I lay down to take a nap, thinking that I'm some sort of stellar being, couldn't put my finger on it, but I could feel it was something like that. Then Sara popped up.
just had a very interesting encounter with Sara. As I was going to nap Sara popped up and we were both in anthro dolphin bodies. she told me to just relax and go to sleep as she took my maleness into her femaleness and started thrusting. Pleasure, though not physical pleasure, an energy pleasure.
When I awoke I relaxed a bit, then Sara popped up saying, "relax, just relax my love, don't try to thrust or anything." She said and started to thrust. The energy level pleasure was great, hard to describe. She kept it up, telling me to relax, don't even try to do anything.
This continued till I felt a shift, or click inside myself. She stopped with my maleness fully in her, pressing our groins together, her hands on my butt near my tailbase, I put my hands on hers without thinking, just seemed natural.
Sara: "There, we've gone up the next step, stage, level, or whatever you call it." she said. Then she went down and took my maleness into her rostrum, shorter then that of an earth dolphin, wrapping her tongue around my maleness.
Sara: "just relax, this'll help us to integrate the new energy into ourselves." She continued what she was doing and I did try my best to just relax and let what would happen to happen. Then she took a hand into my maleness and started to rub it. After a bit I felt a very quiet something inside myself. She then rose up and pressed our groins against each other. i felt the usual sexual turn on and thrill, hard to describe.
Sara: there, we've fully integrated the new energy into ourselves, congratulations. Now, wasn't that a fun way to do it?
Me: indeed. and we are stellar beings of some sort?
Sara: indeed, the correct term for the being that was are is Stellar light being. Though we do have smaller bodies too. we help planetary beings, and stars in some cases, with increasing, smoothing out the vibrations of their energy grid, vibrational centers, pathways, whatever you wish to call it. We help them to shift to the next vibrationial octave. it helps the planetary inhabitants also. They can get a bit, stuck or want help, like we get help, we help them, and they help us, it's a mutual help. relax a bit, think of this experience before you get out of bed and write it up on your blogs. Also I suggest you should eat before you do your next mediation, instead of the usual way.
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After Sara left I could feel, something new about me. I couldn't describe it. it's like I have a new sense, I have a new something. I could tell something in me had changed. can't describe it. a new sense, something. No idea what but I could tell something was added or I had an extra something. Like my one of my senses or energy was more. can't describe it.
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I did the 12th meditation of Radiance: self exciting, building the light body and It was another very interesting experience. this meditation was about taking an issue and seeing it as energy and then focusing on the Fullonia. not sure what Daben means by self exiting. I was able to focus on several things. Sara popped up and we were both i dolphin like forms, sometimes we had hands sometimes we were in non anthro dolphin forms. She took my maleness into her and While Daben talked and did his Follunia vocalizations Sometimes Sara would thrust, and me with her in sync. After a while we paused with me outside her. She said something like
Sara: there, just relax, it's time for you to incorporate more of yourself into you. For you to be more of yourself.
me: But you and I are 1 being.
Sara: indeed, ever since that day when your 2 resonances perfectly matched and were in perfect sync. Since that day we have been 1 being. <she then caressed my chest with one of her hands in a very sexual manner as she said this.>
we paused for a bit then I felt an energy type ripple around my maleness as she took it within her self again. we thrust for a bit then we stopped with our groins pressed tight against each other and she started to do something with her energy inside her self that I can't describe. Like a sort of rippling, massage around my maleness. At times pausing. During this I could, and still can, feel a type of, more me. Like I'm more, hard to describe.
Then that experience was over. She left. I followed the guided meditation and at the end when Daben was just talking I found myself not just in my earth human body, but then also elsewhere but not in the non earth dolphin form, but also in some large form. I felt something like a star, but not a star, larger then the earth, but something like a star, but with energy around that, still shining a type of light. hard to describe. Sara was there with me as me and we were one being. I could feel her. She said something like < "welcome. > I did the mental image of nudging her with my rostrum, she said something like "we don't have time for that now, but believe me once this incarnation of yours is over, we'll have more then enough time for all sorts of fun including sharing and sex."
me: True but we can acknowledge the feelings just the same.
