Awoke from my nap and was resonating with energy being sent. Maybe by unicorn mother, the elder who created me not adopted mother. I guess she's either increasing my vibration, helping me to get ready to channel, helping me to fully awaken, or some combination of these or other things perhaps I've not thought of.
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I think of feel the soul elements or types picked for me to be were picked for specific reasons. cetacean since I had been introduced to the pod, or at least a few of the pod, and current soul was mostly that and former soul too it seems. But also they can be classified as an ET type, fae type being in the unicorn, eastern or western dragon is maybe fae type or magical, or maybe elemental as well. eastern may be more air and or water and western maybe more fire. Though those guesses may be wrong and there may be water western types and fire eastern types.
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Once I'm done with the awakening the light body course I do plan on spending say around 36 days going back through all the meditations again while deciding what, if any, courses to get next, what frequency ect. not sure if I'll add the opening to channel meditations into those or not. I may do them separately now and then to try to deepen or strengthen the connection. There is also the receiving a clear channel course I may or may not save up to buy in may that has more meditations to strengthen the link, channel. I'll wait till late April, seeing how my channeling is going to see if I feel the need for a 2nd course or not.
For the light body course there are side courses i can get from the 2nd course category as well as 3-5, categories. I may look in those and pick what interests me the most, maybe up to 6-8, then maybe get the 2nd course, maybe. I'll decide all that later during that 36 day period when I redo the whole course.
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I did the 4th audio of the opening to channel audio course and It went very well. it was another guided mediation, one getting into a relaxed state. it did leave me very very relaxed. the bit about seeing a white light I did see one, to an extent behind the white specs or whatever I see when my eyes are closed. also the bit about your guide's energy coming into you to revitalize your body, i felt like it was more then 1 source, could not tell how many. Maybe like the guy/or girl said yesterday that i saw, there may be more then 1, maybe either specialists, or each one for specific purposes.
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I've removed meat from what I eat. I've no desire to eat meat. Also it seems my body prefers now 4 meals instead of 6 so I'll just remove the 2 meals where I use to eat white rice. I'll see if this goes ok or of my body would prefer me to eat maybe 8 very very small meals instead of 4 small ones. With the adding in trail mix into 1 of the meals and maybe a 2nd type of cereal, I may eat less oatmeal also. The frozen juice I may just drink half of it at half a cup at a time, and the other cup I will likely add to the cerial oatmeal mix like normal. So 2 meals it seems may remain the same as before with the other 2 changed and white rice maybe cut out of my eating plan. This will be maybe an increase in fat, but it'll all be about 99% poly and mono unsaturated types of fat, so maybe healthier then being almost fat free I had been for years and lately the fat being 2/3 from poly & mono with a small amount from meat. This may accompany with drinking more water then before.
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I did the 11th meditation of the 2nd part of awaken the light body course. Its called Journey of forgiveness or something like that. After the initial 4 energy centers of the light body and the mummin done by Daben (which went very well), Orin then takes over and has you bring in a person from your past you want to forgive then your forgive yourself. She does this 4 times. For the 3rd time I just visualized all my relatives, to save time, to forgive. and for the 4th one I imagined being in a huge auditorium and forgiving everyone. Felt a bit disoriented during that and a lot of energy moving out and light moving in, think i did anyway. I did feel much lighter immediately afterwards and during it. Think I still do.
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i was thinking that while some souls may prefer to do things non linearly, I can see some preferring a more linear way of doing things
since it does keep things simpler. Though I think I prefer doing at
least some things non linearly. Also if you add in multi dimensional
selves and if souls can be in a number of places doing multiple things
at once and be equally aware, more or less. That adds in a lot one can
do.
So say having a bunch of mates, lovers, and friends with benefits that
may sound like a lot if one has say 100 total, but with non linear one
can hang out with friends, family , and get to do a lot stuff. Like one
could be doing several projects at once, get bored of one pop to
another, or pop off to visit or hang out with some soul family, friends,
mates, lovers, ect and then pop back days or weeks later at their point
of view, an instant later and its almost as if no time had passed in
these projects. Though I can see others preferring to do just 1 thing
at a time. And others may have different aspects doing things or
utilize their being multidimensional selves to maybe be in several
places at once.
Not sure if I got any of this right, all of it, or parts, or some of it.
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so soul 1 would do things in a linear fashion for the most part, easier since everything is 1 at a time, but he can't zip off to do a thing or 2 and pop back.
soul 2 can zip around as his interest takes him, going in a totally non linear fashion, though he would have to remember all the various things he was doing to be sure to pop back on instant later or a few hours, or whatever, later.
