Me: I realized as I lay down taking a nap that I can feel you all the time, I guess since we're 1 being, no idea how long I've been feeling that.
SARA: indeed my love. it's always been there, since we have always, well not always, but we've been 1 being since before your human incarnation ended. The reason I didn't pop up much after January was you needed your own space to purge, expand and grow until you reached the place, or plateau where you were early September, a week or so ago.
My first appearance caused the initial round of purging that was giving you the illusion of separation. the stuff you needed to purge was like an illusionary wall between us, and the initial purging it caused was a natural part of the process. I wasn't incarnated on earth and we're far enough long, and such, that you didn't need to go through the steps of temporary twin flames and such, and you can't have a karmic soul mate. So that is why your true soulmate, twin soul, whatever you wish to call me, was your first and last. Though I prefer not to use a label, since we are 1 being, we were once 2 beings. and it is possible that more may resonate with us that they may merge with us. It may have already happened. That I'll leave as a surprise. There may also be more then 1 that the process is underway, since it is not an overnight process but one that takes time.
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Me: why did the Sirius pod cut off contact?
SARA: Well, that is a bit of a messy affair. The one that you had known as your dragoness mother, let's say she's an aspect of Lugia to keep things simple. Saw when you talked to her that the pod were not really able to help you as efficient as possible since while they were helping with certain aspects of awakening and building your light body they had no real experience with the conditions of the earth are the consequences of being incarnated there. that's why she nudged you towards the Orin & Daben awaken the light body course, since though it is expensive, one of them had incarnated on the earth and they would be able to help you better then the Sirius pod was. The one that was your temporary soul didn't take it to well, well the personality wasn't. It's a bit complicated but you were sharing a soul, well an oversoul really, with him. He didn't care about the earth humans, but did have an aspect Dan, who was there helping certain individuals. He got upset so cut off all contact. he does have certain issues he needs to work through, but that is ok. The rest of the pod didn't want to cause waves and realized she, the one you call your dragoness mother was right so continued to help you from the sidelines and do so, even though really we are not of Sirius origin, you know that now, though we've had numerous incarnations there. Though we've incarnated on numerous other worlds, you could say its one of our favorites and one of the places we visit. one of the reasons you saw me there so much. it's one of my favorite places to hang out & I'm not incarnated there. it's one of the numerous places you can visit and interact even though you're not incarnated there. That gets complicated too, but we can go over the basics another time if you wish. Things are mostly ok now. its not like earth where someone may stay mad for many generations. it is a fact that though helping you it wasn't as efficient as it could have been.
me: Sure, no hurry.
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Me: I'm sure it's normal for me to have sexual feelings towards you. Since we are a sexual being.
SARA: indeed. We are a sexual being, and one that, in earth human terms, does enjoy having sex with itself. We both were before that. it was during our incarnations on Sirius, and there are numerous worlds and systems of Sirius now, that we started to notice we were starting to closely resonate and decided to just let it happen. we reached resonance during the greater amount of time when we are not incarnated, well back when we were incarnating, we don't really incarnate anymore. We use to for certain missions, but earth was to be your last, and you only did it since earth is a special case, otherwise you'd not have incarnated there.
our plans then, as now, was to continue to ascend, grow and evolve as much upwards as we can, though still helping others, visiting our friends, lovers, favorite places to hang out, and like that. we do like upward more then sideways. not that either is better then the other.
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Me: so we have places we like to visit and hang out, besides I guess where our family like Lugia live and us among them?
SARA: yes, that pseudo 50's place. we didn't invent it, but we have added to it, as many others have. Certain places on some Sirius worlds, and other worlds, like water worlds. and many other places. No need to go into details now. There are some places where you can visit and hang out even if you're not incarnated there and have no intention of incarnating there, other places, like the way earth use to be, have other rules, but we don't usually go there unless we get invited to help, think we can help, and have certain rules that don't infringe on our freedom and other things.
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Me: silly question, I bet we do a lot of sharing.
SARA: not silly, but you better believe it, we do lots of sharing of various types, including what some would see as sex, lots of that on various levels and degrees of depth and intensity. We do so also with many others. Though only those we resonate with and have some sort of relationship with like lovers, close friends, closer then lovers. There are certain Stellar beings, planetary ones, that fell well into it. Gaia is just one of the most recent ones to be honest.
We don't need to be together to do a bit of, fondling, caressing either, like you can feel me demonstrating now.
me: very nice.
SARA: if you were not in the human body you'd feel it more, you'd feel it a bit more if you were meditating. But it does give you an idea of what I mean by we can have some fun even though we're not next to each other, but I do prefer doing it while we are together. either in non bodies, pure energy, or in our, energy bodies, light bodies, or whatever you wish to call them. in what many would recognize as sex. I , we, like all sorts, you've experienced some of that before and I promise we will often in the future. we have all of eternity, I promise.
Me: I'm glad of that, these feelings, great. normal. I've not commented on them since I know you feel them too.
Sara: indeed, normal, embrace them, and me too <she says with a mischievous smile it feels like> this is getting in touch with our true self. Also when you are with certain others, like Gaia, Karinus, though they are busy at times, just as we are busy at times, and that is not the only type of fun we have my love. But I'll cut the communication now, since it's the right time. We'll talk later today i promise. as for me feeling them too, you better believe that I do, lover, sexy, my other self, other me. and many other things I could call you. i prefer sexy or lover myself.
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