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I do feel an attraction to more then unicorns, though does this mean I may be some of those, or some may be just incarnations that former soul has had, or perhaps very close friends or lovers that may be those or look similar to them.
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Free will does seem pretty complicated if you add in the various ramifications. For example Mirabelle and I have to want to have a kid together to create one, and I think she'll be pregnant for a bit as a result. Though this also likely means that the kid has to want to exist, in a non linear way. Also all the children that will be descendants, if they wish exist then it can be said to go back through the ancestors to the first 1 or 2.
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I was laying down and relaxed, I was sorta feeling inside with my eyes closed. It felt like the love or energy that accompanying love can feel different. The love I feel for Mirabelle and that she feels for me is immense, but it feels different then the love coming from the link thing (not sure how to describe it) that i feel like I have with a bunch of unicorns. Not sure if it is all unicorns everywhere or just certain ones or a large group of them. I think a herd of unicorns is called a blessing or glory.
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Mirabelle was sending me some some images and impressions of a bit what it may feel like being mounted on top of her, nuzzling and some.... somewhat erotic images. She stopped it a sort time after I started doing the next meditation. though the images were not anywhere as erotic as what she has sent before.
I started doing the first meditation of the 2nd part of the awaken the light body course: opening your heart center. It felt like I did better with the first 3 light body energy centers. And the first thing, forgot what it's called. there is a thing that collects the energy from the first 3, and only accepts energy that is, I think he said, high vibration, light, forgot exactly. I had the energy from the first 3 gather into this, asking Mirabelle if she could give me some energy, she did and if we unicorns do have a link I decided to ask them to send me a little bit, and felt like i got a slight amount. It wasn't important so I wasn't expecting any.
It did feel like the first try at sending this energy from the chamber thing to the heart center did go very well. Felt like I was floating for a good part of it.
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I was thinking about doing the meeting your twin flame and reuniting with your soul family meditations I got from youtube, but think I"ll wait till later.
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I did the 1st meditation of part 2: awaken the heart center. This experience started very similar to the first.
The first part of it, up to working on the dome was like the previous session, but I went deep or something. It was like a smaller part of me was still in the body doing the session from that point on, but I don't recall it much. Most of me appeared somewhere where Maribelle was next to me.
She told me to hop on, which I did and she shifted or something and we were inside some building where her father was there with her mother a bit behind him and to one side. I hopped off of Maribelle and was a unicorn stallion in an instant. Her father touched his horn to mine, I think it was to see what sort of person i was or to get to know me. It felt like I experience all sort of positive things, hard to describe but they were very strong, though I was left with the impression that he approved, like me and was willing for us to have sex in the future. then her brother, or one of them came in and said to me he wanted to take me aside to talk to me, and a step or 2 later we were at the area that Mirabelle showed me as one of her favorite places. I dont' recall walking there, maybe we did and I wasn't aware or maybe we teleported or something.
he asked me to stand there while he walked around me, to look me over. then he came back to my front and touched horns with me. It felt similar to when their father did, but different. In the mental image thing he went around me and mounted me, I guess to see if I was open to that. Since I think at the soul level the true me is Bi, I didn't mind. He didn't really do much really but then before we separated horn contact I felt like he approved and diffidently would be willing for us to have sex in the future. Then another brother of hers popped up, asking if this is her mate, he briefly looked at me and said hello. As he said hello I think he sent me a mental visual of the other brother, him and me involved in a 3 some. I think I sent back the intent that that was intriguing, interesting and a possibility.
Then a sister popped up, and , I'm not sure if he was kidding, but she said in a sorta kidding but also maybe a bit serious that the 2 of them share everything, and I could somehow knew she meant she wanted her sister to share me with her, not as her as a mate to but her as a lover or someone she would be having sex with.
Then her father came up, saying since I had no unicorn family since I wasn't born into one, he and his mate had decided to adopt me into their family. I was to refer to him as dad and her as mom. Though I felt his intent was also leaving in the possibility of sex as still a possible thing in the future.
Then I seem to have blacked out or something and was coming out of trance in the body and the meditation was almost over. At first I totally didn't remember any of this till later. Not sure if it happened or was a dream. I see how Mirabelle could have used some of ability to pull me out if I was pretty deep meditation trance wise to take me to meet her family. Before it happened i do recall I was around medium trance or maybe past medium.
Not sure what to make of it. Did it happen or not. Did she pull me out to meet her family? I can see that as happening. Though I can't recall any colors at all for some reason. I did ask her I thought you were going to wait till we consummated our mateship before we were going to meet your family and she said, <I was kidding silly.> I thought at the time when she said it, and I think I put that down, that it felt like she was kidding, with maybe some seriousness in it.
