Me: So Lugia, with all these dreams of me going home, someone dieing, does that mean I have an exit point coming up soon?
LUGIA: That I won't say but I will answer and say that it was your various, selves, aspects, and you are ready psychological and subconscious for when it happens, but are you, wouldn't you miss certain aspects of being incarnated on earth? Just my asking to see if you yourself are ready.
Me: Well, I am. As for missing certain aspects of being incarnated on the earth, I'm sure if I lived to be 150 years old or 1 thousand, before I cross over, I'd still, maybe, afterwards have certain, not sure of the right word, maybe briefly miss certain aspects of being incarnated on earth, in a sorta in the back of my mind. Though I do feel that is normal.
LUGIA: it will be a change so yes, it is normal for a small part of you to kinda not want the change even though let's say all of you when the time comes to cross over, does want to go home, including that small part. So the small part feeling pulled or having 2 feelings, while all of you would choose home, is natural indeed. Though it doesn't mean you'll want to incarnate again or that you'll want to remain on the earth. it is a natural thing. As for incarnating again I doubt you'll want to or will feel the pull in that direction much. maybe a pondering, curiosity, what will it be like, but no most of you won't want to and after a while none of ou will want to. Not incarnating is a place you are in, so do not think you are denying yourself not wanting to incarnate, it is a sign you've moved past incarnating, which for you would happen sooner or later. There are unlimited options open for those who do not incarnate, or have moved past incarnating.
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Me: When you popped up to tell me I have gone up a step or stage, and our family were happy, joyful, I could feel it, why is it that you didn't seem that large? Before you felt gigantic, I had a mental image of you being a gigantic snake like being, but yesterday you, it felt like we were about the same size.
LUGIA : you have gone up a stage or step. You grew, expanded. Right now we are much closer in size then you were say 30 hours ago. The you that you know right now.
Felt my 16d self, or that is what my intuition feels like: Indeed, believe me, you'll love some, well many, of the options. You are passing through a, stage or phase where you are moving past incarnating, it no longer holds a huge interest nor can teach you, as much as not incarnating can. Though the past few incarnations you've been doing has only primarily been to help others on a planetary or civilization, species level. The previous one was on a species level, the anthro dolphin looking beings. In that case helping them go from what earth humans would classify as 4d to 5d. They are the same ones that some of Treb's people visit now and then.
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Me: So, you said part of my energy predates this universe, does that mean part of me does but not all of me?
LUGIA: Indeed my son. It is complicated, I'll let your other, well great self that talked to you briefly explain, who better to explain this then you.
16d: indeed. I'll simplify it. Basically there is 1 central you. the anthro dolphin being that you, well we really, incarnated as, is say an identity. He had a personality, ect and still exists. he is you and you are him and the 3 of us are all of each other. Not in the same way that your former twin flame is part of us. So that is part of us, that does predate this universe. but you the incarnated self doesn't. if that makes sense. The whole self does, though it, well we, were not as advanced and evolved as we are now. Time can get complicated and I'll dispense with explaining that here. But yes, there is a part of us that does predate this universe. But parts that do now. You and the anthro dolphin you've encountered and talked with briefly, are both the same personality, the same being, but each does also have a separate identity though both are parts of and the same being. You have grown indeed and are at the level where I can talk, we can talk and so you can learn this and expand and grow.
Me: So, you mean I can grow into being aware of my true whole self. So let's say you are at a certain stage, I though I'm also you, could be at a less aware, and can become aware of being you?
16D: indeed. call it identities, parts, elements, some can be less aware then others, but all are parts of the same being and the same being. That is part of us growing, learning evolving.
Me: So, will I embody all of myself in this body like Scarlett will hers?
16d: hehe, no, we are, well let's just say we, our whole self, you, are larger then the earth, you can't squeeze us, all of us, into an iddy bitty human body. You can become aware of all of us, all of you really, but not embody all of it in that way. Becoming aware of all of you indeed you can do that. and that is why you've had inklings and memories, information, like on how universes are created, how certain races were created. part of us do predate this universe. the full explanation is complicated.
Me: So were we a separate being then, before this universe existed?
16D: yes and no, we were, we did exist, but not in the way we do now. We've, changed, grown, over the ages. We were like an aspect but not yet fully separate. Still part of the family. But we had not yet left them to have experiences and to become fully ourselves. though we didn't really leave them. I mean an extension, like putting out a tentacle. to have experiences and grow more into ourselves as we are now.
Me: ah, I think I do understand. I guess I won't be phasing past where I won't need to talk to Lugia and the others like Scarlett is doing?
