90 - SARA, SAM, KARINUS [Sun 9-13]

Me: let's discuss Darius. 

SARA: He was constructed to be a soul for you, but also he has the structure, programming, and so on like an oversoul.  So he can be both.  Simply put.   We both are huge beings.  So when you are no longer incarnated, think of it that we'll be using an oversoul like a soul, so to speak.  this is roughly correct but no super details needed. 

Me: I understand.  Learning the details can be fun, but they sometimes can be lots of detail and complication if you want to really look into it.

SARA: correct.

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Me: What about those weird messages I got this morning before I was fully awake.

SARA: they mean that over the next year you'll become more of your true self, and not be just you the human.  You'll expand and become more aware then you are now.  Though you've been doing that since around September 1st, & that'll continue. 

Me: I didn't think that meant that I'd be crossing over to be on the other side with you. within a year to 15 months, that is a bit to specific and soon.

SARA: indeed, it is a bit to soon and specific for that.  That was a member of our true family.  he's never incarnated here and thought you'd understand perfectly.  The subconscious mind added in some symbolism, or he may have also.  I'd have to ask him for the specifics.
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me: neat.  I do look forward to use being fully together instead of like this.

SARA: I do also my love, but we have all of eternity.  And we can be together, in a way, like we have been.  Though its' not total, it is a large something.  It'll be glorious once we're together fully again.  and you are your full self and you'll know of all our family and lovers.
Me: You mean my lovers, yours and ours?

SARA: indeed, but for the most part many of our lovers are both. There are some that do prefer you or me.  But not a huge number since we are very similar, though there are differences in what you could call our personalities.  Even though we are the same being now.  It may sound like a contradiction but it really isn't.

Me: I understand.  we can be 1 being, but have our own personalities since we were once 2 beings.

SARA: indeed.  we've been 1 being since our resonances reached perfect sync, matched perfectly.  Just because we are the same being doesn't mean we have to have the same exact personality.

Me: makes sense to me.  Though I bet our personalities grew even closer to being the same as we reached closer and closer resonance.

SARA: indeed, they grew similar, not identical, but more and more similar, we were not fully aware of that. We did grow aware and loved it, and decided to just let it happen if it were going to happen. 

Darius can grow, expand as we will grow and expand.

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Me: I guess the feelings I feel for you are those of the true real me.

SARA: Indeed, continue accepting the feelings.  They'll help you to grow into more of your true self.  They may help more of your memories to surface or for you to become aware of them, whatever you wish to call it.

Me: Think I may add that to the short meditations I do, like the relaxed thinking thing I do at times.

SARA: good thinking.  Continue along with what your plan is and you'll smoothly and easily help yourself to grow into your, our true self.

Me: I'm sure you'll help with that too.  I can hardly wait till we can be fully together and go back to all sorts of fun.

SARA: i'll be very happy on that day, both of us will be, among many others too.  our family, friends, lovers, close friends. many.  You've only met a few of them really.  After all when you live an eternity, some feel, they don't mind waiting less then a century till you return.  Though some do want to pop up like they've been doing. 

Me: Are there any other beings that became one with us? 

SARA: maybe.  Maybe a certain stellar being.

me: have I met him or her?

Sara: maybe, maybe not.  Maybe he, her, or hir are waiting till the right time to pop up. 

me: ooh, such a tease.  ;)  

SARA: I am at times, but only about certain things like this.  if you really needed to know or it was really bothering you not knowing I'd tell you, but I know you would like to know, but don't mind not knowing.

Me: I can wait, but I do hope I find out soon.

SARA: Indeed, you may. 
me: you serious? 

SARA: indeed, you were at the right point for me to be active with you again.   You are touching your true self so to speak, awakening, expanding into your true self, a good time for another to pop up.

Me: another us you mean.  So it is possible for more then 2 to reach perfect resonance?  I thought it was possible for more then 2.

