Since I was talking to myself during an earlier light body guided meditation I thought why not try to channel myself. If I am really a multi dimensional being, I should be able to channel me, namely the part of me not in this body, assuming the folks I channeled are right and all of me can't fit into this body. I do feel like it'll work, like part of me is waiting to talk to me.
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Me: Anything you want to say?
Not Incarnated in body me (hereafter called NIIBM): indeed and it is me, or the other me. Not all of us, can fit into the body, we are to expansive, and also you can feel how I do love you indeed.
me: Say, if this works, does it mean that once we're back home, I hope in upper section 3) that we can hang out together, even have a but it fun sharing?
NIIBM: indeed, we can even indulge in a bit of spirit type sex. Even include Darius for a bit of 3way, though I'd prefer just the 2 of us usually. as we've been told, our relationship to ourselves does form a foundation and it is quite healthy really to love oneself as deeply as we do and do want to have what some would call sex, though sharing is better.
me: I look forward to that. maybe we can do some of that even before this incarnation ends.
NIIBM: indeed we can, but it's nothing compared to what it'll be like once we do go home after this incarnation ends, and at the moment we'd be upper 3 since we got high enough, aware enough, to fully join the family, collective. though if we do enough of the light body courses, who knows we may reach higher, even into 4. Though upper section 3 does have many layers or divisions, though they are not apparent like the floors of a building, but are very subtle. awareness levels, how far one has evolved. but still subtle.
me: Nice, so we have reached that high, nice. I never suspected the whole soul is a vehicle. I knew of collective consciousnesses and beings since that's been mentioned in some channelings I've seen or read.
NIIBM: I guess the the soul is a vehicle is pretty advanced and exactly how the collective being worked. Though we did know, through our soul knowledge that the collective wasn't that one looses one's own individuality, we've always known that one can be part of a collective, and also one will be an individual. instead of the distortions that say you give it up. That never did feel right. yet, funny thing, it never occured to us that the reason we knew that being part of a collective meant one would still be an individual and yet a part of a collective. It never occurred to us that maybe we knew was cause we were part of a collective. Interesting. as interesting as talking to ourselves like this.
me: So, we have become a monad and have an active light body?
NIIBM: indeed. We are a monad now, small by monad standards, but that is fine. by the time we get up to section 4 we may be larger. and anyway we're not the types to have 20 or 50 selves around, unlike others. the size of our monad is perfect for us just as we are, and we embodied the monad and light body both now. we are also diffidently section 3, upper 3, the bare edge of being in the collective, but that is enough to be a full member of our collective. The energy being merged into us is helping with that, our integration, clearing any blockages or anything else that needs clearing, smoothing, helping our integration into the collective much more smoothly, that sort of stuff and other things to help also.
me: I guess of our original mates we'll have very few of them, and of our true family, it seems Feathers likes us or his hot about us. Karinus still has the same feelings for us, but hir was a member of our true family before so that makes sense. Fred may like us also.
NIIBM: yes, shi is a member of our true family so hir feelings towards us wouldn't change. with Maribelle and Moondancer, and I do like Moondancer better then Moondust. I think between the 2, Moondancer is like half love and half sex. Maribelle is I'm sure still someone who does love us. maybe the same, maybe less then before. SHe may love us and the Kulstor soul equally. I think at the least she'll be someone we hang out with, talk, have some sex, so like a friend or occasional love, at the least. maybe a love mate, or a friend mate type of thing and her mother Moondancer, a lover mate. friend mate, and lover mate, assuming both decide they'll want to be mates. Most of the rest are confused, moved on, or love Kulstor and not the personality that was us, who has switched souls, and they may not understand the difference. We needed a bit of explaining and time to understand the new information.
me: So mate lover with Moondancer, and with her daughter Maribelle a friend mate maybe or friend lover?
NIIBM: That feels about right, but we'll talk to both of them tomorrow. No biggie, if one no longer resonates, best to move on and shrug your shoulders so to speak.
me: yes, though we are members of our collective, or more accurately we are aware of being members again, and we doubtlessly have lovers in them, close lovers in some cases like Feathers and others.
NIIBM: Indeed, very true. and some outside the collective too perhaps, love being what it is. True love should be allowed to flow free, not be ignored or controlled. THough we'll never incarnate again. We are past that. 1 mission then back home, that was that promise we were given and I, we expect them to uphold their promise.
Me: them, who them, our parents? How many parents do we have, I know of 3.
NIIBM: We may have more then 3 or just 3. let's wait and let time reveal the truth as we ascend higher, become more aware all around and so on.
Me: any clue on how long we may be here?
NIIBM: there are a bunch of exit points less then a decade. can't say more then that. plus doubt could keep us here longer. Believe me, I want to go home as much as you do.
me: Can you help with the doubt and stuff?
NIIBM: sure I can. if you feel doubt, talk to it, like you've been doing, saying how it's not right, switch it to a higher resonance, accept that it is present instead of ignoring it.
You are doing great, just relax, we don't need to be perfect. do with doubt and if worry comes up as you have been. they will soon go away. we, and others are helping with that. If you notice doubt adn worry actually pop up less and less.
me: Thanks. I'm sure we'll talk again.
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