Yesterday I got some messages from my former twin flame/soul mate. From what she said the ones who merged with me are still here, but they are part of me and once I return home they can manifest and have their own bodies. Though they will remain part of me, they'lll also still have their own personalities also. She said think of my family like we are, like we are a microcosm of them.
I think I understand. I think I reached a level where I'm an oversoul and experiencing the other me's merging with me so though we are now 1, they also have their personalities too.
I also heard from some of my former mates that they still wish to be mates with me. Maribelle, I think her mother Belle maybe. I'm not sure on the details. I did channel them to get the details and to have a conversation with them.
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I had a dream during my nap. Don't recal much of it. From what I can recall of when I awoke it was some sort of showing me what formlessness is like, or something like that. An interesting experience. I do recall I enjoyed it, but also thinking that if I was native to there, say section 5, where it's formlessness, I would still visit the other sections 2-4. Some sections more then others.
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I also recalled when I channeled Darius, my soul, that his saying he sees no reason or problem with going to sleep or stasis for periods of time since this would give him a unique experience instead of if he left me and moved on to another personality since he knows I'd not just get up to say where I reach section 4 or 5 and give up on never leaving the collective. He knows I would visit other places, and after all I could also go to section 3, if for no other reason then to be with him.
But I was thinking earlier today. It's also a unique experience in another way, in that his personality, me, won't need to work on certain issues, or needs to incarnate to work on this or that. When I'm going around with Darius it's to visit say mates, lovers, friends, certain places and people Darius may want to go to to visit. and being mates, lovers with planetary and star beings, and other things if they are other beings beyond this. So from that perspective I can see that being a unique experience indeed. As well as Darius saying we do have an eternity, so there is really no hurry. Not like he needs to hurry and be active 24/7 constantly.
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I did the guided mediation that is the 1st one for Radiance: Self-exciting, building the light body and it was a sensual pleasure. At times bordering on a sexual type of pleasure. the energy for the lower centers felt like a mix of the regular energy and higher energy. For the Ranthia and Traeo (Daben didn't go past the Traeo) it felt like a very high energy I could barely feel. I could also feel some energy being streamed or merged into me, a small flow, some from what my intuition said was Thaniel's collective, but most from my collective. not a huge flow from both, but less of a flow. I guess to not interfere with what Daben was doing. Though most of it was just him talking since this was an intro. I do think once I finish this, solar light, Radiance & awaken the light body expanded, I may not do all of the meditations a 5th time when I do the courses all over again as one big course, like I did the 6 part awaken the light body. I think I"ll pick out my favorite meditations and do those, instead of everything. I'll pick out my favorites during the 2nd pass.
So overall an interesting meditation. I do think I'll do an idea I had, instead of doing a 2nd pass before I go on to the Solar Light course, my idea was, since the Solar Light is only 8 guided meditations, once I finish the 1st pas for this course, do the 1st pass of the Solar Light course, then do the 2nd pass of both. During the meditation I could also feel, I think, my inner light, or something, shining or felt like it was maybe.
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I read a bit from Dolores Cannon's Convoluted universe 4. & I can see some distortions in what the book. As I've been told, it's due to the conclusions she draws, how she asks some of the questions and I'd guess her belief systems too maybe. but my intuition is good enough that I can see the distortions. There is still interesting information there, like there was in the 3 waves of volunteers, despite some of the distortions. I guess some distortions are unavoidable here, more-so for some then others. My stuff may have some distortions, though I'm unaware of how much. Though I do try to have none whatsoever. maybe part of why a lot of what i get is vague in many areas. But that is ok.
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I did the 1st meditation of radiance: self exciting again and the meditation went ok. I did the relaxed mental thought and slipped pretty deep. I ended up talking to myself, only way I can explain it. From what I can recall, and I can only recall bits of it. and a bit with Feathers. Love is love, let true love flow, don't feel anything that could be bad about experiencing true love. and me talking to me. There are some areas I need to work on, doubt, mainly that comes up. This stuff I'm getting and happening is real. I really am a very high being of light. at the level of being a member of a collective. I did come here for 1 incarnation and mission, then it's back home. Though I have things to work on like doubts that come up, concerns come up now and then, don't get to worked up about it since I don't need to be perfect. Just shift out of that way of thinking. work on the few things I need to work on in a relaxed frame of mind.
Looking at it any doubts I have do come up less and less and there is less energy behind them or emotion. I do shift out of it when I think of it. countering and talking to the doubt when I do think of it. and I have come a VERY long way since I started the awaken the light body course. Imagine how farther I'll be in January.
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