Just had an unusual dream that left me wide awake. Thought I'd type it up since I'm awake and maybe I can get back to sleep. went to bed maybe an hour ago roughly.
In the dream I was laying in bed also, but in a different bed and home then I live in in this one. No idea what my form looked like, I didn't think to look or feel myself. Oddly I was laying in the same position as when I awoke. maybe not 100%, but very close if I wasn't.
Anyway in this dream I could recall a past live where I had been murdered. I had no real emotions about that past life. My murderer wasn't a human but a non human. the race looked humanoid, I don't exactly recall. maybe larger then human eyes.
Anyway in this dream I had some sort of ability to see probability lines. I saw a very wide yellow one when I thought of that previous incarnation and I had been murdered. I knew and thought this meant that I had a very strong possibility of my incarnation ending at that point, with some lines branching from that one, much thinner, very thin compared to the very thick one, that were less possible outcomes.
I looked at this live (in the dream) and saw the same very wide yellow line, which I knew meant the highest probability was that this incarnation would be ending soon. I wondered how soon.
I then saw a very very bright, but very small, think it was small, about a quarter of an inch or smaller, light appear and it was bouncing around. I watched it and though it was very very bright I could look at the light with no problem. I could feel an incredible amount of love from the light and said to it mentally, "if it's my time to go, I am ready to go home."
I felt a very large infusion of energy from the, whatever it is, and awoke, feeling the same infusion of energy, as if had continued for an instant on my waking, and I was fully awake.
no idea what the dream
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I did the 17th guided meditation of Radiance: self exciting, building the light body. it went much the same as before, with me doing the Fullonia light/energy, that stretches from the spot in my chest where it is to into the Kuiper belt and a bit of it beyond this. I then started to feel over vibrations, energies, as well within this, the different frequencies that Daben was talking about likely. I added this into the mix with the intent that this would know where to go and what to do.
After I had been doing it the size of the Kuiper belt, which did contain the entire solar system. I heard, mentally, one of the family saying to me, you can do the whole galaxy, you know you can, come on, just do it.
instead what I did was do the intent of the full Fullonia frequencies, and whatever they were, to cover the entire universe, all dimensions and all densities, with the added intent that they would know where to go and what to do. I kept this up. After a while I could feel myself floating in these frequencies. They were everywhere, through this entire universe, all densities and dimensions. I was just the channel for all the frequencies of energies and vibrations.
Alll in all I think it went very well. Not sure if it did any good, but I'm sure it helped at least 1 being somewhere, maybe more then one.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went well. I did the intention of the Fullonia and all the various frequencies of energies being through filling the whole universe, but I focused on Earth's solar system. It went pretty much the same as before. So it went very well. Not much else to say except towards the end after it was mainly over and Daben was talking I kept getting very erotic images and suggestions, Not sure from who. I felt either Sara or Gaia, either would be fitting and as I was typing up the above I got from one of them, not sure which or maybe both:
"That as from both of us dear. We got together ad though of that to reward you for what you've been doing."
Along with that message they added more, a sensual eroticism, physical touch, physical sort of sensation, hard to describe.
Gaia: you're doing more then very well, you're doing excellent, why would I want to reward one of my lovers for his work and what he's doing in the shift, fulfilling his primary mission, and getting together with Sara, is an added bonus to do it as well, as a reward towards you. you've more then earned it my sexy dear, more then so. You'll find out about my real gratitude, later shall we say. maybe later today, maybe once you're fully yourself and not incarnated. Diffidently will then. Believe me, you've more then earned it and will continue to do so I bet. and I"m to the only planetary being you've done this for and got, let's say, something like the same reward. but go ahead and end this here so you can talk and rest. mmmhmmm. "
Not sure what to make of that. Guess It means I'm doing something right to catch Gaia's interest.
Gaia: you can just sit there & that would catch my interest, but go now, eat, rest.
I'll take that as a positive sign. :)
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