hard ot put into basic details, Thaniel is better at this then I am. And then the progenitor added some extra stuff. We do value it's wisdom, though do not always understand. It added some like a what you may call a kangaroo or progenitor kangaroo type. you were created, went to experience and learn.
We helped and taught you from the sidelines as best as we could. then came the time of rapid growth. you choose to recall all your soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom. That wasn't the exact proper term, but your intent was your parents, and with the intent made you were switched onto a very rapid track, as rapid as possible where you are. And you know the rest. Over simplistic, but the basic is there.
? : And now we have you here, among us, or as much as you can be. Boy it'll be great once your incarnation there is over and you can return here.
Feathers <said in a sexual alluring type tone or feel to her energy>: oh yes, and we can get to know each other, more intimately. I can show you more of myself really and one that you can really put your hands on, and more then your hands into.
Ceta: yes, son, you'll feel wonderful here, finally feeling and being at home here, among us. it so so exciting that this day has come, or it is within sight and it is so very near. we are all so excited.
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me: So, when this physical body dies what happens to me, basically? and that day can't come to soon, though I do hope I do know I help with the shift while I'm here, i want to be home too.
Ceta: The day is fast approaching when you'll be here among us. While I can't say how you'll die, there are numerous possibilities,and your wanting to be here among us is normal and nothing wrong with that. You've gotten up to our level during an incarnation in the severely dense 3d, and the true you wants to return here to be among us here, your true family, that is normal.
But on death you'll like awaken. Depending on the method of death you may need to rest and recover for a bit before we can bring you home here. But if such is needed it'll be a short stay and you'd feel a very strong pull upwards, to where you are from. it would be stronger then what you feel now since though you do feel the pull, it is somewhat blunted since in such a dense place you can't feel how strong the pull really is. But that too is natural.
You'll be here among us and we'll have, a special celebration here, and some of us, if not all of us, will have private ones with you. And in small groups too. You'll be gradually eased into things here, how things work. You'll quickly get the hang of things as if you had been here a long time quicker then you suspect. You'll love being here and we, your true family, love the knowledge that soon you'll be here among us and fully and to stay.
We are your true family. You have reached the lowest levels where we can reach you and you us and were you can return to live among and with us always if you wish. Think of it as not unlike the Astral City movie. but this isn't a world or planet here, but you can think of it as one, so to speak,
Lugia: remember you have been told there are monads above your monad, a rough thing, but Thaniel is better at explaining this. he has more experience in this then we do lover, son.
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me: Was that Thaniel's collective or whatever that shared the energy or streamed it to me twice so far?
Lugia: Yes, dear. It is helping in bringing you closer to our level here and has other benefits too. And if it happens during what you may call masturbation, though you do not need to do this physically, if you do it allows a much deeper, integration faster. Sharing of energies, including sexual, can happen even without physical masturbation, like if you meditate. We experience the sex here and it is a sharing of energies, pleasures, and it is more clear, pleasurable and such here then it is there. But yes they were helping us in certain regards to this as we help them in certain ways in certain things.
Feathers: yea, just wait till you're here, then we'll show you what real sex can be like. Just wait till i get my hands on you sexy. I'll show you real sex.
Lugia: we all will dear, among the other things we'll show you and need to show you. it really is eternity. we'll have an eternity to spend together, all of us, I'm so happy. It'll not be static either, believe me.
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Me: are the 2 of you and the misfits family, a collective and is it of my soul, personality, what?
Lugia: Well dear, we are your family, your true self, the personality if you will, your true essence, or whatever you prefer to call it. the true you, not the body you inhabit nor your soul Darius, though we did create Darius custom for you, you can say. if we did it in the future, yesterday, or back in the depths and mists of the past matter not, were we, and you will be living when your incarnation happens, time as no real meaning. But yes we are your true parents and family, the true you prince, imperial prince, son, lover. and here we may use the term mate so you understand it better but we don't really form hard and fast mateships, it's more like family & lover. Some are family an friends with benefits, others are family and close lover, or so close you may as well be called mates. But no marriage here as you feel or know there isn't. Some races do that like earth humans, but many do not, many cultures I should say. You'll love everything about being here, once you get here, there is so much to show you and teach you,
FEATHERS: not to mention all the fun, pastimes, the sex.
Lugia: yes dear, those things to, but once your incarnation ends soon, then we'll have an eternity to spend together here, all of us. the learning never stops dear. The movement upwards goes on forever. We are just so excited and happy. it is always great when a family member returns to us here, awakens to their true selves and can live here among usu forever. That is why we keep mentioning it, we are just so happy. and yes, Thaniel's group is helping is in certain things in regards to you. we have asked and they have volunteered, the exact specifics are not important. We all find pleasure and fun in helping each other, but the specifics of that can wait till you are here, & that won't be to long. just have fun where you are, do as you are doing, and time will pass faster, and yes you are helping in the shift and the folks there immensely just by being there and allowing yourself to experience what you are experiencing. The basic mechanics are what you experience and do, like incorporating your shadow aspect, clear yourself, purge, ect, helps others too. and your energy can help others as well and you leave some of your energy where you go that can help others also. and you do help the earth grid. That is the extreme basics of it, but true.
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Me: Will I only be active with the misfits once I'm there, will I be multi obsessionally active?
Lugia: you are already multi dimensional dear. You'll be here with us, your real true family doing various things here that you enjoy. music may be one of them, maybe drawing, meditating, learning and growing upwards, and other fun still. As you've come across and have been told it's about what do you find fun.
Feathers: like sharing, sex some call it dearie, spending time together. Sitting together at a park or a lake or beach side and talking. did I mention the sex? <I feel her smiling> just joshing you, but you'll have fun here, the love, compared to here, wonderful. You can feel it in the air. Karinus and some of the other are busy elsewhere, that's why they are here and it's better not to have you talking to 10 or more of us. Imagine trying to talk to 5 or more on 1 phone, not so easy.
me: yes, I can imagine.
Lugia: the humans do have some wonderful ideas, and yes we do have access to the human internet. Though we are supposed to read only, adding to it is a no no at present. <here I feel her smiling in a non serious manner>, but nudging it a bit so some are subtly pointed to certain web sites or have certain things cup on on a search engine or youtube, that is permitted. It's about level of awareness, free will, how things are done there, and so on.
