I was talking to my unicorn dad last night a bit as I lay down to sleep.
He still wouldn't say what about me or why he finds me attractive and
sexually attractive. Guess some day they may, or maybe not. He did
also add in an extra thing which I find intriguing. <When it i time
for us to have some fun you'll see me at my most seductive, just the 2
of us.> I mention I hope this isn't a 1 time only thing, that we can
do it more then once and he said, <as often as I like and we both
have time.>
after this I was thinking if dragons expect their descendants, soul
children, soul grand children and so on, to find their own way. That if
they do help they prefer to do it subtly instead of more like a guide
or something along those lines. Or if it's just the way of some
dragons.
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I did the 2nd meditation of part 2.
It went in between I'd say. The first part went average to below average. I couldn't feel as well the energies of the first 3. the first slightly. 2 not at all, an 3 maybe slightly.
For the dome thing, mummin? that went pretty well, it didn't feel odd like before. and the part of the Ranthia went well. The only thing is after a time or 2 I started to get a scene elsewhere, but I snapped back after a few seconds. Don't remember the scene I was getting. It happened again but I snapped back before I was aware of a scene. It did feel like I was floating or lighter for parts of it.
This finishes the 5th time I've done the first 2, while listening to the audio so later today I'll listen to 3 twice. The 5 times doesn't count the few times I've done the meditation, a simplified version, a few times while not listening to the audio.
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I did the 3rd meditation of the 2nd part of awaken the light body today. It was an interesting experience, not what I was expecting. I felt the first energy center slightly. the 2nd not really at all. The 3rd a bit. the mummin I felt pretty well. Then when he moved to the heart center, ranthia, I got an idea. I always saw and felt the heart center as moving in this or that direction, this or that speed. I decided to feel to see how many I had. I found I had 3. 1 was moving in the opposite direction of the other 2. The 2 that were moving in the same direction were rotating in 2 different speeds.
I then did my best, to a pretty decent level of success for a first try at this, of feeling & having energy flow through the first 3 energy centers into the mmumin (I'll have to look up what it's called later and try to memorize the names too). and from there into the Ranthias. I didn't feel much as I tried to have it go into all 3. But it felt like I had better success with having the energy flow through the 3 into the mumin and from there into 1 of the ranthia and then to the other 2 as if they have a link or channel.
So at this point I had energy, felt and did my best to do this. Have energy come into the first energy center, the 2nd and 3rd, flowing from the 1st through the 2nd through the 3rd and into the mummin, like a steady current of energy. From there it did feel like the energy changed it's feel so the energy that flowed into the first rantia had a different feel to the energy flowing into the mummin from the first 3 energy centers. Though I did my best to keep this up as a regular flow of energy with a pretty good success.
After I had been doing this for short bit it felt like the kundlini started to flow faster with more energy in it, and then like the channel widened at and below where my lower back is. I felt a tightness in places of my body and tried to get some of those to relax and loosen up. Then it felt like Maribelle and my unicorn dad were touching horns with me and I was in my unicorn form. The kundalini channel widened up to about the heart level. Then it felt like some of the extra energy branched off and went to the mummin. I tried having it go directly into the first ranthia (heart center) but it felt like it didn't like that a bit so I let it go back to the branch flowing into the mummin and from there the 2 channels of energy flowing into the mummin and into the first ranthia and from there into the other 2.
Then it felt like I was back in my body again with Mirabelle still touching horns with me. Dad had seperated his horn from mine for a few seconds then it felt like he touched the tip of his horn to the side of mine. It felt like he was then taking some of the energy that was flowing from the 2 channels, and using it to have certain tight spots in the abdominal and lower areas loosen up and relax. I did feel pleasure, not aware I was feeling some pleasure till the last part of this. And a bit of a bliss feeling also. The floating sensation was there also.
Think I got a message from Mirabelle to try this mediation again before I listened to the audio version again.
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I successfully did Chi Gong for 10 minutes. Could have gone on longer.
An idea I got was to try for 10 minutes daily. Then say around April
1st try to up that to 15 minutes daily. Increasing the length bit by
bit till I get to maybe 30 minutes a day.
while doing it I often to feel some sort of energy flow. I do have
thoughts but they come more slowly. more thoughts then I'd have later
on since some of the thoughts are brief momentary of ok what movement
comes next.
I was thinking during my doing this, a brief thought. If I am dragon at
the soul level, am I eastern, western, do western or eastern dragons
exist. or can I be both. Are western fire and eastern water dragons?
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Read Spirit Guide Sparrow's response to one of my posts earlier. Feels like he, or she, Is partially getting things true and partially not,
Stuff like a horse would not incarnate as a human. that being a new age myth.