3 may focus on his multi dimensional so he may be doing 10 things at once but maybe each 1 only he only can get like 10% so he could be less distracted by this so it's only say 3%, but another demands more of his attention so it is 20% of his attention. Some bits maybe can't benefit as much from his split attention so to speak. So the 3% can't maybe befit as easily from the soul's experiences, ect as the 20%, and or the soul is not as aware of the 3% as he is of the 20%.
Though I don't think most souls do just 1 of these. I feel most souls do a mix of these, but primarily being of 1 type or 2, with maybe elements of the other, at least sometimes.
Though again not sure if i got any of this right.
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I lay down to sleep and I think my unicorn mother came. I felt her
energy sorta overlay mine partially. maybe due to m not being as
sensitive maybe she did it to be sure she could talk to me or something.
She said I was indeed a member of 2 unicorn families, the one that had
adopted me and hers as well since she was one of my soul parents, though
it was different then the way unicorns are normally made. Her 2 mates
considered me as full a member of the family as she did and the rest of
her family also did. I asked, only partially serious, that that means
they'd not have an interest in the possibility of sex, unlike my adopted
family. I felt like she had smiled and she said, in a humorous tone
<I didn't say anything about that. I am one of your soul parents
true, but neither of them are. You are related to the rest of my family
but not them.>
She then got serious, saying the great mother wanted to talk to me. I
said fine, just pull me out and take me to her and she said , no not
now. When the incarnation is over and it's time to talk to you about
the 4th option. She wants to discuss it with you then.
I asked what the 4th option was and she didn't say anything. I tried to
reach in to see if I could get soul knowledge and got a vague type
impression. adviser, ambassador, teacher, on a council, guide type
maybe. Just a vague sorta non specific impression. Not sure what that
means.
I woke up from my nap with slight resonating energy corsing through me
slightly, in a different pattern then before, but it stopped a short
while after i awoke.
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I did the 11th meditation, this time not listening to the audio.
Decided I'd do it faster without that. I did run the energies of the
first 3 light body energy centers and the mumin, but I had to look up
the name of the 4th one. They all went well in my opinion. Then I
visualized a huge auditorium type place with no walls but support arches
lots of seats everywhere and I stood on a stage with a microphone in
had and said I had asked them all here, being from the past present and
future of this life, all past and parallel lives and any future ones I
may have, though I did say i don't plan on incarnating any more, but
just in case. Then I said I forgive everyone. We do make mistakes but
instead of holding onto the negative emotions, let's let them go and
instead allow our selves to feel unconditional love for each other and
towards each other. Then I said and in addition I forgive myself as
well and sent unconditional love to myself. I stopped it there since I
for some reason I gave myself a mild headache. Not sure why. Maybe a
coincidence.
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I did a free 3.5 minute mediation. One on receiving clear guidance from
your soul. I did see the sun of my soul as in the guided mediation and
the light was very bright, I could feel the heat from it too. Funny
thing though the ascended
master that appeared to send energy to my 3rd eye, as I asked, as said
in the guided mediation looked a lot like that guy from Saturday's
meditation. same race anyway. Some part of me knew he was an
Arcturian, I'll have to look that race
up. The beam he sent both went down my horn and also to a spot slightly
above the middle of my eyebrows and below my horn. No idea why. I
heard a comment about my wondering about ascension, embodying my soul
self, removing the human condition and programming ect a voice that
sounded like me.
Which if it was my soul or higher self, would sound like me. It would
be strange if my higher self or soul sounded like someone else totally
different. But he said <not as much needs to be cleared away as you
think.> it did leave me thirsty for some reason.
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I did the cellular activation one Very positive experience, like a
light energy shining into every cell, dna, and molecule. Interesting I
may try 2 more for tonight, solar light ones.
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I also tried the living your higher purpose. Very positive I'd say.
? help with the shift by being here, spread light, awaken as fully as I can to my true self.
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Went to the sf chat again. Was having fun. Someone said in private
that they thought I was going insane by going into my own mind and I
wasn't sharing right. I just said sorry and left. not feeling bad or
anything but if someone doesn't' want me somewhere I leave. better all
around. I'll stay away from the sf chat from now on. My stuff is
likely to far out there . Doubt I'm insane since the stuff I've
experienced I've come across similar stuff, scattered around on the net
but never in any 1 place. So think I'll stay only in my own yourspace
and maybe Scarlette's and perhaps Shinshoo's and no where else on the
SF forum at all.
My experiences may be way to far out there for those here. Not that I
think I'm surperior to anyone on the forum. It may be due to the fact
I'm nt an earth soul and everyone on sf but a very few likely are so
there are different types of experiences. Plus whatever soul is when
I'm not here may also play into it. it could be soul is use to hanging
out with ET's, unicorns, non earth cetaceans, dragons, and who knows
what else. But earth souls here on SF may not experience any of that
stuff, even if they are awakening.
Just my thoughts.
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