Feathers: yea,and the human internet has some funny stuff at times, some very funny things.
Lugia: But we should stop here, before you post gets to long dear. Don't want to post a book every time you channel and post a channeling, have fun, rest, we'll talk again soon.
Saturday [8-29]
I have heard from the gm of what use to be the Thursday group that he moved to Friday nights. And as I suspected the fact I would have to leave an hour and a half would be to disruptive or annoying. he did not say this but was sorry i could not continue playing when I did say that I understand if my having to leave early for every session would be to to annoying or disruptive so i could drop out of the group if he prefers.
I take this to mean it's time for me to move on, rather then staying with the group. So now I don't have a weekly thing I do to get out of my apartment. As I said I'll investigate other options. one is if I want to I can do an organized play of Pathfinder.
I do feel a loss since I do enjoy rping, and this means I'll be a total hermit. I'll investigate finding a group in some other systems like Savage Worlds and 5th edition. Though what I'd really would like is if the Illume Dharma group would meet every month or twice a month instead of around every other month or 2, since they met 2 or 3 times since I joined in late February.
Though as I assume this is a sign it's time to let go of the former Thursday group and move on. Interesting if one look at it, all the releasing and changes.
Seems all of my former mates are not my mates anymore, Spitfire, Maribelle, Shalamane and the others. The Thursday group moving to Friday nights, and I can't remain for the whole session due to the bus system.
Oh well. I guess it's a sign I've grown and time to move on, leaving things behind. I do hope greater things will come into my life, and or that I'll be fully going home very soon. Though who knows if that is possible or not or will happen.
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I do wonder once this incarnation ends, which I feel pulled. most of me wants to go home, but part of me wants to help with the shift. I do hope that doesn't count as unconscious suicide, like what's his name in Astral City. But if I could pick a date when I'd like the incarnation to end. I'd say at the latest, within a year after I finish the Orin & Daben audio courses I plan on taking and doing.
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when I do return home, I wonder if I'll be active only with the misfits or others also. Will I and we do this multi dimensional? Am I and the misfits all oversouls or monads together in a family? Are we personalities that are a family together. Think I may ask this when I channel later today. I seem to be channeling a lot lately.
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Like usual when I awoke I choose to remain laying down and energy started being streamed into me like usual. No idea why it happens, I assume it's my true family, the part of me not incarnated or something else that streams energy into me. It comes in waves. It happens also if I am say watching a stream and relaxed mentally and thoughts, hard to explain. Also if I close my eyes while sitting and do the relaxed thinking type mediation, it happens again. I assume it's for my greater good.
Will the 1 difference today was someone from Scarlett's group popped up and mentally asked if they could stream some energy to me while I was doing that. I mentally shrugged and said sure if you want, since I didn't mind.
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I take this to mean it's time for me to move on, rather then staying with the group. So now I don't have a weekly thing I do to get out of my apartment. As I said I'll investigate other options. one is if I want to I can do an organized play of Pathfinder.
I do feel a loss since I do enjoy rping, and this means I'll be a total hermit. I'll investigate finding a group in some other systems like Savage Worlds and 5th edition. Though what I'd really would like is if the Illume Dharma group would meet every month or twice a month instead of around every other month or 2, since they met 2 or 3 times since I joined in late February.
Though as I assume this is a sign it's time to let go of the former Thursday group and move on. Interesting if one look at it, all the releasing and changes.
Seems all of my former mates are not my mates anymore, Spitfire, Maribelle, Shalamane and the others. The Thursday group moving to Friday nights, and I can't remain for the whole session due to the bus system.
Oh well. I guess it's a sign I've grown and time to move on, leaving things behind. I do hope greater things will come into my life, and or that I'll be fully going home very soon. Though who knows if that is possible or not or will happen.
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I do wonder once this incarnation ends, which I feel pulled. most of me wants to go home, but part of me wants to help with the shift. I do hope that doesn't count as unconscious suicide, like what's his name in Astral City. But if I could pick a date when I'd like the incarnation to end. I'd say at the latest, within a year after I finish the Orin & Daben audio courses I plan on taking and doing.
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when I do return home, I wonder if I'll be active only with the misfits or others also. Will I and we do this multi dimensional? Am I and the misfits all oversouls or monads together in a family? Are we personalities that are a family together. Think I may ask this when I channel later today. I seem to be channeling a lot lately.
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Like usual when I awoke I choose to remain laying down and energy started being streamed into me like usual. No idea why it happens, I assume it's my true family, the part of me not incarnated or something else that streams energy into me. It comes in waves. It happens also if I am say watching a stream and relaxed mentally and thoughts, hard to explain. Also if I close my eyes while sitting and do the relaxed thinking type mediation, it happens again. I assume it's for my greater good.
Will the 1 difference today was someone from Scarlett's group popped up and mentally asked if they could stream some energy to me while I was doing that. I mentally shrugged and said sure if you want, since I didn't mind.
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70 LUGIA ffeathers briefly [friday 8-28]
I ask who's here and it feels like Feathers.
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So do I still have naga or other guards?
Feathers: indeed you do sexy lover. Though maybe less on duty then before since there is less need due to you're having grown so much, you have a new soul, conditions changing on the earth, though not very apparent at present, as well as really you are not on their radar at all. No need to go into details of that, any of it really dear, though I do know you are curious.
Also congrats on your, well 2 of your true soul, well a level other then soul. I mean congrats on 2 of your true and beyond parents. The 2 you met are at least 2 of your true parents. hard to explain. I'm not to good at explaining. But they are 2 of your true parents, more then soul parents since you are more then the soul you have at present prince scales. hehe, I like how that sounds, sorta amusing. hope yo don't mind.
Me: nah, not really.
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so how does this i have a new soul work?
Here I felt the soul I'm talking to switch.
Feathers: well, my understanding of it honey is...
Lugia: Let me explain,
Feathers: sure dear, you're better at this sort of thing then me. I just wanted to talk to sexy here a bit. I'll set here and just gaze and feel his sexy body and energy. <I feel her smiling at this. > by the way you're sexy too dear.