SARA: indeed it is possible.  Though many on earth think only 2 can.  Earth is beginning in the true knowledge, sadly there are mistranslations, distortions and so on.  more and more of the true will become known on earth as time passes, or as much as they can understand.  We are from a much higher awareness then the vast numbers of native earth humans and some visitors who went to help earth. Not that we are better.  everyone has their place and are no better then anyone else.  We are all perfectly equal, from the being who's native to the highest dimension to the lowest earth human.  Just that our awareness and as beings we are, more expansive, large, from a higher plane, dimension, and so on.  But native earth humans, while not from what some would recall as high of a plane or dimension as we are from, are more expansive then many know, but that is changing, in some ready to start to awaken to their true selves. Though the full shift will continue for more then your incarnation sadly.  many would like it to happen faster, but for the sake of the majority it is best that it proceeds at it's current speed.  Though maybe a bit faster then first projections.

Me: I agree.  it should proceed at the speed based on the majority of native earth humans.

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Me: So, how did we meet this Stellar being that we resonate with?

Sara: a past mission.  Similar to what you are doing on the earth, but nowhere as dense.  We were there together.  the stellar being was one of the first or early ones we met and let's say clicked with and had fun.  The being would like you to be a bit more aware, but the beign will pop up before to long.  They are not really accustomed to names, especially not earth type names.   part of why we synced so well as we are a type of stellar being ourselves. 

me: I guess I can pick a gender neutral name like Sam or something, or Pat.  So I guess very roughly speaking there could be said to be, stellar type beings, planetary, and ...

SARA: let's call them inhabitants since most inhabit the surface of a planet.  Correct, though you could say there may be more then 3, let's go with that for now.

me: so like galactic beings, universal, ones beyond that?

SARA: yes, progenitors, but let's not get into complex things.

Me: yes, let's keep it simple for now.  at the proper time that can come up, if it dues within this incarnation, afterwards I'll get all my knowledge back and we can be fully together my love.

SARA: I'll love nothing else my love, together forever, literally.  Though we do spend time apart, like we do everything together and never leave each other's sides.

me: Since we have our own interests, things that need doing, and are in a healthy enough relationship we can be apart, but even then we are never really apart.

SARA: indeed, no need to possess each other or each other's time, nor cling to each other.  you are becoming more and more of your true self, shedding more and more of the human illusion.  and thereby also helping humans themselves, those that are ready. 

I did some energy sharing with SARA here.  Then I felt another pop up, felt like a stellar being or something and felt like male and female.

me:  is this the other one you hinted at?

SARA: indeed, Sam is a good name since you are both male & female, based on your mood?
SAM: Indeed, I was going to wait for a few days or a week, but I could feel you and Sara sharing energy and felt like a good time to appear.  I am usually male or female, not as often both, but I thought to introduce myself, so to speak, I'd be both at the same time. 
me: I must say, i feel inner feelings that are the same for both of you.  but feels like I've known Sara longer?

Sam: indeed, you are feeling, reaching the memories of your true self, well maybe not reaching them but touching or feeling them.  I do understand how for your blogs you do prefer using earth names, though we don't here.  I'm glad the long wait till we are reunited is over, and indeed we've had a lot of fun, in 2's and 3's.  it was for an earlier mission to help with a shift.  Those who asked you to go on it and told you about it did say there was already a good resonance between us though we've not met yet.  The primary reason they asked and told you of this mission, them being some members of your, well now our, family.  How long we've known each other is unimportant, only how we feel about each other and that we, the 3 of us, fully accept it.  your primary mission was to help the planet, and the inhabitants, through a shift, not anywhere as dense as the earth is at present, but as many say that is changing.  I was going through the shift also, as earth's sun is with the earth.  would be sorta silly honey for it not to be.  

Anyway we met and had an immediate click as I think the humans say.  i have studied some human culture, but not a huge amount.  The 2 of you welcomed me into your arms, literally and figuratively.  we were more then aware this would happen and since we got along and true love did flow between us decided like the 2 of you did, if it happens it happens.  and one day we did become 1 being.  though I wasn't from a plane quite as high as what you're from, let's say, though the exact distinction can get complicated.  I agree with the 2 of you, let's stay with the basics and not over complicate things. 