16d: indeed, you, well I'll say us, that is more correct, is not on the same exact path, it is similar but different. For we are working on the planetary energies, phasing, shifting, on a planetary level, not so much with society, earth humans, though yes they too are affected by what we are doing, there are others focused on helping them. We're focused on helping the planet as a large, the earth energ grid, that sort of thing. before, the anthro dolphin we incarnated as, was indeed focused on helping society, not on the planetary energy grid, helping the planet through it's shift, though he did that too, more of as a side thing. that is our primary focus. you are an extension of ourself, reaching out to incarnate on the earth to help with this shift.
Now perhaps you are seeing more of why Gaia approached you like she did. Not as a planetary being to a less aware younger being, but more of an equal to an equal type of being. & her desire to have children with us is natural, she has had them with other beings as well and will have more with us and others in the future. it is a beneficial thing and also quite normal and natural.
me: I guess I could only grow in certain ways by sending out an extension, or tentacle outside the family to experience.
16d: indeed. if we never had we'd be as aware maybe as we are not, but not in the same way, and it may take longer, much longer, & we're not grow in certain ways at all, or only very slow, since none of us would have experienced separation, even if only partial separation. But I'll go now, we'll talk later.
LUGIA: there my son, you talked to more of yourself. Fun isn't it, & enlightening, and indeed if you were to measure yourself, your whole combined self, you would be larger then the earth, to be frank. Do you think that can all fit in a human body?
me: no, but I can be aware that I am such a being, an extension of myself.
Lugia: so you are indeed. You'll be getting more aware over time, more and more aware.
me: like I guess if earth's sun were to incarnate, he could not fit all of himself into the body, earth human body.
LUGIA: indeed.
Me: and once this incarnation is over I guess I can either merge with my true self, my whole self really, or remain as I am now?
LUGIA: yes, that is your right to do so, either is fine. if you choose to not merge but to remain you'll still grow, learn, expand, but also be part of your wholeself, both at the same time. We think you'd prefer this to merging back into your wholeself. You could explore, experience and so one. Just as your wholeself, central self as free will, you do as well, though you are an extension of it. Just like if you have extensions each of them will have free will too and can choose to remain separate or merge back into you. Though merging back isn't the right term since you are still him and he is still you, you are an extension.
Me: Thanks, i do understand, or think I do, or as much as I can at this point.
LUGIA: Indeed you do, congratulations. relax, more will come with time, it well.
Me: I have a question.. Though you are one of my parents. are we both parts of the same wholeself? Is that how our family works?
LUGIA: that is indeed how it works in part. Though I am a, reflection of your, one of your parents. Think of our family as, a group of whole selves who enjoy being together and their extensions, identities, and so on. We don't make distinctions of, I'm the whole self of your wholeselves' parent so you are supposed to be with or talking to me. We don't do that. Wither you are your whole self or your present extension, or identity, its all the same to us here. We're all equal here.
So you have it right, though I'm not part of your whole self, but of one of the parents of your wholeself. My purpose is to be here for those others who are at this level of awareness to help them, guide, teach, also to have some fun if they are willing, hence my saying we are lovers as well. Which we are.
Me: Thanks. We'll talk again, it's about time I should eat and do some stuff.
LUGIA: indeed, go and do what you want and should, have fun, we will talk later, and have fun, especially once you're back here.
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Me: So, the one I called my dragoness mother. She is a less aware identity, extension, or part of you?
LUGIA: precisely. Though she may not be as less aware as you suspect. She keeps what she knows or suspects to herself often.
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Me: If say my full true whole self is say at level 10 of our family. I may be at say 1 or 2, lower as in less fully aware, but aware enough to live as a full member of our family and can grow up through the levels till I reach 10 where I can either be aware I've been my true whole self all long, and or I can be my own self at the same time?
Lugia; indeed, that is all correct based on the analogy you have given.
me: had a lot of energy work done on me as I went to sleep and after I woke up. Part of it was my true self or some part of it?
16: indeed. the initial things we were doing is getting you closer to us, your whole self, more of your true self, true personality. and it did involve some sharing. we are the type of being that is willing and does enjoy sharing with itself. And it does or can involve what some may call sexual type of energy, though using the term sharing is far more accurate then sex.
The other energy you felt as you went to sleep and after you awoke was of a similar but different type. it is meant to help you to become more aware, move up to the next step, stage or whatever you wish to call it. The part before you went to sleep was much easier to do if you didn't move, hence the warm type energy like tendrils you felt going into your muscles, but if need arose you could have moved.
What you felt on awakening was more of a general type. like polishing, not specific detail work, type of stuff. Not the detail work that was better done if you didn't move.
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