Weird dream last night.
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I do wonder. I do feel a connection with dolphins, orcas, dragons.
But how does serpant/snake, eastern dragons, serpentine nagas and unicorns fit into this.
It Could be that the connection with the eastern dragon may be he's a friend of Stan, another aspect and or current soul I'm an external aspect of. I did see a gold dragon once during my 2nd treatment and Stan did say he was a friend of his, so that may be the connection with eastern dragons.
But why serpent/snake and serpentine naga. That could be the same being, able to shift between serpentine naga and naga or 2 different beings.
Dolphin and orca I can see, since I'm a member of a pod and some members, me included it seems from my past experiences there, can choose if we look like a dolphin or an orca. and a dragoness may be the twin flame of old or current soul. if it's new soul not sure if old soul doesn't have a twin, if he merged with his twin. if his twin was elsewhere usually when I was there. and currently how does unicorns fit in. An aspect of current soul, or is one a friend of current soul. I should try to see if I can mediate later today and find the answer to at least some of these.
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Lay down to take a nap and decided instead to just relax, if i went to sleep fine if not also fine. not sure if i did, doubt it. I just tried to see if I could relax and how well I could relax. An hour passed and it seemed only a few minutes. So maybe i did go very deep uncontrollably and then eased back into being medium relaxed or the body may have gone to sleep without my being consciously aware of it.
A bit before I stopped and decided to get up I noticed I was resonating, vibrating, all over, no idea why. Guess my vibration was being increased or something. On a whim I tried to see if I could move the energy body, but like before it's impossible.
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Finally back after having no net from Tuesday afternoon till who knows today. I'd guess late afternoon or early evening. In only knew I had phone and net back since on a whim I picked up the phone and saw the dial was lite and there was a dial tone. tried plugging in the dsl modem and after a while I was online.
I'll start posting my experiences not to fast. I may do Tuesday tonight. Wednesday maybe Friday afternoon so if anyone does read this they won't have to read to much to get caught up.
Dryad says I have a trickser aspect. Sounds pretty evil to cause nightmares for fun. But on to the Tuesday stuff.
Makes me wonder if ANY of my experiences lately have been real, or if they are all lies done for the trickser whims. I'll have to question everything. i was going to post Tuesday but if it is all lies I won't post anymore but Tuesday. No idea why I attracted an evil trickster aspect. I'll have to think if I want to peruse awakening since no telling what the evil trickster do to make me think this or that happened when it was all fantasy tricks for it's amusement. on second thought I'll delete what I typed up for Tuesday since I bet it's all trickster fantasy and likes. I'll stop all mystic and spiritual stuff totally since I have no way to tell the difference between a real mystical experience and a trickster lie. I'll stop recording my dreams also, so maybe I'll go back to remembering maybe a few a year.
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Was going to type more but I Deleted what I had copy & pasted since who knows what of my experiences happened and what were just fantasy lies done to amuse the evil trickster aspect I seem to have attracted or something. I never heard of such a thing, but best for at least now, till I get more information, to totally turn my back on everything mystic and spiritual. and who knows what evil it'll do next just for it's amusement. and I can't do anything about it. Which likely makes it laugh more. Pretty evil beings.
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I do wonder. I do feel a connection with dolphins, orcas, dragons.
But how does serpant/snake, eastern dragons, serpentine nagas and unicorns fit into this.
It Could be that the connection with the eastern dragon may be he's a friend of Stan, another aspect and or current soul I'm an external aspect of. I did see a gold dragon once during my 2nd treatment and Stan did say he was a friend of his, so that may be the connection with eastern dragons.
But why serpent/snake and serpentine naga. That could be the same being, able to shift between serpentine naga and naga or 2 different beings.
Dolphin and orca I can see, since I'm a member of a pod and some members, me included it seems from my past experiences there, can choose if we look like a dolphin or an orca. and a dragoness may be the twin flame of old or current soul. if it's new soul not sure if old soul doesn't have a twin, if he merged with his twin. if his twin was elsewhere usually when I was there. and currently how does unicorns fit in. An aspect of current soul, or is one a friend of current soul. I should try to see if I can mediate later today and find the answer to at least some of these.
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Lay down to take a nap and decided instead to just relax, if i went to sleep fine if not also fine. not sure if i did, doubt it. I just tried to see if I could relax and how well I could relax. An hour passed and it seemed only a few minutes. So maybe i did go very deep uncontrollably and then eased back into being medium relaxed or the body may have gone to sleep without my being consciously aware of it.
A bit before I stopped and decided to get up I noticed I was resonating, vibrating, all over, no idea why. Guess my vibration was being increased or something. On a whim I tried to see if I could move the energy body, but like before it's impossible.
=============================
Finally back after having no net from Tuesday afternoon till who knows today. I'd guess late afternoon or early evening. In only knew I had phone and net back since on a whim I picked up the phone and saw the dial was lite and there was a dial tone. tried plugging in the dsl modem and after a while I was online.
I'll start posting my experiences not to fast. I may do Tuesday tonight. Wednesday maybe Friday afternoon so if anyone does read this they won't have to read to much to get caught up.
Dryad says I have a trickser aspect. Sounds pretty evil to cause nightmares for fun. But on to the Tuesday stuff.
Makes me wonder if ANY of my experiences lately have been real, or if they are all lies done for the trickser whims. I'll have to question everything. i was going to post Tuesday but if it is all lies I won't post anymore but Tuesday. No idea why I attracted an evil trickster aspect. I'll have to think if I want to peruse awakening since no telling what the evil trickster do to make me think this or that happened when it was all fantasy tricks for it's amusement. on second thought I'll delete what I typed up for Tuesday since I bet it's all trickster fantasy and likes. I'll stop all mystic and spiritual stuff totally since I have no way to tell the difference between a real mystical experience and a trickster lie. I'll stop recording my dreams also, so maybe I'll go back to remembering maybe a few a year.
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Was going to type more but I Deleted what I had copy & pasted since who knows what of my experiences happened and what were just fantasy lies done to amuse the evil trickster aspect I seem to have attracted or something. I never heard of such a thing, but best for at least now, till I get more information, to totally turn my back on everything mystic and spiritual. and who knows what evil it'll do next just for it's amusement. and I can't do anything about it. Which likely makes it laugh more. Pretty evil beings.
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