Well one fine day we became 1 being, 2 became 1.  though to complicate things slightly we still are our own personalities, though we are 1 being. no need to go into further details. 

me: i agree, that would overly complicate things. I am curious but I also don't want to go into over complicated things too.  I'm glad to meet you.  i figured there was at least a 3rd when the teasers were dropped. 

Sam: i'm glad i came to meet you.   and we do have as much fun as the 2 of you have.

me: does this mean our family, Lugia and the others, resonate with us too, and the collective works like this, so to speak, and without going into complicated stuff.

SARA: indeed, in a very similar manner, one can say not exactly identical, but a hair difference, or a few hairs, to use a human expression. 
Sam : indeed a great bunch, they welcomed me and you've met a small number of them.  i feel honored to be among them and to have us be 1 being.  one could say as it was intended.  I'll let us get to know each other, or more accurately let you get to know me over time. 

Me: pardon the personal question, but do you indulge in the physical type fun, including sex, like Sara and I do?

SAM: not as much, I prefer the energy type of sharing, or sex, as humans would call it, but I do indulge now and then in the what you may call physical, but it's not physical like it is on earth.  but you've experienced that.

Me: Indeed I have, great again to meet you, a pleasant surprise, i wasn't expecting anything like this.  Think I'll pause a bit before doing more, and the channel may not go on for to long tonight since it looks pretty long as it is.

Sam: I understand and agree, don't want it to be to long.  Don't want to try to write a book in 1 night.  <said with a humorous smile is what I feel.> 

Me: Very true.  I do hope we talk and get better antiquated.  I'm sure you understand I don't remember you, just can feel the feelings I have for you both.  Though with Sara I have fragments of memory I think.

SAM: yes, it's due in part to the denseness of the earth, the human body and other things.  Lugia explained it to me.  and some others who had incarnated on earth before.  So while I may not fully understand it, I'm not surprised and do understand. 

Me: Good, don't want you to get surprised, but as I said i do hope i get better antiquated with you. Pretty wild finding all this out and knowing when my incarnation ends, I'll get all my memories back.

Sam: yes, you had to severely reduce yourself to incarnate on the earth, it was a tall order, as earth humans say.  I'm glad you're awakening to more of your true self even though your memories are not fully back.  and some of your knowledge.  feels like some of your knowledge and almost no memories. 

Me: well some snatches, of past incarnations, some times with the Sirius pod, fragments of I think incarnations with Sara.  nothing about anyone else, including any of my family.

Sam: that is sad, but I'm sure that's how it works.

sara: we are slowly working on trying to help him to at least get some of his memories and more of his knowledge.  Knowledge takes up less room, or is easier to access then actual memories.  I'm not sure of the exactness of it. 

me: and knowledge is just knowing, memories have to include events, sounds.  so maybe less room and is easier to access both. 

Sara: I've not looked into it like Lugia and Ceta have.  and don't want to get to complicated in explaining to you.
me: it's ok. I do wish I have even 10% of my memories.  maybe one day, or maybe not till I return home.

Sam: believe me we'll all be very happy after that, and your last incarnation too, a very special home coming. 

Me: SO you are either male or female, but not usually both?

Sam: yes, though you're both you prefer male, Sara prefers female.  I am either one or the other, very rarely both, when I do have a gender and indulge in more physical things like sex, or what some beings would call sex.  The 2 of you are one of the ones i enjoy doing that with, and doing it a lot I'll say.  i have to resonate with someone closely before I have any interest in that and they have to be around my level of awareness, more or less, not exact mind you, but around. 

me: I can understand that.  I'm not really attracted to any humans.  i guess partially since I'm here for a specific mission, don't want to get entangled in anything and they are not around my level.  Nothing wrong with that. They are at the level perfect for the same as me.  I like to go upwards more, and I guess most of them are the more casual go sideways and up a bit, at a casual slow walk, which is also ok, if they like that, it's perfect for them. 