Lugia: basically think of the soul something like your physical body. both are like an incarnation of the personality we shall call it, your true self. Though the physical body dies eventually, the soul does not. it lives on. Though it may have certain interests and wants and after a time one may progress where the soul will go 1 way and you go another.
I thought I was the soul, that the soul is the real self.
Lugia: many do till they are past a certain level, and you are at that level. It is a bit complicated dear. think of it as. this'll take a bit to think over a more basic explanation....
Ok, think of it as, you are a spark of source. the soul is a vehicle for upper, beyond a certain level, of being to explore certain things. Though the soul by its nature is sentient. Though a spark as we all are, we are individuals, and yes we are your parents, you are direct from us not source, but that makes no difference since ultimately we are all from source. Souls are vehicles of a certain type, sentient vehicles. They have their own histories, personalities to an extent. When you purge you purge what can effect your personal body, but also the soul. You can help it to raise to a higher level, grow, learn. as you uncover more of your true level. one can say souls are a layer above physical bodies, physical bodies are not just 3d, they go up to a certain level, let's say 6d, but they grow less and less solid, dense. after a certain point it is just the soul. Though in most places after a certain point one can be just in a soul and it can shape and have what looks like a body. In less dense places. The soul can shape itself to look like say a dragon, dolphin, cube, ect. With no soul your natural form is formless, say like a sphere, but formless. a sphere is the closest one can say. so let's say a sphere. The soul can be whatever shape it wishes, though your energy of your true self can be whatever shape as well, most default to a sphere, though it blurs the difference between a soul and not having one. Once one gets past a certain point one may not use souls anymore. Think of it as incarnating, then one gets to a point where one no longer wishes to wear a physical body vehicle to incarnate. then there is the soul, one uses a soul for certain things. I'll try to talk of this later, both of us, your parents, and perhaps others. The interface... is not at the level yet to allow us to explain fully, translating it to where you can understand it is not easy for certain things.
The soul is a vehicle like the physical body is, but one can say of a higher order. Not better or more important, but of a higher order.
One may have a soul for ages, or go through them quickly like you have done. We are so proud of the level you have reached, the first level of your true being and one that we can reach you, you're true parents of the true you. You have opened yourself up to a new level of being my son.
this current soul we chose for you since it is the most comparable and we feel it'll be with you for ages perhaps since its' goals and yours are aligned.
It is possible for what some may call a personality and soul to be aligned so they are together for ages, or basically forever. Then there are some like you who do change. Your original soul had, evolved to a point where it was not available to you but you had to have one where you were. at first they thought it best to have you switch to what was basically your soul's soul or one of his soul parents. That didn't work out since he had never been t the earth, never incarnated there at all, and wasn't in alignment with your mission. what you could call a lower expression of me or an aspect saw this and spoke to them and he stopped being your soul, that is why they broke all contact with you. Then a soul was picked that was closer to you you can say. Though that one did enjoy going to a new level, and helping with the shift, he wished to explore the new level he was at instead of continuing to shoot up, which is why you got your new soul, Darius is his chosen name. the previous one was Kulstor as was your original one. They were, lets say, parts of the same soul family so to speak.
You were in transition and going through some purging and reaching to a new level, the time Darius appeared was perfect timing. he is much more closely aligned with you then your previous soul was but you could say he was of a certain level you had to reach first.
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how is the structure of the soul and me differ?
Lugia: The soul is a self aware vehicle, unlike the human body. a soul as a personality but not to the degree that you do. it is hard to explain, they are sentient, have likes, preferences, but you are a personality, awareness. it is difficult to explain this way but it should suffice. As souls grow and learn you do also. Though you also expand in size. you do not just sit around you grow, evolve expand. One can be larger then one's soul.
As for Darius we, your parents, created, fashioned him for you, custom you could say. We created him, and are your parents, a difference, as was mentioned, but a distinct one. you are the prince, not Darius, though together you are prince Darious, as before you were prince Kulstor.
I do not say that we are the highest expression of your parents, just the level you can reach us at. though as you move upwards it may not be as apparent if there are changes, and yes I am what you could call a member of the progenitor of the reptilian species and other species that came from reptilian, but no need for such details now.
It is possible for one, like you, to grow and outgrow your soul, or to grow and not be in perfect alignment with your soul. This is not a common thing, but it does happen and there is a system in place. for many it is not important for a long time for the difference to be known, ages may pass. Some find they prefer a certain level of being and stay there. nothing is wrong with that. it is all about what do you want to do, what do you enjoy, what excites you.
You are awareness, personality, my son and prince, lover mate. Darius is your soul for the moment and I suspect for many ages since he was custom made for you. Why don't you try to channel Darius at some point. <I feel her smiling at this point.>
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anything you want to say?
Lugia: we are all so proud of you for reaching this level. we, your true family, can finally be with you since you reached this level. We've been watching, helping as much as we can in the sidelines so to speak, waiting & hoping you'd get to this level as quick as it looked like you would and you did.
I do wish we could answer all of your questions. Though part of the problem is is ou are still in a human body and don't have access to your full knowledge, memories, self. So we have to leave lots of stuff out that we wish we didn't have to.
But we are all so happy that once this incarnation is over you'll be able to be with us fully here, your parents and the misfits, we're all so happy about this and for you. finally you can be with us, we are all so happy. you don't know the degree of happiness or what this really means.
soon you'll be fully here among us, finally at last after you know now how long.
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what do you think of Henry's group? stay or go ?
Lugia: do not close yourself to possible options that may be available now or may be in the near and not so distant future, also do not burn your bridges behind you. it is not a hard and fast, this is best so you should drop it. but there are things that are less good for you. Let your inner feeling guide you.
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So do I still have naga or other guards?
Feathers: indeed you do sexy lover. Though maybe less on duty then before since there is less need due to you're having grown so much, you have a new soul, conditions changing on the earth, though not very apparent at present, as well as really you are not on their radar at all. No need to go into details of that, any of it really dear, though I do know you are curious.
Also congrats on your, well 2 of your true soul, well a level other then soul. I mean congrats on 2 of your true and beyond parents. The 2 you met are at least 2 of your true parents. hard to explain. I'm not to good at explaining. But they are 2 of your true parents, more then soul parents since you are more then the soul you have at present prince scales. hehe, I like how that sounds, sorta amusing. hope yo don't mind.
Me: nah, not really.
