Thursday [3-26]

Got some names last night, not sure what they relate to. Lavensure, or Lavenshure. and also Arturus or is it Arcturus? No idea what those names are of or where they came from.

got another odd idea as I was trying to go to sleep. Et's, Fae or fae (? magical beings ?), me go between of some or all of them and or humans also, since I've incarnated as a human, and I am a unicorn and maybe an et race since I'm a non earth cetacean also? or someone who understands 3. just an odd idea that popped into my head, a sorta vague sorta concept.


I think Dolores Cannon may have gotten a bit wrong. The bit about source telling every spark to go out, experience everything and bring it back to me. She says it means everyone will bring their experiences back to source when they return to source. But the mistake she made is source is getting everyone's experience, no need to return to source to upload it. For example as I am typing this source is getting the experience of me typing this sentence as I am typing it.

Also the feel I get is what I'd call 1st generation souls, those directly from source, are more likely to return to source. But 2nd generation and later ones less likely, but some do. There is an infinity of time to experience everything. Though some souls, at some point, do choose to return to source, some never do. Humans see everthing has to have an end point so that may be where the thing comes from that everyone will return to god, source or whatever you call it. Also I'd guess Dolores's patients may get some distortion to an extent since that which speaks to Dolores likely has to use the vocabulary that is in the person's mind. Like a channeled being can only use words in the hosts mind. Like one time on a video I saw, or maybe read in the first book, of Treb, when the person talking to Treb said a word Rob didn't know Treb said something like, what does that word mean, this host doesn't know that word.

Though I'm not saying I know better then she does.  Everyone here who can get info from outside here or the other side, gets some distortion, some more then others. 

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Not much to say. had fun at the rp group today. Still wonder if the Lavensure or lavenshure , and Arturus or is it Arcturus are names and why they came to me last night before I went to sleep.

I'm excited to be starting the Opening to Channel audio course tomorrow, I'll doing it at the same time as the awakening the light body course. As best as I can. I should have the time. The awakening the light body I'll keep to doing the 2 meditations a day. The opening to channel I will do 1 a day. Though not sure if i'll have time Thursdays, I'll decide next Thursday.

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Not sure why I had this experience. As I lay down to take a nap after a shower I felt an intense love & pleasure, like it was sitting at the back of my mind. I tried, once I had relaxed if I could pull it to the forepart and accept it and experienced it. I also had the intention of not just me experiencing this but all of my aspects and body. I then felt the intense love & pleasure coursing through my body and a resonating that had a certain pattern to it. After a while the love seemed to go, but I still had the pleasure and the resonating, then after a while just the resonating. The resonating had a certain pattern to it that it stayed with. eventually it got less and less. Pleasurable experience, no idea what it was, but pleasurable it was. It felt like while I was having this that it was affecting not just my physical body but also my energy body and like it extended an inch or a few inches outside my physical body. Sorta like orin & daben say in the manual thing that the energy body extends when it's not tangled or withdrawn into the physical body.

I did the 8th meditation. Things went very well I thought overall. I felt all the energies running or flowing. That includes the 2nd and 3rd light body energy centers. Thought the energy flow was far less then the 1st. Not sure if this is normal or a sign I need to work on the 2nd & 3rd energy centers more. It does seem to be going very well and very easily. I wonder if this is normal for it to go this easy, or a sign former soul, or me, has done something like this before on other worlds. or if it is normally this easy for anyone.

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? Arcturus Command?  Did a brief mediation where I relaxed my thoughts & that popped into my mind. I think it did.  Forgot to type it earlier so not sure.   Or was it arcturus command council?  not sure.  arcturus council? 

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at times it feels like I can feel most of me outside of this universe, with only part here.  hard to describe it.  or is it my imagination?  I'm not sure.