Sat 9-19

I did the 19th guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting building the light body.  Not much to say since it went much as before.  I had another me or my full or true self talk to me briefly. That I'll put into a separate channeling.  My Fullonia cocoon was again the size of the Kuiper belt, but it then increased larger so it encompassed the entire Kuiper belt and stretched beyond that. 

I could feel the other frequencies, many different types.  Also that I radiated the frequencies all around me.  They were channeled or generated inside me, and radiated outward in all directions.  I could feel all the frequencies.  I could feel a sort of grid the earth solar system was connected to and part of, hard to describe it in any other way.  That's how it felt.  No idea how it looked since I couldn't see anything.  I could also feel beings going around the gridwork doing something.  Felt like making sure any kinks were unkinked, that things were flowing properly.  I wonder if they are the gridwork beings that were in an Awaken the Light Body meditation, don't recall which part or if Orin or Daben were doing the guided meditation for that part.

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I did the meditation for a 2nd time.  This time I added in my own and the solar system gridwork into what I was putting the various energy frequencies into.  Also I imagined the Fullonia the same size, & it seemed, and felt like it expanded even larger then before, somewhere past the Kuiper belt, but not quite close to Proxima Centauri.  It did increase a lot in size.  I also had the Renawre and Ranthia light body energy centers being larger then the whole of earth's solar system.  I felt also energy coming in from other sources, I guess my true family member and perhaps my true whole self too.

I felt at the very beginning energy coming into me personally, before I started doing any of this. Felt like from my 7th density self.  it had a love and very sexual pleasure feel to it.  and after the meditation was over, I feel the same, especially the sexual pleasure feel to it.