I did the 8th meditation of Radiance: self exciting building the light body. This meditation went very well. I was able to keep the entire volume in my awareness and the different layers, though like yesterday I took breaks where I didn't do this. Also I was able to do this for short periods of time, though it was easier to do. I also could feel the spinning of the various layers of the Fullonia Cocoon and the core as well as the lightthat is present and coming from my fullonia light body center. I was hit with vertigo again, no idea of the cause.
Overall a good and interesting mediation.
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Forgot to mention, I have, sense yesterday, sensed & saw out of the corner of my eye 2 beings. I talked to 1 of them mentally, the other one didn't seem to want to talk much. the 1 that did said they are what's called background guides. Not guides in the sense most earth humans would think. They keep undesirables away and help certain things along. I guess if my family, or Thaniel's collective does a bit too, of streaming energy into me, or whatever the term would be, they may help with that. He said they are supposed to be in the background unabrosivly in most cases. 1 said he wasn't part of my family, the other one I got both a yes and a no. I guess maybe he's not a full member but helps members of that family and maybe others. Just a guess. I kinda suspected something like this may exist.
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I got to thinking, responding to someone's thread. If it is difficult for folks of different vibration or dimensions to communicate on the other side. I can see some beings going around, if there are places like Astral City, some beings in small groups, going around to help some be able to communicate with loved ones & friends if say they 1 is 4d and the other is 6d or 8d. maybe in 2's and 3's so while 1 is on duty the others are off and can go around the place to have some fun and relax. having them work in 3's or 4, would be good since that would mean at least 2 are off duty at any 1 time can can hang out together. They may stay for a few days or something like that, and then go elsewhere. Maybe it doesn't work like this and I'm totally wrong, though i do feel there are at least some places where folks of various vibration levels or dimensions can have fun together like that Pseudo 50's place I wrote about before.
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I did the meditation for a 2nd time. It was much like the first, except I could hold the whole Fullonia Cocoon in my awareness for shorter periods of time. I think part of the reason my mind would wonder is it's about time when I take a nap after eating so those could be the reasons for my mind being more distracted. also some knowledge popping up at the same time. Overall though it went much the same as the 1st time I did it. overall an interesting meditation.
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I was also thinking about some of the stuff I read in the Dolores Cannon books. She may not of noticed some of the contradictions since who knows how far apart some of the cases are that she puts into the books or how much she had to listen to or read as she did this and I'd guess had secretaries or assistants doing some of this too to make her work load easier. if she had any that is.
Part of the contradictions are like you have to experience everything then return to source (which feels wrong to me) also some saying the learning goes on forever. On earth you have to start off experiencing yourself as a mineral, then say water, air, then simple animals then work your way up to humans. this feels wrong too. Part of it could be distortion or mistranslation, of trying to translate something into English. it could also stem from the fact that what Dolores was talking to at times was a soul, and at times the personality, and sometimes these were less aware then others. maybe many souls may need to start as something simple then work their way up to more complex forms. though since Darius was created for me, if so there are exceptions to this. It could also be that souls do want to experience everything or many do want to or believe they do have to and or personalities may think they have to also since most here are not as aware as they could be. Since they are younger, souls and personalities. also since Dolores's interest was in helping her client, it wasn't her focus, also she may have found this a bit confusing so didn't pursue it much, but could understand certain things better so pursed that, which does make sense, and she had a limited time with each client also. They didn't really go there just to have the whole session be for Dolores to ask whatever she wanted. The client's reason and the help they needed had to come first and would take up most or nearly all of the time.
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Part of the information poof things was that there are some who do go around, to hang out at certain places for periods of time to help some communicate with family and friends who are at higher vibrations or dimensions, or whatever term you wish to use. Since some do use what we'd recognize as technology, and some beings don't use technology at all. maybe such technology works only in that 1 dimension, I don't know. some places I feel don't use technology at all like some beings don't.
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It can get a bit, not exactly lonely but sorta kinda, since there's really only 1 here at around the same level I am and she's busy so we don't talk much. The others I speak with online are either totally asleep, or nowhere near my level. I'm use to it. So I'm not exactly lonely since i can talk to Lugia and the others when I want and sometimes do have short conversations i don't type down. Neat that the online person around my level as someone she can talk with. I was meant to be mostly alone I have always felt. maybe due to the less connections here, none of them really deep. Nothing wrong with that, it fits in with why I'm here I feel.
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