I had an unusual dream last night. In the dream I was laying on my stomach with my eyes closed and Lugia was talking to me mentally. I could hear her distinct female voice and could really feel her presence. I don't recall the exact stuff that we talked about. I recall the general stuff was partially idle conversation and how I'm doing great. I asked what she looks like and she said to look at a surface I think she said and I, without thinking, manifested a tablet in my hand, a regular 7 inch type and looking at it, and it was turned off, I could see in the reflection a sort of not a sphere, not egg shaped. but some shape like that, made of light with what looked like dots or small spheres of brighter light inside it. I looked at this quite a while studying what it looked like. I got up and noticed I was in a house, but it was in a building, like a house and an apartment combined. I looked out the window but couldn't see that there, just reflected in the tablet. I recall a short distance off was the bed room as I knew it was in the dream, and it had bright lights on in there.
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Think I've had some messages or responses from Gaia. I was thinking of what I know of my past incarnation on a world of anthro dolphin type beings, where I think I helped them with the shift form 4d into 5d. then I heard gaia say, 'I'm not the only planetary being." I asked what she meant and she went on, "I'm not the only planetary being you've had what humans would call sexual relations with. there have been others and will be in the future. Think in a bit I may try channeling to get more answers.
Well I did channel and got some interesting answers.
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During my nap I had 2 dreams.
1: I was living with my earth human grandmother. She was going ot go for a walk with a baby in a stroller that she was taking care of but left without the baby in the stroller leaving it with me. I pulled the stroller & kid away from some shelves it kept pulling itself towards.
then I awoke & the kid's parents were there and talking & I was awakening in another part of the house
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2: an even odder one. me, Scarlett & Dan were traveling to some other earth as we called it since it had more alien portals and vertices then this earth did.
We arrived at wat looked like a canyon, rocky place. While Scarlett & Dan were talking to I think a few others I was looking over some recently uncovered alien artifacts. The first one I very carefully lifted and could tell, I knew somehow, remembered or recognized it at once it was an alien toy. I put that one down and picked up a second one and was just remembering how to activate it when I awoke.
No idea what any of the dreams meant, just gibberish stuff as far as I can tell.
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I did the 11th meditation for Radiance: self exciting, building the light body and things happened I wasn't expecting. Running the 1st light body energy center was a pleasurable experience.
Then, as in all the previous meditations since I'd guess the past week & a half to 2 weeks I found myself in 2 locations. I don't recall if I mentioned this in any past meditations for the past 11 or 14 days since it felt so normal to be in 2 locations. But as with the past ones I was both in my earth human body but also outside it doing the Fullonia energy and it went out beyond the orbit of earth's moon. Then when Daben was talking and I decided to take a break. I decided to see what this body looked like. I manifested a full length mirror and the body was a very dark dark dark blue, an almost black color, and an anthro dolphin type, with forward facing eyes. Then it was a sphere of the same color, then a non anthro non earth dolphin type shape with forward facing eyes.
Then I found myself in a 3rd body at the same time. i felt the face and felt not a rostrum but a reptilian type jaw. Then I got the idea since my dolphin form was nearby in space I'll look through that and I could easily manage the 3 bodies, with the earth human body leaning back in the chair just listening to the audio. I could see through the non earth non anthro dolphin body my other body was what looked like some sort of anthro dragon type body.
When Daben started his vocalizations I used my 3 bodies to generate the Fullonia energy from my chest like usual. With the 3 bodies the size of the Fullonia cocoon exponentially increased way past the orbit of earth's moon around the earth. I had a 3rd body out in space or where ever that place was, 4 bodies in total. The other 2 bodies I could see the 4th one was some sort of insect, but it was like the exact kept changing, so not a fixed form. Then i felt a loving and sexual embrace from Gaia embracing all 4 of my bodies. Quite distracting. I decided to channel, direct, some of the sexual and loving energy from Gaia and that I had within myself into the fullona cocoon as well as some Ranthia (light body energy heart center) into the fullonia cocoon also. I also invited my former twin flame current soul mate in and she appeared in her usual non anthro dolphin form. This time instead of the Fullonia cocoon increasing we kept it at it's current size, but let the energy increase in intensity. She (my former twin flame current soul mate non anthro non earth dolphin) said, "we've done this sort of thing before." then after 20 or 40 seconds she said, "often."
