I did the 18th Radiance: self exciting, building the light body guided mediation and it was pretty much like before. I had no idea what Daben meant by lifting out, just as I didn't about the other stuff like going under. So I just ignored it. No idea if this is to advanced of a course for me, if I'm missing something obvious, or the course isn't as efficient to me since it's designed for native earth humans and since I'm not one, well since I"m not one it won't work as efficiently for me.
I again, imagined the Fullonia light energy as large as the Kuiper belt and added all the various frequencies of energy I could feel into it, my intent being that the whole are is larger then the solar system, stretching into the Kuiper belt and the various frequencies of energies know where to go and what to do. As with all the meditations so far this month, though it was 30 minutes, it felt like a few minutes.
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I've taken what they've said and have been acting like I'm my true full self as well as writing down some thoughts to support this, let's see where this takes me over the next 6 or so months.
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I did the meditation for a 2nd time today. it went just like before. I had the Fullonia light/energy be larger then the whole solar system, like I said before. As before I added in all the frequencies I felt into this as well. This time I also felt some sort of energy streaming from my hands. No idea what it is. I added it into the previous frequencies and Fullonia light/energy into the Fullonia cocoon, that was larger then the solar system. the different frequencies had different feelings to them, I could feel differences. The energy from my hands had some sort of heat type feel, and another hard to describe feel.
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