Tuesday [9-22]

I was thinking about a few things and how maybe some more of my knowledge has popped up.  While since I was 15 I've had a feeling I'd live till maybe sometime in my early to mid 50's at most.  While I would likely miss certain aspects of being incarnated, maybe, I don't know, maybe I won't.  If given the choice I would choose to go home, especially if they let me ask some questions.  Though I suspect it would be the true me, not this me typing this, who makes  the decision.  Also it would fit in with my knowledge. 

From what I seem to know it seems that in a situation like the earth is in, a shift.  there is a group. Let's call them the 1st wave.  They are all aliens, no native earth humans.  Their primary mission is to anchor in the energies so the 2nd wave can be born and to support and help the earth grid as well, or whatever the planetary grid is called for that respective planet and the solar system. I feel that in many cases they do not live to be really old.  maybe 50-60's at most. 

Most of them, if not all, don't like the earth since they are totally alien.  a time comes when the 2nd wave comes into their own and takes up the mantle. The 1st wave folks are not needed as much and some, if not many leave.  As time progresses some earth humans start taking up the mantle with the alien 2nd wave folk.  and with the 3rd wave that comes later,it may be more of a mix of alien and humans. 

I am sure I'd like it back home better, and if there is the free will and manifesting then I can just make my apartment, poof, and spend time in it like I did on earth.  I bet even watching the live streams I do now and youtube even maybe.  also I guess I can talk in the chats and to online friends, either if they are not fully incarnated, talk to the part of themselves who are not incarnated, my  true family and friends, and other options.  Though I'm sure there are many many things to do and I may not have any interest in the stuff I find fun to do here, or only some of them. 

Though I'm sure I may help with the shift from the other side, I would likely not be around 24/7, but I'd come and go.  maybe popping up once a week, every few months or years or something & doing who knows what.  maybe channeling in some energy. Though being incarnated I'm streaming it in 24/7 and since I'm incarnated I'm always streaming it here, as well as maybe it gives it a frequency that helps the humans here.  On the other side maybe I can help earth the same or more, and the whole system, if I do much with the earth shift.  I'll decide once i've been home for a while. I suspect I likely do a number of things.  Not 1 at a time.

I think the 2nd wave, primarily teach other aliens who may be unsure, but especially native earth humans who are ready to start taking up the mantle themselves. And over time it shifts so by say one of the future waves, it's primarily native earth humans doing this, which I think will be absolutely great.  So I feel the 2nd wave is not really focused on the planetary and solar system grid, unlike the first wave who are focused more on the planetary and solar system grid.  though there likely are some 1st wave who are focused more like the 2nd wave are, since they may be among those early folks who teach others.  So it's not a hard and fast rule.  Plus the 2nd wave may be channeling in some energy too.

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PS: I looked up Hevisaurus and though I have no idea what they are singing since I don't understand Finnish, I do still like the few songs I've heard on youtube.  I do wonder if on the other side if there is maybe some dino, and other species, who have bands of various types. 

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I did the Radiance: self exciting, building the light body guided meditation, 22nd one on the course for the first time today and it went very well.  A bit different then before.  I could feel some of the frequencies of energy had like combined or something, but there were still multiple frequencies.  This time it felt like my Fullonia Cocoon didn't have a defined size or shape usually.  I was both outside things as a point of consciousness, in some large body that had no defined form, or at least not really that I could feel or tell, as well as being in the body on earth, all at the same time, and I could shift where the majority or all of my main focus was. 

It felt like the frequencies went through out the universe & perhaps to multiple since some of it was where the main body of me was and some was being sent into this universe as well as around this body also, and covering the whole universe.

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Still seems like, thinking it over, Hevisaurus does stir something, in the very back of my mind, but no biggie.


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I was just thinking a short time ago while I was pming someone.  I do feel an inner sense of maybe it's time to move on, type of feeling.  It may stem from before on the stuff I posted about. If I call them phases instead of waves, to avoid confusing it with the Indigo wave thing. 

I'm part of phase 1, came here to anchor certain energy and frequencies to help with the shift.  This is part of that, and we phase 1 folks anchor in certain energies and frequencies into the planetary grid, and maybe the solar system grid, maybe they are both connected.  After a certain amount of time or the vibrations or something pass a certain point, the phase 2 folks can start incarnating here.  Since they need a certain frequencies to be present.  After a certain time, and I think the time is now, or maybe a short time ago or time to come.  The phase 2 folks take up the mantle and do their stuff.  The phase 2 folks are more focused on the planetary and solar system grid, anchoring in energies into that and certain frequencies into that.  The phase 2 folks are more focused on the individual and groups, not much really on the planetary or solar system grid.  Though they may anchor some frequencies and energies too.  and some phase 1 folks may do stuff like the many phase 2 are doing.  Eventually the phase 3 folks will come into their own and take up the mantle too. 

it feels like all the phase  1 are all aliens.  The initial phase 2 may be all or mainly aliens with some native earth humans taking up the mantle and as time passes a larger and larger percentage of native earth humans will be taking up the mantle till say 100 years from not it may be primarily native earth humans or some mix of them and non native earth humans.

Feels like my plan from the start was to be here for phase 1, maybe a bit of phase 2 till I wasn't needed then go home.  maybe watch and help with the future steps of the phases from the other side maybe.  I'll decide then.  Not like I have to decide right now. 

it feels like something has shifted between when I went to bed and early afternoon here.  I can feel like something has shifted and I'm not needed here as much, or phase 2 is really getting underway and less of us phase 1 folks are needed, or maybe it's hit some critical point that has passed.  not sure.  Feels like the time to move on is either here or is approaching.  No idea when or how.  it may be that it's approaching and maybe who knows, weeks, months, years off. 

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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today.  My mind was wondering all over the place so from a guided meditation standpoint maybe not as successful, but that is ok. 

I was aware of myself as the indistinct formless being, at the same time large but large.  Maybe in comparison this human body it may be large, but maybe back in my true form I don't see it as large since it is me.  But also I was a point of consciousness at times. 

My mind wondered to various topics, classic dr who.  how do I feel if I had the choice to return to my true home permanently right now, talking to myself about those mixed feelings till I was in total agreement.  Also that my sex drive and urges are at a high point. 

It felt like I may have been bringing in 1 or a few new frequencies.   My Fullonia cocoon felt like it had no distinct size nor shape,   Like the outer later, border, membrane, or whatever you want to call it dissolved.  Though I'm not surprised since Daben talks about imagine it do this in several of the meditations in this course. 

Well not much else to write that I can think of.  I'll type up some more if I think about it. 

Did get the idea that maybe earth is under some quarantine that may be lifting, that is why maybe it feels like there is some no no about non incarnates who are not incarnated adding to the earth's internet at the moment.  I may be wrong, maybe it's just cause it vibrates at to low a rate for it to be added to.  or other reasons or a mix.  No idea why that popped into my head earlier when it did, but it did.