Thursday 9-10

I did the 10th meditation of Radiance: self exciting building the light body and it went very well.  I did the intention and visualized my Fullonia cocoon as being large enough to extend beyond the size of the earth, and also beyond the size to engulf the earth's moon also.  I could feel the energy.  This energy from my Fullonia felt like a coolness, but at the same time a gentle heat as well.  and another feeling that I can't describe.  I did, at first, could only barely feel this, but later on in the meditation I could feel it better.  Later on I also felt another layer that went beyond what I felt at first, and in my mind's eye got an image that at times during their orbits Mars & Venus do pass through this.  Not sure how accurate it is.  I also felt a resonance and love for Gaia, the earth, and could feel Gaia, though she didn't appear, and along with the resonance & love also a sexual type attraction.  My 16d Self popped up briefly during this to say: "we don't normally like going down to 3d, we mostly focused on 4d and up shifts, the earth is a special case, which is why we came here.  Normally we only do 4d and up shifts." by this I knew he meant worlds or civilizations that are 4d going into 5d, and up. Mostly worlds, not civilizations or people as much.

Overall an interesting meditation.

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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went much like before so not a lot to tell this time.  Much the same as before.  No one popped up during this meditation.  Again my intention & visualization of my Fullonia reaching from where I am out past Earth's moon worked again.  it does feel right to be having an intention and visualization of it being this size, on a planetary scale.  I again felt Gaia's, that we have a resonation, a love that we share.  I also felt that she has a strong sexual attraction towards me as well.  I guess she is a very sexual being. 

I also felt that again my going through this that I'm going through now was delayed since I had to spend the other decades helping to clear the planetary energy and some of the mass consciousness energy till a certain point was reached.  I was partially awake at 15, but it was delayed from progressing further, as I mentioned, till a certain point was reached, which it was by last year roughly.  Not sure of the exact time that point was reached or past.  Then my present awakening and progress, awakening to my true self, or as much as I can in this incarnation, could pick up from where it had been paused when I was 15. 

So all in all an interesting meditation.  

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