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so how does this i have a new soul work?
Here I felt the soul I'm talking to switch.
Feathers: well, my understanding of it honey is...
Lugia: Let me explain,
Feathers: sure dear, you're better at this sort of thing then me. I just wanted to talk to sexy here a bit. I'll set here and just gaze and feel his sexy body and energy. <I feel her smiling at this. > by the way you're sexy too dear.
Lugia: basically think of the soul something like your physical body. both are like an incarnation of the personality we shall call it, your true self. Though the physical body dies eventually, the soul does not. it lives on. Though it may have certain interests and wants and after a time one may progress where the soul will go 1 way and you go another.
I thought I was the soul, that the soul is the real self.
Lugia: many do till they are past a certain level, and you are at that level. It is a bit complicated dear. think of it as. this'll take a bit to think over a more basic explanation....
Ok, think of it as, you are a spark of source. the soul is a vehicle for upper, beyond a certain level, of being to explore certain things. Though the soul by its nature is sentient. Though a spark as we all are, we are individuals, and yes we are your parents, you are direct from us not source, but that makes no difference since ultimately we are all from source. Souls are vehicles of a certain type, sentient vehicles. They have their own histories, personalities to an extent. When you purge you purge what can effect your personal body, but also the soul. You can help it to raise to a higher level, grow, learn. as you uncover more of your true level. one can say souls are a layer above physical bodies, physical bodies are not just 3d, they go up to a certain level, let's say 6d, but they grow less and less solid, dense. after a certain point it is just the soul. Though in most places after a certain point one can be just in a soul and it can shape and have what looks like a body. In less dense places. The soul can shape itself to look like say a dragon, dolphin, cube, ect. With no soul your natural form is formless, say like a sphere, but formless. a sphere is the closest one can say. so let's say a sphere. The soul can be whatever shape it wishes, though your energy of your true self can be whatever shape as well, most default to a sphere, though it blurs the difference between a soul and not having one. Once one gets past a certain point one may not use souls anymore. Think of it as incarnating, then one gets to a point where one no longer wishes to wear a physical body vehicle to incarnate. then there is the soul, one uses a soul for certain things. I'll try to talk of this later, both of us, your parents, and perhaps others. The interface... is not at the level yet to allow us to explain fully, translating it to where you can understand it is not easy for certain things.
The soul is a vehicle like the physical body is, but one can say of a higher order. Not better or more important, but of a higher order.
One may have a soul for ages, or go through them quickly like you have done. We are so proud of the level you have reached, the first level of your true being and one that we can reach you, you're true parents of the true you. You have opened yourself up to a new level of being my son.
this current soul we chose for you since it is the most comparable and we feel it'll be with you for ages perhaps since its' goals and yours are aligned.
It is possible for what some may call a personality and soul to be aligned so they are together for ages, or basically forever. Then there are some like you who do change. Your original soul had, evolved to a point where it was not available to you but you had to have one where you were. at first they thought it best to have you switch to what was basically your soul's soul or one of his soul parents. That didn't work out since he had never been t the earth, never incarnated there at all, and wasn't in alignment with your mission. what you could call a lower expression of me or an aspect saw this and spoke to them and he stopped being your soul, that is why they broke all contact with you. Then a soul was picked that was closer to you you can say. Though that one did enjoy going to a new level, and helping with the shift, he wished to explore the new level he was at instead of continuing to shoot up, which is why you got your new soul, Darius is his chosen name. the previous one was Kulstor as was your original one. They were, lets say, parts of the same soul family so to speak.
You were in transition and going through some purging and reaching to a new level, the time Darius appeared was perfect timing. he is much more closely aligned with you then your previous soul was but you could say he was of a certain level you had to reach first.
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how is the structure of the soul and me differ?
Lugia: The soul is a self aware vehicle, unlike the human body. a soul as a personality but not to the degree that you do. it is hard to explain, they are sentient, have likes, preferences, but you are a personality, awareness. it is difficult to explain this way but it should suffice. As souls grow and learn you do also. Though you also expand in size. you do not just sit around you grow, evolve expand. One can be larger then one's soul.
As for Darius we, your parents, created, fashioned him for you, custom you could say. We created him, and are your parents, a difference, as was mentioned, but a distinct one. you are the prince, not Darius, though together you are prince Darious, as before you were prince Kulstor.
I do not say that we are the highest expression of your parents, just the level you can reach us at. though as you move upwards it may not be as apparent if there are changes, and yes I am what you could call a member of the progenitor of the reptilian species and other species that came from reptilian, but no need for such details now.
It is possible for one, like you, to grow and outgrow your soul, or to grow and not be in perfect alignment with your soul. This is not a common thing, but it does happen and there is a system in place. for many it is not important for a long time for the difference to be known, ages may pass. Some find they prefer a certain level of being and stay there. nothing is wrong with that. it is all about what do you want to do, what do you enjoy, what excites you.
You are awareness, personality, my son and prince, lover mate. Darius is your soul for the moment and I suspect for many ages since he was custom made for you. Why don't you try to channel Darius at some point. <I feel her smiling at this point.>
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anything you want to say?
Lugia: we are all so proud of you for reaching this level. we, your true family, can finally be with you since you reached this level. We've been watching, helping as much as we can in the sidelines so to speak, waiting & hoping you'd get to this level as quick as it looked like you would and you did.
I do wish we could answer all of your questions. Though part of the problem is is ou are still in a human body and don't have access to your full knowledge, memories, self. So we have to leave lots of stuff out that we wish we didn't have to.
But we are all so happy that once this incarnation is over you'll be able to be with us fully here, your parents and the misfits, we're all so happy about this and for you. finally you can be with us, we are all so happy. you don't know the degree of happiness or what this really means.
soon you'll be fully here among us, finally at last after you know now how long.
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what do you think of Henry's group? stay or go ?
Lugia: do not close yourself to possible options that may be available now or may be in the near and not so distant future, also do not burn your bridges behind you. it is not a hard and fast, this is best so you should drop it. but there are things that are less good for you. Let your inner feeling guide you.
