Was a bit hesitant to put it here, but decided to since typing this up I may get some more thoughts on it.
Had a conversation with Mirabelle and her mother (my adopted unicorn mother that I call mom). This took place once I woke up but before i got out of bed. I was trying to get back to sleep. managed to after their conversations and me writing down the basics, enough to jog my memory.
First was a discussion with mom. She said let's have a frank discussion. She is willing for me to become one of her lovers. A special one since I was also adopted with in the family (not sure what she means) and also she's willing to have kids with me. But not till after I have had 2 or a few with her daughter (Maribelle). or at least 1. She smiles and says, <though maybe I can't wait that long>. i ask why me? what is special bout me and she only smiles a knowing smile. I got the feel that she is wanting to have another child and is willing to wait a while, but not to long and maybe have one with me before I do with Mirabelle. Not sure why or what is special about me or why me. I also had the feel that mom and discussed this with dad before she talked to me, which them being mates does make sense she would.
Then I had a conversation with Mirabelle. She said about me and mom having a kid would have advantages. She said this while rubbing her horn with mine. She was sending me images of the advantages. As I recall the summary was that as the kid's sire I'd be a part of his life more then just because I'd be an older brother in the family. The kid would have 2 fathers. me the sire and a father, I guess to an extent? and the kid's mother's mate, who would be the one to mainly raise him. Which I can see why since he's an experience father and a unicorn. I've have no idea how to raise a unicorn, though from some of the memory I of stuff I got from source days ago when I had the link opened, as I described before. Unicorn newborns are not like infants here. They are sentient with maybe being like 2-4 year olds, roughly, in human terms. Not sure if they have the choice like a soul to recall some or all of a soul parent's memories. She also said she would be involved more then as an older sister since she's my mate the sire's mate so it would be like practice for us and to get a bit of experience in an easy way. Does feel like she's pushing or suggesting I go through with it.
Then mom came over and started to rub horns with me also. They said I could just say no and that would end the discussion but they mention they think it's significant that I have not said no. I felt their love they were sharing with me and me with them, with some pleasure mixed in. I ask them why me, what is special about me. Its not that thing where everyone is unique is it. I think it was mom who said no it's not that. it's something else. And Mirabelle smiled and said something like <I'm surprised you can't see it.> I can't. I've no idea what they mean.
Their sharing love did help with my heart centers it felt like. And I did feel a desire to have a child with her if she wishes to have one. Not that I think it was their putting it in there. I think part of what they were doing then was helping to bring out more of the natural love that a soul is that is under the human conditioning and programing that parent's and society do, to try to bring out a bit of the true me.
Still have no idea what about me is so special to have this happen and the family to be open about being willing to have or share sex with me, in a loving manner, but a fun one also. Unless they are naturally open to sex. Dad did mention dolphins living nearby. if they are sentient nommo or whatever type, that may be part of the reason. Maybe they influenced the unicorns living nearby.
I wonder if it is just dolphins or other types like orcas, beluga whales ect. I also find it maybe significant that Dad mentioned my being a phin (to use an expression I use I think I mention him saying). so I may be more then just dolphin and orca or maybe he's just lumping those under phin.
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I just did the 5th meditation of part 2 of the 6 part course. Felt
like I went pretty deep. It took me a while to come out of the
meditation trance. This one was about the inner healer awakening or
something the inner healer. Some areas it seemed to work on was my left
knee and eye, end lung s as well as upper left back area.
The bit about is there any exercise I should be doing, seems to keep doing what I'm doing in general, and Qi Gong as well.
I do like her, Orin's, and also in the other meditations, Daben's
emphasizing playing with the energy, trying this or that, say with the
inner healer try the dinia, ninia and the other energy centers worked on
so far . I may try that in the future. and her bit about you can live
pain free in in vibrant health.
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I just did Qi Gong, doing each movement once, a few twice, and it would up being about 10 minutes. A good amount. I think maybe April I may try upping that to 15, by going back to repeat some of the early movements.
Think I may get the soul love thing, not till I've finished the 2nd part of the awaken the light body. I'll decide that later. I was thinking since souls are love that may help with being my soul more. Or at elast an aspect of it.
As I did the exercises it did feel a bit different, more vibrant? hard to describe. Maybe an aftereffect of that awakening the inner healer mediation I did earlier.
Maybe the opening to channel book, course maybe too. I'll think about that.
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had a thought yesterday. what if each of us is in our own universe that is only us in it and everyone else is just overlapping into our universe. Thus making a shared overlapping universe.
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each major choice could also lead to other universes and or time lines. Leading to various you's that grow very different over time.
Though I do remember reading in a Michael Newton book that what souls do is often they'll take a past life , with some of their soul group friends and will explore that life. like what if they made all the best choices, what if they made alternate choices. So 1 life can give one multiple lessons.
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