Tuesday afternoon: Did meditation 11 today. I'll finish the last one tomorrow. it was an interesting one. Annoying that the phone line went out the few seconds before I was going to post this.
You summon a master to help you. They also talk about you are a master yourself. And believing that you can become fully awakened in this lifetime and become the master that you already are. And this master will help you and you can summon him in the future. I could sense him, but not see him. she then had had the master touch the area of the head where the third eye was to open it. I didn't see anything. Instead it felt like something long came or grew from the center of my forehead and grew out. It felt like it was straight, but grew out of the center of my forehead and was aimed upwards, I think. Felt like something long was anchored on the skull, sorta. Hard to explain. I did feel the resonating of the rest of the areas of the first 3 energy centers of the light body. Though with the first one it felt like maybe 2 spots were resonating, or maybe the whole general area instead of just 1 spot. No biggie since I would assume any energy would go to the right spot. Or it could be that 1 was the 1st energy center of the light body and maybe the other was the 1st dantian (however you spell it), or the 2nd chakra maybe. Maybe even all 3.
What did it feel like to be the master: relaxing, I didn't feel to emotional. though
What advice did you give yourself? I don't recall much. One of it was to keep doing the to do list. That is a key to getting things done.
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Tuesday afternoon: I tried a guided meditation/hypnotic to astral project, but it didn't work. I felt the resonance/vibration, but could not get out at all. It's like whatever energy body is glued to the physical body. Makes me think that when the physical body dies die will it be free then or still stuck or glued into the physical body. I'll find out someday. Makes me wonder if there is any life after the death of the physical body. perhaps once you're in a physical body, if you can't project, then that is it, you die with the body.
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Tuesday afternoon/evening: I lay down, and instead of taking a nap instead I did 2 meditations. the first one was to deal with 2 sub personalities, worry and another. i did like the guided mediation did before, but without using the audio. I may retry this with the audio tomorrow, or maybe without the audio.
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Tuesday evening: I then tried to relax as deeply as I could. i felt the usual resonating/vibrations, but again was not able to leave, not float out of the body, not fall out of the body to the floor, nor pull myself out of the body using an imaginary rope, nor roll out, nothing worked. though i did feel very relaxed and the resonating/vibrations continued the whole time. I gave up after about an hour. No phone service and no internet so figured why not.
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Tuesday evening: Since the phone & internet are out I decided to go ahead and try a meditation I had downloaded. A short 15 minute one called Meet Your Unicorn. It was a unique experience.
The meditation talked about the third eye. Though I think she got it wrong when she said the unicorn's horn is it's crown chakra since it would be on the top of it's head, but that is getting off track. As she was talking about the 3rd eye, opening it or something I did feel something was there here my third eye was supposed to be.
he came out. i say he since I had the feeling of his being a male. He said either "welcome brother, or "greetings brother." not sure which. As he said this he touched his horn to what apparently was mine. Didn't know I had one. And it felt like I was blasted with, hard to describe. It did make my physical body's eyes water. Some exquisite feelings, love (inadvertent to call it that but that is the closest) some other powerful positive.... things I can't begin to describe. Felt like me entire body was resonating, pretty strongly as I recall, and I also felt some sorta warm fuzzy energy also. Also could feel like maybe a horn, or could feel it better at this point,and something sticking out of my back.
The guided meditation then had me get on the unicorn and I did feel what felt like some being between my physical body's legs, some being with very dense/concentrated energy, quite a bit of it. he then, as the guided mediation guided, to fly somewhere, through upper dimensions.
Then we appeared/landed on a beach and it had some dolphins at the surface in the distance. he said this was the territory of the pod, meaning the one I'm a member of. then he showed me an image. an anthropomorphic solid black, not sure if it had an orca coloration or not. with a unicorn horn sticking out of the center of his forehead, not sure of the gender. it also had a triangular dorsal fin. the arms and hands from the elbows down were scaly like a dragon's. The legs from the knees down and the feet i saw both, orca like and dragon. The tail also was both. I guess with the ability to decide between orca legs and tail and feet. I asked about wings and he said you don't need wings to fly. Wings are a vulnerable point, but can grow them if you want. I asked him what heritage I was soul wise. he aid unicorn, dragon, dolphin and orca, but I was more orca then dolphin. My path, as i know, is at least to fully awaken or as much as I can. The serpent being symbolic with that, shedding it's skin to become a new being, or in my case to become my true self, as much as I can.
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Tuesday evening:
I did meet your spirit guides. It didn't go as well. I think since I wasn't as relaxed. I had to shift how i was sitting due to a pain in a certain spot near the end of my spine. Think it want ok. Dan appeared first. he seemed different. I mentioned that and he said he was on his best behavior. Though he did caress his maleness briefly with a mischievous grin. Asking me, "wanna lick?" Made me smile. In the meditation they mentioned him giving me a gift. The first thing he did, also mischievously was put his penis into my hand saying "how about this." when I got to that part of the meditation saying to ask for a gift. Then he removed it, saying, "but seriously..." and put a small figuring of an orca with it's back arching. Stan appeared then, his energy feeling different but an inner me knew it was stan. Dan felt more solid then Stan did. The piece of paper the mediation said the 2nd guide was to give to me said peace on it. I guess inner peace. I did ask if they could continue to help me while I did what i was doing. Even if I could not project but he didn't say anything.
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Tuesday evening:
I wonder how long it'll take to post all this. I'd guess a day or 2 since I may not get my internet back till Friday or next week. no biggie. i have enough to do and to keep myself entertained.
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Tuesday evening:
I did meditation 11 a 2nd time. Got about as much as before, but wasn't as relaxed as the first time. Maybe due to my having done other meditations a bit before. The first light body energy center I did feel resonating. the 2nd less so. and the third the least, and there was some pain also, like thin and long stripes around the area, is how the pain was shaped. I guess some sort of block. I did focus on sending it love and that seemed to have worked. i tried to do that again and slight discomfort returned for a moment, I focused on sending it love and tried to get it to relax also. I may try that tonight, sending it love and relaxation.
I remembered some of what the master me said,or master that I am. to trust in my inner guidance, in myself, the guides i have, relax, be true to myself, The to do list does help, keep doing that. do the qi gong and tai chi qi gong. and the resistance band exercises.
As the master how did I feel? relaxed, loving, humorous.
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Wonder if that means I'm mostly orca. the rest being dolphin, dragon and unicorn. Seems an unusual mix. I wonder how the unicorn fits in? and why add it to me during the switch over. I had assumed I was split off from old soul. but I guess maybe it was partially that and i was partially made too. Something I must think on and meditate on in the future.
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