Friday, August 28, 2015
69 CETA, LUGIA, & nathaniel [Friday 8-28]
I got a message from Ceta while I was either asleep during my nap or partially awake but not fully awake yet. I'll try to recreate it as best as I can and I did ask him to help me to remember. As before I did get the mix of feelings, deep love we share, his being proud of me, he is my soul father or one of them, also we're lovers and mates and that is proper and normal, natural.
Ceta: We are very proud of you. You should be happy and pleased. you have reached a level where you resonate with us close enough to allow us to meet and resume our relationship. Time is a fluid thing as you know. So you could be awakening to a new level of your true self, that is why he <I knew he meant by this the male being that I wrote about before that appeared talked briefly then merged with me> said your soul name is now Darius. you've awaken, re-birthed to a new level of your being. You resonate closer to use so we can meet and be mates as well as lovers, sharing our love in all its' various forms. Not unlike a flower or the guy in the Astral City.
He had a life on earth as you do, where he was unaware, though you had when you were the most asleep an inkling in the back of your mind that did pop up now and then. then the various events I don't need to go into detail. Your purging was similar to the lower astral the guy in the movie went through, though nothing as unpleasant as that. you may have some bits and pieces of purging in the future, but it is very slight compared to what you've purged up through recently, last week or so. Then your veil dissolving like his awakening and living in Nosso Lar as it's originally called. in actuality you could say it's a mid astral 4d place. But back to my comparison, this was like you back in December through last week or a few days ago. and over the past 24 hours or so, less then a few days is not unlike him at the end when he awakens to a new level of awareness and being.
you have awakened to a new level of your being, you resonate close enough to use for us to not only contact you but for you to start to learn of your true heritage and true nature as well as us being mates and lovers, the 2 of us, your mother as well as certain others as well that you'll meet Prince Darius.
time is fluid and does not flow or have the rigid sense like earth humans believe. You may have reached this level of awareness, been reborn if you will, in 2015, but that can radiate outwards in what some would perceive of as time so we now can have been lovers, mates, not just from 2015, but instead for millions of years let us say, years have no real meaning for beings such as us. but celebrate, since you have reached this, been reborn, awakened to a new level of being, as I've said, it radiate outwards in time in all directions so we have now been mates, lovers, sharing love in all it's various forms and methods, ways, fun, for millions of years, not less then 24 hours. we'll talk again my son mate lover. relax, rejoice have fun. things will flow smoother from here on out.
and this does not mean you've gone past resonating with The Misfits. So have fun with them, get to know them also, your current and new family, as well as us also. son and lover, mate. all in one. we'll talk in the future, but for now we'll say bye. Though we are only a thought away.
me thinking on this: this feels like a mix, it started off what I could remember of what he said to me as I said above, him helping me to remember but also him weaving more of what he wanted to say also. Interesting, feels great.
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So are you the mother of the soul or the me that is something else?
Lugia: the soul can be said to be a vehicle, much as the physical body is, but it also has a level of sentience and it's own lessons and such. our relationship goes far deeper then soul level dear. The one you call Ceta and I are the parents of you, the true real you not the soul that you acquired last night and yes that being that merged with you last night, was the soul, so in that sense you were reborn to a new level of being. You had reached a point where your former soul wasn't ready to go quite as of yet, a transition phase, then you got another soul last night. The threshold you reached was a level where I could meet you for the first time. So that is why I came to you first. your father wanted to also but we chose I would be the first and he would came along later. He was also slightly more busy then I was at certain things, which lead to part of the decision, but yes the 2 of us are the parents of the real you, beneath the soul. as well as your soul having its own parents, not to unlike the human body, it can get really complicated. the one you call your unicorn mother is also one of your true parents since we wanted you to have certain qualities so asked her to be involved with your rebirth, well both of the ones you are aware of. So below the soul level you are still unicorn, as well as what Ceta and I are, and we, Ceta and I, are still mates and lovers with you as well.
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Nathaniel (I felt this was his name): congratulations. I just wanted to offer my and our congratulations on reaching this new level. Not many reach this level, especially considering where you are presently incarnated. Congratulations on getting in touch with the first level of your true self and your true awareness of self.
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Ceta: Indeed we are your parents, not Darious. Darious is the name of your current new soul. your previous one, Kulstor went his own way since you reached a new level of awareness, evolved to a new level. Personally I prefer the term reached a new level of awareness. it doesn't mater if he didn't want to move on. Some souls get to a certain level and really enjoy it. Like say that guy in the Astral city movie enjoyed healing new arrivals. he could say get to 6d and still decide to remain where he is instead of moving on to another higher city.
We picked out Darius since he was one of the souls very comparable to your personality. we feel Darius may be with you for a long time. Unlike Kulstor. Though the 2 of you did learn a lot together, you wanted to continue upwards. He wanted to spend a bit more time at the level he currently is, Though you did help him to reach a new level or 2, the exact details don't matter. he wanted to explore this new level a while longer while you wanted to continue upwards, to use a stair or ladder symbology.
So Darious is your soul name. We do not use names here ourselves, though we may adopt names or nicknames. you are the prince, not Darius. An imperial prince to be exact. So together you are Prince Darius. Here we either use nicknames, our soul names or we may pick a name we like the feel of, like your mother likes Lugia, it matters not if it is her soul name or not. Or like me they allow others who prefer to use names to pick one, like I said for you to pick a name for your blogs.
So simply said, Lugia and I are your souls and your parents both. part of why the 2 of you are so comparable. though in truth we created Darius, the exact details are not important at this point. We are you, the true you's parents. Lugia and myself. as well as the one you call your unicorn mother. As was said we brought her in since we wanted you to have certain qualities.
We did not create Darius the soul for you, but for other reasons. he as learned and evolved and does wish to move upwards as you do. you both were perfectly ready for the threshold you found yourself in. and a sign we are you, the real you and not your soul Darius's parents, is Lugia, your mother, came to you before Darius did. Though we created Darius we are not his parents. The distance is clear, but may not make since. We are his creators, but we are your parents. it may not be clear at this time but there is a distinct difference. As well as we both are mates and lovers of yours. As the misfits are lovers and mates, or soon will be mates. Though the misfits don't do exact strict mateships. We, they, see themselves as one large, well one family and lovers, some are very close lovers, and others may be more like friends with benefits, but still family. We all love you immensely and at our level the love can take many forms and complexity. As the 2 of us are your parents, lovers and mates, all in one. Friends also in time I'm sure, buddies.