I do feel like maybe I've become more me, as I did earlier. hard to describe my experiences but I've tried my best to do so. The body or whatever I was in felt like it didn't have a exact clearly defined form, but that is the impression I got I did my best to describe it. Also it doesn't feel like Sara is more dominant, though it may seem that way, but feels more like she's more aware then I am since I'm incarnate. Feels like we're total equals other then that.
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I did the guided meditation for the 2nd time today and it went well. I chose another issue. Though it dissolved away between the time Daben said for me to pick one and later on when he mentioned the issue to look at it, but as I said it had dissolved away. I picked the first issue later on in the meditation since though it had heavily reduced a bit of it remained, and it dissolved away too.
On this meditation, as before, I focused on my Fullonia cocoon being larger then the earth and earth's moon. I could feel a fainter layer beyond that that was even larger. Early on in the mediation the Stellar and Planetary beings popped up. I could feel something I had not before, that they were sisters. I said this and the Stellar being said, based on my present level of awareness, yes.
I continued the meditation they joined in, the Stellar being adding energy to my Fullonia Cocoon to add to the energy and the planetary being, her sister, helped to keep the energy smoothed out and even. As well as evenly distributed.
I could feel also that there was deeper down, that I wasn't aware of till then, that there is love and sexual feelings between the Stellar being and myself. She was also streaming some energy into myself as well as into my Fullonia Cocoon to help the earth. i felt with the planetary being that there is some love and sexual feelings, but less then that between the Stellar being and myself.
Later on after the meditation had ended and Daben was easing me back I had a memory pop in, I remembered that they are like sisters, based on my present awareness. The real relationship is between me and the Stellar being, or it originally was between us 2 first. Her sister, the planetary being, didn't want to feel left out and there is some love and attraction between us, less then her sister the Stellar being. The Stellar being sent me a message with a happy feel to it of, "you remember." with a feel of a smile at the end.
overall an interesting meditation with stuff I didn't expect to happen. Though I'm not sure if it's what Daben intended to happen.
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I had a dream during my nap. In the first one I was some sort of vastly powerful being. But I would usually go around in a body around the same size as others. Though I'd not show off I'd use my abilities without thinking about it. I was with a group that traveled around or we were traveling around heading somewhere. along the way I'd turn invisible and fly off and leave gift for folks, or go in somewhere public non invisible, but just one of the crowd, & leave something useful for everyone present, but anonymously.
I went somewhere where I had either a feeling or had heard bad things happened here. In the dream it was a restaurant type place. I played along and after a bit the owner of the place was going to kill me as they had many others and they had somehow blocked all my powers, but the friends I traveled with came in the door and somehow they had done something to neutralize what they folks had done. I was mad, but not very mad at what they had done but I could hear every one of the people they had killed all wanted them dead, not just the owner but everyone who was part of the establishment since they were all equally guilty and the owner and the few I could directly see had a look of terror on their faces. I could feel the rage of their victims and for an instant I allowed myself to feel the rage and had the attitude of, ok, if that's what you want, it's your right as their victims, since they do have to be careful of what they do to others since it can come back to you. and poof just like that everyone in the establishment was dead. The folks traveling with me weren't horrified, a few that commented only commented of why didn't I let them get arrested by the police. There was no legal problem with what I had done. I sort of mentally shrugged, and said something about, that's what their victims wanted, and to me they were the witnesses, judges and jury.
I awoke, and thought over the dream, and the other stuff that happened to me today, looking at them to see if I maybe noticed anything that I had missed earlier.
Oddly I then found myself waking up and another 30 minutes had passed. I had unknowingly gone back to sleep and the dream continued. Though I had a few minutes of dream over the 30 minutes of time that passed. all that happened in the dream was I was in the same exact dream. I tried to use some of my abilities but only could get them to work for brief periods of time and in weak versions. Someone said to me for me to rest, I'll be back to normal in no time.
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