Thursday [3-19]

I did the 2nd meditation of the 2nd part of the course today. I felt all the energies. It was an interesting sensation between the first 3 energy centers of the light body, the half dome thing that transmutes and stores the energy then sends it to the heart center. Felt like I went to medium trance state or at least I felt very relaxed. Felt like Mirabelle sent me a tiny bit of energy, as I asked, not that I needed it, just wanted to see if I could see it and a bit extra energy wouldn't hurt anything.

Doing doing this I got a few images or something. the 1st was of a side of a cliff or something. It seemed to have extremely thick fog. part of it had what looked like 3 foot high wall made with what looked like rocks maybe. And these were in front of a cliff, or some area that had a sheer drop, with all the fog it was not possible to see how far down it went. The viewpoint seemed to shift, moving and the wall thing came to and end with the land suddenly dropping down, but no wall made of stones to stop one. I did see trees around, but they didn't have leaves, sorta like it was winter and they had dropped their leaves or something.

I saw a 2nd thing, but I don't recall what that is now.

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I did the 2nd meditation of part 2 again. Had marginal success I'd say overall. Nothing wrong about that. Can't have a great experience every day. Maybe it's an off day at this time. I felt almost nothing of the Nua, only slightly towards the end. The 2nd I felt nothing, of the 3rd I had the most success of the lower 3. Which is unusual since I usually have the most success with the first 1.

Of the dome thing, still can't remember it's name, I had pretty good success, though it felt odd for some reason. Maybe it's the off day or it's not use to being used much. the heart center also felt a bit odd as well as I did the meditation. Both I could feel the energy win them, but it felt ? more solid, a bit odd, in a way hard explain. No biggie, like I said before, can't expect a super experience very time.

I did feel the energy around the body that came from the heart center and it effecting the upper 3 energy centers to at least a slight degree. I think I can feel my horn but can't place it exactly. Is it between my eyebrows or in the middle of my forehead? or is there something in both?

Didn't' really feel the floating feeling, just a very very slight bit towards the end. I may try this again a 3rd time either tonight or tomorrow morning. The pamphlet says to do the first 2 3-5 times before moving on to the 3-6. I've done both twice each so 4 total, but I think doing 2 once more can't hurt and will be 5 total.

I tried it a a bit quick just now without listening to the audio. felt like a bit more success. The mummin, I think it's called, still felt a bit odd. I asked Mirabelle and my new unicorn family for a slight bit of energy for an experiment, as well as trying to build up energy in the first 3 energy centers. Over all I'd say a better success then when I did it a bit earlier while listening to the audio.

I can feel my horn now in the middle of my forehead. Not all of it, but the base of it and maybe a few inches and the base does fee like it's in the middle of my forehead, the base that is.

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Felt like Mirabelle wasn't with me once I left the apartment, but she could see and hear through my senses or something. She seemed happy I was having fun at the Thursday rpg group.

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I think instead of picking 6 favorites per course of the 6 parts, I may instead just, the month after I finish the 6th part, just go through and redo the course. picking say 10 out of 12 meditations for each part I'll do, doubling up and doing a different one mediation. Which means over the course of a month I can do 60. That easily comes to 10 per course, leaving out only 2. Not bad.

I think during the month I"ll go over all the, what I call, side Light body courses, pick the ones that interest me, and then see if I can narrow it down to at most 6, but allowing up to 8 if they really do interest me, but trying to keep it at most 6, then buy those. Then I may get the 2nd course. The 3rd may interest me more. but each of those is $200. So that seems better as a end cap, where I may get each course say every 2-4 months, so taking up to 3 years to finish the course, that is IF I do decide to do 3. I may decide to just get a course or 2 and that is it, In that case I may get those before I get 2. I'll decide all that after I've picked out the max of 6 side LB courses I'll get. Plenty of time since that is around 4 months off or so.

I think a short time ago Mirabelle and one of her brothers sent me positive feelings. With the feel of bro's positive energy or something, felt like under the surface, not much under, was he does still fine me sexually attractive and is willing ot have some fun. Plenty of time for that later. I do wonder how many of her family will find me the same way since I'm not related to them, being adopted but not conceived and born into the family.

I do wonder how large her family is. I can understand not introducing me right away to all of them. Plenty of time to gradually do it then poof all at once.  I also wonder if more of her family, or friends, will find me sexually attractive and why they do.

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Annoying that it seems I'll have to wait till this incarnation is over to see if I know anything about unicorns (except the tiny bit I got from source), dragons, cetaceans non of earth origin, if I am any of those, apart from unicorn, if I have any other purpose being here apart from anchoring that energy thing (whatever that is) for the new wave indigo folks, and awakening, not very important overall and those may be the only 2 reasons I'm here. Still, it's annoying having to wait to find out if I know anything about unicorns, dragons, cetaceans of non earth origin, and if I am any part dragon and non earth cetacean, but nothing i can do about that except to wait.

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It seem Mr. H and his mate want to talk to me again. No idea why. He lied about something Mirabelle said. Guess he was trying to drive us apart for some evil reason. He is a dark and evil soul I bet. I guess the reason he & his mate wanted to talk to me is due to his wanting to lie again and they want to try to drive Mirabelle and me apart and say how knows what evil things.

As I was thinking that I think I got a poof flash message thing from bro, or one of them. He said <don't believe him.> Then I got. Then I got one from dad, the feel was he was running, no idea if he was running somewhere, or just out for a fun run. The message was <he lies>.

I asked him if he is the leader of unicorns everywhere like he says, dad says, <he's no leader of us.> One of my bros said <Yea.> and sis said, <yuk.> No idea this could be a group chat thing. Wonder if twas telepathic or something else.

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I asked dad and bro if they really do find me sexually attractive. The 2 of them didn't answer but I got a strong feeling they do, and also they'd be willing to have some sexual fun with me.  I then asked other bro and sister and got much the same.  They acknowledge they do and are willing ot have some sexual fun, but won't say why they find me sexually attractive, or what about me they find attractive and sexually attractive.

I went and told them I was willing to have some sexual fun with them, they all seemed happy about that for some reason.  Sis added in, <oooo.>

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I feel some inner joy with having been adopted into the family.  But they , except for mom, are willing to have sex with me too. 

though that makes me wonder how large Mirabelle's family is. As well as if others will find me attractive, as well as sexually attractive and willing to have sex with me.  I guess unicorns are very very open about sex. 

That may be fun, if the true me isn't to shy.  If I do get introduced to all of them, assuming there are more, and they are like dad, bros and sis. 

Seems wild that is real.  Seems wilder since I am not anyone special.  Not putting myself down. Just that I'm average, no one special. 

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I had an idea of something and asked the dragoness a question and her voice seemed pretty hard to hear, but i do think I got a reply.  I asked if she was the one who maybe subtly pointed me to get the Light Body course.  She said she had subtly suggested it since they (dan and stan) were not working out. 

I was thinking a bit about Dan's reply when I tried the meet your guide guided meditation and Dan popped up saying where I''m considered they (meaning him and Stan) have to be on their best behavior.  She did tell me she'd look into it when I mentioned to her they kept telling me I could project and bugging me to try and after a few days I got annoyed. 

I was curious after I spoke to her they never tried to contact me.  Guess I know why.  And if i sent them a message 99% of the time the wouldn't reply, same to this day.