Tuesday Morning:
Maribelle was with me mentally this morning. She was a bit, erotic as she is at times. Though we did have a normal type conversation. One comment she said was that The pod are not all the different then us unicorns. There are differences, of course, but I do see how there would be similarities too.
She still won't say how we met or first encountered each other. I do feel strong feelings for her at the soul level. So who knows how long we have known each other. She did confirm I do have at least 2 homes, and are a member of at least 2 families. The pod and the main herd of unicorns. I have, or will have a home in the pod's area. And she said I'm welcome to live in her home where the main herd lives. I think I may spend time at both places, and I guess she will too. Then a bit after this I heard from the dragoness who's one of my soul parents. She only said a short message, that I'm a member of 3 families. the pod, the main unicorn herd which is where Maribelle is from, (or wherever she lives at, still vague on that) and her family, since she is one of my soul parents I'm of her family too. Guess I may have 3 homes and be a member of 3 families. That seems neat.
In regards to Maribelle I get a sorta hint of a memory. A pleasant place her family and others live at. A number live there, not a few. There is nature not to far, or maybe amidst it. Lakes are not to far, a forest? maybe mountains not to far off? A beautiful sky to look at, can't see the color. Beautiful night sky. Some days and nights cloudless or few clouds. Great for looking at the stars? ? the sky is not the same color as earth's sky?
I asked earlier and Maribelle considers herself to be partially a solitary unicorn. I think this is due to she stays often where I am, but is away from me for hours at a time. I guess she spends this time back home among friends, family and such. I'm guessing this will change once this incarnation is over and if I live in say 2 or 3 homes. I think I may grow to prefer 1 or 2 of the homes, though I may find I like all 3. No idea if I'll have a home at the dragon area, though I assume since I'm of her lineage, if dragons are territorial I could claim an area in her family's territory as mine, or since I'll not be living there all the time maybe a smallish home or something.
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I kidded Maribelle saying about her home, "I bet it's very girly." She kidded back saying, <well I am a mare.>
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Tuesday morning: This finding out suddenly that I'm part unicorn and have a unicorn mate, or soul mate, makes me wonder if I'll find out that I have a dragon or dragoness soul mate, mate or lover. I would not be surprised if I did or didn't.
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I wonder if Maribelle's home may be near where the pod lives at.
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Tuesday afternoon:
Not sure if it's a memory from 1 or more sources. Lots of unicorns living in 1 place. Darkness, they get separated. Into groups and singly. One group wonders, more separated then the others?. Eventually ? current soul? and the dragoness (? twin flame, or soul mate or lover of his?) hear of this. ? someone comes to him or them asking to help this group? current soul makes an aspect, with another (a unicorn?) and this one also a unicorn leads the unicorns in the group to a meeting where they are offered an area to live in. ? at least some of the pod live there, or maybe all the pod. It's a world. Dragons live there also. relatives or clan of current soul's soul mate, twin soul, lover, or whatever she is. The dragons have one area, territory they live in, claim as theirs. A mountainous area with lakes? or it has some mountains or a mountain range. Lakes also. there is also a huge ocean. Beach areas with forests and such nearby, light forests near the ocean with lakes also scattered around, and plains areas with lakes. The unicorn herd moves here and lives there. Some forests and plains areas in their area, with the dragon area on one side and the ocean where pod members or some pod members live. ? natural world, or a terraformed or created one ?
? visitors from other worlds not uncommon here? well in the light territory/zone?
not sure but the memory, or impression of a memory I got.
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Tuesday afternoon:
another maybe fragment or impression
When I was re-created so I could become an aspect of current soul I was given some unicorn so I'd be part unicorn since I had one of the herd living on the world as a lover, me and twin soul that is. Mirabelle sees us as not 2 individuals but like 2 sides or reflections of the same soul. But twice the fun. but also i was given some unicorn to further cement our relationship, and symbolic also since there is peace between the 3 of us, pod, unicorns and dragons?
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wonder if I was given some dragon to be part dragon for the same reason i said previously
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I had something I needed to do, but within walking distance from home. I invited Maribelle along and she seemed to like the idea. At times I could sense her beside me. we talked the whole time. Her doing comments of various types and idle conversation. The main thing was the area seemed to industrial and overbuilt for her tastes. Though she did like the bits of nature that were around. I mentioned that this may show humans do have a connection with nature, though most won't consciously acknowledge it. She didn't like some of the trash around, though who does. She found it sorta odd that she could be walking beside me and no human could tell she was there. Though I did mention to her consider where we are. I can barely sense her being next to me, and at times really couldn't. Though at one point it was hard not to reach up and caress her back while we waited for the light to change to cross a street. she did like the way the cars in the car selling place were bright and varied colors. She did comment that the sky looks different then what shes use to a different color or shade.
The 2 of us talking about humans as 3rd person type with me also doing that. She did mention she liked the walk and says she thinks I should get out more. I mentioned I likely would when it gets warmer. Real spring is not to far off. :)
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Tuesday Afternoon:
had an interesting experience a short time ago. it felt like Maribelle sort of stepped or something to where I was, like we were overlapping. It felt like my heartbeat slowed for a short time maybe. So it was the same as hers.
A bit later after my shower and when I lay down I could feel 2 hearts, hers being much larger them mine. She moved, I think, so I then felt 2 hearts overlapping, then I could only feel 1 heart, hers. It felt like I was sorta her or her body, hard to describe. It did feel like a pleasant experience.
I felt her stepping away, like she was keeping a clamp on her emotions since I was trying to also rest while meditating. Very soon after that I felt like extreme happiness was leaking from her.
Then when I started to get up she started to say some stuff like we'll have many children, enough to virtually have our own herd. and in celebration of this event she'll take me to one of her favorite places and we'll spend hours there. She'll tire me out before she gets tired. she'll make sure of that. Then she said it wouldn't help if I changed into a mare since she would still tire me out. In fact she wants me to change to a mare for part of the celebration so she can introduce me to the fun that only fellow mares can share.
Then she talked about some more erotic stuff.
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I guess she means since when I have visited where the pod is or the ship place I went to I could easily shift to be whatever I wanted between gender (male, female or herm), orca, dolphin, anthro or non anthro. I wonder if I can now add in dragon or unicorn to that.
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A bit later she did a bit of what she said was stage to to awaken my true unicorn heart. I felt something in my heart chakra area, hard to describe. Also I feel a dull ache from somewhere above my head, can't place it.
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It seems for a second or 2 while I was laying back in my chair and had my eyes closed I think I saw Maribelle. She looked sorta like a horse with a horn and was the whitest white and had a white horn coming from her forehead. Beautiful. And it looked like she had a very happy expression on her face.
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Mirabelle seems very happy with what happened. Guess it means we're mates. If so i can see why she'd be off back to home to tell everyone. Though it feels fast to me, I cant recall most of my soul memories, so who knows, maybe we knew each other for centuries or thousands of years.
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Tuesday night: Once I moved my hand to purposely brush it against my horn, forgetting it's there but I can't touch it. odd.
oddly as I raised my hand a few times I paused just below where it feels like my horn is, then I had to remind myself I can't accidentally hit it. odd.
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