As I said we don't really use names. You'll note neither of us have said a name to you and the misfits you've met have not used a name with you either, a nickname yes, but not a real name. I'll stop here before it gets to long and so you can post it and eat. We all love you and you'll love it here at our level of being when you get here. We have so much to show you as do The Misfits. relax, grow, expand. what you are doing is helping with the shift and yourself as well. Soon, before you know it you'll be here fully among us. relax, try to have fun, grow, learn, expand. This will help the time to grow as well as helping you to grow an expand too, before you get here among us.
Congratulations, you have indeed reached the first level of your true being my son. We are all very happy for you, us both of your parents and the misfits also.
Ceta: We are very proud of you. You should be happy and pleased. you have reached a level where you resonate with us close enough to allow us to meet and resume our relationship. Time is a fluid thing as you know. So you could be awakening to a new level of your true self, that is why he <I knew he meant by this the male being that I wrote about before that appeared talked briefly then merged with me> said your soul name is now Darius. you've awaken, re-birthed to a new level of your being. You resonate closer to use so we can meet and be mates as well as lovers, sharing our love in all its' various forms. Not unlike a flower or the guy in the Astral City.
He had a life on earth as you do, where he was unaware, though you had when you were the most asleep an inkling in the back of your mind that did pop up now and then. then the various events I don't need to go into detail. Your purging was similar to the lower astral the guy in the movie went through, though nothing as unpleasant as that. you may have some bits and pieces of purging in the future, but it is very slight compared to what you've purged up through recently, last week or so. Then your veil dissolving like his awakening and living in Nosso Lar as it's originally called. in actuality you could say it's a mid astral 4d place. But back to my comparison, this was like you back in December through last week or a few days ago. and over the past 24 hours or so, less then a few days is not unlike him at the end when he awakens to a new level of awareness and being.
you have awakened to a new level of your being, you resonate close enough to use for us to not only contact you but for you to start to learn of your true heritage and true nature as well as us being mates and lovers, the 2 of us, your mother as well as certain others as well that you'll meet Prince Darius.
time is fluid and does not flow or have the rigid sense like earth humans believe. You may have reached this level of awareness, been reborn if you will, in 2015, but that can radiate outwards in what some would perceive of as time so we now can have been lovers, mates, not just from 2015, but instead for millions of years let us say, years have no real meaning for beings such as us. but celebrate, since you have reached this, been reborn, awakened to a new level of being, as I've said, it radiate outwards in time in all directions so we have now been mates, lovers, sharing love in all it's various forms and methods, ways, fun, for millions of years, not less then 24 hours. we'll talk again my son mate lover. relax, rejoice have fun. things will flow smoother from here on out.
and this does not mean you've gone past resonating with The Misfits. So have fun with them, get to know them also, your current and new family, as well as us also. son and lover, mate. all in one. we'll talk in the future, but for now we'll say bye. Though we are only a thought away.
me thinking on this: this feels like a mix, it started off what I could remember of what he said to me as I said above, him helping me to remember but also him weaving more of what he wanted to say also. Interesting, feels great.
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So are you the mother of the soul or the me that is something else?
Lugia: the soul can be said to be a vehicle, much as the physical body is, but it also has a level of sentience and it's own lessons and such. our relationship goes far deeper then soul level dear. The one you call Ceta and I are the parents of you, the true real you not the soul that you acquired last night and yes that being that merged with you last night, was the soul, so in that sense you were reborn to a new level of being. You had reached a point where your former soul wasn't ready to go quite as of yet, a transition phase, then you got another soul last night. The threshold you reached was a level where I could meet you for the first time. So that is why I came to you first. your father wanted to also but we chose I would be the first and he would came along later. He was also slightly more busy then I was at certain things, which lead to part of the decision, but yes the 2 of us are the parents of the real you, beneath the soul. as well as your soul having its own parents, not to unlike the human body, it can get really complicated. the one you call your unicorn mother is also one of your true parents since we wanted you to have certain qualities so asked her to be involved with your rebirth, well both of the ones you are aware of. So below the soul level you are still unicorn, as well as what Ceta and I are, and we, Ceta and I, are still mates and lovers with you as well.
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Nathaniel (I felt this was his name): congratulations. I just wanted to offer my and our congratulations on reaching this new level. Not many reach this level, especially considering where you are presently incarnated. Congratulations on getting in touch with the first level of your true self and your true awareness of self.
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Ceta: Indeed we are your parents, not Darious. Darious is the name of your current new soul. your previous one, Kulstor went his own way since you reached a new level of awareness, evolved to a new level. Personally I prefer the term reached a new level of awareness. it doesn't mater if he didn't want to move on. Some souls get to a certain level and really enjoy it. Like say that guy in the Astral city movie enjoyed healing new arrivals. he could say get to 6d and still decide to remain where he is instead of moving on to another higher city.
We picked out Darius since he was one of the souls very comparable to your personality. we feel Darius may be with you for a long time. Unlike Kulstor. Though the 2 of you did learn a lot together, you wanted to continue upwards. He wanted to spend a bit more time at the level he currently is, Though you did help him to reach a new level or 2, the exact details don't matter. he wanted to explore this new level a while longer while you wanted to continue upwards, to use a stair or ladder symbology.
So Darious is your soul name. We do not use names here ourselves, though we may adopt names or nicknames. you are the prince, not Darius. An imperial prince to be exact. So together you are Prince Darius. Here we either use nicknames, our soul names or we may pick a name we like the feel of, like your mother likes Lugia, it matters not if it is her soul name or not. Or like me they allow others who prefer to use names to pick one, like I said for you to pick a name for your blogs.
So simply said, Lugia and I are your souls and your parents both. part of why the 2 of you are so comparable. though in truth we created Darius, the exact details are not important at this point. We are you, the true you's parents. Lugia and myself. as well as the one you call your unicorn mother. As was said we brought her in since we wanted you to have certain qualities.
