Saturday [3-7]

This morning I had the impression and feeling of Maribelle laying down next to me. 

I felt the love I have for her and it did feel like her head was close to mine.  Then it felt like our horns got close.  I was going to tell her that I loved her, since I did feel that but it felt like my horn started to resonate, guess we were touching horns or she touched mine.  I usually don't feel mine.  But while it was resonating she and I didn't say anything since we knew our feelings for each other. We could feel them as well as know them.  I stayed there like that for a bit, a minute at most I think. 

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As I was changing my clothes this morning I got messages from Maribelle that she liked what she saw.  I did thank her saying I didn't have super good looks.  Not that I was putting myself down.  The way I see it I have average looks.  Which the vast majority of folks have.  I'd guess maybe 90% have average looks. 

She then said I was a wonderful handsome stallion, and not just physically.

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Interesting experiences. I awoke from my nap and maribelle asked me to stay there for a bit.  After less then a minute it felt like she lay her horn across my chest, over where I guess my heart chakra was.  I then felt intense love and it felt like something in my chest got larger, maybe the heart chakra.  Wonder if it effected the light body energy center also or not.    Anyway that done she asked me to stay there since there was something she needed to do.  The test of the horn, she called it.  I can still feel the resonating now as I type this, but not as intense as then.

Anyway after a short bit she touched her horn to mine, or it felt like she did She told me to relax, and then I felt like a strong resonating was going from her horn to mine and into my body. It then went to a very intense level.  Not sure how long this continued.  eventually she said something like, ok that is all you can safely take and removed her horn.  The very intense resonating continued, yet it had a good feeling to it, pleasant.  She said for me to lay there and not try to get up.  Though laying on my back may be a bit better. 

It wasn't easy.  As odd as it may seem, it seemed like the resonating, or something, didn't want me to move.  I did manage to roll onto my back.  She said to not try to get up for a while.  Then it felt like for most of the time she lay her head on my chest.  After a while I visualized lifting my right hand to rest it on the side of her head, like her cheek area.  It seemed like she did a slight gasp, of pleasure. 

I continued to lay there.  something reluctant for me to move.  During that we talked a bit.  i asked about the test and she said it was one designed by some, old fuddy duddies.  the human expression, she thought was, like sticks in the mud.   anyone can tell by just looking of one is a true unicorn or not, doesn't matter if they are pure or mixed breed. 

It proved that my horn is a true unicorn horn, not a disguise or a fake.  Though, as she said, she could tell by just looking.  She lifted her head off my chest for a bit.  Remarking that she thought i had been a beautiful unicorn stallion before.  Now she could see how I was a truly handsome unicorn stallion. 

I did ask what if it had not been a real horn.  She said for example if one of the pod members, and I noted how at least some of them can pick what they want to look like.  She said all it would do would they'd not like the sensation and it would reveal their true form.  i asked so it wouldn't harm them.  she answered now.  if i had shapeshifted into a unicorn and wasn't one, I'd instinctively pull away when she had started the test not liking the sensation and my true form would have been revealed.  I then asked what if I was in a pure unicorn form then and she said all it would do would reveal i was of mixed breed, the effect would have basically been the same as what I'm experiencing, but she could tell all that stuff by just looking.  Even if one looked like a pure unicorn she could tell by a look if they were or were or were of mixed breed. 

She did mention with the intent that I could look like a unicorn if i wanted.  i guess the way I had shifted how I looked during the few visits I had somehow done back to where the pod lived.

She then mentioned the old fuddy duddies would have to accept me since the test would leave certain .... permanent effect like they could tell I had undergone it.

after a while she said it was ok to move, though i'd feel the effects for a while longer.  Boy is she right.  Like before the resonating does have a pleasant feel to it. 

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Saturday Afternoon:
wow, it's been 2 hours I think and I can still feel the resonating.  what was that exacty that she did. Though it's much less then it was before.

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Saturday Afternoon:
I felt Maribelle put her horn near mine.  I felt the love we share for each other as well as peace, and I think contentment.  I relaxed in my chair and enjoyed the sensations and sharing between us.

