Monday Morning
Maribelle and I touched horns again briefly this morning. A great, glorious experience. At first it felt like we could just feel each other's love for the other and our own. Then it felt like it began to grow ? feeding on itself to grow more and more. Felt like maybe more of my heart chakra was either growing, becoming more complex, more coming online, more of it activating, something like that but hard to describe.
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Or maybe like I thing Maribelle may have said <or more chambers coming activating, coming online perhaps?>
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Monday Noon:
I felt as if she wanted to touch horns again, when I was willing, no hurry sort of feeling. This time it was different. It felt like there was movement in the heart area, like maybe the heart chakra area, something opening up, hard to describe the sensations. Then it briefly started to resonate. I felt as if she wanted to touch horns again, when I was willing, no hurry sort of feeling.
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Monday Afternoon:
I meditated briefly on twin flame and the desire to merge with her grew pretty strong. I tried to quiet the feeling and it was only partially successful. Then I thought why not talk to the feeling. I said something like: "I'm not putting you down or trying to suppress you, but i am incarnated currently in this body, do you really think this is a good time to for us to merge?" It seems it thought that over and That quieted it down a lot. I went on to say, "and once this incarnation is over, since I'm a new/old soul I'd like to experience being an individual before I merge with her. Though I'm sure she and i will merge and unmerge since i do feel being merged we'd mess experiencing each other as separate beings. " It seemed to consider it then went back to sleep, so to speak. never knew an urge or feeling like that could be talked to, but I did think why not try.
If I gently reach down i can feel it still there, but sorta sleeping or dormant for now.
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Monday Afternoon:
Maribelle, it seems, was trying to do something with my heart chakra. I felt she wanted to touch horns again and it seems she was a bit annoyed she couldn't do something. She said something like <perhaps the direct approach is best.> and instead lay her horn over where my heart and heart chakra is. The feelings are hard to describe. Some rushing of something, expanding, something opening up, resonating, and in areas other then just the heart chakra, hard to pinpoint where the other spots took place. I asked what she is doing and she said, <helping your true unicorn heart awaken. it can't be done all at once.> "and what if you didn't do this?" <it would awaken anyway, but this is faster, and more fun.> I then felt some pleasure as well. it seems she had asked my kundalini to help with this. She refereed to Kundalini as she. After a bit she said something like <that's enough for now.> and felt like she lay her head on my chest saying, <relax and enjoy the experience> it felt like my kundalini was doing something for a while longer then stopped.
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Monday afternoon:
I did the heal the inner child mediation without the audio. It seems it went very well and not much healing was needed this time.
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Not sure if this was a dream, or memory of something that happened. But
I was laying down to rest & meditate and I remembered or saw a
scene from a 3rd person perspective. It was 3 or 4 beings who together
created a soul and one of them said, "as long as this soul exists there
shall be peace between us and our kind." or something very close to
that. Feels like it happened a long time ago. Maybe the one created
was current soul? Not sure.
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Monday early evening
Forgot to put down. Maribelle yesterday, and a time or 2 today, made me erect and she said she takes that as a compliment, Felt like she was being mainly serious, but with a bit of humour mixed in.
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Monday early evening
Most of my laying down to relax & mediate after a shower. Once again my entire body started to resonate again, no idea why it does that. My horn was resonating for a very short time. I think it stopped resonating after a short time. Though it felt like the base and maybe an inch still was. I asked Maribelle why it's not resonating like the rest of my body and she said, <your horn doesn't need to resonate.> Not sure what she meant by that and she wouldn't elaborate.
it felt like for most of it that Maribelle lay her head on my chest as I lay on my back. I visualized using my right hand to gently caress her neck as we talked a bit and usually didn't talk, but just enjoyed being together. I visualized us laying on a grassy area in the area she had sent me a mental image of yesterday when I asked how she was doing and what she was up to and she said she was standing in one of her favorite places. A bank beside a river with a tree near it and a forest very nearby.
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Monday Evening: I asked twin about that urge for us to merge that popped up and asked if she got that. She said yes, and I asked, "so what did you say to the urge?" She said she had asked it <do you really think this is a good time for us to merge while he's incarnated in that human body?> then after a bit, <besides I'm sure he'll want to experience being a soul once he is here, before we merge temporarily for the first time.>
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Monday evening (while watching the brony show):
I was wondering. Since I'm a hybrid soul, does that mean I'm a member of 3 familes or something? The Pod (obviously), a herd of unicorns, if they have herds, that Maribelle is a member of. And whatever family clan ect, that current soul's twin flame is a member of ? or is she his soul mate and not a twin flame. Doesn't really matter either way.
Or at least I assume since I'm part unicorn and Maribelle and are soul mates or something that I'd be a member of whatever herd of family she's a member of. and I assume also since I'm a 'child' of the dragoness I'm a member of whatever family she's a member of.
Does that mean that when this incarnation is over I'll have 3 welcome home parties? Neat. or one huge one and I'll be shown around the 3 areas where they live, hang out? I like that. Does that also mean I may have 2 or 3 homes? And lots of relatives? I assume I have friends and close friends I don't know about.
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Monday night: it seems I have lost my ability to project. I wonder if my being recreated messed things up. and I gradually lost that ability and also it seems I can only mentally communicate with a very few beings I can count it on 1 hand. and it seems to be decreasing. Wonder if I'll loose that ability totally.
I wonder if the awaken the light body course will help with that or not.
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I guess this means I'm a member of at least 2 soul families, the pod and the unicorns. Nice. no idea how dragons are organized. if they are a family or not.
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I met 2 others online and talked with them a bit who say they are unicorns incarnated as humans. Though their unicorn names are unusual sounding to me, no biggie. Though it does make me wonder if Duke and Maribelle are the real names of the 2 unicorns I've had meditation encounters with or if they picked more earth type names since they'd be easier to remember and spell.
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