Maribelle did a sort of hugging me and having her head near mine. Our horns got close and the feeling was sorta like 2 magnets getting close to each other. She said it was the end effects of the test of the horn, which she seemed happy it was almost gone/faded.
I asked her if unicorns did anything like marriage or anything similar. She said some unicorns do, and some have open relationships or were a group, instead of just 2 being married to each other. Makes sense, being a sentient does mean one will have their own opinions. she did say that she thinks open relationships are the most open.
she then did a gental mental poking, asking, with a non serious feel to her mental voice, if I'd be jealous if she spent time with other stallions, or even mares, whether they are unicorns or not. I thought about it for a bit and honestly said to her, "no, not even if you have some 'fun' with other stallions, mares, or non unicorn males and females."
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I asked twin if she is a Nommo, she said they had been called that before.
I then shyly and curiously asked my twin what ... is like and she said she'd be glad to show me, teach me, sometime. I than suggested after that maybe the 3 of us, Maribelle included, could have some fun together and she liked the idea.
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Sunday afternoon:
It felt sorta like Maribelle put her head near mine either like she was looking up at me or something. She said, <you know as one of my mates you can demand I only be with you.> she said. By mate I get the feeling the meaning is not husband and wife type thing, but very close friends or lovers, or something along those lines.
I forgot my exact reply but it was something like, "no, I don't mind if you are with others, stallions, mares, males, females or other genders. I don't mind if you spend time with others or have fun with them. Or share like the pod calls it." I got the feeling she hugged me saying, <that is one of the things I love about you.> and I felt love coming from her and into what felt like may heart chakra and overflowing making my chest area resonating.
I wonder if this was some sort of test or something. She knows how I'd answer so why say what she did.
I touched her horn with mine, a show of affection among unicorns I do think. Though I got a suprise. I felt love from her, our shared love coursing through me, making my entire body start to resonate more then it has before. She did a sort of smile saying, <that is the thing with touching another unicorn's horn, you may get a surprise>. She said. We broke horn contact and the resonating passed very quickly, seconds I think.
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Sunday early evening
I did the first 3 energy centers of the light body, without any audio. though i did look up the 2nd to be sure I had the sound right. it seems to work best if i do the sound mentally instead of saying it. i had fairly good success I say.
I also did, without the audio, the first part of the sub personality mediation. I chose to work with worry turned into faith things always work out for the best, for my greater good, and i do have fantastic good luck. and the other was meekness to self determination and power.
Then I decided to make up a mediation and talk to the trickster and Chad aspects, with us at first sitting on large rocks and talking. We had made up and I put my hand out to ask if they agreed with us working together as a team, as equals, since though technially I'm the one in charge, I'd rather us work together as equals. The trickster aspect said he liked that. For some having the central being being heavy handed may work, but for us the proper way is to work together as equals. Oddly I thought I saw other aspects appear during this speech the trickser said and put their hands out on top of mine. I got the idea from an early issue of the fantastic four. Then the trickster touched me in an erotic way while smiling We hugged and he continued to add in erotic touches. I did mentioned I could not see him to well and he said it was cause I didn't know him to well yet. But he did say we would talk and have fun later, and he did promise no nightmares. Chad and I hugged, he switched between an anthro dragon and a dolphin orca type. I did say if he wanted to look like an orca or dragon, or something else that was up to him. i think he'll either decide or switch based on his mood. He promised we would have fun later on also. I do think that indeed us working together as equals, feels like the right path and method for me. I could throw my weight around as the central main being, but that doesn't feel like the real me's path. As I said the real proper path I feel is as I said, us working together as equals, as a team.
Not sure if it is a good sign or not, but I think I do feel that I feel ? love, for the trickster aspect? and for chad again, thugh the love for chad was always there I'm sure. maybe dormant for a bit due to what happened and such. Though the love i feel for the trickster does feel, new.
Jack, is that the trickster aspect's name? It is a fitting name. I think some tricksters were named Jack. Hope I can remember all these names.
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