The first part of it, up to working on the dome was like the previous session, but I went deep or something. It was like a smaller part of me was still in the body doing the session from that point on, but I don't recall it much. Most of me appeared somewhere where Maribelle was next to me.
She told me to hop on, which I did and she shifted or something and we were inside some building where her father was there with her mother a bit behind him and to one side. I hopped off of Maribelle and was a unicorn stallion in an instant. Her father touched his horn to mine, I think it was to see what sort of person i was or to get to know me. It felt like I experience all sort of positive things, hard to describe but they were very strong, though I was left with the impression that he approved, like me and was willing for us to have sex in the future. then her brother, or one of them came in and said to me he wanted to take me aside to talk to me, and a step or 2 later we were at the area that Mirabelle showed me as one of her favorite places. I dont' recall walking there, maybe we did and I wasn't aware or maybe we teleported or something.
he asked me to stand there while he walked around me, to look me over. then he came back to my front and touched horns with me. It felt similar to when their father did, but different. In the mental image thing he went around me and mounted me, I guess to see if I was open to that. Since I think at the soul level the true me is Bi, I didn't mind. He didn't really do much really but then before we separated horn contact I felt like he approved and diffidently would be willing for us to have sex in the future. Then another brother of hers popped up, asking if this is her mate, he briefly looked at me and said hello. As he said hello I think he sent me a mental visual of the other brother, him and me involved in a 3 some. I think I sent back the intent that that was intriguing, interesting and a possibility.
Then a sister popped up, and , I'm not sure if he was kidding, but she said in a sorta kidding but also maybe a bit serious that the 2 of them share everything, and I could somehow knew she meant she wanted her sister to share me with her, not as her as a mate to but her as a lover or someone she would be having sex with.
Then her father came up, saying since I had no unicorn family since I wasn't born into one, he and his mate had decided to adopt me into their family. I was to refer to him as dad and her as mom. Though I felt his intent was also leaving in the possibility of sex as still a possible thing in the future.
Then I seem to have blacked out or something and was coming out of trance in the body and the meditation was almost over. At first I totally didn't remember any of this till later. Not sure if it happened or was a dream. I see how Mirabelle could have used some of ability to pull me out if I was pretty deep meditation trance wise to take me to meet her family. Before it happened i do recall I was around medium trance or maybe past medium.
Not sure what to make of it. Did it happen or not. Did she pull me out to meet her family? I can see that as happening. Though I can't recall any colors at all for some reason. I did ask her I thought you were going to wait till we consummated our mateship before we were going to meet your family and she said, <I was kidding silly.> I thought at the time when she said it, and I think I put that down, that it felt like she was kidding, with maybe some seriousness in it.
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I feel somewhere in the heart center area a great happiness/joy that i was accepted and adopted into Mirabelle's family. Guess that means I am a member of a unicorn family. Cool.
Feels from there that they love me immensely. And i think since I wasn't conceived and born into the family that includes sexual feelings and leaving open the possibility of us becoming lovers too, or individuals who are open to us having sex. That includes Dad, 2 brothers, and a sister. Not sure if there are others or not. Feels like it doesn't include adopted mom, which at dad's request I"ll call them dad, mom. I'll add in bro, sis, ect.
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I was thinking of The past life fragments
I have recalled. 1 could have been a merfolk type since it was I was in
the water with some dolphins talking to them. From the waist up I
seemed to be some sort of humanoid or sorta humanoid. Never looked in a
mirror or down at myself in the fragment so no idea what I really
looked like.
Another fragment was as a dolphin, a fully sentient one. I was heading somewhere with a school or pod. not earth I think since we were heading somewhere to do something. Don't recall what.
another one was as a humanoid light blue skinned being. No idea what was going on.
Assuming those were past lives of former soul. and not me tapping into something like a record of past lives that were not mine or something.
Another fragment was as a dolphin, a fully sentient one. I was heading somewhere with a school or pod. not earth I think since we were heading somewhere to do something. Don't recall what.
another one was as a humanoid light blue skinned being. No idea what was going on.
Assuming those were past lives of former soul. and not me tapping into something like a record of past lives that were not mine or something.
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I feel somewhere in the heart center area a great happiness/joy that i was accepted and adopted into Mirabelle's family. Guess that means I am a member of a unicorn family. Cool.
Feels from there that they love me immensely. And i think since I wasn't conceived and born into the family that includes sexual feelings and leaving open the possibility of us becoming lovers too, or individuals who are open to us having sex. That includes Dad, 2 brothers, and a sister. Not sure if there are others or not. Feels like it doesn't include adopted mom, which at dad's request I"ll call them dad, mom. I'll add in bro, sis, ect.
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