We did not create Darius the soul for you, but for other reasons. he as learned and evolved and does wish to move upwards as you do. you both were perfectly ready for the threshold you found yourself in. and a sign we are you, the real you and not your soul Darius's parents, is Lugia, your mother, came to you before Darius did. Though we created Darius we are not his parents. The distance is clear, but may not make since. We are his creators, but we are your parents. it may not be clear at this time but there is a distinct difference. As well as we both are mates and lovers of yours. As the misfits are lovers and mates, or soon will be mates. Though the misfits don't do exact strict mateships. We, they, see themselves as one large, well one family and lovers, some are very close lovers, and others may be more like friends with benefits, but still family. We all love you immensely and at our level the love can take many forms and complexity. As the 2 of us are your parents, lovers and mates, all in one. Friends also in time I'm sure, buddies.
As I said we don't really use names. You'll note neither of us have said a name to you and the misfits you've met have not used a name with you either, a nickname yes, but not a real name. I'll stop here before it gets to long and so you can post it and eat. We all love you and you'll love it here at our level of being when you get here. We have so much to show you as do The Misfits. relax, grow, expand. what you are doing is helping with the shift and yourself as well. Soon, before you know it you'll be here fully among us. relax, try to have fun, grow, learn, expand. This will help the time to grow as well as helping you to grow an expand too, before you get here among us.
Congratulations, you have indeed reached the first level of your true being my son. We are all very happy for you, us both of your parents and the misfits also.
68 LUGIA & CETA [friday 8-28]
Me: Lugia is it?
Lugia: yes my son, lover mate. That is one of my names, an easy one for you to spell & remember. I have other names but for you that one will work not for now. <I'm feeling intense love from her. and feeling of her energy in this feeling I still feel a mix of my mother, lover and mate>.
Me: so we are, mother and son, well offspring since I'm both genders I think, as well as being lovers and mates?
Lugia: indeed, we are all 3 of those. It is a human concept that this is not proper or right. a limited concept that one such as yourself who is from realms not of the earth should do away with and ignore.
me: so, I guess I am not of set species. and I have the impression that you are an immense snake.
Lugia: you are feeling part of my being, and what I am to you,mother, mate and lover. as for the immense snake, that is part of what I am, I have evolved, grown, and are large, as you have. Your true essence, your true you that you know as you at the soul level is larger then your human body. not all of you can be squeezed into your current human body. but more of your energy will be incorporated over time.
As for my species, look at it this way. I am reptilian let us say. avians come from dinosaurs which come from reptilians. nagas, dragons, alpha draconians, come from reptilians. so your heritage as of now includes all those. but others also. cetacean as you would call it, from your father, or one of them, but also there are certain, qualities we wanted you to have, so before your rebirth we asked the one you know as your unicorn mother to be directly involved in your rebirth, since in essence you were recreated true,but you were reborn also. we gathered certain, souls, since we wanted you to have certain qualities. Those of us we wanted to be directly involved in your rebirth. you are a new you, though the old you is a valid part of your history. and yes you are a prince, technically at our point of view and certain others, you are an imperial prince, though crown prince would be a simpler term. part of why you have those, lovely naga guards, nagas among other species.
Me: What of the being that merged with me?
Lugia: he was sent back by one of your fathers, maybe more then 1, as well as your future self. part of, what you can call your rebirth, but more like helping you through merging with you. not a true soul rebirth, but a rebirth in another way. Then of it as helping you to grow, uncover more of your true being, but not a true recreation but a rebirth to a new level of your true being. you were not recreated at that point. Also my son, lover. you are indeed both male and female, a hermaphrodite I do believe the humans label such beings. though you often lean, sometimes, slightly more towards male then female. though this is not 100% rigid.
also your soul lineage is very colorful and varied. I am what you could call a reptilian. prime reptilian, unicorn since we wanted you to have certain qualities, cetacean from what you would think of as your father. also.... insect, you may have others too, but we'll leave that up for a surprise for later. & yes you do resonate with many of The Misfits as they, you, call yourselves, a most humorous name, but we do like it and it does fit. some of the ones you resonate with strongly you have not met yet. Others your resonance will grow stronger. we are very proud of you my son, and lover, mate. we'll talk again very soon.
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As I was typing something up and almost finished I had a visit from another being. He felt like a cetacean, a dolphin, orca, can't quite tell.
Him: "Greetings my son." I felt he and I were somewhere while I was also in this body, like being 2 places at once and I felt him rubbing my behind as well as a feeling similar to when Lugia popped up.
me: "are you my father, and are we lovers and mates also? "
Him: "yes to all those my son, lover and mate." <I felt him continuing to caress my behind in a sexual manner and I was getting a bit aroused by this>.
Me: "and it's proper for us to be, a human concept it's or proper when it is proper for us since it is true love we share, different types of love, parent, offspring, lover, mates, sexual?"
Him: "indeed, good, you are tapping into your true soul knowledge, excellent my son, lover, mate. Love is what it is. you are ready for the next level. our relationship could be said to be complicated, but also simple, we share love and resonance, as father and son, though you are a herm really as earth humans call it, we are father and offspring, but also lover, mates, beings who share what earth humans would call sex. this is all proper and normal for us. That is why it feels so good to you when I do this. if this was not right or proper at the soul level, believe me my son, you would feel something wrong, improper, instead of being sexually turned on and beginning to feel the deep soul level love you and I share. I just came by ty say hello since i felt this is the correct time for me to do so. we'll talk again later, and do more as well.
Me: "what'll I call you and are you or my mother members of the misfits?"
Him: "what do you wish to call me? pick a name to refer to me for your blog. As for if we are members, we are the sponsors and founders, supporters for The misfits. and you may find this new you resonates with certain members of The Misfits more then you did before, including the shark as you call hir, Karinus. I do think shi has said shi likes this new you more. And Feathers also finds there is a resonance now whereas there wasn't before. But I'm sure she's shown this to you in her own special way.
me: "are you cetacean? I could call you Ceta then."
Ceta: "I like that name, it'll do Ceta. As for if I'm cetacean, as the earth humans would label me yes, think of me really as a precursor to what the earth humans would label as cetacean, but also a dab of reptilian. and insect. think of me as cetacean and insect. my heritage is also yours as well. if you have more then 3 soul parents I'll let time reveal that. Not good or fun to tell you everything.
Before I go I'll say one final message. We'll talk in the future. We are all very proud of you. You've grown so much, we are all very proud of you, Prince Darious, though you could call yourself princess, you're natural leaning as what the earth humans would call your gender, a herm, you are more male leaning then female or balanced herm. not heavy leaning, but you do feel and understand what I mean.