 After a few seconds it felt like my horn started to resonate in tune with hers, then the rest of my body.  She pulled her horn away from mine saying something like, <an aftereffect.  We should not touch horns for a while.  It'll be a while before the effects fully fade.> 

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Saturday early evening:

I was eating while watching a let's play and I asked Maribelle: "you mentioned us having kids one day.  just curious, couldn't say 2 or more stallions do that also, like souls can?"  She answered, <sure they can, but traditionally usually a mare and stallion do it.>   I then giggled mentally saying to her, "you said do it." with the intent behind why I found that funny.  She laughed a bit with me.  <i didn't do that intentionally but it is stil funny.> she said with humor in her voice.

I was finishing up eating and was taken quite by surprise at her saying out of the blue, <you're diffidently someone I'd enjoy doing it with.>  with the mental impression of her smiling.

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I do wonder if any pod members can change to look however they want, to shapeshift. or only specific ones either due to soul age, since they are part say serpent, part dragon, ect. or other reasons.  Maybe it depends on where one originates from like 6d, 5d, ect.

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Saturday Evening:
I tried the first 3 light body energy centers. With mixed success, but I did have success.  Not as much energy coming in it felt like when listening to Daben's audio.  This could be, I think, because he's sending me energy specifically and I'm gathering energy too, and now without the audio it is just me only.  I may just need more practice.  I think What I'll do is throught the day I'll take a minute or less to do a quick meditation for all 3 or one of the energy centers. 

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Saturday Evening:
I tried meditating on the love I feel.  I felt some of it is just my natural being, some is coming in from Maribelle, some from Twin flame, and others. THough before I got to far I felt my horn starting to resonate and then an half second at most later the rest of me started to also, very lightly.  I stopped it before it got to far or to strong. 

A few minutes or so later I felt Maribelle was like.  I felt some feelings from her like some gentle reassurance, then my horn started to resonate slightly.  I did get the feeling she put her horn close to mine as she sorta touched cheeks with mine.  I did get the feeling she finds these after effects a bit annoying.  She did say <the after effects of the test of the horn are long lasting.>  i guess they'll eventually fade totall with time.  or we'll get use to them.  I think the effects will fade.  Eventually.

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Not sure if I put it down before.  Always intended to but maybe got to distracted to do it.   I know that to Maribelle, she sees me as a full unicorn stallion, and the fact I'm a bit mostly orca, equal amounts dragon and unicorn, and some dolphin, she sees as extra to the unicorn stallion.  So she sees me as a full unicorn stallion, who has some extra bits that are, orca, dragon, and dolphin. 

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Saturday Evening:

Got a mental message from Maribelle. <at least now none can deny you're a unicorn.  and a stallion at that.> she said and I felt like she had put her head on my right shoulder.  My entire body started to instantly lightly resonate.  Then I got the feeling as if she put her front legs around me in a hug.  felt a feeling of light pleasure throught my entire body.  A wonderful experience.  Or maybe she didn't put her front legs around me, but used some sort of force to do the same effect.

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She said more stuff.  She did what felt like tapping the underside of my nose with the tip of her horn while keeping her head on my right shoulder while saying, <Not just any stallion can catch a unicorn mare's interest, or another mare or male for that manner.   and when one does it's for life, in nearly every case.>

"and unicorns are immortal?"  <mmhmmm.> she said while smiling.  I feel the hug again, <We may have our disagreements, but the feelings we feel now will last forever.> 

"So is there more then my twin and you?" I ask.  I feel her smiling. <I'm not telling.  You'll have to find that out for yourself.>  I suspect with the pod, and some other fellow aspects, there may be others.  maybe not the deep love, but ones I have feelings for, and have fun with.  Souls, i feel, do not restrict themselves to just 1 or 2 that they love. 


sorta odd sensation, feeling her head and neck on my shoulder and chest, like a weight, yet there is no weight there.  Odd sensation, but a pleasant one. 

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Saturday evening:

Not sure why but she said another sentence, <it takes a special stallion to catch a unicorn mare's interest like you have.> and I feel the impression of her smiling.  <not just any stallion, mare, or others can do it, unicorn or non unicorn.>

Wonder if she is saying that for a specific reason?  hmm. 

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