Wed 9-9

I had a dream during my first nap.  For some reason I went to sleep at a bus stop, no idea how the dream started.  I had stuff though, a blanket, sleeping bag, a shirt on a hanger, backpack, 2 bags with handles, a watch that had a screen like a tablet has, forgot the other thing I had.  I was on my way home and managed to get most of the stuff into my backpack, I had the watch on.  I had the sleeping bag, blanket and 2 large bags with handles and had just zipped my backpack closed when I looked and saw the bus about a half mile away roughly.  I was hoping I'd be able to catch it since i had not put the sleeping bag and blanket into the bags yet.  I have no idea what the dream may mean.  I awoke a second or so after I saw the bus was coming.

The watch I do recall looking at just after I woke up.  I recall it had text on it and was as readable as on a tablet screen. The text walked about an upcoming episode in some power rangers series or something.  I don't recall all of the text but I do recall it mentioned a name, something like Kazaa, or Kazaada, Kazada's dragon mother.  I don't recall the rest of it. 

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I did the 9th guided meditation that is part of the Radiance: self exciting building the light body and it went ok.  I didn't feel the frequency of precision.  I think that Daben assumes some folks may be rich enough to take both this course and the 2nd light body course Filling In the Frequencies at the same time, interspacing this one over the 7 part of the filling in the frequencies course. 

Overall it went ok. I could feel the spinning, even got it to spin faster, like a tornado, though I'd have it switch to being round.  I could also feel the different layers or whatever they were.  I could feel it was larger then the 30 feet Daben mentioned before.   Overall I'd call it an ok meditation.  maybe a meh one, but at least ok.  had something pop into my mind that I'll ask Lugia about.

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I've done the meditation for the 2nd time today and most of it was meh like before. Like before except I kept getting mental images at one point.  Like a stream in a woodland type setting.   Later on I did the intention of, as Daben as vocalizing the Fullonia and described it as spinning, I had the intention of instead of as he said to try to hold the whole thing in my awareness, of doing the intention of my Fullonia cocoon was large enough to encompass the Earth & Earth's moon.  This felt normal.  I felt like a shift, click or something, and I could feel new energy coursing around and through me.  Hard to describe what it feels like.  The mental image of my Fullonia light changed to not a uniform like, but different frequencies, shades, like splotches.  I also had Lugia pop up, but she didn't look immense as before, and not quite a snake, not quite a lizard, but like a mix of all different types of reptiles.  I could see her clearly, very sharp.  Like she was standing in front of me, a foot, at most, from my face.

Lugia: "greetings, you've reached a new stage.  I'll explain later."

Is that she said, then later on towards the end of the guided meditation she said some more to me.

Lugia: In the future when you visualize or work with the Fullonia cocoon or the light body think when it comes to size, in terms on a planetary scale, not the measurements Daben or Orin give you.  Remember, planetary scale, think in terms of planetary scale.  That is the correct size for you to be working at."

Then a bit later.

LUgia: "don't exercise like you were planning, your physical body needs the rest, not more exercise." 

Not sure what she means.   I think with my bond, connection, oneness, with my family (like them I prefer the term family to collective, collective or collective consciousness feels so, impersonal) anyway from them i feel a great, happiness, joy, feels like it's to do with something I did a short time ago, and they know or many someone's know.

as for Lugia's last message, I do feel a bit more tired then I usually do, no idea why.