Feeling inside I think the key that he/or she, missed is if the given soul is sentient. There is a difference between say a unicorn soul and a horse soul at the soul level. hard to describe. so a sentient like a unicorn may incarnate as a human on earth, on the Pleiades, Sirius, ect. It blurs a bit since one has to get to what is an incarnation, and what is the soul level. So for example is a unicorn a soul or an incarnation.
I think at this time, the inner feeling is say a unicorn is at the soul level, wear-as Sirius or Pleiades sentient life form would be an incarnation.
Feel like Sparrow is partially right and partially wrong, like he/she gets wisdom and information, but overlooks certain things or ignores certain things either consciously or subconsciously. Not that I'm putting him/her down, but I think we all do this to an extent, some more then others, some less then others.
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Sparrow's post did give me some interesting though. if animal soul groups are part of sentient soul groups. So say a human, does that mean the human is part of a mammal, homid, ape, and monkey soul groups or not. It may be. Or it may be that the dividing line is sentient and non sentient souls. that could be he 2 base types. With the non sentient souls after certain sorts of experiences unlike say sentient souls that are after certain types of experiences. Some overlapping interests, but also perhaps many differences also.
Also it seems like he's saying he has the right answers and I won't till I'm on the other side. I dislike that. not that I'm saying that I'm right and he's wrong. as a teen, one of the first poofs that I got at 15 was that. So I'm not one who'll say I have access to right information and your beliefs are wrong. Since I still believe in the poof thing that I got. That everyone sees the truths through a lens, some are more distorted and tinted then others, but none here can see the truth with perfect clarity, with the lens removed so to speak. Not sure if folks on the other side can see or perceive the truths with out distortion or tinting or if that is just part of existing. though i'd guess if they do have a lens theirs is far less distorted and tinted then those here.
So I'm not one to say I can access the real truth and you can't. I wonder if that is why Maribelle and the others don't give me much information about stuff but keep it vague, so I won't distort stuff then have to unlearn stuff once I'm on the other side. Who knows Maribelle may or may not look like how I have seen her. It's ok either way. Though perceptions being one way I may continue to see her and other unicorns one way, and she may see other unicorns in a different way. Though not a vastly different way I think.
If I do have a dragon soul parent I wonder if it is a western, eastern, another type, or of those labels don't apply. Same with if I have a cetacan soul parent.
and for being sentient I can see to different soul species having individuals who may fall in love with 1 of more who are not of their soul species, that is if soul species is a accurate term, it may not be.
And if their intent is to have a kid together, they can, thus making what I guess may be called a hybrid soul.
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I tried the 3rd mediation without listening to the audio. much faster and I did have some pretty good experience with it, with the experience and such. Though I kept having to come back to the meditation since once or twice it was like I was experiencing a controlled dream or something, hard to describe. After a few times of this i thought it enough so stopped with the meditation and also since the kundalini stopped participating, I took that as a good indication to stop also. As before I did get the energy flow to be like a circuit or flow of energy continuously from the 1st energy center up through the 3rd to the dome thing into the first Ranthia, heart center, then to the other 2. The Kundalini started to surge, with more energy, sending off a branch again into the dome. No idea why it does this but I assume it helps somehow.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 2 for the 2nd time while listening to the audio. The results were average I'd say, maybe some aspects being below average. The first 3 energy centers responded, the 2nd and 3rd the least. The dome (I must look up what that is called) I felt some of the energy going into it at first, then much more. I could do the circuit again or continuous flow, though it felt like less of a flow then before. It felt like the kundalini also was less responsive. The flow didn't increase as much and the side channel going to the dome not anywhere as much as before, especially the first time. Same with filling the first Ranthia and then the other 2. It may be that the body, or entertain energy centers and the storage trans-mutative centers like the dome thing, can only handle a certain amount within a certain amount of time, at the present level of development, or with the amount that in this body. Or perhaps due to the human body being so fragile, like thin glass or fine china, that there is a build in safety mechanism. Overall I'd say it was an average success, so good all around.
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Not sure if I go the message right, maybe I did. I tried doing very
simplified hand movements to see if I could get into the same relaxed
trance type as I do at times when I do Qi Gong and it seems I did. I
was thinking if part of my soul heritage is dragon, I wonder if it is
eastern or western and I thought I heard a mental voice say
<eastern>. To test it I mentally said, keeping myself in the same
relaxed type trance (hard to explain what it looks like), "ah, you mean
western right?" I got, <no, eastern>.
"Then why do I like the images and such of western dragons?"
<part of the reason is cultural programming and ???? memory> i
don't remember what the ??? was, it was a concept i didn't quite
understand. Something kinda like racial memory, soul racial memory,
soul memory, something like that but not quite.
Wonder if it's true and if so, info about eastern type dragons and eastern dragon kin must be very scarce I'd guess.
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