Then I also felt some energy coming from others, which I directed into the fullonia cocoon. I then focused on making sure the energy grid, the energy I was directing to help with the shift, was evenly raising the vibration, resonance. Smoothing out where I could feel and see where it was uneven so it was even through the entire grid, which again I could feel and see. This went on for a while, somewhat distracted by the fact for some reason my earth human body needed to stretch and yawn during this at frequent intervals.
This continued for a time then the energy coming in from whoever, that I somehow knew were others stopped. my former twin flame current soul mate non earth dolphin then vanished, I guess teleporting where ever. At the same time all my other bodies vanished till I was back with just the non earth dolphin one in space, or where ever I was , and the earth human body. Then I fully popped here so I was only in the earth human body. Not sure what to make of it all. I do feel a bit tired. But again not sure what to make of it.
While it as going on in the earth human body I was half helping what I was doing in my other bodies and also doing what Daben was saying, visualizing and experiencing.
I'm not sure what to make of it so I'll just shrug mentally and continue.
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I was reading some messages that are supposedly channeled from certain groups like the Federation of Light, Sirius and others, 3 messages in fact.
The thing was I could feel from 1 of the messages that it could cause fear in those reading it, it had a fear type feel to it. Another had an anger type feel to it. I think a 3rd had maybe a blame pointing type feel, not sure of the 3rd one, I'd have to re read it.
I do wonder if the possibility of causing fear, and the feel of anger was from the original sender, or maybe the channeler distorted the message a bit since they maybe had fear or anger issues they were unconscious of. maybe the original sender being maybe had those, or maybe it's both. Not sure. I'll just shrug and move on.
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I did the meditation a second time today and it was similar to what happened before but not exactly the same. Running the energies for the first two light body energy centers went well and were a pleasure. no idea if I'm doing the self exciting state or not.
At first I did the Fullonia the size beyond that of the moon's orbit around the earth. Then I was also in my non earth dolphin form and the earth human form. I started to do the Fullonia cocoon and light again. Then she teleported in next to me. I should really give her a name but I never seem to get around to it. By her I mean the non earth dolphin who was my twin flame but we're soul mates who very closely resonate. it feels like she's the female part of me and I'm the male part, but I'm a male leaning herm. But it does feel like we're one being, hard to describe.
Anyway she came very close to me, saying I've not had enough time to rest from before but we're going to be doing something similar. She then overlapped her body with mine slightly and I could feel the energies, flowing between us as the full merging started. She humorously said we don't have time for that, but we can add in the special energy that only beings such as us have and can generate. Then she and I did merge, but I felt a timed thing so that though we were a 100% stable merge, we were supposed to split after a certain time. but as i said it's hard to explain how i feel. it's like she and i are the same being. Like she's the female part of me and i'm the male part, but we have 2 bodies. hard to explain it.
Anyway there was a 3rd me, the reptilian but he was there to make sure the energies were even and smoothed out so it would effect all the earth & earth's moon area around equally. The earth human body did the Fullonia cocoon and light, in that area. she & I added in primarily some special energy, that had love, excitement, and other things mixed in, can't describe how the energy felt. but there were those feelings present. During one of the pauses Gaia said to me that we should do a 3 some at some point.
During this time I could feel we were 1, there was no her and me it was just me, we were 1. it felt like we had always been 1. But I had this sorta timer thing I could feel. Like usual I just mentally shrugged & continued till near the end it was like pop, I was fully back in my earth human body and she was somewhere else. Gaia saying i shouldn't exercise for the rest of the day since I needed my rest. I can still feel her, my former twin flame. current, guess I'd call her a soul mate but I've no idea what to call her really. It is as if we are still one, though she is elsewhere. like we have always been 1, but I've not been aware of it. hard to describe.
Overall an interesting and unusual meditation. Not sure if this includes any of the Self-exciting that Daben talks about or if it's helping the shift in any way.
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