You do not belong on the earth, you are not a human. you belong here on this side with us. Though do try to understand you are helping many there by being there & being yourself and awakening to yourself, soon, sooner then you expect, but perhaps not as soon as you want you'll be here among us once more. Do try to relax, try to relax and have fun and be yourself. you are helping others by just being here, being yourself, clearing yourself of negativity, awakening to your true being. That helps many of the earth humans immensely, more then you may understand or feel at this time. it is an immense help to them and the shift. We'll talk more later my son, lover and mate.
Lugia: yes my son, lover mate. That is one of my names, an easy one for you to spell & remember. I have other names but for you that one will work not for now. <I'm feeling intense love from her. and feeling of her energy in this feeling I still feel a mix of my mother, lover and mate>.
Me: so we are, mother and son, well offspring since I'm both genders I think, as well as being lovers and mates?
Lugia: indeed, we are all 3 of those. It is a human concept that this is not proper or right. a limited concept that one such as yourself who is from realms not of the earth should do away with and ignore.
me: so, I guess I am not of set species. and I have the impression that you are an immense snake.
Lugia: you are feeling part of my being, and what I am to you,mother, mate and lover. as for the immense snake, that is part of what I am, I have evolved, grown, and are large, as you have. Your true essence, your true you that you know as you at the soul level is larger then your human body. not all of you can be squeezed into your current human body. but more of your energy will be incorporated over time.
As for my species, look at it this way. I am reptilian let us say. avians come from dinosaurs which come from reptilians. nagas, dragons, alpha draconians, come from reptilians. so your heritage as of now includes all those. but others also. cetacean as you would call it, from your father, or one of them, but also there are certain, qualities we wanted you to have, so before your rebirth we asked the one you know as your unicorn mother to be directly involved in your rebirth, since in essence you were recreated true,but you were reborn also. we gathered certain, souls, since we wanted you to have certain qualities. Those of us we wanted to be directly involved in your rebirth. you are a new you, though the old you is a valid part of your history. and yes you are a prince, technically at our point of view and certain others, you are an imperial prince, though crown prince would be a simpler term. part of why you have those, lovely naga guards, nagas among other species.
Me: What of the being that merged with me?
Lugia: he was sent back by one of your fathers, maybe more then 1, as well as your future self. part of, what you can call your rebirth, but more like helping you through merging with you. not a true soul rebirth, but a rebirth in another way. Then of it as helping you to grow, uncover more of your true being, but not a true recreation but a rebirth to a new level of your true being. you were not recreated at that point. Also my son, lover. you are indeed both male and female, a hermaphrodite I do believe the humans label such beings. though you often lean, sometimes, slightly more towards male then female. though this is not 100% rigid.
also your soul lineage is very colorful and varied. I am what you could call a reptilian. prime reptilian, unicorn since we wanted you to have certain qualities, cetacean from what you would think of as your father. also.... insect, you may have others too, but we'll leave that up for a surprise for later. & yes you do resonate with many of The Misfits as they, you, call yourselves, a most humorous name, but we do like it and it does fit. some of the ones you resonate with strongly you have not met yet. Others your resonance will grow stronger. we are very proud of you my son, and lover, mate. we'll talk again very soon.
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As I was typing something up and almost finished I had a visit from another being. He felt like a cetacean, a dolphin, orca, can't quite tell.
Him: "Greetings my son." I felt he and I were somewhere while I was also in this body, like being 2 places at once and I felt him rubbing my behind as well as a feeling similar to when Lugia popped up.
me: "are you my father, and are we lovers and mates also? "
Him: "yes to all those my son, lover and mate." <I felt him continuing to caress my behind in a sexual manner and I was getting a bit aroused by this>.
Me: "and it's proper for us to be, a human concept it's or proper when it is proper for us since it is true love we share, different types of love, parent, offspring, lover, mates, sexual?"
Him: "indeed, good, you are tapping into your true soul knowledge, excellent my son, lover, mate. Love is what it is. you are ready for the next level. our relationship could be said to be complicated, but also simple, we share love and resonance, as father and son, though you are a herm really as earth humans call it, we are father and offspring, but also lover, mates, beings who share what earth humans would call sex. this is all proper and normal for us. That is why it feels so good to you when I do this. if this was not right or proper at the soul level, believe me my son, you would feel something wrong, improper, instead of being sexually turned on and beginning to feel the deep soul level love you and I share. I just came by ty say hello since i felt this is the correct time for me to do so. we'll talk again later, and do more as well.
Me: "what'll I call you and are you or my mother members of the misfits?"
Him: "what do you wish to call me? pick a name to refer to me for your blog. As for if we are members, we are the sponsors and founders, supporters for The misfits. and you may find this new you resonates with certain members of The Misfits more then you did before, including the shark as you call hir, Karinus. I do think shi has said shi likes this new you more. And Feathers also finds there is a resonance now whereas there wasn't before. But I'm sure she's shown this to you in her own special way.
me: "are you cetacean? I could call you Ceta then."
Ceta: "I like that name, it'll do Ceta. As for if I'm cetacean, as the earth humans would label me yes, think of me really as a precursor to what the earth humans would label as cetacean, but also a dab of reptilian. and insect. think of me as cetacean and insect. my heritage is also yours as well. if you have more then 3 soul parents I'll let time reveal that. Not good or fun to tell you everything.
Before I go I'll say one final message. We'll talk in the future. We are all very proud of you. You've grown so much, we are all very proud of you, Prince Darious, though you could call yourself princess, you're natural leaning as what the earth humans would call your gender, a herm, you are more male leaning then female or balanced herm. not heavy leaning, but you do feel and understand what I mean.
You do not belong on the earth, you are not a human. you belong here on this side with us. Though do try to understand you are helping many there by being there & being yourself and awakening to yourself, soon, sooner then you expect, but perhaps not as soon as you want you'll be here among us once more. Do try to relax, try to relax and have fun and be yourself. you are helping others by just being here, being yourself, clearing yourself of negativity, awakening to your true being. That helps many of the earth humans immensely, more then you may understand or feel at this time. it is an immense help to them and the shift. We'll talk more later my son, lover and mate.
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