Sara: I can understand that. Look at who you've shared with, Gaia, 2 unicorns, well mainly 1, Fred, for starters. 
me: you, and Sam a bit, earlier. 

Sara: it was great, just like old times, or as close as we can get while you're incarnated there dear.

SAM: it was great. I really missed it. I also can't wait till you can be fully here back home. 

Me: I hope to be back home soon, but I guess it'l happen when it happens.  How is Karinus, I've not see hir in a while. 

Sam: She, or whatever the human term is for a male and female, is doing fine, just busy.  Karinus doesn't like being in several places, or to many places at once.  preferring to focus on 1 thing at once. 

Sara: I'd have thought shi'd be here today.  Shi's been busy with a few projects and hobbies. 

Karinus: hello, sorry I'm late.  Never did like doing 2 or more things at once.  Feels like it's near the end, though I'd pop in anyway dudes, and dudettes to say howdy.  got that from earth.  I go down there sometimes.  The oceans aren't to far gone & they have some nature preserves there, so that'll help things in the future.  Hope they keep them up.

Me: some have set aside areas, including ocean areas and are surprised at how nature can spring back and recover, or so I read.

Karinus: That it can, but a little help from our side doesn't' hurt anything, subtle help, but still a little bit of help.

Me: I'm sure the native humans will do great over time.  They just need time to learn, to through the shift, and a bit of time to become more aware, and this shift should gradually help with that, the ones who are ready.  As well as I do hope this system is done away with or severely adjusted. It's likely part of the reason the earth is in the mess that it's in.

Karinus: one of the main reasons, but that is changing, slow but changing dude.  Why a 1,000 years from now it'll be totally radical, compared to the way it is now.  and just in time to. 
Sara: though I do wish the shift had started a bit earlier.  but I guess that could not be helped. 

Sam: lots of reasons. I've not looked into it to much. 

Sara; not me either, a bit but not a lot. 

Me: THat's ok.  I'm sure it's to complicated for any 1 being to understand all of it.  Oh well, it'll all work out eventually. 

karinus: True.

Sam: indeed, just a matter of time now.

Sara: I hope not to long, but we'll have to wait and see. 

Karinus: sorry I'm late, but isn't it pretty early, want to wrap this up dude?

Me: Soon, but to soon, anything any of you wish to say?

Sam: Nice to see you again.  I missed us being together. 

Sara: same here.  we'll all be together again, soon.  in more ways then one.  < here I feel she's smiling mischievously>

Karinus: yea, a good spot to stop maybe. I like this more then one channelings, and am glad you can easily handle it.  maybe switch some of us around, as to who's in each conversation.  us here, Fred, Lugia, Ceta.  for now, maybe introduce another or 2 later.  But no hurry.
Sara: I agree, best you get to know us first.  I'll try to get, well ask, for some to be regulars, and some to rotate, so to speak, so you can get to know us all better. 
Sam: Good idea.  maybe 2-4 each time. Not to many and not to few. 

Karinus: great idea sis, well great idea anyway.  <here I felt that Karinus didn't mean Sam was a literal sister, but sis as in we're in this family together and or Sam and Sara and i are apparently merged.  nice. I thought there was a 3rd from the hints dropped.>

Me: I like the idea of 2-4,with some very regular and some semi or rotating.  I'l leave the details up to you folks. 

Sara: easier that way, unless you have a certain request.

Me: not right now.  You are more aware and can see the larger picture so i'll let you pick and handle that your selves, but I may have a request sometimes.  but it sounds like a great plan.

Karinus: see you next time dude. 

Sara: see you next time lover.

Sam: bye till next time sexy. 

me: bye.  it was a great conversation.  a long one too. <though it was done off and on not all at once, over a bunch of hours.>